Yeishia's Bedroom - Located in The Vassal Academy Club - By invitation only please!

[yeishia]

You may cum, Yeishia.

Such a sweetheart, my friend allowing me to cum; as the words were uttered I started to spasm, every fiber of my being, body and soul joining in the celebration.

The devil reared its head as I maneuvered myself on top of him surprising myself with my own strength. Looking down on him I inquired, would you like to come Oh! exalted one? I grinned down on my new friend as I rubbed myself on his person as I began to nip and tease his neck!

 

[marauder13]

You may cum, Yeishia.

Such a sweetheart, my friend allowing me to cum; as the words were uttered I started to spasm, every fiber of my being, body and soul joining in the celebration.

The devil reared its head as I maneuvered myself on top of him surprising myself with my own strength. Looking down on him I inquired, would you like to come Oh! exalted one? I grinned down on my new friend as I rubbed myself on his person as I began to nip and tease his neck!

O Exalted one?!? I laughed heartedly at that comment, rolling her onto her back, firmly place between her legs with my body pinning her to her bed. And as to coming, my dear friend, where would you like me to cum?

 

[yeishia]

I giggled as he pinned me to the bed; my heart coming to as standstill as I felt the pressure for a second of his full weight as he pinned me to the bed. A delicious stolen pleasure, reminiscent of the dominance that was my due.Used to be I chided myself.

Running my small tongue along the edge of his earlobe I whispered. Cum deep within me please kind Sir!

 

[marauder13]

I giggled as he pinned me to the bed; my heart coming to as standstill as I felt the pressure for a second of his full weight as he pinned me to the bed. A delicious stolen pleasure, reminiscent of the dominance that was my due.Used to be I chided myself.

Running my small tongue along the edge of his earlobe I whispered. Cum deep within me please kind Sir!

I shivered in delight at the feel of her tongue on my earlobe. My shivering ended up grinding my hips against hers in an all together wonderfully wicked manner. My own breath was hot and heavy against her ear.

Ahhh, my dear, but where deep within you. I know that there is more than one option on that list, as you delight in them all. So, tell me. Where exactly, my dear?

 

[yeishia]

I pushed my hand between our bellies and encircled his manhood defly manoveing it and me until it was poised to the entrance to my soft moist tunnel where his lips had been only moments before.

Here.....I do hope you remember the way, or do you end directions? I inquired innocently twirling my tongue as I popped it deeper into his ear; wrapping my long legs around his waist for good measure!

 

[marauder13]

I pushed my hand between our bellies and encircled his manhood defly manoveing it and me until it was poised to the entrance to my soft moist tunnel where his lips had been only moments before.

Here.....I do hope you remember the way, or do you end directions? I inquired innocently twirling my tongue as I popped it deeper into his ear; wrapping my long legs around his waist for good measure!

After the guidance, and the light dig at my memory and aim, I was sorely tempted to deliberately miss and go lower. But, doing that would spoil the evening we were having.

Urrrgggghh! Her tongue going deeper into my ear made me convulse, starting my penetration of her. After that, my body went on autopilot pushing myself in the rest of the way, burying myself to the hilt within her. The warm, saturated walls closed around me, flooding me with sensations, and memories of sensations. The sighed groan that accompanied the more that welcome feel of her around me filled the room. I looked down at yieshia, and started to giver her slow, long, hard thrusts to start with.

Is this the sort of thing you were wanting?

 

[yeishia]

After the guidance, and the light dig at my memory and aim, I was sorely tempted to deliberately miss and go lower. But, doing that would spoil the evening we were having.

Urrrgggghh! Her tongue going deeper into my ear made me convulse, starting my penetration of her. After that, my body went on autopilot pushing myself in the rest of the way, burying myself to the hilt within her. The warm, saturated walls closed around me, flooding me with sensations, and memories of sensations. The sighed groan that accompanied the more that welcome feel of her around me filled the room. I looked down at yieshia, and started to giver her slow, long, hard thrusts to start with.

