50 First Rapes

[Ravensteel]

Marcus

He stopped his ministrations long enough to respond, "Well considering how nice you've been to me I suppose I can accomodate one request, and I was pretty rough on you the past two days so maybe today you deserve some TLC." He said before going back to her pussy delighted at how well her body now responded to his stimulus, but before too long he felt the need to satisfy his own needs. Keeping her legs spread he once again rose from between her legs, looking at her face the pain and shame as evident as the pleasure. He then slowly pulled her hips to him until he felt the familiar sensation of her pussylips against the head of his cock, remembering his promise he slowly, and gently pressed himself into her, he glided smoothly into her depths from her being so well prepared, and the feeling of her enveloping him made him groan in delight.

 

[MistressAthena]

Cassy expected there to be pain when he entered her. To her surprise there was not. This told her that he had spoken the truth. He had already taken her virginity and her body was conformed to his. Though she was still hurt from the pain of betrayal she felt good.

For a moment she looked into the eyes of the man she had fallen in love with and exhaled from the pleasure she could not help but feel. She softly whispered his name. But then she saw the eyes of her rapist as well. A tear slowly rolled down her cheek from the corner of one eye and she dropped her head back down as he continued.

 

[Ravensteel]

Marcus

Taking his hands from her hips, Marcus reached up to release her breasts from her top, then immediatly leaned down to nibble, lick, bite and caress her breasts, his long slow strokes keeping a constant rythym, "Damn girl, you are so hot, how could I have resisted, you were built to fuck I just helped you into your true nature." He said as his hips picked up the pace a little, " And I look forward to helping you realize this every day from now on."

(OOC: Sorry for the delayed response, I'll try harder to pay better attention in the future.)

 

[MistressAthena]

Cassy exhaled as his actions began to feel good. She was ashamed of this but could not stop her body from reacting. His large cock and speeding motion began to bring her close to a climax. Her pussy refused to be forced to ignore the pleasures. It would not be denied the insitinctive reaction that it had. She moaned out loud and her body trembled. Fluids sepped out as she orgasmed hard. Her eyes never opened but she wanted more. With a shame induced flush on her face she whispered, "More. I want more."

 

[Ravensteel]

Marcus

Marcus began moving faster and harder as the familiar sensation of her walls flexing in orgasm crushing his member caused him to take a giant leap towards his own orgasm, but the spark of lust that was ignited when she asked him for more was what caused him to begin fucking her like there was no tomorrow, "See babe, it's not so bad once you get past the idea of me raping you, it's still sex and it still feels great for both of us. But just as a side note since I'm doing requests today, when I cum you want in or out?"

 

[MistressAthena]

Cassy could not believe the question she was asked. Cum inside?! Cum outside?! She thought for a moment of how he had tampered with her journal. She knew if she said she was on birth control there was a good chance he'd find that and tamper as well. So, she said, "Outside so I don't get pregnant." As her own fluids rushed from her body she felt his cock throb and pulsate. Almost instinctively she knew he was very close. She sighed out loud when he finally removed himself. Her head hung down and she refused to make eye contact.

 

[Ravensteel]

Marcus

(Sorry for the long delay, Christmas and all that.)

Just before his orgasm hit Marcus pulled from inside her, letting loose jet after jet of cum to fall wetly against her stomach. "Haa, so we've done what I want for fun, anything you want to do? If you ask real nice I'll do you up the ass again." He said taking his finger and scooping up a bit of cum taking it up and wiping it on her cheek.

 

[MistressAthena]

Cassy whimpered softly, "No. Please, just let me down. Take me home." Her sleek body hung like a slab of meat and her face was tear stained. As she hung there the cum dripped from her belly and her own juices dripped down the insides of her legs. Her breasts were swollen and her pink nipples stood errect.

She had been used once again by her personal rapist. For Cassy's sake she hoped that some day perhaps her love for him without knowing he was a rapist would get through to him. Perhaps she was his tool for self-therapy from the pain he had felt. Was this a pain he could overcome and love Cassy for the beautiful and sweet girl she is? Would he ever come to not want to cause her pain mentally or physically?

Cassy knew she would not remember this day. Just like all the other days she did not remember. She could only hope he would eventually stop the abuse.

