Unsent Messages to Him/Her

[ethereal~minx]

TO LOVE
in service to You
You lift me
in Your eyes i see
the me i can be
if i choose to be free
from any specific outcome
i've known love
unconditionally
i know You are always there
when i think i need, and when i don't
i will keep my focus on You
in everything i do
it is not easy as i learn this way
i know i'm forgiven every day
i'll ask for You to guide my hand
& know i'm in my promised land
i love You

 

[ethereal~minx]

you are my friend~ and it's okay for me to love you~~ I always will love you as a friend... I always believed the friendship between us would last no matter what the 'relationship'... the depth of caring I just don't believe has to change just because the relationship changed but... as the song says 'if you live by the rules of it's over, then I'm sure that [this] makes sense'

Dido~~~
I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
OR tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

...And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love ~~~with your friendship~~~ and always will be


~friend

 

[ethereal~minx]

wooohoo~~ court again today...getting clohhhhser to the beginning


hopefully it'll be DONE by Christmas, if not then I'm crossin my fingers for 01/01/04!!!!


*big smilesss*

 

[ethereal~minx]

love for love's sake
all give and no take
service to You for my good
this path for freedom is understood

i've been here before
submitting to Your will
let go & let love
my dreams You fulfill

You answer my calls
when my eyes are wide
i miss You sometimes
when turned from Your light

i find You again
just as before
holding the keys
unlocking my doors
inviting me in
to the gifts that await
submitting to You
is my saving grace

i fear no deception
in Your care
w/ thoughts of such
i will be aware
that duality is playing it's game
i will bow to You
and feel no shame

only love

 

[ethereal~minx]

i am the storyteller
of my life
i am conscious
of all that is right
make my decisions
choose to have faith
every moment choose love
& i willllll find my way

He opened my eyes
You showed me truth
You showed me depths
that i never knew
that DMme i will know
when i release You
WOW

 

[ethereal~minx]

my heart is broken
i'm angry and in pain
guilt is eating me alive
this decision cause me shame
i need to make it up to you
i need to speak to your heart
never do this again
today i will start
focusing on you

 

[ethereal~minx]

my heart is always here
my behavior never unchecked
Your unconditional love
reminds me of this fact
my punishment is felt
i know it's in love
i realize this as such
when i see from above
above the situation
seeing through Your eyes
i know You'll never leave me
it comes as no surprise
power of the heart
power in the word
You use it everyday
& know that it is heard

it may not be today
but You are steady as a rock
You never give up on me
even when i'm wrong
You know i just haven't
seen the way through Your eyes
You show me everday
that Your way is wise
WOW
divine intervention
is what You are to me
reminding me of divine
perfection in what You see
oh love!!!
it is the only way
You are my truth
& with You i will stay

 

[ethereal~minx]

i see the way You work
i realize You never fail
if i always follow my heart
love will prevail

so in Your love i will trust
and know all is well
eventually i will know
there's no such pain as hell


my heart is all pure
my behavior is not
in this life i am learning
to be what i'm not
every day it is easy
if you believe in love
in everything you do
and see it from above

my dear heart
i want you to know
i am with you
everywhere you go
tothe depths of your hell
i will pull you through
my love you are learning
to be love in all you do

 

[ethereal~minx]

sitting in Your arms
watching them play
we knew together
we'd always stay

we swore our hearts
on the love we felt
intimacy triggers
we knew we'd melt

the nature walks
the beauty of us
do you remember
being in love

 

[ethereal~minx]

...i love You...

today signatures : )!!!!
then the class
then file & it's final!!!!!

it means something to me~ I wish you'd share in my joy, friend.

 

[ethereal~minx]

tenderness & love
intimacy & tears
devoid of e~motion
covering up the fears


don't let go
your heart I need to hear
cuddle with You
for intimacy or tears
*welling in my eyes*
recalling what could be
i won't go there with you
unless you're there with me

 

[ethereal~minx]

HotPinkFemme
Virgin

Registered: Jul 2002
Location: NC
Posts: 1
Hmmmm....very interesting question posed here....i have been in the lifestyle for several years. As far as ever "playing" with a Dom or Domme with no emotional connection...absolutely not. Trust is very much emotional....
As far as emotional connections such as love, etc...that has to be grown into...but always have that emotional connection of trust...
And please those of Y/you new to the lifestyle, keep Y/you eyes and ears open and the first thing that does not feel right...get out...Y/you have that right.

