To all the men I've 'loved' before

[ParkerSteve66]

Thanks for nudging us into reliving our memories! I have probably blown 50-60 guys in my 64 years on this earth, maybe even more. From "early" days with neighbors when we started with 69 and soon discovered that I was more of a cocksucker, and gladly accepted the role of neighborhood cocksucker. Later in life, around 40 met a guy in the old Yahoo chat rooms and he became my lover for several years while I was divorced. He taught me the secrets of great gay sex and even MMM threesomes. He was a great lover and I gave him my ass on our second meeting. I sucked him on our first.

When we drifted apart I used Craigslist to find partners and mostly had success, albeit a few ghosts and one or two who didn't understand the term "shower clean." When CL closed their M2M section I had good luck with Silverdaddies, meeting quite a few good men to service. I won't bore you with the details, but let's just say a good time was had by most.

2020 and COVID changed the world, especially for me. I lost five friends and to this day take COVID more serious than most Americans. I am fully vaxinated and boosted, but I still mask if the store is crowded and we don't eat or drink inside anywhere that is crowded. Just my preference. No right or wrong here, just what makes ME comfortable.

I would like to find a new guy to take me as his lover, I am just going to wait a little longer before jumping back into that pool. Thanks for reading!

I wish I had the nerve to get more into the cock sucking scene when I was younger. As a young man I was only interested in "getting off" in someone else's mouth. One of my regular cocksuckers, Pat, gently tried to get me to suck his cock. He also, very gently tried to fuck my ass - he didn't. I really wished I had taken him up when he asked, "Come with me to a party tonight. A bunch of my friends will be there.".

I didn't go. He had mentioned that there would be a "circle-jerk" initiation - I would be naked while he and his friends would jerk-off and cover me with their cum. I was 19. It was 1962. I was scared to death of being called a "queer" if any of my friends found out. Sadly, that was the last time I saw him - as he walked away, down the street and waved good-bye.

Now, I realize that I am more of a pan-sexual. I don't care if the mouth is male or female. I don't care if its pussy or ass (male or female). As long as there is chemistry, lets get it on.

 

[nassauguy_2001]

I wish I had the nerve to get more into the cock sucking scene when I was younger. As a young man I was only interested in "getting off" in someone else's mouth. One of my regular cocksuckers, Pat, gently tried to get me to suck his cock. He also, very gently tried to fuck my ass - he didn't. I really wished I had taken him up when he asked, "Come with me to a party tonight. A bunch of my friends will be there.".

I didn't go. He had mentioned that there would be a "circle-jerk" initiation - I would be naked while he and his friends would jerk-off and cover me with their cum. I was 19. It was 1962. I was scared to death of being called a "queer" if any of my friends found out. Sadly, that was the last time I saw him - as he walked away, down the street and waved good-bye.

Now, I realize that I am more of a pan-sexual. I don't care if the mouth is male or female. I don't care if its pussy or ass (male or female). As long as there is chemistry, lets get it on.

I'm sure many of us on here have had a "Pat" buddy. We don't always get their intentions correct. I love that you write he "gently tried to fuck your ass!" Some of us become cocksuckers, some don't.

 

[ParkerSteve66]

I'm sure many of us on here have had a "Pat" buddy. We don't always get their intentions correct. I love that you write he "gently tried to fuck your ass!" Some of us become cocksuckers, some don't.

Nassau Guy, it was during our last rendezvous. We were sitting naked in the bed facing each other. My legs were draped over his legs. He put the head of his cock against my sphincter and leaned over to suck my cock. As he leaned over, it was almost as if he was sucking his own cock. That scared me a little as I wasn't into getting fucked.

 

[nassauguy_2001]

Nassau Guy, it was during our last rendezvous. We were sitting naked in the bed facing each other. My legs were draped over his legs. He put the head of his cock against my sphincter and leaned over to suck my cock. As he leaned over, it was almost as if he was sucking his own cock. That scared me a little as I wasn't into getting fucked.