 

[Ravensteel]

Marcus

"What? Home already? Well maybe, but first I just want to remind you that you can't tell anyone about this especially yourself, or you can kiss your little brother goodbye, kidnappings can just break a family apart, and I hate seeing you cry, unless it's from joy when your riding my cock." He said as he let her down but kept a firm grip on her so that she couldn't get away. "As a matter of fact, as a sign of good will, I want you to give me a blowjob, if you bite or attack me in anyway I swear the next time you see your brother will be of him being ass raped in photos taken from the slave house I sell him to, understand?"

 

[MistressAthena]

Cassy was terrified at the thought of what the bastard threatened her with. She shook her head and cried, "Ok. I won't tell anyone. Please, don't hurt him. Leave him alone!" She dropped to her knees and took his cock into her mouth. She timidly licked at the tip of it. She could taste herself on him and it made her feel sick. She looked up to him with those saddened eyes as she proceeded to do as he asked.

 

[Ravensteel]

Marcus

"That's a good girl, and so you know for the record, this now makes it all three of your precious virgin holes I've deflowered." He said as he pushed forward with his hips to get a little deeper. "And I look forward to tommorrow too, and the day after, until maybe I'll just stop seeing you altogether, or maybe your love will finally break me and we'll live happily ever after." He said as his hands gripped her head and pulled back and forth on his cock, fucking her mouth.

 

[MistressAthena]

Cassy's eyes watered as her throat was being abused. But, she continued to do what he wanted. In fact, she tried to work her tongue as much as possible in an effort ot make him cum soon. She just wanted it to end and go home. She glanced up to him with her sad eyes and then back down.

 

[Ravensteel]

Marcus

Cassy's expression was a wonderful combination of erotic and heartbreaking, and just the trigger that Marcus needed to get off. With a few final spasming thrusts Marcus pulled himself from her mouth and let loose his cum, thick streams of white sticky goo flew across her face and clung dripping down her cheeks.

"Whooo, you're making for a better and better catch everyday." Marcus said as he trailed his hands from the back of her head down her shoulders, "Come on lets get you cleaned up, can't go home to family with cum dripping off of ya." He said walking towards the water.

 

[MistressAthena]

Cassy wiped away a few tears and sniffed. She got up from her knees and silently followed him to the water. She splashed the water on her face and trembled with the need to cry. Her head was hung lowas she waited for her next instructions. Cassy still could not believe she could have felt love for such a monster.

In a timid voice she said, "I have done nothing wrong to you. I would never have forced you to have sex. Why would you mistreat someone who obviously came to care for you?" She could not hold back the tears any longer and she began to sob.

 

[Ravensteel]

Marcus

As her questions and accusations fired at him Marcus refused to face her, knowing that if he saw the look on her face right now it would break any resolve he had. "The fact is, when I first raped you, you didn't care about me I was just some naked guy you shouldn't have let your guard down around. But in the following days, through your journal I tried to portray myself as a nice guy, and from there you began to care for me, it never crossed my mind that you'd begin to have feelings for me. So now I'm continually faced with the fact that I'm betraying your trust and faith in a person I thought I was only pretending to be.....Dammit, never mind any of that now, let's get you home and remember DON'T act suspicious go home and tell everyone you had a wonderful time at your picnic, and that I was a perfect gentleman." He said walking back up to the beach and began getting dressed.

 

[MistressAthena]

Cassy softly sobbed as she did what was instructed of her. She walked to his vehicle and quietly got in. She never looked to him. Her eyes stayed on her feet. She felt a bit of excess wetness coat her pussy and she felt sick.

Her eyes shifted to look out the window to her right. As they came close to her home she had dried up her tears but remained silent. When he pulled into the drive she inhaled and exhaled. She mumbled, "I know.... Act normal, bastard." She saw her Dad and brother sitting out on the porch. Cassy lit her face up with a fake smile and waved to them. Under her breath she said, "Right now I hate you. You could have had a loving life with me."

Cassy then pulled on the doorhandle to get out of the vehicle.

 

[Ravensteel]

Marcus

He nodded, "That's right sweetheart, and tomorrow you'll love me again, and I'll rape you and betray your trust again, but who knows maybe your love will break me, just don't forget to tell them you have plans with me tomorrow as well." He said under his breath as he smiled and waved to the family on the porch.

 

[MistressAthena]

Cassy just huffed at him as she got out of the jeep. She didn't look back as she approached the steps of th house. She said hello to her little family. They asked about how Marcus was treating her and she said, "He is a guy. He is ok. I'm seeing him tommorow too." She then went up tp her room to prepare for bedtime.