Is this the sort of thing you were wanting?

As I felt him enter me is was a kind of coming home. All I could do was store this memory as I done with all that he had given me this night. As I felt the bounty of his slow hard thrusts and the exquisite sensations they were giving me all I could do was close my eyes and simply feel......My body responded to my soul mate without help from its owner. I was on my way to bliss transcending all but the fact that we were one.

Beautiful! I murmured over and over like a litany. Don't stop...don't stop...don't stop!

I would die with in his arms simply to be reborn to him once more......

 

[marauder13]

As I felt him enter me is was a kind of coming home. All I could do was store this memory as I done with all that he had given me this night. As I felt the bounty of his slow hard thrusts and the exquisite sensations they were giving me all I could do was close my eyes and simply feel......My body responded to my soul mate without help from its owner. I was on my way to bliss transcending all but the fact that we were one.

Beautiful! I murmured over and over like a litany. Don't stop...don't stop...don't stop!

I would die with in his arms simply to be reborn to him once more......

The deep, hard thrusting continued without any change in the pace. I felt every inch sliding past the lower lips that kissed my shaft as I gave her what she desired. The feel of her legs wrapping around me only added to the bliss the rest of her body was generating within me. The sounds of our bodies slapping together was a music that I had longed to hear again, and was grateful to hear once more.

Damn, I missed doing this with you. Well, not only this...

The way she excited my body made it hard to control the pace I had set. But I managed to control it, because I wanted this to last, to make it memorable for the right reasons. But my body knew who it was that was sharing this pleasure. By the time I was aware of what was happening, my body had picked up the pace. The rhythm was faster, more rough and raw. I found the actions to be more pleasing, to be driving me higher faster than with the initial pace.

I found myself breathing deeply, my body now speeding up as fast as it could go. I was rejoicing in yeishia's cries of pleasure as I felt her body close on it's heights as well, desiring to feel her explode around me as she had done many times before.

 

[yeishia]

His long hard thrusting is igniting a fire deep with in my belly; I love the feel of my cunt wrapped tightly around the hot male hardness of him. My body had missed this; the feeling only he can give me. His smell delights my senses and I write in delight beneath him wanting more.

He missed doing this with me, I was bereft with out his touch, moaning I push upwards gyrating my hips harder against his pelvis, my fingers digging into his back as I sought to feel more of him.

His thrusts became harder and more demanding as he carried me with him. The fire in my belly was beginning to burn out of control and I could feel myself racing towards the edge of oblivion. No longer slave I had control of this, yet I told myself; not yet.. no you may not cum. I used to love the way he would push me to the edge and keep me there delighting in watching me strive for control. It had pleased him to keep me teetering on the edge. I remembered my orgasms had then increased tenfold by his expert taunting. No not yet! I moaned aloud in my subconscious efforts to please him still!

Oh God I am dying! I whispered in his ear, racking my nails long down his back, help me please……..

 

[marauder13]

His long hard thrusting is igniting a fire deep with in my belly; I love the feel of my cunt wrapped tightly around the hot male hardness of him. My body had missed this; the feeling only he can give me. His smell delights my senses and I write in delight beneath him wanting more.

He missed doing this with me, I was bereft with out his touch, moaning I push upwards gyrating my hips harder against his pelvis, my fingers digging into his back as I sought to feel more of him.

His thrusts became harder and more demanding as he carried me with him. The fire in my belly was beginning to burn out of control and I could feel myself racing towards the edge of oblivion. No longer slave I had control of this, yet I told myself; not yet.. no you may not cum. I used to love the way he would push me to the edge and keep me there delighting in watching me strive for control. It had pleased him to keep me teetering on the edge. I remembered my orgasms had then increased tenfold by his expert taunting. No not yet! I moaned aloud in my subconscious efforts to please him still!

Oh God I am dying! I whispered in his ear, racking my nails long down his back, help me please……..

