Yeishia's Bedroom - Located in The Vassal Academy Club - By invitation only please!

[Rayne_Clowd]

The Chefs from cloud 9 had worked all night on this.....so at day break it was crept into Yeishia's room and place on a table with a banner above that said HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

at the foot of her bed a box and card was left, the card read.

Dear Yeishia,

I wish you the very best on this birthday and everyone after. You are a very special lady and deserve every happiness. Blow out the candles and make a wish and know my fingers and toes are crossed in hopes it comes true for you.

Happy Birthday My Sweet Angel

Lots of Love
Rayne.

(click the box to see your gift)
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[yeishia]

Clarity!

"Moonlight, Music ~ Memory~ Cats"

I closed my eyes listening to the music slowly letting go.....

Touch me
It's so easy to leave me
All alone with the memory
Of my days in the sun
If you touch me
You'll understand what happiness is

Look
A new day has begun…I opened my eyes smiling....."Yes it had!!!!!"

As I hurried from the bed I knew with absolute certainty that another would find me, and I prayed it would be soon; "A slave with out a Master is like living without breath," I told my room beginning to hum as I changed my clothing.

He will never find you if you hide yourself away,time to live again yeishia

M13 would always be tucked away in the corner of my heart to be taken out occasionally and looked at but he would no longer rule my thoughts and actions.

Tonight I had realized finally that our failed relationship was not my fault entirely. I had done my very best but in the end I couldn’t be what he needed, Vous et Nul Autre is the corner stone of who I am. I imprint on one man, I had no wish to change or be changed!

Confident for the first time in ages I left my room………..

~ No matter how dark the moment, love and hope are always possible. ~ George Chakiris.


Please raise your glass and toast with me

"The End of An Era…To new Beginnings!"

yeishia

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A week after Valentines Day I realized that I had been deluding myself and returned once again to the room I loved so much. I restored the lovely rugs and small alcove Marauder had created for me. I sent the beautiful cake to the China Inn so my friends could enjoy it sorry that as a raw vegan I could not. Smiling I hung Scarlet gift on my tree beside her leaf and Rayne’s gift on the side of my freestanding mirror, both were exquisite in their own way and I would cherish them always; I tucked the cards reverently away in the bottom drawer of my desk.

I changed the spell on my room so that none other than I could enter unless I gave them a physical key or simply brought them through time with me...…..

I lay back on my bed to think; it was my birthday and in some ways the preceding year had been the most topsy turvy one of my entire life , so many emotional extremes and yet so much personal growth coming out of it.

I had left my room full of confidence determined to find a new Master and with that aim in mind had invited a male from Rayne’s list to my club; what had ensued had been nothing short of disaster and had taught me a valuable lesson; I simply wasn’t ready and maybe I never would be. I had dodged a bullet that much was for sure.

I thought about my signature line; "Vous et Nul Autre...This the corner stone of who I am. I imprint on one Dominant! I have no wish to change or be changed!"

The problem was I had imprinted on one Master that had not changed!

A friend who had been very close to both him and I had recently told me. "You are the epitome of what I call damn near perfect. You are smart, sassy, passionate, loyal, loving, forgiving...what's not to like?" I trusted that person and those heartfelt words had really opened my eyes and made me pause……I had gone over every minute in my mind of that last day with Marauder, with an honest open mind, maybe for the very first time.

As painful and frustrating as that last night had been I realized it had been neither of our faults, fate had simply intervened and he had acted as he had simply because he had been given no other choice. Intellectually I had understood and fully supported the path he had been forced to take. My heart was another matter it had screamed in anguish causing me for a while to loose perspective; I wanted his happiness above all else then and now.....I would change nothing.

Thankfully the mist had cleared for me. I didn’t want another Master, I was still very much in love with Marauder 13. I wouldn't seek a replacement; if I met another with whom I bonded it would be because I saw him as an individual and not simply a replacement or a temporary band aid. For now Marauder had not left me really, not while I carried him in my heart, he would always be alive to me and I would never be truly alone.

Thinking that I could replace him with a role play version was ludicrous it just wasn’t me. I was a submissive at heart here and in the real world. I wasn't playing games, it was very much the real life woman who strolled the corridors of Lit, not a persona..... it was simply me, flaws and all!

I was not allowed to interact with Marauder again, but he would be with me always! I had never even removed his collar in the real world; jewelry only now, it gave me solace still.

I reached up into my tree and reverently took down the leaf, he hadn’t been a mistake and I had no regrets, he was my soul mate and I had come full circle......