Cassy took a long shower and cried while the water showered down on her. Since she was about 12 she dreamed of finding her night in shining armor. She wanted that handsome and caring man. She knew now that was not in the cards for her. And she hated herself for knowing she fell in love with a rapist. Though she was forced to accept sex by him she had to admit that he did not hurt her. What he did felt good.

Cassy turned the water off and turned around to get out of the shower. When she did, she slipped and fell. Her head banged hard against the porcelain tub. The soud was so loud that her Dad came running to check on her. When she did not answer through the door he opened the door to see his naked daughter unconcious.

Her Dad called down to her brother, "Call am ambulance! She has fallen and knocked herself out!" He lifted her out fo the bath tub and slipped some shorts and a teeshirt on her. When the ambulance arrived they quickly loaded her up and hauled her off to the nearest hospital. She was still unconcious when they arrived. Her Dad and brother sat by her all night in the hospital hoping she wake up. But, she did not. Her Dad ordered her brother to put a note on their door to let Marcus know where they were.

Her brother stuck a note on the door that read, "Cassy is hurt and unconcious. We are at the nearest hospital- Palm Emergency Center."

 

[Ravensteel]

Marcus

He had been looking forward to today ever since he had planned what he was going to do to Cassy. But when he arrived to pick her up, he found the note, and immediately a flood of questions tore into his mind, 'She's hurt? Did she do it herself, did she try and kill herself? Was she trying to escape the only way she thought she could? Is this my fault?" They ran unabated through his head as he sped to the hospital. Horrible guilt and and anger at himself warred within him as he blamed himself as he arrived in the waiting room he saw Cassy's brother and Father. "Where is she? What happened?" He asked hurriedly dreading the answer.

 

[MistressAthena]

Cassy's family looked concerned as they sat in the lobby and looked up to Marcus. Her brother rested his face into his hands and bent over with his elbows on his knees not wanting to talk about it. Her Dad stood up and sighed, "We think she slipped in the shower and knocked herself out. You already know the problems she has. There is no telling what another knock to the head like this has done to her. She has still not woken up. They say she is in a coma. But, her stats are fairly normal. They say it is like she doesn't want to wake up. But, that is just crazy. Why would my baby not want to wake up?" He closed his eyes tightly and patted Marcus once on his shoulder, "Thanks for coming Marcus. She seems crazy about you. I know my daughter and she cares for you in a way I have never seen her care before. She lights up when we mention your name." He exhaled hard, "They say some coma patients can hear people who talk to them. Maybe she can hear us. If you want, you are more than welcome to see her and maybe talk to her. My Son and I just needed a change of scenery for awhile."

 

[Ravensteel]

Marcus

Marcus listened to Cassy's father's words, with a guilty soul, each kind word or memory of how she cared for him felt like a kick in the gut. "Yea, I'll see her, you guys go on I'll let you know if anything comes up." He said as they headed out, then went to the room and looked at the girl lying on the bed, his feelings swelling up in him but still he couldn't bring himself to cry, even though he wanted to. "Have I truly become so much of a monster that I can't even weep?" He asked outloud both to her and himself.

He walked over to her bed and picked up on of her hands, "Is it my fault? Is it because of me, that you don't want to wake up? I'm sorry, I was such a fool to think that being with you wouldn't end up hurting both of us. If I could take back what I've done to you I would, even if it meant I'd have never got to meet you. I'm so sorry." He said bringing her hand to his face and kissing it softly.

 

[MistressAthena]

In the darkness of the Coma Cassy heard a sad voice speaking to her. He didn't seem familiar yet he was saying he was sorry. Cassy was drawn to his voice for some odd reason. Slowly she fought through the heaviness of the darkness. She climbed upward to the light in the distance. Then her eyes popped open.

She looked over to the man holding her hand. His face didn't look famliar at all. She slid her hand away from him and looked at him nervously, "Who are you? Where am I?"

 

[Ravensteel]

Marcus

For long moments Marcus could say nothing at all as he looked into her now open eyes, as he found his voice however he did not immediately answer her questions. "Oh Thank God, your awake!!" He stood and ran to the door, "She's awake, call her family, Cassy woke up!" He shouted out the door then turned back around to her. "Um, yea, your at the hospital you took a stumble in the shower and hit your head, we were afraid you weren't going to wake up." He said, "As for who I am, I...I'm, I'm Marcus, we met a few days ago, but I guess you don't remember right now." As he finished the nurse and doctor rushed in to check on her. "I'll, uh, wait for your father and brother out here, ok?" He said walking out the door to her room.