Even in the heights of passion with yeishia, I could tell she was holding off from climaxing. Her body was was straining for release, but she was keeping it at bay. But even in the midst of all that, she was helping me rush headlong for my own peak as well. The way she could command and control her body, make it do things that I never thought were possible.

I looked down at her, feeling the warnings from my own body just prior to the last near raging, pounding assault on her body starting. My groans took on a different quality as I escalated to the heavenly heights only possible from yeishia.

yeishia... I'm... I'm... cu..." Words failed as everything vanished into the clouds of bliss that accompanied my peak. I felt the almost explosive pumping of my seed deep within her, filling her with a warmth that sent wave after wave of shudders and shivers through my body. Cum now, yeishia... Even to my own ears, I couldn't tell if that was a command or a request.

 

[yeishia]

I could feel his shudders and with practiced ease I road his wave of pleasure until I heard his command Cum now, yeishia...whereupon I joined him in my own wave of continual orgasm one merging into another, my juices mingling with his as I spasmed around his pulsating cock. I would have frozen this moment in time if I could but was more than content. The feeling, the smell of him invading my senses once more was divine. It had been to long since I had felt this way 3 weeks 4 days and…. The thought trailed of as my mind exploded and I racked my long nails down his back as I arched upwards into him.

Perfection! I screamed coming totally undone…….

 

[marauder13]

I could feel his shudders and with practiced ease I road his wave of pleasure until I heard his command Cum now, yeishia...whereupon I joined him in my own wave of continual orgasm one merging into another, my juices mingling with his as I spasmed around his pulsating cock. I would have frozen this moment in time if I could but was more than content. The feeling, the smell of him invading my senses once more was divine. It had been to long since I had felt this way 3 weeks 4 days and…. The thought trailed of as my mind exploded and I racked my long nails down his back as I arched upwards into him.

Perfection! I screamed coming totally undone…….

I felt yeishia climax around me in the spectacular fashion that I had been privileged to experience so many times in the past. The way she moved in the throws of ecstasy was something I never tired of. The feel of her nails raking my back added a little pain counterpoint to the waves of pleasure I was experiencing.

I gave her the equivalent of a hug as she rode out her own trip to heaven while pinned between me and the mattress of her bed. I watched and enjoyed yeishia's pleasure, grateful to be there once more.

Thank you, yeishia. I leaned down to give her a long passionate kiss as I pressed her body firmly against my own. I have definitely missed our time together. I paused for a moment or two. I don't know about you, but I would like us to do this sort of thing again. Soon. What do you think?

 

[yeishia]

I pried my passion drugged eyes open, drinking in the delicious sight of him,
inhaling his fragrance: both were like a potent drug!

mmm please I should love that I practically slurred out , wrapping myself closer around his body as I nuzzled his neck

 

[marauder13]

I pried my passion drugged eyes open, drinking in the delicious sight of him,
inhaling his fragrance: both were like a potent drug!

mmm please I should love that I practically slurred out , wrapping myself closer around his body as I nuzzled his neck

I spent time relaxing with yeishia, holding her and enjoying her company and closeness. There were delightful patterns of warmth as the various parts of her body pressed against mine while we lay together. Time seemed to stand still while I unwound from our activities. I felt that I was drifting on a warm, slow moving current. I didn't care where I was going, as yeishia was there with me.

Well, my dear, I kissed her cheek softly, there are other matters needing my attention. Now, if there is anything in particular that you would like us to do when we play next, let me know. I gave her one more soft kiss before I stood up and started to get dressed.

 

[yeishia]

I luxuriated in the space that he had left..content for the most part

I fixed him with a cat like stare

Perhaps we can pretend that I am your slave next time...

Grinning I added,

A very very bad one...Hmmmmm?

 

[marauder13]

I luxuriated in the space that he had left..content for the most part

I fixed him with a cat like stare

Perhaps we can pretend that I am your slave next time...

Grinning I added,

A very very bad one...Hmmmmm?

I paused in the middle of dressing, raising an eyebrow at the possibilities involved. I resumed dressing a little slower.

