I'm having surgery this week. I'm not nervous, but the tension of waiting for it to happen has finally gotten to me and I just want it to be fucking over!!!!!!
I wish my wife had big tits. She's a 38C and I wish she was more like a 38DD or even bigger.
All my life I've been attracted to women with really big tits. If my wife had big tits she'd be perfect because everything else about her is great.
Well... almost perfect. I wish she liked having sex more often. For her, once a week is plenty. Sometimes we go 2 or 3 weeks with no sex. Sometimes I wonder if I didn't initiate the sex, if we would ever have it at all... (which I really don't understand because I always make sure she cums each time too)
When I was a young adult, 20-25, I sometimes carried a porn pix (nude woman with large breasts) in my wallet, or pocket, or briefcase, so I could use it to masturbate in a restroom stall during the day....
Since my wife and I have started posting pics it really gets me excited to know that other men might be masturbating to her pics. I used to be an extremely jealous person and the thought of other men looking at my wife used to send me into a rage. Its very odd that now just thinking of it(other men looking at her pics) makes me so hard. While I think leaving the jealousy behind is a good thing how fast this change has occurred scares me a lot but at the same time I love being out of my comfort zone and knowing that my wife is taking this same journey with me. Our marriage had become fairly stagnate over the past couple of years and now that we have added this new spice to it our sex life has become better than it has been in a very long time.
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I apologize if this doesn't make much sense to read but i had to get it out before I clammed up.