The "Fuck you cancer!" thread

[midwestyankee]

I don't come here as much as I used to, reading is very hard for me now, but I check in on this thread first.

I am always amazed at the strength of people. How when pushed to the wall we will fight tooth and nail for the life we have. My fight is almost over, accepted this and am making the most of the time I have left.

My mate has asked me to marry him, to be his and carry his name into the next life. So a traditional Asatru wedding is next week.

My hope and dreams for all who face this demon is the strength, courage, and support to send the demon cell fucker to hell.

Love and Light to all.

You are, and always will be, a treasure. Celebrate well.

 

[redslady]

The eloquence with which you share and the courage and dignity you show when sharing this, is both humbling and inspiring! It is clear your life has been filled with love and that love will continue throughout this life and the next. I wish you peace and happiness during your journey

Thank you. It may seem odd that I taking the attitude I have but this is something I've been battling for a long time. I do not see myself as couragous. Just not going to give the last of my time to this cell fucker by allowing it to cause me fear.

I stopped treatment a while ago so physically I am stronger without it. Now we live for life instead of my illness, if that makes sense.

 

[midwestyankee]

Got diagnosed with Breast cancer yesterday.
In 2004 I had Thyroid cancer. But 12 years older now, and scared out of my mind.

I wish you well in this journey. No doubt there will be some rocks and gulleys to cross, but the path is generally much smoother than it has ever been before.

 

[redslady]

You are, and always will be, a treasure. Celebrate well.

You Sir are the treasure. You have unfailingly given support, knowledge, wit and the occasional kick in the pants where needed. I have been blessed to recieve all of these from you.

Love and light my dear Sir. Thank you so much


You made me cry, something I promised myself I wouldn't do

 

[redslady]

Got diagnosed with Breast cancer yesterday.
In 2004 I had Thyroid cancer. But 12 years older now, and scared out of my mind.

It is scary. Dont be hard on yourself for being scared. Remember that there is no wrong emotion, no right way to feel. Be kind to yourself. And remember this board is an amazing place for support and kindness.

 

[cascadiabound]

It is scary. Dont be hard on yourself for being scared. Remember that there is no wrong emotion, no right way to feel. Be kind to yourself. And remember this board is an amazing place for support and kindness.

This is true wisdom.

 

[Endless_Night]

I don't come here as much as I used to, reading is very hard for me now, but I check in on this thread first.

I am always amazed at the strength of people. How when pushed to the wall we will fight tooth and nail for the life we have. My fight is almost over, accepted this and am making the most of the time I have left.

My mate has asked me to marry him, to be his and carry his name into the next life. So a traditional Asatru wedding is next week.

My hope and dreams for all who face this demon is the strength, courage, and support to send the demon cell fucker to hell.

Love and Light to all.

Reading this brought tears to my eyes. How beautiful, and committed, and inspiring that you and your partner are binding yourself with the joy of a union. Your devotion to each other is, in itself, a victory over the demon cell fucker.

May your pagan ceremony be everything that you desire, and bless you with the nine noble virtues..

 

[redslady]

Reading this brought tears to my eyes. Howf beautiful, and committed, and inspiring that you and your partner are binding yourself with the joy of a union. Your devotion to each other is, in itself, a victory over the demon cell fucker.

May your pagan ceremony be everything that you desire, and bless you with the nine noble virtues..

Thank you Endless. I truly hope the tears were tears of joy for us. My soul and I planning our union for this Friday, Freya Day. My heart beats faster every time I think of it.

The Noble Nine are framed by our door, I try hard to live by them, but I feel I miss the mark on some. May you and yours be blessed by the Allfather with strength and love

 

[Endless_Night]

Definitely tears of joy.

Thank you Endless. I truly hope the tears were tears of joy for us. My soul and I planning our union for this Friday, Freya Day. My heart beats faster every time I think of it.

The Noble Nine are framed by our door, I try hard to live by them, but I feel I miss the mark on some. May you and yours be blessed by the Allfather with strength and love

 

[GoAztecs]

Thoughts to all the users who have posted on this thread

I received my 6 month clearance at the end of December but 2016 has been rough, been sick a lot and I haven't recovered lung wise from the damage the chemotherapy did. Have once a month breathing tests but I haven't improved. Still being positive about this, even though it makes me fearful that it might come back.

Wanted to stop by this thread as the positivity is very strong throughout

 

[cascadiabound]

Thoughts to all the users who have posted on this thread

I received my 6 month clearance at the end of December but 2016 has been rough, been sick a lot and I haven't recovered lung wise from the damage the chemotherapy did. Have once a month breathing tests but I haven't improved. Still being positive about this, even though it makes me fearful that it might come back.

