goddessofglee
a gentle girly girl!
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#33
desire, jealousy, and pain... yet happy?
You left or went away.
My thoughts were rambling,
I didn't want to stay.
But I did stay,
just maybe you'd be back.
But you never came back,
out of the gathering, back in your shack!
"Did you feel sorry when I was gone?"
I thought you asked,
your voice but a whisper, quite clearly a lull to last.
"Yes," I replied,
or reckoned I did,
You were aware of how I'd do,
but you chose to search me through.
"Was it a painful affair,
To see me not there?"
You queried again, now drawing quite near.
as if I wasn't there.
In my thoughts, though I knew you weren't there.
"You know I am," I replied.
"What should it be?" you'd ask,
your voice is full of Glee.
"Should I show you my concern,
or just tell you,
or maybe make you watch and see?"
"Your pleasure is my pleasure,"
I moaned out with no aflutter.
* *
the narrator says:
Feel the feeling,
the girl's actuality that she longs to be pleasured by others,
even though he's hurt to see her with them.
She cares to show him but doesn't care to see.
This realization is a strong one,
and it shows the depth of the girl's desire and captures his complex emotions of desire, jealousy, and pain.
The girl continued as if in real,
"I think I'll make you watch,"
You said, your eyes glinting.
"I want you to see how much I'd enjoy
these other men."
Another thought,
another night,
another story...
but I'm not there...
"I know you want to see me,
To watch me,
to know what I'm doing.
But I also know you want me to be happy.
So I'll give you a choice.
"You can either watch me
and see me enjoy with others.
And watch what I do.
Or you can close your eyes,
And imagine what I'd do.
"The choice is yours."
and while I decide,
I felt a pang of jealousy,
But I knew it was what you wanted.
So I watched as he kissed you,
And as you made love to the other.
It was painful to see,
But I knew it was what you wanted.
So I watched,
and I suffered,
And I loved you all the more.
I closed my eyes yet again,
And imagined what she was doing.
I thought up her lips on mine,
and her hands were on my body.
I visualized her pleasure,
And my own too.
I opened my eyes,
And she was not there.
But I knew she was still there,
In my thoughts,
In my dreams.
* * *
"I'm sure you like it, yes, you're my pet,"
she mumbled with a smile,
"And you're my dog,
My faithful puppy dog,
so I'll wile
Away the hours,
With you by my side,
Wagging your tail,
And licking my feet,
while I fulfil my desires with others,
till the end of time."
"Yes, your pain is what I long for,
today and till eternity!
desire, jealousy, and pain... yet happy?
You left or went away.
My thoughts were rambling,
I didn't want to stay.
But I did stay,
just maybe you'd be back.
But you never came back,
out of the gathering, back in your shack!
"Did you feel sorry when I was gone?"
I thought you asked,
your voice but a whisper, quite clearly a lull to last.
"Yes," I replied,
or reckoned I did,
You were aware of how I'd do,
but you chose to search me through.
"Was it a painful affair,
To see me not there?"
You queried again, now drawing quite near.
as if I wasn't there.
In my thoughts, though I knew you weren't there.
"You know I am," I replied.
"What should it be?" you'd ask,
your voice is full of Glee.
"Should I show you my concern,
or just tell you,
or maybe make you watch and see?"
"Your pleasure is my pleasure,"
I moaned out with no aflutter.
* *
the narrator says:
Feel the feeling,
the girl's actuality that she longs to be pleasured by others,
even though he's hurt to see her with them.
She cares to show him but doesn't care to see.
This realization is a strong one,
and it shows the depth of the girl's desire and captures his complex emotions of desire, jealousy, and pain.
The girl continued as if in real,
"I think I'll make you watch,"
You said, your eyes glinting.
"I want you to see how much I'd enjoy
these other men."
Another thought,
another night,
another story...
but I'm not there...
"I know you want to see me,
To watch me,
to know what I'm doing.
But I also know you want me to be happy.
So I'll give you a choice.
"You can either watch me
and see me enjoy with others.
And watch what I do.
Or you can close your eyes,
And imagine what I'd do.
"The choice is yours."
and while I decide,
I felt a pang of jealousy,
But I knew it was what you wanted.
So I watched as he kissed you,
And as you made love to the other.
It was painful to see,
But I knew it was what you wanted.
So I watched,
and I suffered,
And I loved you all the more.
I closed my eyes yet again,
And imagined what she was doing.
I thought up her lips on mine,
and her hands were on my body.
I visualized her pleasure,
And my own too.
I opened my eyes,
And she was not there.
But I knew she was still there,
In my thoughts,
In my dreams.
* * *
"I'm sure you like it, yes, you're my pet,"
she mumbled with a smile,
"And you're my dog,
My faithful puppy dog,
so I'll wile
Away the hours,
With you by my side,
Wagging your tail,
And licking my feet,
while I fulfil my desires with others,
till the end of time."
"Yes, your pain is what I long for,
today and till eternity!