Be Smart and Safe A/all

 

[ethereal~minx]

sacred sexuality & soul~mate love

"...we are talking about a union of Love
where your heart opens within you so wide,
it seems to hurt. Where Love just pours out
from you to your partner in waves. Where you
are filled with the longing for your partner to
somehow know how much you love him or her.
Where the definition of your body disappears
as you melt together, becoming one. Where the
climax of your LoveMaking shoots you out of your
body and expands your being across the great
heavens, and the Dove of Peace settles gently in your chest.




Where the experience of such Love is a balm to your spirit and brings order to your life. Where you feel that all your days upon the earth and every challenge you have had to conquer are completely and absolutely worth it for ONE MOMENT OF LOVE such as this. And where the knowledge of this Love is so powerful that it is proof to every part of your being that I, God, exist and love you because I have granted you such amazing and ecstatic joy."


www.circleoflight.net

 

[ethereal~minx]

I lived that *smile* it was Thee most amazing overwhelming intoxicating 'one-with-everything' feeling i've EVER had and ...the only way to feel that ---is for both hearts to be there~ you can deny the memory but not the fact..we were both conscious..




some days are better than others

 

[ethereal~minx]

I was in a similiar situation where our emotions got the best of us~~~ this relationship meant something to me...

acknowledge the difficulty
affirm your care & concern for the other person and the issue
state your needs ie time apart, rest.. whatever & the reason why you need this 'space'
agree to come back to the issue when you've both calmed down

in my instance, I ended up slamming the door & making him even more angry... I wanted him to understand what I was saying and he was just telling me "I'm going to bed!!!" inotherwords, at least to me it was like telling me~~~ I don't care about your needs, I don't care about you and that is final
I felt like it was the end of the world over a stupid misunderstanding that escalated out of control...

something about this type of communication right here can reeeally help in situations that are getting out of hand... either can do it~~~ it's about calming the situation...

(So & So) I care about you, I love you and I know you are hurting & angry & Frustrated~~ and I am as well. I do not want this to turn uglier for either of us because this relationship means sooo much to me~~ I need space, time---I need to cool off but I do agree that this is a big deal that we need to work on together. Please give me this space, know that I love you and truly want to work this out.. I agree to come back to this so that we can discuss this so it doesn't happen again. ....
and : ) if you are able, (maybe if it was bedtime) please come to bed with me and let me feel your body next to mine as we try to go to sleep. after we sleep, we may be able to see things a bit differently.

and then leave it in their court. I do not know of any person that could continue being nasty after hearing of your committment to the relationship.

 

[ethereal~minx]

First of all and in any relationship there must be respect~~~ a belief that each of you individually act in your own integrity~~~ adhering to principles considered right

remember "right" for you may not be the same as "right" for another but we need to honor the other if we are to continue a fulfilling relationship.

with that said, and in all situations/experiences that you two may encounter you will remember that respect & allow the other person to live out their individual experiences without pounding your principles down their throat...
for instance, in the annoying ex issue~~~ yes it may be causing difficulty in your 'relationship' together but for you (as an outside party) to tell them what to do is just as if you were telling them your "right", your principles are better than theirs~~~~
and nobody wants to be fixed. we are handling the situation the way we know how.

