Massive Grooves
Apple Eater
- Joined
- Jan 4, 2002
- Posts
- 14,119
For objectifying yourself.
I've been around for a long, long time. Maybe you recognize my user name.
Maybe not.
I have to face facts and understand that I've been here since some of you were just children. True story.
Look to the left of this line and says I've been around for over a decade. I hate to think about it.
I have made many friends. Some through email. Some I have let text me. I've even talked to a couple on the phone.
The dynamics of lit has definitely changed over the years.
Realistically speaking, most of the people here are normal everyday people. Maybe uncomfortable or more comfortable in our skins. Depends on the person.
What I am saying is that lit seems to be a decent representation of most of society. Probably not the extreme right. But others.
So, I've always been very curious, and today I'm asking.
What is your motivation? Why do you post pictures? What drives you to seek the attention?
I originally started posting simply because I was curious if I still had it at some level. The nervousness I would feel as I posted a picture. My finger shaking over the left mouse button as it hovered over the submit button. I wondered if anybody would reply. Like. Care.
I can say that I was in a relationship in which she wasn't all that interested in me anymore.
After some time, the nervousness disappeared. I posted pictures like any junkie needing his fix. I ate up the adrenaline rush. The responses. The occasional PM.
Tell me you wanted me.
I'd try to find ways to be more creative. Better backgrounds to me. I started considering it all art.
I guess, at some level, it was.
I'd go away from lit when I knew the demand was low, but I'd always come back. Time and time again. Craving attention at some level.
I'm done now.
I think.
But this isn't about me. This is about anybody else.
As I was growing up, there was tons of attention regarding the objectification of women in porn and Playboy and in advertising, but that was an outsider's view. Had to be.
If you look at it, the objectification of one another absolutely has to be at an all time high. Social media, news, youtube, and on and on.
Anybody with a webcam can create porn at some level. And make money from it.
Which brings me to this.
Why do I want this information? I am trying to develop characters. I'm trying to understand. Not characters for erotica, but in real life. Not everybody is like me. Can't be.
Maybe it's a novel one day. Not sure.
Please give me your story.
If you are not comfortable sharing for everybody's eyes, send me a message.
I'd certainly appreciate it.
I've been around for a long, long time. Maybe you recognize my user name.
Maybe not.
I have to face facts and understand that I've been here since some of you were just children. True story.
Look to the left of this line and says I've been around for over a decade. I hate to think about it.
I have made many friends. Some through email. Some I have let text me. I've even talked to a couple on the phone.
The dynamics of lit has definitely changed over the years.
Realistically speaking, most of the people here are normal everyday people. Maybe uncomfortable or more comfortable in our skins. Depends on the person.
What I am saying is that lit seems to be a decent representation of most of society. Probably not the extreme right. But others.
So, I've always been very curious, and today I'm asking.
What is your motivation? Why do you post pictures? What drives you to seek the attention?
I originally started posting simply because I was curious if I still had it at some level. The nervousness I would feel as I posted a picture. My finger shaking over the left mouse button as it hovered over the submit button. I wondered if anybody would reply. Like. Care.
I can say that I was in a relationship in which she wasn't all that interested in me anymore.
After some time, the nervousness disappeared. I posted pictures like any junkie needing his fix. I ate up the adrenaline rush. The responses. The occasional PM.
Tell me you wanted me.
I'd try to find ways to be more creative. Better backgrounds to me. I started considering it all art.
I guess, at some level, it was.
I'd go away from lit when I knew the demand was low, but I'd always come back. Time and time again. Craving attention at some level.
I'm done now.
I think.
But this isn't about me. This is about anybody else.
As I was growing up, there was tons of attention regarding the objectification of women in porn and Playboy and in advertising, but that was an outsider's view. Had to be.
If you look at it, the objectification of one another absolutely has to be at an all time high. Social media, news, youtube, and on and on.
Anybody with a webcam can create porn at some level. And make money from it.
Which brings me to this.
Why do I want this information? I am trying to develop characters. I'm trying to understand. Not characters for erotica, but in real life. Not everybody is like me. Can't be.
Maybe it's a novel one day. Not sure.
Please give me your story.
If you are not comfortable sharing for everybody's eyes, send me a message.
I'd certainly appreciate it.