Soul Mate

My breath catches in waves,
my heart hammers in remembrance
of a somehow familiar love,
of an enchanting elusive dance.
The resonating voice,
the curve of your lips,
a smile that strikes a familiar chord
from somewhere in the past.
I know you...
I sense you intangible...
just out of reach...
There's a memory burned into my soul
of a promise we beseeched.
Two luminescent souls,
their essence melded into one...
Arching and swirling
against a midnight sun. Freedom and joy,
ecstasy and love
Twin flames incomplete alone...
Yet... magnificent as one.
I have not forgotten or erased
the eternal promise that we made
to find one another
in this new time and place...
I am searching and seeking,
drawing the memory to my senses
though it is still all unclear...
I sense and feel your presence --
this sense of urgency
that I must hurry... pushes me on
Twin Flame... Twin Soul...
Your memory burns strong...
Help me to find you,
to recognize you when I do.
Let the promises of many lifetimes be realized and true.
Twin flame, find me...
Hold me close to your light...
Let me draw from your strength --
let our memories breathe life...
Come to me, my soul mate,
and let our love be
the covenant of a rainbow,
blazed into eternity.

Emily Rose
​

"A slave with out a Master is like living without breath," he would find me again it would just be in another lifetime and not in this one; I found that I was content with the thought.... it brought me comfort.

I remembered his post, “yeishia was a totally different woman to the one that first took my collar. That I was present to watch her grow, to improve and become more of the woman I knew was in her, was a gift that I would take with me for the rest of my days,” he had believed in me and now so would I......

I would continue to make him proud!

I held the leaf to my heart and wrapped myself in the silken sheets once more, feeling his arms around me, full of comfort and support,and slowly drifted off to find Him in my dreams……

Je t'aime
I'll always love you
Till my dying day!

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~ Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.~ Alfred Lord Tennyson

~ Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation ~ Kahlil Gibran
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[Ausus_girl13]

I tiptoe into the room, padding softly and hoping not to disrupt my sweet girl. I leave my present on the table, and smile as I stealthily sneak back out.

I saw this and thought of you, the lines, the romance- tres magnifique ma petite chere! Bonne Anniversaire! Kisses, Ausus

 

[yeishia]

I returned to my room from the real world and saw the statue on my bedside table. I read the note; it was from one of the play partners off of M13’s extensive list. Why on earth would she send me this, was it an intent to hurt me, a dig, was she sincere? I frowned I was more worried at how she had gained entrance to my room! I had changed its protective magic, at this point only my Scarlet could visit at will. Shrugging I crumpled the note and tossed it into the waste basket, placing the beautiful statue carefully on my desk.

I spied the golden leaf lying amongst my blankets and picked it up. The more I learned the more relieved I was. Ryo had been right in one thing, my emotions for him kept bouncing from one extreme to the other and it had to stop…. I had to let go!

Marauder’s words in Ryo’s hate thread had been the final straw for me they had made me sick to my stomach, causing a very physical reaction. M13 was very concerned that in his public persona he present the image of the perfect Dom and hence the post where he called himself my friend.

I laughed at the thought, I knew better…. in private correspondence he had denied me even that! I too was enjoying a delusion, trusting his words, but knowing in my heart that they were worthless. However,I preferred to preserve the perfect memory to honor the trust I had placed in him, it helped me cope and helped me feel less violated.

And so in public and in my heart I defended him still…..

I was moving on and simply wanted the entire stress and heart break to be gone. I had found another, someone who I had met almost at the same time as him before we became public, my soul had recognized her but I had been afraid and way too shy to explore that option way back then. Thankfully for me fate has a way of fixing things; I had been given a second chance.

I had taken off the collar I wore in real life as a piece of jewelry and had given it away; I needed no reminders of his duplicity. A friend had told me that he was not worth beating myself up over and that in actuality he had done me a favor and I had come to realize that she was very wise.

It didn’t really matter the whys and wherefore, I had been sincere and true to myself and now I was free! Free to be with someone who fulfilled my needs and who would appreciate my loyalty and commitment, someone I could fully submit to without fear.

I had lost one man and was gaining a whole family!

I felt very sad for him but still wished him nothing but good things, he had his bevy of submissives, he would be more than fine... it was what he sought what he needed to be complete.

Grinning I placed his leaf back on it’s branch and twirled around…. "Spring day please."