A very very bad one? I pursed my lips as I thought through that scenario. I think I might be able to do that for you, yeishia. Our next session will be here, since I know that the room will have everything I'll need for such a scenario.

I finished dressing, and walked back over to yeishia where I gave her a raw, passionate kiss before leaving her in peace for a little while. As I headed for the door, my mind was running through all sorts of possibilities for the requested play session with yeishia.

Before I reached the door, I heard movement from the bed, the rustle of sheets and the light sounds from yeishia herself. I paused to look back and I what I saw made me wait, entranced.

 

[yeishia]

Yeishia's Dance of submission begins.......

I cannot watch him leave I stare at the ceiling .

My room is quiet as I recline on the silken sheets, they are still warm from His body heat, I relish His heat thriving in it. I am thinking of Him as Master, not a friend, not even close…….

I am enjoying these moment in the stillness wanting, needing to feel the heat of Him for as long as I can …He is so close and yet so far. I roll amongst the sheets literally soaking up the heat of Him, missing His collar which had been a symbol of his possession and owner ship, a constant reminder. I touch my throat it is bare…….no longer wearing His gift, His collar.

I lie there remembering……The touch of His fingers on my throat as he placed it around my neck, the memory of his touch sends me writhing in the sheets. I turn so that my breasts and pelvis sink into the heat and impressions left by our combined bodies. I twist back and forward thrusting my throbbing breasts into soft mattress, imagining His hands on them, caressing. My hand at my throat as if by imagining I can replace his collar their once more; imagining his touch once more, my legs climbing him in my mind, my toes dragging into the sheets as I try and push my ripe willing body into his once more through the heat of him held on the silken sheets.

I flip my body over grinding my hips down and pushing up with my small feet, then thrusting my hips back down once more. I grab one edge of the blanket and roll over and over from one side of the bed to the other wrapping myself in it imagining the tight confine of his embrace, feeling myself restricted and controlled by the sheer dominance of Him; if only by proxy of the sheets. Knowing that if He didn’t decide play out the scene I had requested there might never be more than this moment between us again!

I moan out my need to be controlled by Him gyrating my sinuous body seeking to arouse him with my motions, I am thinking of how my thrusting against Him will ignite a fire inside Him to match the inferno He has blazed in me. I try to force my legs apart as wide as the restricting silken sheets will allow and using my knees I gather and bunch the sheets between them, pushing down with my toes to mount them, thrusting and gyrating my hips in the ancient dance of love.

My sheets of course are unresponsive and in my growing frustration and with a groan of anguish I unroll from them, rolling over and over down the step of my bed and onto the cool floor , over and over until I meet…….My motion shouldn’t have been stopped I look up startled for there should be nothing for me to roll into…. Raising my eyes to meet His as He standing over me in His full Mastery.......

I am ashamed and embarrassed to have been caught in such a state I quiver waiting for his reaction. I am whimpering, small moans pouring out of my need filled body. I can feel His eyes like living fire consuming me , I want with every fiber of my being to throw herself into His arms, begging him to claim me as His slave….

I want our next scene to begin now……

I yearn to beg for the release which only He can give my nerve tensed body!

 

[marauder13]

I cannot watch him leave I stare at the ceiling .

My room is quiet as I recline on the silken sheets, they are still warm from His body heat, I relish His heat thriving in it. I am thinking of Him as Master, not a friend, not even close…….

I am enjoying these moment in the stillness wanting, needing to feel the heat of Him for as long as I can …He is so close and yet so far. I roll amongst the sheets literally soaking up the heat of Him, missing His collar which had been a symbol of his possession and owner ship, a constant reminder. I touch my throat it is bare…….no longer wearing His gift, His collar.

