The "Get If Off Your Chest" Thread

[ima6uldv8]

My wife died in a car accident almost a year ago. I've tried to to date since, but generally feel nothing. I hate being alone all of the time, but refuse to lie to someone and tell them I have feelings that I don't. I live in a frozen hell where the social scene is a collection of waterfront bars filled with microbrew drinking elitist assholes, a Bingo Hall or the supermarket. I have my own small company, a nice house, two cars, two motorcycles and a boat and none of it means jack shit because it won't keep you warm at night, give you a hug when you've had a shitty day or be happy to see you just because. It is pretty fucking crazy to have all of the possessions you could ever want, and your one desire is to belong to someone else.

Thanks, I've needed to get that off my chest for a while now.

Very sorry to hear that I know about loss, as well. Not quite as deep as yours, I'm sure. It does suck being alone. You have to give it time. It's been 1 1/2 years since my loss. But everyone is different. *hugs*

 

[Pinktacokitty]

I've got a pick up truck....not quite Corvette but you can do a lot more in it.












Especially the bed

Being naughty in the bed of a pick up is a Texas girls right of passage, been their done that more than once.

 

[ronaele2006]

Why do people get their love and their lust mixed up? Love is pain and devotion, and lust is pleasure and passion, it's just two L's consarnit!

 

[rydia57]

Aww there's a little pleasure in that too, it just hurts to get it... and after I guess.

 

[Baron Waste]

Very sorry to hear that I know about loss, as well. Not quite as deep as yours, I'm sure. It does suck being alone. You have to give it time. It's been 1 1/2 years since my loss. But everyone is different. *hugs*

Sorry for your loss. I absolutely know it takes time. It did feel really good to vent however. If I vent to the fam and friends, everyone gets all sad and morose because they can't help. Drives me nuts.

 

[IStillBelieve]

He was so caught up in underestimating himself that he couldn't see that I loved him just the way he was. All he had to do was ask me to wait until he got his shit together. But he never asked.


Now I'm talking to a guy who is charming, motivated, and who is enamored with me. And if he ever realizes what he lost and comes looking for me, I dont know what I'll do.

 

[MrKink30]

My pic days might be coming to an end. . . at the end of the month, my mother-in-law is moving in, I can't imagine taking pics while she is in my house. . . ugh

Oh NO!

 

[jazzyb_77]

Being naughty in the bed of a pick up is a Texas girls right of passage, been their done that more than once.

my best friend lost her virginity in the bed of a pick up truck. now if that isn't class, i don't know what is (just kidding) but she's so cute, she's the only one i know of who could pull off a stunt like losing her virginity in the bed of a pickup truck and not appear to be a total loser.

as it is, she's not a loser at all, she's an awesome woman who's not afraid of anything (including how it would look to do it in the back of a truck).

cheers to her!
jasmine

 

[sexymisskix]

Until last week I hadn't had sex for 6 months and now I think I'm an addict! I had sex outdoors with a 20 year old (I'm 28) I'd just met and i have around 10 guys on msn and text that I talk dirty and masturbate with. I have to masturbate at least once a day. I don't think I'm normal lol

 

[bellinda69]

Until last week I hadn't had sex for 6 months and now I think I'm an addict! I had sex outdoors with a 20 year old (I'm 28) I'd just met and i have around 10 guys on msn and text that I talk dirty and masturbate with. I have to masturbate at least once a day. I don't think I'm normal lol

Dunt worry..you're normal... i can be worse sumtimes

 

[sexymisskix]

Thanks lol, I just feel like i'm out of contrl just now, all I think about is sex and I live with my parents which doesn't help. I spent 4 hrs this afternoon trying to find an adult chatroom I could access on my phone cos I don't have internet in my own room and none of my buddies were on msn

 

[bellinda69]

Thanks lol, I just feel like i'm out of contrl just now, all I think about is sex and I live with my parents which doesn't help. I spent 4 hrs this afternoon trying to find an adult chatroom I could access on my phone cos I don't have internet in my own room and none of my buddies were on msn

awwww...well..Lit can be as good as a chatroom on ur mobile..

 

[sexymisskix]

It wont let me log in on my mobile tho, was trying that too lol. Joined a thing called flirtomatic but you can get banned for talking dirty so what's the point of that lol

 

[bellinda69]

It wont let me log in on my mobile tho, was trying that too lol. Joined a thing called flirtomatic but you can get banned for talking dirty so what's the point of that lol

LOL...well i dunt have any of those on my mobile..u got ask sumone who does...

 

[Kitty_Schrödinger]

I'm married and have no sex life lol

 

[TrueFox]

I'm in love with someone who is in too much pain to notice. I'm lonely. I don't know anyone where I live. I want someone who can make me smile again.

 

[biggysmallz]

Maybe this is too deep for this but...

A year ago I made plans to kill myself, and was close to attempting a couple times. Someone I knew caught on and had me put in a hospital. A stay that's normally 3 days lasted 10. It was this time last year I was ready to attempt for the first time (and that was about a year into cutting myself). Today it all hit me and the rush of emotions has left me sick to my stomach and in pain all day long. I've broken down and cried three times. And I've been sitting around shaking at times. The past year I saw my that period of my life as a positive because of how it changed me when it was over, but right now, it haunts me and has me scared to the point I'm physically sick. I never wanna go back to that point again. But the feelings are just a lot. I'm not at all thinking about hurting myself (haven't since then), it's just a lot to handle right now, especially with recently moving and having the job fall through leaving me unemployed, the money is gonna run out eventually. So now everything is just piling on and it's got me pretty damn freaked.

Whew, that felt decent to say.

 

[biggysmallz]

Damn, I'm like a thread killer around here lol.

 

[bobmuff987]

I'm married have to beg for sex with wife, many times i end the night jerking off. about two years ago i meet a nice married lady, we chatted a lot ......then it got hot ........no sex but oral sex was great. now she does not want it anymore. so i'm back to my boring life.

 

[ilovetojilloff]

I have been masturbating to pictures and thoughts of my cousins

 

[joene]

can i help

I'm married and have no sex life lol

I think I should visit u to help out! x

 

[aussiemat]

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[aussiemat]

well i hate being too skinny

im almost 6 foot tall and i only weigh about 58KG. I am rather underweight but its not like im sick or anything.

I just find that girls dont like skinny guys...tru?

 

[Kitty_Schrödinger]

I've ate my kids chocolate lol

 

[Spankbank]

my best friend lost her virginity in the bed of a pick up truck. now if that isn't class, i don't know what is (just kidding) but she's so cute, she's the only one i know of who could pull off a stunt like losing her virginity in the bed of a pickup truck and not appear to be a total loser.

as it is, she's not a loser at all, she's an awesome woman who's not afraid of anything (including how it would look to do it in the back of a truck).

cheers to her!
jasmine

Judging people by where they have sex is real close to being a hater.