Wolven Den

Under the moonlight, the stain appeared to be as old, as ancient, as the shifting sands it lay upon. The stain is fresh. I kneel beside it, fingers touching the grains of sand, the tackiness of the stain. The scent of copper drifts up and tickles my nose and I can feel one question rising from the depths of my brain~Why does blood always smell of new pennies?
 
Under the moonlight, the stain appeared to be as old, as ancient, as the shifting sands it lay upon. The stain is fresh. I kneel beside it, fingers touching the grains of sand, the tackiness of the stain. The scent of copper drifts up and tickles my nose and I can feel one question rising from the depths of my brain~Why does blood always smell of new pennies?

*clears throat in dragony form* That's a good question, considering blood is iron based and pennies are copper.
 
Thoughts from the edge~(Journal entries from before)

5-21-11
There, except for silence, is what I have left.
There, except for color, is ALL I have left.
Do you see it? That hole? There.​

5-31-11
Sinless
Sunless, hopeless, blameless
Barely human
always humble
A cipher
A puzzle
Amazed.​


5-17-11
I used to be human
And then I woke up.
I used to feel normal
And then I woke up.
Things were amusing
And sometimes~
Hey, I laughed.
But it has been awhile.​


5-20-11
Thank you.
For caring enough to keep me safe.
Thank you.
For allowing me to breath my ease
With you.​


5-25-11
Moonlight and you are
the perfect antidote to suicide.
Moonlight and you are the
world's way of offering me solitude.
Moonlight and you~
my silent soul mate.​
 
Midnight. It has a way of covering up every sin. Every thing that can be found by day? Can be hidden at night. If you think on it for any length of time~you will see the shape of it. Every dirty, disreputable thing. Every deed that goes unpunished. Every rape of the mind. Every beating. Every death. It happens when the moon is new...doesn't matter if the sun is out, either. That darkness? That new moon feeling? It happens then and there~ where the darkness in your soul hides. Your own personal midnight hides the sin away.

Moonlight isn't nearly as bright as the sun...but that can not be allowed in a withered husk of a human heart. If one is plotting death, destruction, despair? Only full darkness, the absence of any light, will work. An end to sun then. An end to light. Neither the reflection, nor the thing itself is allowed here. This is the place where the blameless can no longer escape. This is the time. Midnight. New moon. Corruption. An end.

 
*slips in giving luna a tight hug missing her fiercly*

ill have internet back this week hun, i miss talking to you and my cell phone is still disconnected :(
 
Walks in to my Den and the scent of the Missing Boi Toy wafts toward me. I know he was here. My Alpha's scent pervades this place as well. Fuck I miss him. With a sad little frown, I make my way to my favorite cushion and sink down on to it. A deft hand grabs for my notebook and pen. I have an idea for a piece...and I want to put it here, while it is fresh.
 
Walking Away

The sun blinded me when it came up over the horizon. I wasn't expecting it, you see. As a matter of fact~I was amazed that I could see the sun at all. My eyes were burning, blurring. Scared to admit it to myself but the word I was looking for was there, in the back of my head. I was crying. That was the word. Bawling my pretty brown eyes out like there was no hope for a tomorrow. ANY tomorrows.

It took a while to pull myself together. It wasn't that I couldn't leave, couldn't walk, couldn't think. If those things had been the cause for my inability to function, I could have dealt with them. I am good at dealing with things like that. It's who I am. It is what I do. No. It was bigger than that. More intense. More real. I knew that once I turned my back on the water, on the rising sun, on the vast empty space~that I was going to walk away. The idea hurt.

I didn't have a choice. I knew it. Fuck. She knew it. A woman can only take so much. A woman can only be left hanging for so long. A woman, ANY woman can only forgive the heartache through so many repetitions. Eventually, a woman will get tired. Will feel low. When that happens, no matter the love? No matter the consequences? That woman walks. I was trying to prepare myself to walk. It was so hard.

Finally. when the guilt and the pain and the memories and the intensity became almost too much to carry? I turned away. One foot in front of the other. I struggled to keep my mind cleared. I fought to protect my heart from the hurt I was causing it. I plodded forward, head down. In short, I walked away. What else could I do?
 
Enters quietly, cloak swirling about my adorned feet. I smile and wave to Raven before moving toward my Lady. My hands immediately move behind my back, left clasping right. My back straightens, head rising proudly as I stand before her.

My Lady...
 
*slips into the Den, a bit nervously, trying to find a corner to hide it and observe for awhile*
 
*slips into the Den, a bit nervously, trying to find a corner to hide it and observe for awhile*

I scent the one I do not know entering and peek over at her, smiling softly before turning back to my Lady.
 
*returning the smile, saying quiet, not wanting to draw attention or disturb the room until I can understand it*
 
Seeing my Lady is distracting I move over to my cushion and settle down onto my belly. I peek over at her again, not wanting to startle her.

I'm Scarlet...
 
*sitting with my back against the wall, arm around my legs* I'm Sasha, it's a pleasure. *smiles*
 
*pounces upon Scarlet* So, whatcha up to, red one?

Squealing as I am pounced I was hoping to see Luna but she has been whisked away so I was saying hello to the new pretty one.

*sitting with my back against the wall, arm around my legs* I'm Sasha, it's a pleasure. *smiles*

turning back to look over at her, feeling the wait of him on my back.

The pleasure is mine. What brings you to the Den this fine morning?
 
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The pleasure is mine. What brings you to the Den this fine morning?[/QUOTE]

I've recently become part of the community here and made the acquaintance of of Luna_Wolf, and she suggest I drop by the Den. *smiles*
 
I've recently become part of the community here and made the acquaintance of of Luna_Wolf, and she suggest I drop by the Den. *smiles*

You have made a wonderful acquaintance in Miss Luna. I smile brightly

I hope that you will visit often.
 
Squealing as I am pounced I was hoping to see Luna but she has been whisked away so I was saying hello to the new pretty one.



turning back to look over at her, feeling the wait of him on my back.

The pleasure is mine. What brings you to the Den this fine morning?

I noticed. I am trying to come up with intros for two threads....

Also, morning Chili Dogs for the win
 
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