What Are You Thinking? Continued 14

I don't know if it's jealousy or if certain people just suck in general and don't know how to be kind - but sometimes I want to be an absolute cunt in response.

But then I'd be just as bad so I won't. But in my head, I am. 😤
You’re fucking gorgeous inside and out, let them be jealous 💅🏽
 
I had a dream last night that someone was selling mystery gifts for $1. Some might be worth something, most were probably garbage, so it was a cheap gamble. I decided to pay and play. Gave my dollar and got one of those plastic eggs with my reward inside.

I woke up from my sleep before I could open it, and now I will NEVER know what was in that damn egg. It's all I've been able to think about today, and the frustration of knowing I will never learn what was inside is pissing me off!

😆
 
I had a dream last night that someone was selling mystery gifts for $1. Some might be worth something, most were probably garbage, so it was a cheap gamble. I decided to pay and play. Gave my dollar and got one of those plastic eggs with my reward inside.

I woke up from my sleep before I could open it, and now I will NEVER know what was in that damn egg. It's all I've been able to think about today, and the frustration of knowing I will never learn what was inside is pissing me off!

😆
That would drive me insane. In-sane.
 
I had a dream last night that someone was selling mystery gifts for $1. Some might be worth something, most were probably garbage, so it was a cheap gamble. I decided to pay and play. Gave my dollar and got one of those plastic eggs with my reward inside.

I woke up from my sleep before I could open it, and now I will NEVER know what was in that damn egg. It's all I've been able to think about today, and the frustration of knowing I will never learn what was inside is pissing me off!

😆
Juicy Fruit, Boss.
It was just a stick of Juicy Fruit.


 
Today is my "Friday", and this past week kicked my ass. I'm EXHAUSTED, I hope I don't fall asleep while posting on this fo
 
What the fuck is wrong with me? Why does the pessimism always win the battle for space in my head?
I once had a therapist tell me that everyone feels this way sometimes,hoping I would feel hope and would stop feeling so broken. Instead I slumped further. He asked "doesn't it help you feel better knowing this is a normal sensation?" I replied "no. It makes me feel hopeless. If this is normal I will never be able to rid myself of it". It took him a little while to come up with a response to that. I think I triggered his pessimism too.
 
I had a dream last night that someone was selling mystery gifts for $1. Some might be worth something, most were probably garbage, so it was a cheap gamble. I decided to pay and play. Gave my dollar and got one of those plastic eggs with my reward inside.

I woke up from my sleep before I could open it, and now I will NEVER know what was in that damn egg. It's all I've been able to think about today, and the frustration of knowing I will never learn what was inside is pissing me off!

😆

Juicy Fruit, Boss.
It was just a stick of Juicy Fruit.


So like…a solid 4.3 seconds of flavor? Sounds about right.
 
What the fuck is wrong with me? Why does the pessimism always win the battle for space in my head?
I once had a therapist tell me that everyone feels this way sometimes,hoping I would feel hope and would stop feeling so broken. Instead I slumped further. He asked "doesn't it help you feel better knowing this is a normal sensation?" I replied "no. It makes me feel hopeless. If this is normal I will never be able to rid myself of it". It took him a little while to come up with a response to that. I think I triggered his pessimism too.
If it’s normal and frequent, that just means you kick pessimism’s ass regularly, and you can and will do it again! You are a badass mistress of death, you got this! And when you feel like you don’t, we got you 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
 
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