I lie there remembering……The touch of His fingers on my throat as he placed it around my neck, the memory of his touch sends me writhing in the sheets. I turn so that my breasts and pelvis sink into the heat and impressions left by our combined bodies. I twist back and forward thrusting my throbbing breasts into soft mattress, imagining His hands on them, caressing. My hand at my throat as if by imagining I can replace his collar their once more; imagining his touch once more, my legs climbing him in my mind, my toes dragging into the sheets as I try and push my ripe willing body into his once more through the heat of him held on the silken sheets.

I flip my body over grinding my hips down and pushing up with my small feet, then thrusting my hips back down once more. I grab one edge of the blanket and roll over and over from one side of the bed to the other wrapping myself in it imagining the tight confine of his embrace, feeling myself restricted and controlled by the sheer dominance of Him; if only by proxy of the sheets. Knowing that if He didn’t decide play out the scene I had requested there might never be more than this moment between us again!

I moan out my need to be controlled by Him gyrating my sinuous body seeking to arouse him with my motions, I am thinking of how my thrusting against Him will ignite a fire inside Him to match the inferno He has blazed in me. I try to force my legs apart as wide as the restricting silken sheets will allow and using my knees I gather and bunch the sheets between them, pushing down with my toes to mount them, thrusting and gyrating my hips in the ancient dance of love.

My sheets of course are unresponsive and in my growing frustration and with a groan of anguish I unroll from them, rolling over and over down the step of my bed and onto the cool floor , over and over until I meet…….My motion shouldn’t have been stopped I look up startled for there should be nothing for me to roll into…. Raising my eyes to meet His as He standing over me in His full Mastery.......

I am ashamed and embarrassed to have been caught in such a state I quiver waiting for his reaction. I am whimpering, small moans pouring out of my need filled body. I can feel His eyes like living fire consuming me , I want with every fiber of my being to throw herself into His arms, begging him to claim me as His slave….

I want our next scene to begin now……

I yearn to beg for the release which only He can give my nerve tensed body!

What I saw released the part of me that I had kept at bay for the entire time together with the dinner date with yeishia. Her Master. I looked down not on my friend, but on my collarless slave. Even though I knew that not to be the case, I couldn't help it.

Dance for your Master, Slave.

 

[yeishia]

yeishia's Dance of Submission Cont.....

Dance for your Master, Slave.

I crawl to His feet, my aching need obvious to one who knows me so well, the one who owns me body and soul; I have never ceased being His not for a single moment! The moisture building between my legs glistens on my milky thighs and my nipples are rock hard pebbles; I am a single raw nerve quivering on my knees before him. I need to please this man and try to rise to obey his command!

I feel him push me none to gently down and onto my back. I watch him standing between my spread legs, as He looks down at my needy sweat drenched body. He repeats his command Dance Slave, his expression brooks no refusal. I suddenly understand his intention, and I thrust my hips up towards Him, my arms spread out from my body, palms down pressing to lift me, my belly arched towards Him. My eyes never leave His face for an instant as my body gyrates below Him, I open my legs wider still, inviting, showing, offering my need to Him! I feel the intensity of his gaze on my sinewy limbs as I slowly move up and down before him a burning mass of want and desire.

He makes no move towards me and my desperation grows. I rip the remaining edges of the silken sheets from my overheated form. Crying out in my desire for Him to touch that which He owns; that which He possesses, that which He commands. I am His always His.

My hands go to my breasts messaging them, pinching twisting and pulling at them in my overwhelming need. An errant hand travels between my legs to touch and caress my swollen throbbing clit. I thrust my fingers deeper coating them with in own honeyed juices. Watching Him as he watches me I spread my love juices all over my breasts embellishing my distended engorged nipples with my own sweet caresses.

Again, I thrust my fingers into the heat between my legs fondling that which He owns, playing with His plaything. I watch His dangerously glittering eyes as he observes me in my abandon; I do this for no other, Vous et nul Autre, I whisper my eyes caressing His……

He knows that I am teetering on the very edge of the precipice and declines to grant me my release with a single shake of his head.