My whole room was bathed in sunshine and I could hear birds singing and almost feel the warm breeze on my face. I had found someone who was helping heal my heart and I was so very very happy.

I was a creature of deep passions and couldn't wait to share and explore them all with my new love...

 

[yeishia]

As we materialized into my bedroom I was most happy to see we hadn't landed in the middle of the soft bed, but in front of my freestanding mirror instead.

His strong arms steadied us both and I gazed at him through the looking glass , resisting my first impulse to pull away.

I could see the rise and fall of my breasts my green eyes looking huge in my face I could smell me.... smell him

I felt frozen in time and then he smiled and my fears melted...

W...welcome to my be..bedroom I softly stammered out!

I touched the flowers in my hair given me by Scarlet for good luck!

 

[Last_Rider]

locking eyes with yeishia, he smiled at her in the mirror.

My thanks for inviting me.

catching the box as it follows him through the shower of petals, he pulls out the first item, a blindfold.

You have lovely eyes yeishia, but for the moment you wont be needing them.

secures the blindfold over her eyes, feeling her tense, then relax

I'm going to finish preparing you, just relax.

reaching into the box, he brings out a black bra, with demi-cups that leave her nipples exposed and slips it onto her body. Next is a black and red sinfully short skirt that barely reaches the crease of her bottom.

Leaving her feet bare he eases her to her knees. The next item he has is rope. It's thick, very soft, and deep red. It's a touch more decorative than fuctional, but fuctions just fine. He presses her arms together behind her back and ties from her elbows to her wrists, secure but very comfortable. The loose ends wrap twice around her waist before the ties them in a large bow.

Double checking that he's done as asked, he touches up her lipstick briefly, then presses a kiss to her cheek

Beautiful. Are you ready?

 

[yeishia]

I watch his every movement through the mirror until the soft blind fold is place across my eyes I make myself relax concentrating on seeing with my other senses..

I feel him dress me my mind filling in the colors the texture his hand creating exquisite sensations on my skin as he works.

On my knees I feel the first coil of the rope and my mind submits as I feel it bind me.I relax into each twist and turn melting as finally I feel it caress my tiny waist. Oh! Lord sooo good …

I am slipping and with great effort I keep a small sense of clarity I am not for him this night…not yet!

The press of the lipstick from his hands is strangely erotic and compelling…..

Ready? I was born ready for this I think to myself.

I am I tell him softly and with conviction.

 

[Ladythunder]

the soft whisper in my ear not so long ago that whispered of the secret pass that allowed passage to this revered place is firmly in my mind as I draw the kimono with the tiger print around my body, tying it with fingers that tremble just a little. I secrete my gifts amongst its folds and whisper

Que Sera Sera

Landing with souindless grace I spot them, the perfect pair. one bound with rope, one free, but both bound by the invisible strings of the heart

I step forward and greet my Pet with a kiss, then crouch, my palm caresses her cheek, then slips the blindfold away, whispers as her eyes open

Hello Angel, thankyou for wanting me here today

 

[Last_Rider]

returns his Mistress' kiss, kneeling beside her

I dressed her as pretty as I could Mistress, I thought you'd like her like this.

settles onto his heels, hands behind his back, watching the two women

 

[yeishia]

I sense her presence before I feel her touch and melt!

She removes my blindfold and our eyes fuse in the mirror and my heart skips a beat…she is so very beautiful!

Always wanting you...... I grind out from a mouth suddenly gone dry.

Very conscious of Rider who I can see out of the corner of my eye in the mirror.

 

[Ladythunder]

glancing between them both, wondering how I ever managed to get so lucky, my throat tight at their words. Addressing my Pet, smiling

You have done wonderfully Pet, she looks good enough to eat smiling at the double entendre as my attention swivels to her

We have discussed and we have all decided that you would make a wonderful addition to our family, and choose to offer you a place in our hearts, in our home, and beside us. A place to hold your head high and know you belong.

my eyes travel between each of them

A family shares its joys and its pain, one is not above the other. apart we are less than the whole we can be together.

my eyes meet hers, filled with warmth

If you are in agreement, please turn to Rider and ask for his acceptance, and if he gives it, for his assistance in holding you, to make you ready for me.

 

[yeishia]

I do stop breathing as I listen carefully to her words: wonderful addition a place in their hearts, their home their world! I would belong really belong!

I glance from one to another hardly daring to believe…….

Family I did have one long ago...... people to share pain and joy with never more to travel that road alone?

