seekrtadmyr
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Hello all.
I'm wanting to express some sexual thoughts and since I don't know anyone here, I think this is the place to do it and I'm open to your thoughts / feedback as well.
I've been a lurker here for several years now.
I've posted some in the GLBT forum a few times.
As I get older, I find that I am once again changing.
First, a brief sexual history of myself.
I'm a 40 y.o. male, married to a hot-ass woman, whom I love dearlly.
In my 22 years of being sexually active, I've only been with 20 partners ( I wish it were a thousand and twenty).
Some history......
I lost my virginity at the age of 19 to a girl who was 21. It was nothing really and I didn't even really enjoy it. I felt like I had to do it.
When I was in my 20's, and had a few women (six I think) I was married to a b*tch and had an attraction for women in their 40's...
It was then that I had my first gay experience with a male friend (hence the postings in the GLBT forum and a bi curiosity) and my fantasy became reality for mature women. I was 27, dating (fucking) a 45 year old woman after I divorced the b*tch.
In my 30's, I still had the attraction for women in their 40's and dated several women who were years older than me. Believe me, it was the time of my life. I LOVED being in the company of an older, wiser, more experienced woman. I even had a "live-in" for over a year who was 47; she fucked my brains out on an almost daily basis. She let me experience my first giving of anal sex and we were into porn and even thought about having a threesome. We were wild, in love and had fun. This was the woman who turned me on to everything. Fast-forward.
I spent the next several years chasing, dating, fucking, older women. They were from a few years older than me to women who were ten years or more older than me.
At the age of 36, I dated a woman who was 48 and she fucked and sucked my brains out even harder than the woman I just mentioned. I was the happiest man on earth. We fucked outside, inside, in the car, on the car, on the couch, in the bed, in front of an open window, in the shower, on the floor, we took pics, made a couple of movies, and were in love, too. It was the best sexual time of my life.
I'm currently 40 and happily married, but I currently have the "urge" for a woman at work who is 57 years old and is a friend of mine of several years. She is divorced, mad as hell at men and I think she's out of my league. Not to mention I'm married!
And............
I still want, to be with, to have sex with, to FUCK and older woman.
I currently look at women in their 50's and wonder what it would be like to fuck them. Older women are so HOT!!! I even know of women who are in their early
60's and are still "hot" because I've known them for almost 30 years and they've still got a good looking body and are sooooo sexy.
I wonder if I will be like this for years to come. Will I give up the thougts of older women when I'm 50????
I LOVE mature women and can not get enough. I'd rather have sex with a hot ass 50 year old than a 20-something who has a hotter and much younger body.
Is this normal?????????????????????/
Thanks for listening.
I'm wanting to express some sexual thoughts and since I don't know anyone here, I think this is the place to do it and I'm open to your thoughts / feedback as well.
I've been a lurker here for several years now.
I've posted some in the GLBT forum a few times.
As I get older, I find that I am once again changing.
First, a brief sexual history of myself.
I'm a 40 y.o. male, married to a hot-ass woman, whom I love dearlly.
In my 22 years of being sexually active, I've only been with 20 partners ( I wish it were a thousand and twenty).
Some history......
I lost my virginity at the age of 19 to a girl who was 21. It was nothing really and I didn't even really enjoy it. I felt like I had to do it.
When I was in my 20's, and had a few women (six I think) I was married to a b*tch and had an attraction for women in their 40's...
It was then that I had my first gay experience with a male friend (hence the postings in the GLBT forum and a bi curiosity) and my fantasy became reality for mature women. I was 27, dating (fucking) a 45 year old woman after I divorced the b*tch.
In my 30's, I still had the attraction for women in their 40's and dated several women who were years older than me. Believe me, it was the time of my life. I LOVED being in the company of an older, wiser, more experienced woman. I even had a "live-in" for over a year who was 47; she fucked my brains out on an almost daily basis. She let me experience my first giving of anal sex and we were into porn and even thought about having a threesome. We were wild, in love and had fun. This was the woman who turned me on to everything. Fast-forward.
I spent the next several years chasing, dating, fucking, older women. They were from a few years older than me to women who were ten years or more older than me.
At the age of 36, I dated a woman who was 48 and she fucked and sucked my brains out even harder than the woman I just mentioned. I was the happiest man on earth. We fucked outside, inside, in the car, on the car, on the couch, in the bed, in front of an open window, in the shower, on the floor, we took pics, made a couple of movies, and were in love, too. It was the best sexual time of my life.
I'm currently 40 and happily married, but I currently have the "urge" for a woman at work who is 57 years old and is a friend of mine of several years. She is divorced, mad as hell at men and I think she's out of my league. Not to mention I'm married!
And............
I still want, to be with, to have sex with, to FUCK and older woman.
I currently look at women in their 50's and wonder what it would be like to fuck them. Older women are so HOT!!! I even know of women who are in their early
60's and are still "hot" because I've known them for almost 30 years and they've still got a good looking body and are sooooo sexy.
I wonder if I will be like this for years to come. Will I give up the thougts of older women when I'm 50????
I LOVE mature women and can not get enough. I'd rather have sex with a hot ass 50 year old than a 20-something who has a hotter and much younger body.
Is this normal?????????????????????/
Thanks for listening.