I scream out in my need and anguish, my body rocking and writhing wildly between his feet. I pull my fingers from my greedy cunt and cover my face with them, seeking to block him from my sight, inadvertently covering my soft flushed face with the fine mist of my fierce desire. I run them through my long tresses trying to rid myself of my desperate need moaning in my distress!

He has caused my basest self to surface and for once I am having difficulty controlling her responses. I try repeatedly to quiet my breathing and my writhing frame. I had almost fallen over the edge cumming before Him with out His permission …….At the last moment I had responded to his unspoken command and withheld my pleasure. In that moment it was as if a door had opened I had a flash of insight and looked into the eyes of the one who had command over all that I was.

I finally really truly understood, I did belong to Him, He commanded me body and soul, I was his slut; collar or not, slave or not. I would never belong to another in this life or the next, he was imprinted on my psyche and I on His!

I was his laviscious slut, His alone. His!

I endured all.... because I loved Him and it pleased Him! I had not been unable to fully understand this until this single moment!

He could and would give me whatever I might need; he would cherish me as no other could.

I lifted both of my arms upwards surrendering to Him, begged him with all of my slave heart, to love me always, to never hurt me!

My Master please give this unworthy slave that which she needs and that which only You can give, release her from her desperate need; let your slave cum! I quietly implored him.

Hot tears were slowly falling from my expressive emerald eyes as I laid myself truly bare before the Master of my heart…………..

 

[marauder13]

From the deepest core of myself, what was happening was right. It was natural for yeishia to do this for me. I was her Master, and the realization was like a weight lifting from me. We tried being friends, that it didn't quite gel for us.

My gaze brazenly took in her entire naked body as she writhed on the floor before me. Her entire body was lit up from a fire that burned intensely within her. A fire that can only be doused by hosing her with my cum, and even then it wouldn't be doused for long before it flared into life again. She thrust her body up towards me, displaying her sex in a most wanton fashion. I longed to thrust something in there, to hear her scream her pleasure at that violation, but I could not move. I could not disrupt the glorious display before me.

My eyes trace the movement of her hands as they rush to her breasts. The already rock hard nipples are teased roughly, making me jealous that it is not my hands taking the pinnacles of her breasts in hand. I wanted to fire off the jolts of pleasure through her body from those two points. Her hands flashed between her legs, returning glistening with her own sweet nectar. Soon her breasts are coat with a thin sheen, making me salivate at the thought of how that newly basted flesh would taste.

Again, she returns to her heated passion, her hands playing with that which has given me the greatest joys and pleasure.

"I do this for no other, Vous et nul Autre." Her voice barely carries the words to my ears. She is so close to what her body desires, but I have not seen enough yet. She is 'told' to not seek her release.

Her cries tell me of how strongly her need has gripped her. But this is a need that has not been fueled by my touch, nor by my taking of her. This release will need to wait while my pleasure is served by her display. Her soaked fingers go to her face, then brushing her hair from her face, allowing me to fully observe her expression as she continues to submit to me in the purest manner. Her movements hid nothing from me, showing her desires as clearly as if she had spoken the words to me.

Her arms raised, closing at the wrist, making it easy for me to enclose them both with one hand if I so desired.

"My Master please give this unworthy slave that which she needs and that which only You can give, release her from her desperate need; let your slave cum!"

Tears rolled down her cheeks like rivers as she literally teetered on the edge of the oblivion that only I could take her to, even without touch or words. Yeishia had fully surrendered herself to me. Completely, totally and in all ways. Yeishia was mine.

I smile slowly, broadly and genuinely happy with what I had seen.

You may cum for your Master, My slave. Show Me how much you love your Master, Yeishia.

 

[yeishia]

I had fallen backwards resting upon my elbows after I had spoken, taking in great gulps of air my breasts heaving in my efforts for control. I kept my eyes glued to his face watching for any signs of his displeasure of my actions or the blatant disclosure of what I had been feeling. For the first time in our relationship I had left nothing hidden I had laid myself bare trusting that he would understand.

He had I could tell by the play of expression crossing his handsome face and his next words told me all…..