Love the feeling of when he presses the tip of his cock against your sphincter, next time tell him "Take Me!" You will love being fucked!!!

 

[tristantrotsky]

Thanks for nudging us into reliving our memories! I have probably blown 50-60 guys in my 64 years on this earth, maybe even more. From "early" days with neighbors when we started with 69 and soon discovered that I was more of a cocksucker, and gladly accepted the role of neighborhood cocksucker. Later in life, around 40 met a guy in the old Yahoo chat rooms and he became my lover for several years while I was divorced. He taught me the secrets of great gay sex and even MMM threesomes. He was a great lover and I gave him my ass on our second meeting. I sucked him on our first.

When we drifted apart I used Craigslist to find partners and mostly had success, albeit a few ghosts and one or two who didn't understand the term "shower clean." When CL closed their M2M section I had good luck with Silverdaddies, meeting quite a few good men to service. I won't bore you with the details, but let's just say a good time was had by most.

2020 and COVID changed the world, especially for me. I lost five friends and to this day take COVID more serious than most Americans. I am fully vaxinated and boosted, but I still mask if the store is crowded and we don't eat or drink inside anywhere that is crowded. Just my preference. No right or wrong here, just what makes ME comfortable.

I would like to find a new guy to take me as his lover, I am just going to wait a little longer before jumping back into that pool. Thanks for reading!

Love your sweet and tender memories of sucking cocks and enjoying sucking cocks.
We should all be so fortunate to enjoy such a rich and rewarding history of gay sex.
I'm certain that new well-hung friend will be with you before too long...

 

[tristantrotsky]

Love the feeling of when he presses the tip of his cock against your sphincter, next time tell him "Take Me!" You will love being fucked!!!

That is such a wonderful moment of delicious anticipation when he presses the tip of his cock against your little puckered bum-hole for the first time, you steady yourself, bracing to receive him, ready, while relaxing your anal muscles the best you can... and you hold your breath... Yes, Yes, please Yes....

Love the feeling of when he presses the tip of his cock against your sphincter, next time tell him "Take Me!" You will love being fucked!!!

 

[stargame]

To my Mr., who knew just how to touch me. He knew I was a little scared, especially when I saw how huge his cock was, he knew I needed to be soothed so he rubbed oils on my smooth little feminine ass and kissed my nipples so gently. When he asked me to sit on his lap I admit I was nervous. I knew I was about to get fucked. Then he whispered, just the tip, ok.
My Mr. lifted me by putting his hands under my ass and placed my boy pussy on the tip of his huge daddy cock. I let out a whimper and when breathless and weak as my Mr's huge cock penetrated my whole being. I honestly lost track of time as my mind was sooo occupied at being impaled on my Mr. My little cockett was dripping and squirting and my Mr. claimed ne once again with his seed.
Thank you Mr.

 

[ParkerSteve66]

To my Mr., who knew just how to touch me. He knew I was a little scared, especially when I saw how huge his cock was, he knew I needed to be soothed so he rubbed oils on my smooth little feminine ass and kissed my nipples so gently. When he asked me to sit on his lap I admit I was nervous. I knew I was about to get fucked. Then he whispered, just the tip, ok.
My Mr. lifted me by putting his hands under my ass and placed my boy pussy on the tip of his huge daddy cock. I let out a whimper and when breathless and weak as my Mr's huge cock penetrated my whole being. I honestly lost track of time as my mind was sooo occupied at being impaled on my Mr. My little cockett was dripping and squirting and my Mr. claimed ne once again with his seed.
Thank you Mr.

My first long time cocksucker had a similar effect on me. In an alleyway, with my pants down at my ankles, after "my Mr." had been sucking my balls; he took my cock into his mouth and "...I honestly lost track of time as my mind was sooo occupied at being..." in such a soft, warm mouth.

 

[CuriousinPennsylvania]

My Mr. was an older friend and mentor. He was my father's age. He "wined" (actually it was Manhattans) and dined me. I guess, at first, it was his way of lowering my inhibitions. And later, I’d say it was in appreciation for me allowing him to suck my cock, although, by that time I was appreciating his mouth coaxing every last drop of cum out of it. Read about it in my story here on Lit - "Tribute to a Cocksucker".