 

[ethereal~minx]

little surprises from you
tell me you care

especially in a relationship where deeper emotions are kept hidden and generally acknowledged only in the physically intimate moments

 

[ethereal~minx]

just because you're a dominant does not mean your worth is greater than that of a submissive. A d/s relationship is the most profound of any other relationship..a place for tremendous growth and love~~~ where two parties recognize that one cannot exist without the other~~~ where the two recognize and acknowledge that there must be mutual trust and respect for the relationship to continue growing in love. Sometimes the people are drawn together because of the commitment to the lifestyle rather than a connection of the heart but when the two individuals know in their hearts who they are, own their own power, and are 100% in their integrity, they know the value of the other~~~~

fundamentally one is reason/logic~ the other is heart/emotion
the two can exist separately but together they are everything
it's where 1+1= everything/all
and 2-1=1

 

[ethereal~minx]

for calling me---no, returning my voice mail, thank you
to hear "I'm overwhelmed" was so fitting from you
and the response to my other, "I'm hurting too"
the expression of feeling ~~~wow! something true
you're one of a kind~I know I'm alone
this got my attention ~no friendship to grow

 

[ethereal~minx]

I'd like you to wear them for Me tonight


I'm wondering, did you do as I asked last night?
I just hate how these lines are not clearly drawn, don't you?
wouldn't it be much easier if we talked this out? I would feel much better about my part. I know this is difficult for you~ but we're all gaining --not one of us is being harmed, it's nature, remember that? those are your words baybee, remember that when I bring this up... it'll feel alittle uncomfortable but we'll get through it *nodding* we will get through the tough stuff, together!

 

[ethereal~minx]

your attention to me baybee~~~ bringing the coat out for my legs & fixing the chair for me to sit in, for that moment in time you made me feel like a goddess~ like you would give me the world if I asked for it ~~thank you baybee~~~ I won't embarrass you next time

 

[ethereal~minx]

the night you told me to "sdlfkjalskdjf" *ashamed & in tears* I did
*crying* I wanted to believe in us, you pushed me to do it~ you know me and you know my heart, you know I want to believe that we will 'be' forever eternally--- I want to have you in the only way you are willing to have me~~ and if that is without e-motion, I am grateful to share my life with you. I will not live without emotion but at all costs, I want to have you in my life... I want a relationship with emotion, and with you. I want a triangle, where we all know eachother~ where we all care about eachother,
why does it have to be this way
you have all the answers
to the questions i want to ask
you withhold the knowledge
and the permission behind your mask
i sit here in tears
your intent i can't see
what is it you want of me
i want you in my life
why won't you let me talk to you
so i can end this strife
what do you want from me?
you told me you don't want a relationship
~just sex
I love sex with you nothing is finer~ especially when there was e-motion involved, it was pure ecstasy~~~ it is still fine (you're a god) and I will do everything to keep it in my life!!!! but I cannot live without an emotional connection... are you willing to be one/third of a long-term triangle?
truth(5letters) love(4letters) peace(5letters)
_ _ _ _ _ (You)
_ _ _ _ (me) & _ _ _ _ _ (?)

 

[Richard49]

Rachel I still miss you
at times my heart aches with the love
I still have for you
other times I am full of rage
rage at you for your abadonment
rage at me for falling for you

 

[ethereal~minx]

fragments

you're My toy, right
I will treat you well
I'll allow you a fuck
or put you through HELL*laughing*

this is an answer to my prayers
fulfilling fantasies together we share

ooooh a triangle
enlightened illuminated ecstasy

i am Yours
You're leading the way
I am guided yet holding the reins
you do please Me
by letting me have him
involved in our play

you're taller, more manly to me
I'm more equal to you
freer to be me
burning ember lighting near flame
"princess" he says
ohhhh yes! he knows the way
is not through fear to my sex

tonight I will make you beg
the sex is yours don't forget
you respond to me and the commands I give
you give out shit and you'll have to wait

 

[ethereal~minx]

interesting experience
mmf fantasy of ours spoken of w/ 3 not acted upon entirely being birthed by the masterminds
a triangle says she, just 2 says he, 3 a must she says...about this 3some he says---putting himself in the middle is he willing to submit for my power to be? oh so pleasurable chastising he, so pliable and arousing at My knee and We in power over he
our pet to pleasure us to wet
"Slut" you called me slut then you said, "I'm known far and wide for what I give" Ohhhh you are thaat goood it is true, now bend over and let Me give it to you!