You may cum for your Master, My slave. Show Me how much you love your Master, Yeishia.

That was what this entire girl needed, craved…….My own heat began to rise once more, an almost visible steam rising from my eyes that reached out to envelope him, drawing him towards me in the most metaphysical sense. I could feel his unseen fingers on my skin and I began to tremor form head to toe, each cell clamoring for His touch. Finally I closed my eyes allowing my pent up feelings for the dominant male before me to take on a life of their very own as I became bathed in my own arousal , my love for my Master….

It was as if by his hand, his unique loving brush strokes, that my orgasm came into being. Each deft brush stroke coaxing every tiny atom, from black and white into exquisite living color. The painting took on color and form as the heat from my belly sizzled outwards as I became branded piece by piece by the one that owned my soul. I spiraled out of control as I writhed on the floor between his feet , I bucked and arched like a woman possessed my skin covered in a golden sheen, a veritable river of desire pouring form between my sweat bathed thighs. I moaned and pleaded as I ascended into heaven…..I was Loved and Wanted, Loving and Wanting

With that knowledge I exploded, shattering the canvas, the painting and all of its glorious hues, sending each and every one of the vivid dancing colors into outer space. No Petite Mort was as sublime or felt as keenly to me as the one I experienced in that moment. I wanted my Master at the center of the vortex as I celebrated my undying love for him.

Vous et Nul Autre I murmured smiling as at last my body fell back to earth and I lay in a puddle of my own sweet smelling arousal, sated and wanting more, as I gazed drowsily at the man standing over me.

You take my breath away my Master…….


....

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

thinking of you *HUGS & KISSES*​

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

 

[scarletnym]

I slip into the room, wandering over to her bed. Laying down, I grab her pillow, smelling her delicious scent, a small tear slipping out. I remember the last time I was here, too long ago. Sitting up, I return the pillow, my hand gliding over the bed. I reach into my cloak, pulling out a small box, resting it on her pillow. Reaching in again, I pull out a deep red rose, laying it next to the box. Whispering softly

My Yeishia...how I've missed you. The gift is a symbol of my bond to my sister, the rose a symbol of my love to her.

Rising slowly, I take one more look around before slipping back out into the night.

 

[yeishia]

The End of an era… New Beginnings!

I moaned and pleaded as I ascended into heaven…..I was Loved and Wanted, Loving and Wanting

With that knowledge I exploded, shattering the canvas, the painting and all of its glorious hues, sending each and every one of the vivid dancing colors into outer space. No Petite Mort was as sublime or felt as keenly to me as the one I experienced in that moment. I wanted my Master at the center of the vortex as I celebrated my undying love for him.

Vous et Nul Autre I murmured smiling as at last my body fell back to earth and I lay in a puddle of my own sweet smelling arousal, sated and wanting more, as I gazed drowsily at the man standing over me.

You take my breath away my Master…….


....

I slowly opened the door to my bedroom; taking a deep breath I scanned my room, all was as it should be housekeeping had sanitized the room the good old fashioned way, the alcove was gone even the soft fur rugs; not a molecule of my former master remained. I stepped inside and closed the door firmly.

I hadn’t been here in over two weeks I couldn’t face the memories of my last night here, of my betrayal. While I had crossed a threshold finally realizing instinctively that I was his no mater what I had to endure, finally giving my entire being over to his care, he had been composing a final pm in which he had released me. Our scene had ended and so had our contact. I had been left bereft, no master, no lover, no friend. I had been allowed no goodbye and given no closure. I had given over my life to this man and almost given my life up because of him; while he had simply carried on playing with his ladies in the shadowy corridors of the IM world.

It seemed fitting that on this day, Valentines Day I returned to put the past the rest. I had spotted cards and a gift but would tend to them later giving them their proper due, but right now I had a job to do, I was on a mission.