 

[tristantrotsky]

My first long time cocksucker had a similar effect on me. In an alleyway, with my pants down at my ankles, after "my Mr." had been sucking my balls; he took my cock into his mouth and "...I honestly lost track of time as my mind was sooo occupied at being..." in such a soft, warm mouth.

Sometimes a dirty alleyway can be a stairway to paradise...

 

[J1biboi]

Thanks for nudging us into reliving our memories! I have probably blown 50-60 guys in my 64 years on this earth, maybe even more. From "early" days with neighbors when we started with 69 and soon discovered that I was more of a cocksucker, and gladly accepted the role of neighborhood cocksucker. Later in life, around 40 met a guy in the old Yahoo chat rooms and he became my lover for several years while I was divorced. He taught me the secrets of great gay sex and even MMM threesomes. He was a great lover and I gave him my ass on our second meeting. I sucked him on our first.

When we drifted apart I used Craigslist to find partners and mostly had success, albeit a few ghosts and one or two who didn't understand the term "shower clean." When CL closed their M2M section I had good luck with Silverdaddies, meeting quite a few good men to service. I won't bore you with the details, but let's just say a good time was had by most.

2020 and COVID changed the world, especially for me. I lost five friends and to this day take COVID more serious than most Americans. I am fully vaxinated and boosted, but I still mask if the store is crowded and we don't eat or drink inside anywhere that is crowded. Just my preference. No right or wrong here, just what makes ME comfortable.

I would like to find a new guy to take me as his lover, I am just going to wait a little longer before jumping back into that pool. Thanks for reading!

I'm quite sure the details wouldn't be boring!

 

[PFWilly]

I'm quite sure the details wouldn't be boring!

Similar experience# with CL and Silverdaddies, and with the “drought” from Covid. I hope better days, for all us, are coming… I so yearn to have a hard cock in my mouth again.

 

[goldenknights54]

Similar experience# with CL and Silverdaddies, and with the “drought” from Covid. I hope better days, for all us, are coming… I so yearn to have a hard cock in my mouth again.

I want to get started as well with another man. Looking into every option. So want to taste a cock

 

[ParkerSteve66]

I want to get started as well with another man. Looking into every option. So want to taste a cock

Good Luck. There are many guys out there looking to be sucked and establishing a suck buddy friendship.

 

[goldenknights54]

Good Luck. There are many guys out there looking to be sucked and establishing a suck buddy friendship.

I know.... met many of them here on LIT. But none of us are anywhere close to one another.

 

[muycurioso]

I want to thank my neighbor who was also very patient with me, who knew just how to touch me. He knew just how to urge me to touch him and sooth me when I was overwhelmed by how huge he was. Then of course my friend and boyfriend who knew how to play. He just knew how to seduce me and awaken my desires.

Id love to spend a few private weekends with you, Stargame

 

[Tayloroc]

Lovely sentiment in this thread.

Thank you to A, the beautiful older man from the apartment complex I lived in as a 19-20 year old in a new city, who said hello one evening when I was bored in the laundry room reading a terrible paperback novel that we discussed in more depth than it deserved, and who invited me over for a drink, kissed me so good that I wanted to melt, and was my first male lover who introduced me to the joys of anal sex. From you, I learned practically everything about loving men.

Thank you to B, my fraternity brother who came out when we were underclassmen and got thrown out of the house by the alumni board. They were certainly shocked when several of us resigned from the house in protest because we were also some flavor of queer. You were always a pleasure to be naked with in your apartment's tiny shower, or on your couch, or in your bed, or in your car, or on your balcony. From you, I learned to handle a very large cock. Also, thank you for introducing me to your sister, who was also a wonderful lover in her own right.