Wanted to stop by this thread as the positivity is very strong throughout

Hi Aztecs.
Thanks for the update. So sorry 2016 has been rough. It just doesn't seem fair that chemo goes after your lungs in all this. My mom is experiencing something similar in that her chemo is giving her lung complications which are beginning to look like permanent damage. And of course makes ongoing treatment more complicated.

Sending you courage and the hope that 2016 will get easier. And I'll think good thoughts for healing lungs that allow you to breath deep and easy. My warm hands sending healing energy to your lungs...
We are all here for you.
cb

 

[GoAztecs]

Hi Aztecs.
Thanks for the update. So sorry 2016 has been rough. It just doesn't seem fair that chemo goes after your lungs in all this. My mom is experiencing something similar in that her chemo is giving her lung complications which are beginning to look like permanent damage. And of course makes ongoing treatment more complicated.

Sending you courage and the hope that 2016 will get easier. And I'll think good thoughts for healing lungs that allow you to breath deep and easy. My warm hands sending healing energy to your lungs...
We are all here for you.
cb

Thank you very much for this wonderful post. I really appreciate it.

 

[redslady]

Thoughts to all the users who have posted on this thread

I received my 6 month clearance at the end of December but 2016 has been rough, been sick a lot and I haven't recovered lung wise from the damage the chemotherapy did. Have once a month breathing tests but I haven't improved. Still being positive about this, even though it makes me fearful that it might come back.

Wanted to stop by this thread as the positivity is very strong throughout

GoAztecs, Be kind to yourself. Be patient with yourself. Fear is the cell fuckers best weapon against us ubfortunately.

All positive thoughts and vibes for you.

 

[midwestyankee]

You Sir are the treasure. You have unfailingly given support, knowledge, wit and the occasional kick in the pants where needed. I have been blessed to recieve all of these from you.

Love and light my dear Sir. Thank you so much


You made me cry, something I promised myself I wouldn't do

It is absolutely not fair that I made you cry without even opening up my bag of toys to pull out a crop.

Much joy to you in every breath.

 

[scotluvsoral]

Thoughts to all the users who have posted on this thread

I received my 6 month clearance at the end of December but 2016 has been rough, been sick a lot and I haven't recovered lung wise from the damage the chemotherapy did. Have once a month breathing tests but I haven't improved. Still being positive about this, even though it makes me fearful that it might come back.

Wanted to stop by this thread as the positivity is very strong throughout

Positive thoughts and prayers coming your way! As long as fear doesn't paralyze us, we still are beating the cell sucker! I admire your courage! FUCK YOU CANCER!!!!

 

[redslady]

It is absolutely not fair that I made you cry without even opening up my bag of toys to pull out a crop.

Much joy to you in every breath.

I let out a little moan at the crop. My mate read it, laughed and said "always the masochist"

 

[Shankara20]

My soul and I are grateful for all the support and positive vibe coming our way. I worry not for myself anymore, my worry is for him and my family. Please keep them in your thoughts as well.

Indeed I shall...

 

[Shankara20]

Wanted to stop by this thread as the positivity is very strong throughout

And may the positivity return to you swiftly fooling those moments when it appears to have left you. (( ))

 

[Shankara20]

You Sir are the treasure. You have unfailingly given support, knowledge, wit and the occasional kink in the pants where needed. I have been blessed to recieve all of these from you.

There, I fixed that for you...

Your welcome

 

[redslady]

Indeed I shall...

Thank you kind Sir

 

[redslady]

Thank you kind Sir

I see that...thank you

 

[cmslt2326]

I don't come here as much as I used to, reading is very hard for me now, but I check in on this thread first.

I am always amazed at the strength of people. How when pushed to the wall we will fight tooth and nail for the life we have. My fight is almost over, accepted this and am making the most of the time I have left.

My mate has asked me to marry him, to be his and carry his name into the next life. So a traditional Asatru wedding is next week.

My hope and dreams for all who face this demon is the strength, courage, and support to send the demon cell fucker to hell.

Love and Light to all.

I remember you redslady and I am so sorry you are not going to win this fight...praying you will feel little pain and that your marriage is the beginning of joyful days for some time to come...love transcends the end of physical life...it is the one thing that cancer can not defeat...

 

[Kittyscave]

I lost my father to cancer a few years ago. I teach at a university and show the DVD, "Crazy, Sexy Cancer" to one of my classes. It is the most wonderful honest video journal of a cancer patient's experience I've ever seen. The slogan "Fuck Cancer" is quite prominent throughout.

My heart goes out to all of you who have lived experience and/or who have lost loved ones.

Peace.

 

[GoAztecs]

And may the positivity return to you swiftly fooling those moments when it appears to have left you. (( ))

Thank you

 

[GoAztecs]

Positive thoughts and prayers coming your way! As long as fear doesn't paralyze us, we still are beating the cell sucker! I admire your courage! FUCK YOU CANCER!!!!

Thank you and definitely fuck cancer and the aftermath