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I think I am a typical guy who has explored his sexuality at some point in life.
Up until my 40's I was a confirmed hetrosexual. Loved women especially eating pussy.
But at some point, about the time Penthouse Letters and Forum came out publishing an occasional story with some bi action for the men.
I really liked those stories to the point that I looked for only them and was disappointed when there weren't enough. This was way before the internet made finding these things easy to fine. I knew there were mags in the adult stores that were bi and gay orientated but the thought of anyone finding out my dirty secret prevented me from exploring that route.
So much later with the explosion of the internet I was able to explore these things in private. I found literotica and wrote stories as an outlet but soon that wasn't enough so I really started fantasizing ways to explore without getting found out.
Finally many years later I had my first experience with another man and loved it immediately. We spent a hot afternoon enjoying oral sex. All I had thought about was oral, giving and receiving. Nothing more.
At some point my partner rimmed me and I exploded with one of my most memorable orgasms.
A few, very few women had done this wonderful thing for me and i really enjoyed it, but never asked for it for fear of being refused.
But as I left that mans bed room on my way home I relived that feeling of having a tongue in my ass. I couldn't get that feeling out of my head to the point of thinking that maybe I would let him fuck my ass. I came very close to reconnecting with him to try to relive that wonderful ass licking and more.
Sadly I relocated and never connected with him again.
To speed this up, over the next few years my "I love sucking cock but I would never....." list changed.
My won't list changed from: would I let just anyone fuck me......or rim another guy......or god forbid kiss another guy!
Now after a few oral experiences I am ready to do it all.
My last cavet is I "don't fuck on the first date!" And kiss another guy?
Well when I find the right guy to take me anally I want his tongue to fuck my mouth like his cock fucks me ass.
So, finally, I guess my question is: What are you doing or at least fantasizing about doing that you never imagined you would do?
I have been fantasizing about, then thinking about, then researching, then planning and NOW I'm making reservations for a long four night weekend at a suite in a gay resort in Palm Springs. I have a day of business nearby and the rest is my time.
I could have "imagined" that, but I never would have imagined that it would be with my wife's blessing and at her suggestion! During a recent trip to Palm Springs as a couple, we happened by such an enlightened establishment and she "caught" me checking out some twinks outside (after I uttered "Mmm, mmm, mmm" under my breath).
She said, half jokingly, "Why don't you stay there when you come down for...."
"Really?" I said. "You'd be OK with that?"
"Sure!" she laughed. "You need it and it would keep you off my ass for a weekend."
After getting home, and after more conversations, the "joke" became reality.
Well...I take the "never imagined" back to a certain extent since we've never had any secrets. She always known of my gay/bi past (and I hers), my penchant for all things anal, my eye for the fellas, and my way less than vanilla sexual "needs". She's been more than a willing participant in incorporating those things into our sex life but she's older than me and...age...arthritis, pulmonary fibrosis, fibromyalgia and the physical toll of over 40 years as an RN have slowed her down and made many of our prior sexual acrobatics impossible for her. What we do together is still satisfying, but she knows I'm insatiable and it's implied that I might look for boys, but not girls, away from home.
This will be my fifth solo out-of-town trip in the last calendar year, for one reason or another, with the implied intent that I might attempt to hook up on each one. I hooked up on two of those trips, one sweet and intimate, one quick and dirty. This will, obviously, be the first with the explicit intent of having a long weekend of ass-fuckery and I fully anticipate the experience to meet and exceed my anticipation.
Still...who knew my complicated sexual life, would now seem to be so seemingly simple, when I'm a SEXagenarian. How appropriate.
more and more about sucking a shemale cock. A big one.
So, finally, I guess my question is: What are you doing or at least fantasizing about doing that you never imagined you would do?
Sitting on a couch with another guy stroking each other while watching gay porn
What are you doing or at least fantasizing about doing that you never imagined you would do?