Thank you to C, the random out-of-towner dude I hooked up with at the fancy-ass hotel that dark winter night, for trying to fuck me in the shower of your room when I didn't want to fuck. Thank you for not having a hard enough dick or strong enough arms to actually get inside me, and for not trying to stop me from grabbing my clothes and getting the fuck out of there after I sucked your dick on the bed until you came on my face and then felt sick. From you, I learned that I never wanted to do that kind of random hookup again.

Thank you to D, who introduced me to the Naked Bear Party nights at the bathhouse and was my wingman for so many of those wild nights and introducing me to the joys of the glory hole room. Also for your lovely cock that felt so nice in my hand and your hand which felt so nice on my bare ass. From you, I learned to be happy indulging in wild fun once in a while.

Finally, thank you to E, my last male FWB for our three wonderful years as neighbors and lovers, for introducing me to your favorite lube, for your great beardy kisses and your thick uncut cock and your prodigious loads of semen, your extensive porn collection, and your craving for intimacy that matched mine. From you, I learned what it might be like to have a boyfriend.

That’s is such a sweet testimonial-thanks for sharing

 

[dodgeboy2]

I want to thank all the men I've had sex with, for showing me how to enjoy another man in bed. Some were memorable for giving excellent sex, some will be remembered as creepy.

That includes the ones that were users, liars or aggressive. Also the ones that came on to me whom I declined. At the time I may have been uncomfortable, nervous or just not interested.

And the guys in their cheap rooms who had kinks like humping my leg, dribbling precum on me, rimming my asshole, or drinking my piss.

Starting with Bob from Maryland, who treated me like his high school date, trying to kiss me and grope me in the back seat of his mother's car.

I've also had some excellent sex with men, enough to make me crave cock again and again. Nothing's finer than fucking a cute guys ass unless it's losing myself and all track of time and reality while 69'ing a guy until my jaw aches. That's my idea of heaven

But more than any other, the guy in Watsonville who took the time to help me relax, seducing me with drinks and warm friendly conversation. He even showered before we went to bed, so I'd have a clean tasting cock to suck. His patience and consideration paid off later when I 'gave myself' to him, and he took my anal cherry as well as my first man-to-man french kiss. That night changed my life.

Thanks to all of them, because now I'm a happier, more experienced and more complete sexual man. I know how to satisfy and enjoy a man equally as much as I can enjoy a woman and make her cum. And I love cock as least as much as I love pussy

I wish there was a way I could get together with those men again. I'd show my appreciation for them by giving each the best night of gay sex they've ever had. Whatever it takes, whatever they want. I'm versatile, hard and horney. I'll suck them or fuck them, I'll gladly take a hard cock up my ass. I want to show them what they helped create; an experienced, skilled gay lover, and the best they've ever had.

Can't believe I haven't seen this thread before and as some of the others I instantly found inspiration so for me here goes.

I would like to thank my 2 best friends Ken & Gary who introduced me to touching another penis for the 1st time so many many years ago, it was at that time I found my fascination with cocks we didn't at least those first several times do more than jerking each other off but I was amazed how another cock could feel so good in my hand. A year later the 3 of us was introduced to another guy named Manny who joined our circle jerk, he became the 1st cock I ever tasted as the other 2 watched before taking care of each other. Manny introduced me to taking a man into my throat, it took quite a long time and many times gagging before he taught me I could do it.

Next come the guy whom I felt total love with, Brian we were together (in secret as the 1970's it was a big taboo especially when you come from a very Italian Catholic family like myself). We together explored every avenue of what was considered taboo at that time, he was the 1st ass my tongue and cock had the pleasure of exploring as was he the 1st cock and tongue I had explore me. We were together secretly for a little over a year but alas we parted ways and haven't seen each other in over 40 years.

Next in my life came many other guys, the much older man in the bookstore who watched gay porn in the back with me before taking me to dinner before introducing my 21 year old self to my 1st gay nightclub we danced the night away then after closing I stayed the night at his place along with his friend we met at the nightclub. These two 55+ year old men introduced me to my very 1st 3-some as we fucked and sucked the night away, then waking up the next morning we did it again before I went home never seeing them again.