I went to my beautiful desk and removed the contents from the bag I carried; a small box, a scarlet leather bound book and a single red rose. Leaning down I opened the bottom drawer with trepidation, almost as if its contents would bite me. I removed them and placed them carefully on my lap. You can do this, I told myself firmly. Fingers shaking I placed the photograph of me wearing his collar in the bottom of the small trash can, both of my collars soon followed it. Do it! I slipped the ornate ring from my slender finger, its inscription Vous et nul Autre a promise of intent from m13; a promise never real and never kept. I dropped it in with the other items and placed the rose reverently on the top of them. "Good bye my lost love", I whispered as I carried it to the hallway to be disposed of. It was fitting really for I had been disposed of like so much unwanted trash or at least that is how I had felt!

Returning to my seat I opened the box. In it were several exquisite golden leaves, each one made of golden filigree, the detailing so beautiful they seemed almost real. Each bore an inscription written in cursive with a deep green ink. I picked up the first,

Allain ~ My first Master
9 years ~ Sadist.
Satisfaction Level~ 2/10

I picked it up and took it to the Living Tree that was my headboard; I kissed it whispering, "I forgive you", and magically attached it to a branch high on it left side.

Returning to my table I picked up a second leaf.

DemonLove
The Denizon of my Dreams.
Satisfaction Level~ 8/10

Kissing it, “Good bye my Demon," I attached it to the same branch beside the first.

Picking up the final leaf my fingers were shaking this would be the hardest....

Marauder13 ~ 10months
Advanced RP ~ based on my everlasting love
Satisfaction Level ~ 9/10

As I kissed the leaf I could almost smell his essence, "I will always keep you in my heart my always love.... goodbye," I placed this carefully on the branch with the others.

Stepping back as they caught the light it looked as if they were alive hanging from the branch.

I wasn’t done yet they were evidence of my failures; I had hope I had good friends! From the box I withdrew 4 more leaves similar to the others except they had a more rosey tinge to them and one was slightly larger than the rest.

I took the larger leaf...

Scarlet
My sister sub and true friend!
Bonded for Life.

This I placed on a much lower branch of the left side of the tree; three others joined it at differing levels

Rayne_Cloud
Trusted friend and confident

Dee
Trusted friend and confident

Light Ice
Unexpectedly he saved my life!


I stood at the bottom of my bed deep in thought. I friend had told me I needed a hobby to heal and it had been my intent until that very moment to fill my headboard with many leaves; the leaves of all those I would meet and play with, my goal to have a hundred fastened to its branches! I looked at the tree and smiled “To thine own self be true,” It was not nor ever would be in my nature to do such a thing. It might well be cathartic but it would hurt me even more, I knew this with certainty.

I put the scarlet book in the bottom drawer and lay down in the center of the bed. I could see the representations of former masters, they would be a constant reminder of my mistakes; ones I would never repeat but that I would aspire to grow and learn from .I turned my head slightly and could see my friends watching over me as always, I reached out a fingertip and ran it across my Scarlet smiling.

"Moonlight, Music ~ Memory~ Cats"

I closed my eyes listening to the music slowly letting go.....

Touch me
It's so easy to leave me
All alone with the memory
Of my days in the sun
If you touch me
You'll understand what happiness is

Look
A new day has begun…I opened my eyes smiling....."Yes it had!!!!!"

As I hurried from the bed I knew with absolute certainty that another would find me, and I prayed it would be soon; "A slave with out a Master is like living without breath," I told my room beginning to hum as I changed my clothing.

He will never find you if you hide yourself away,time to live again yeishia

M13 would always be tucked away in the corner of my heart to be taken out occasionally and looked at but he would no longer rule my thoughts and actions.

Tonight I had realized finally that our failed relationship was not my fault entirely. I had done my very best but in the end I couldn’t be what he needed, Vous et Nul Autre is the corner stone of who I am. I imprint on one man, I had no wish to change or be changed!

Confident for the first time in ages I left my room………..

~ No matter how dark the moment, love and hope are always possible. ~ George Chakiris.


Please raise your glass and toast with me

"The End of An Era…To new Beginnings!"

yeishia

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