The Power of One....Dom/me influence on the sub/slave

[catalina_francisco]

I am very new here. I lurked around here for a bit then I jumped in with both feet, placing an ad. I received some attention and had some fun interactions with several men. Then a seemingly innocuous chat (that was going the way most of them had) took a turn that electrified me. The second He gave me a command that pushed my limits, I was hooked.
This journey, albeit brief, has me doing things at His command that I would never have done.
Away from Him, I have found myself wanting to be better in many aspects of my life, to please Him. He has no knowledge of me pushing myself until after the fact.
This may seem laughable to some, but this is one small example. I am involved in derby and have not been able to overcome a specific hurdle that was holding back my improvement. I went to practice, muttering under my breath "this is for Him, this is for Him" and amazingly I was able to conquer in one session what I couldn't in months. Of course the building blocks were there prior to Him, but I just wouldn't commit fully. With Him in mind, I became a better skater.
I am nervous about this journey, but I have never felt more excited and more at peace, more at home.

Not laughable at all, makes perfect sense to me.

Catalina

 

[redheadedtxn]

What an awesome thread!
i've actually discussed some of this with Master.

Firstly, i believe i have a kinder nature...i believe that is a direct result of putting someone else's needs (other than my child's) above my own. It has made me consider the needs and feelings of others.

Thinking about what i say before i open my mouth to speak to Master has also had the effect of thinking about what i say before i say it to others, in general.