tristantrotsky
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I have no problem with the leash and dog collar, or with being used as a cum-whore for his friends, I will even pose with a feather-duster if that's what he wants... but I draw the line at doing domestic chores, get someone else to the clean the house, I'll just concentrate in sucking the cocks...I don't know if this specific topic is being discussed anywhere else, although I have seen mention of these topics throughout.
First of all, I am an almost 60 year old, married and curious male. I finally accepted my sexual desires as part of who I am, and embrace the feelings those desires create.
Over the years, I have chatted with other men online, and I have found myself turned on by being dominated verbally. When I have chatted, I get so hot and bothered when another man, especially a gay man, calls me a faggot, a sissy, a pussy boy. I love it when I deny my interest in men, and he tells me that I am lying to myself, and that I am as gay as they come. When he tells me that I'm so gay that I would fall to my knees at the sight of the first cock I would see, and end up begging for that cock to be in my ass, I feel so aroused. I love it when I have been told I would probably moan like a little whore with a cock up my ass. I had one gentleman say to me that if I just let him fuck me, I would realize not only that I am gay, but that I would become a cock loving faggot because I was just in denial. When I am being controlled, told to call him "sir" or "daddy", then that is an even bigger turn on.
I never thought this would turn me on, but I had a gentleman once say to me that if we lived next door to one another, he would dress me in a sissy maid outfit, lead me around the house on a leash and dog collar while I cleaned and also took care of his sexual needs. Imagine my surprise when he mentioned that he would also invite his friends over, and I would be "forced" to be the sissy maid while they were there, and provide them with oral sexual relief upon request as well as bringing them drinks and snacks.
I don't know how many other men have similar thoughts or turn ons, but would love to chat with other like minded gents about it.