 

[MistressAthena]

Cassy knew who she was, who her Father was and who her Brother was. She found it odd that she could not remember Marcus. The nurse rushed in to check on her and take her vitals. The nurse said, "Your boyfriend and your family have been very worried about you." Cassy looked confused, "Boyfriend?" The nurse said, "Yes, that handsome young man that was sitting in here with you." Cassy sighed, "But, I don't remember him."

The nurse looked concerned, "Oh dear. The doctor should be here any moment. Do you remember your Father and Brother? Do you know who you are?" Cassy nodded, "Yes. I know them and who I am. I just can't remember that guy.... Marcus I believe he said." The nurse sighed, "Well, your vitals are great. The doctor will have to check this memory loss problem out." She squeezed Cassy's hand then turned to leave.

Cassy's family then entered the room with relief fully expressed on their faces. They both expressed how worried they were and how glad they were that she was ok. Cassy frowned, "I hear that Marcus guy is my boyfriend but I don't remember him." Her Dad sighed, "Cassy, do you remember the accident that killed your Mother and left you with a memory problem requiring you to write in a journal every day to know what happened the day before?" Cassy nodded, "Yes, I remember all of that." Her Dad then asked, "I am sure you wrote about Marcus in your journal. Don't you remember writing about him?"

Cassy sighed, "No. I don't. Maybe you should bring me the journal." Her Dad nodded, "Yes. That is a good idea." He then ordered her brother to go get it. As he left the room her Dad said, "Cassy, he is a good guy. And until today you have always seemed crazy about him. I am glad you are willing to try and remember him." Cassy just nodded.

The doctor then came in and discussed her condition with her and her Dad. The doctor came to the conclusion that the knock on the head may have fixed her previous memory problem but may have caused her not to remember the last few days. He thought it was nothign serious and to give it a few days. He decided to keep her in the hospital a few days for observation just to be safe.

Cassy complained about the headache she was feeling and the doctor said the nurse would bring her something for it. He told her that the fall caused a concussion but not to worry. He felt rest and pain medication for a few days would be enough.

After the doctor left her Father said, "Sweet heart, I think you should rest now. And if you don't mind I am going to get a bite to eat. I'll be back later." Cassy smiled and nodded, "Ok, Dad. See you later." He kissed her forehead and was gone.

Cassy was very tired and she slipped back to sleep. As she slept she dreamed. The dream was hazy but it appeared to be a female being raped. Faces were blurred but she cold hear the sounds of crying and lust. She awoke from the dream gasping. Cassy had no idea that her mind was trying to make her remember through a dream. She assumed she just had a bad dream.

 

[Ravensteel]

Marcus

After Cassy's Father and Brother arrived Marcus had excused himself being too shook up by the emotions he had faced to see Cassy again, so he hadn't heard that her old memory problem had been possibly fixed or that she may soon remember his actions. So he had made his way home to think on the events of the day, he had considered just bowing out, escaping from her, running away from the feelings she had awakened in him. He considered just going about things as usual, the lure of her sweet flesh urging him to justify his lust again, but his self-loathing quickly squashed that notion. As the sun began to creep behind the horizon he finally came to a decision, he would make it up to her, he would become the man in the journal, he would be kind, tender and loving and do his best to make her happy.

With that thought in mind he climbed back into his car and took off for the hospital once he had arrived however he learned that visiting hours had ended a short while ago. But the nurse incharge of Cassy recognized him and got them to let him in. As she guided him once again to Cassy's room she began speaking, "She's been resting most of the day, her father dropped her journal a little while ago but didn't want to disturb her rest, so he left it with me, and since she woke up just a minute ago, I think she could use some company and maybe you could deliver this as well?" She held up the journal with a smile. Marcus nodded and took the book, as he walked towards the room the nurse said, "She's very lucky to have someone like you in her life." Marcus stopped and turned around with a curious look on his face, how would she know that? "Have you been reading this?" He asked, and immediatly the nurse blushed and made some excuse to leave and practicly ran down the hall away from him.

Marcus shook his head then turned back toward the room infront of him, with a light knock he asked, "Cassy? You awake, it's Marcus, I've brought your journal."