The guy I met answering an ad, I went to his apartment to meet him (he was a bit different looking than he described himself being way out of shape but I figured I was there). We got high smoking pot from his penis shaped bong before retiring to his room, he sucked my cock and it was the sloppiest and worst I have had, I reciprocated but I'm sorry to say I wasn't at my best that night, guess we just didn't click. So sorry my friend it probably was a night best forgotten but I still thank you for your time and company.

Also both before and after all those times thanks to the guys in my early college years who provided me with many sexual releases and whom I gave so many sexual relief to.

But now as I type this my mind still as it always seems to drifts back to Brian, the one that got away! I married my wife 39 years ago and have been happy but it was Brian, the guy who got away that always seems to return to my thoughts and dreams.

 

[stargame]

My first long time cocksucker had a similar effect on me. In an alleyway, with my pants down at my ankles, after "my Mr." had been sucking my balls; he took my cock into his mouth and "...I honestly lost track of time as my mind was sooo occupied at being..." in such a soft, warm mouth.

We love our Mr.'s

 

[bimwiguy1963]

I have had sex with men on and off for several years. I can honestly say that there was only one I truly loved.

 

[jakie69]

I love this so much, it echoes sentiments and thoughts I recently told my long term boyfriend and how I felt about the men I’d been with, good, bad or just meh, whatever my feelings or how we were together, they made me who I am.

 

[ParkerSteve66]

I have had sex with men on and off for several years. I can honestly say that there was only one I truly loved.

Me too. His name was Patrick and he was gay. Although he liked to kiss and I didn't (and, still don't like kissing men) I allowed him to because he was good and kind to me. I was 18 and he was about 40. He gave me his phone number at work (before cell phones) so I could call on Friday afternoon and see if he was available on Friday evening. There was a connection that was different.

We met several times over a few months. He was the first man that I got into a bed with. All of my previous encounters involved me standing while my cocksucker was on his knees.

One early Friday evening, we met at his apartment around 7:00 PM that night, after we had both cum - we were relaxing when he invited me to go with him to a party with some of his friends. I didn't consider myself "queer", so I asked about the party. It was a birthday party for one friend with about 8 other guys.

I asked what would go on at the party and he said: "Whenever one of these friends had a birthday, everyone would gather at the birthday guy's place and get nude. Then, to celebrate, the birthday guy would lie on the floor and the others would jerk-off and cover him with their cum."

I said "WOW", and he added: "BUT, since this would be your first time meeting this group of my friends, we have a sort of initiation. You have to let us do the same thing to you."

Once we got dressed and left the apartment and were walking down the street, he said: "Are you coming?" I declined and we never met again. IF I had not still been living at home, I might have taken him up. I still fantasize about being nude and having 10 men cum all over my body.

 

[goodsonformom]

To my Mr., who knew just how to touch me. He knew I was a little scared, especially when I saw how huge his cock was, he knew I needed to be soothed so he rubbed oils on my smooth little feminine ass and kissed my nipples so gently. When he asked me to sit on his lap I admit I was nervous. I knew I was about to get fucked. Then he whispered, just the tip, ok.
My Mr. lifted me by putting his hands under my ass and placed my boy pussy on the tip of his huge daddy cock. I let out a whimper and when breathless and weak as my Mr's huge cock penetrated my whole being. I honestly lost track of time as my mind was sooo occupied at being impaled on my Mr. My little cockett was dripping and squirting and my Mr. claimed ne once again with his seed.
Thank you Mr.

Star...I love hearing your stories.

 

[mtsnowrider]

My first and really only FWB was another married guy who had some experience who was incredibly patient and understanding with this very nervous but very curious slightly older guy. I would have described our first time as a semi-disaster but he was eager to meet again . Guess he recognized the potential ! We had so much in common and our meetings were about so much more than sex. We got together regularly for over 7 years and if smart phones had been invented we probably would still be meeting weekly.
None of the relatively few men I have been with since have been anywhere near as satisfying physically or emotionally. Guess I was spoiled