I look at her deep into her eyes searching for subterfuge, finding none I look at Rider

I am afraid to ask for his acceptance what if he refuses?

Trust!!!

I release my breath

I turn my gaze fully towards him huge tears start to fall slowly from my eyes

Rider please will you accept me into your home, your family. I promise you my loyalty and allegiance always…. I will be to you, what you desire and need, friend, sister or more......

I will love you, I will cherish you always, as I will your Mistress. I will lay down my life for both of you should it be required of me.

Help me please…

I fall silent my eyes never leaving his!

 

[Last_Rider]

has to swallow a sudden lump in his throat at the sincerity in yeishia.

Yeishia, I would be honored to accept you into our family. I promise, whatever you need, I will be there. That's what family does.

moves behind yeishia, gathering her hair, holding it in his left hand, almost like a pony tail. He lifts, fully exposing her neck, holding her hair above her. His right hand tips her chin up slightly before going around her waist, no force, but holding her steady

 

[Ladythunder]

Then so be it

a rather blunt statement fro the sheen in my eyes, or the waymy voice trembles just a little My fingers reach into the folds of my kimono and return holding a small box.

Opening it, the light in the room spills on the golden collar that nestles inside

It rests on my fingertips as I look at her

Inscribed on the inside, in the place that will rests over your pulse it reads "You are for me" and todays date. I hope it and we bring you as much joy as you bring us.

Leaning forward I undo the hidden catch, closing it about her throat, knowing the chill metal will warm to her quickly, and close it before lettign my lips brush against hers

Welcome home my Angel.

 

[yeishia]

I feel his heat as he lifts my hair and allows me access to his family I hope he knows how much this means to me, that I know how hard it must be for him? That I would never ever betray the trust he is showing here tonight. That I would never seek to come between him and his Mistress or his consort; that I would blend, and entwine, but never seek to separate!.

Then so be it

My eyes widened as I watched her extract my collar it was exquisite, a band of pure gold strong and yet a thing of delicate beauty. Ohhhhhhhhhhh! I was overcome as I looked at it and her. Never ever had I had something so lovely about my slender throat. It is so beautiful!

The inscription meant more than I could ever put into mere words, for she had read my mind.

I could feel myself trembling as she placed it around my neck closing it firmly making me hers!

Bring me joy? My tears were falling freely now I wanted to throw myself in her arms, his arms, and simply squeeze them both never ever letting them go.

Instead I held still enjoying the brief touch of her lips on mine ; they sent a jolt of pure sensation throughout my whole body…

Welcome home my Angel.

I looked from my Mistress to Rider it had been a long grueling road but yes I had found my way home.

Time had failed to separate us all!!

I was smiling ear to ear my heart so full I thought that it would burst!

I love you my Mistress I will honor and cherish you above all others for always no matter where our paths may lead us.!

I would follow her into death if need be of this I was certain...

 

[Last_Rider]

swallowing slightly, recalling the time his Mistress, their Mistress, had collared him. How right, just like now.

He let her hair down and smoothed it out over her back, rubbing her shoulders softly

Welcome yeishia, may you never leave.

presses a kiss to her ear, then smiles at his Mistress

Mistress, would you like to open your present now?

 

[Ladythunder]

smiling at each of them, my heart so full that the feelings try to leak in the form of tears. Swallowing hard, I nod at my Pet's query, looking down at Yeishia

I would consider it an honor. smiling up at him such a delightful present too

my fingers find the bow at her waist and tug lightly, knowing the rope will drag delightfully against her skin as I carefully unwind it, amidst many kisses of her delicious lips. and pauses, my hands caressing her skin lightly as I lean and kiss my Pet too

finally her arms fall free to her sides and I whisper to them both

I honestly cannot express what this means, Thank you, to both of you

looking to Yeishia, smiles

But my Angel, I need your assistance to correct something

holding out my hand to help her rise with a smile

 

[yeishia]

Between her delightful soul searing kisses and fiery fingers I am barely aware that I am being unwrapped until my hands fall to my sides once more unfettered. The very core of me is throbbing and at her words I bite my lip to stop myself from letting go entirely. She thanking me is almost my undoing.

But my Angel, I need your assistance to correct something I take her hand to rise grinning at what is to come, delighted to be involved in some small way. I caught sight of myself in the mirror as I turned to Rider, shocked I had never worn something so scandalous ..something which while the sight caused me to blush, also caused me to straighten up, loving what I saw.

