What Are You Thinking? Continued 14

FFS! 🤦‍♀️

I’ve got problems that shouldn’t feel like problems! I just spent a half hour on the phone trying tell a customer I don’t want to do his project.

He wants it done too soon. He wants to buy the equipment himself instead of buying through me and my partners. He’s further away than I want to travel for such a big project…

“Sorry, I’m just not interested…”

“I’ll buy everything from you and your partner and I’ll pay your whole crew time and a half for the whole thing. I’ll pay for lodging (in a destination resort town) and restaurants.

“Um… I still won’t be able to start until mid November…”

“I can wait.”

“Oh man, I’m going to have to talk about this with everyone. I’m going on vacation with my wife for a week. We can talk when I get back.”

“Sure, here. I’m zelling you $200 to go out to dinner, no strings. Have a great time with your wife. We’ll talk next week.”


FFS! 🤦‍♀️ It’s going to be a ton of stress that I don’t want or need but the money is good… I guess I’m a fucking sell out.
 
It’s heavy in my head today.
Grief is odd. Most of the time, it’s light. I can carry it without too much effort. Death is a part of life, and nothing lasts forever. I always show that I care, that I love, as much as I can to those that matter. Loss is about me, not the one I lost. Not really.
But sometimes, grief just hits like a 40 foot breaker and I’m driven under, and I struggle to hold myself up.

I miss you, Nebbles. It wasn’t fair, what happened to you, but you’re such a light to me, even now. Thank you for being you, and loving me, loving all of us, the way only you could.
I miss you 💔

Today, grief is heavy.
 
It’s heavy in my head today.
Grief is odd. Most of the time, it’s light. I can carry it without too much effort. Death is a part of life, and nothing lasts forever. I always show that I care, that I love, as much as I can to those that matter. Loss is about me, not the one I lost. Not really.
But sometimes, grief just hits like a 40 foot breaker and I’m driven under, and I struggle to hold myself up.

I miss you, Nebbles. It wasn’t fair, what happened to you, but you’re such a light to me, even now. Thank you for being you, and loving me, loving all of us, the way only you could.
I miss you 💔

Today, grief is heavy.

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Today I'm thinking about friends, especially those who are no longer with us.
Not just those who have been taken from this plane of existence ( they will always be with us) but also those whom we have 'met', loved and lost
Especially you, Piglet. I think of you every day. I smile when I reread our emails, our little jokes and how you would always stand up for me when no one else would...
Love you to the moon and back ..
 
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