I stood in front of Rider and took both of his strong hands one in each of in mine turning them palm up as looked at him. I am for you….this night we have become bonded, twin souls to one Mistress, and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for your acceptance. I stretched his palms in front of him and indicated that they should remain in place.

Still looking deep into his eyes I removed a small rose from the bouquet that was in my hair, a gift from his Scarlet. I used a thorn to deeply pierce the soft flesh of my wrist. A large bubble of blood appeared.I turned my wrist over one of his and allowed the droplet to fall; it landed and seemed to hover where it fell a perfect globe. I took one of his wrists and placed it across the other my blood spilled by Scarlet’s rose symbolically binding them more firmly than any physical tie could ever do.

The glue that binds us is our life blood ...

Kneel before our Mistress!

As he knelt I moved behind him my eyes now on Lady Thunder. He looked magnificent hands bound before him kneeling before this beauteous creature……

I placed my hands on his shoulders messaging the tension from them with my practiced hands before I rested my lips close to his ear. I flicked my small tongue out for but an instance, teasing ,tasting.. Thank you so much for trusting my intent, I whispered before stepping backwards and sinking to my knees slightly to one side and behind him.

My heart was thudding I wanted this night to go on forever….

He is ready my Mistress.... Mistress! the very word falling from my lips was paradise personified, I squeezed by thighs together waiting watching!

 

[Last_Rider]

Watches as yeishia pricks her skin, licking his lips unconsciously, watching as she moves it around. He understands the signifacance of the act, and treats it as such.

When she releases him, he steals a quick kiss from her lips, a whispered "thank you" against them.

He was surprised at her words, and her positioning, he looked questioningly at his Mistress, unsure, but trusting

Ready for what Mistress?

 

[Ladythunder]

a slow smile as I watch the interaction between the members of my newly expanded family. I enjoy watching them together, the way my Pet follows the gentle instruction, the symbolic bonds that ensnare his hands. when They turn to me, I step forward, licking my own lips, before speaking.

Rider, it`s been a little over 5.5 months since I offered you my collar. and in that time you have been an exemplary Pet. No Mistress could ask for more and expect to get it.

Tonight you have made me incredibly proud of you the way you have accepted Yeishia, with open arms, making her feel welcome.

but, on a day of new beginnings, it occured to me, that I do not view you as 'functional', but far more than that

[her eyes fell to his collar[/U]

I would like to correct leather and functional, if you would like to reaffirm to me the giving of yourself once more, to complete this night of bliss, full circle.

 

[yeishia]

I listen to her heartfelt words and I am speechless; I watch him watching her and I am in awe...

 

[Last_Rider]

realizing her meaning, his face flushed a little

This is fine Mistress, really...

But he can't deny her, and wouldn't want to even if he could

May I at least keep this one somewhere, as a wonderful memory?

spreading his knees a little more, he locked his hands in front of him in a supplicant pose, straightened up, and tilted his head, offering her his neck for anything she so desired

 

[Ladythunder]

smiling at her Pet, she stared down at him as he tilted his head for her, knowing he would do anything for her, including this, which he obviously didn't want, yet offered to please her

She thought for several moments before a smile crossed her lips and she nodded

Reaching out, careful fingers unlaced the collar that had clung to his throat for so long. she removed it, her eyes on his reaction as air touched the spot covered so long

His collar was warm with the heat of his body and from within the folds of her kimono she withdrew another bit of something, calling on the magic of the room as she pressed it against the collar she still held.

Close your eyes for me Pet

Moments later, she placed it back around his neck, still warm, and only fractionally heavier thann before

She whispered,

Open your eyes Pet, and feel the cool of the plate inside your old collar, knowing it reads "your heart beats beside mine always" then look into the mirror before you and know, that you are anything but simply functional, but a treasuresd piece of my soul

when his eyes opened she knew he would see this

 

[Last_Rider]

is unable to stop the swell of emotions at the sight of his collar. Like him, it is different than when he first received it, refined, more than it was. It was the perfect symbol for him, and them.

Unable to speak around the lump in his throat, he nodded, leaning forward, nuzzling her hands, only able to speak through his body.

Thank you Mistress.

smiles, his eyes definitely brighter than normal. Raising his arms higher, he places them around his Mistress, then snakes his right arm out and over yeishia's head, pulling them into a hug

 

[yeishia]

I am transfixed she is so perfect.....this is so perfect and I find myself in tears once more! As he includes me n the embrace, I wrap my arms around them both.

We are a circle... we are complete and I truly hope it stays this way forever.....