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The silence had not been broken by Andrea either, other than the quiet sound of her catching her breath. Even when her heart rate had calmed to a resting beat, she remained in that comfortably quiet atmosphere. His body was warm like a heated waterbed and she found herself wanting to stay cuddled up to his inky mass. There would be a time when they would have to get up, and she would have to hose herself down in the shower. She was in no rush though; she didn’t mind simply enjoying the mutual comfort.
However, his words made something twist in her gut, something that brought on the sensation of being an imposter. His adoration for her was born from inexperience- all he had ever known before now was a constant cycle of scaring children and feeding on fear.
There was a nod, “yeah, we can take a break for a while. And to answer your first question... I'm not perfect. I'm just... your first." Andrea’s eyes closed as she spoke, her voice sounding a bit more quiet than usual, though one might think it was due to the exertion of their earlier romp.
"Everyone has a first love that they fall head over heels for, someone who at first seems like they were made just for you." She explained, "Every moment with them seems exciting and fulfilling, like your heart might actually burst. Sometimes it's like you can't think of anything but that other person. You didn’t-“ Andrea stopped herself.
You didn’t really choose me.
"I mean, they call that 'looking at someone through rose-colored glasses," she finished in a casual tone.
Andrea was just the one fate had placed in his lap, and she imagined that he had simply been so lonely that he latched onto her quickly, regardless of who she was. He had nothing to compare her to, so obviously he would idolize her. While some might have been happy with such a thought, she wasn't sure how she felt. She liked knowing that Vanta felt very positively toward her, but it bothered her that he was putting her on a pedestal when she was far from the glorious image of perfection he seemed to see. It didn't feel like she deserved such praise. She was only special by merit of being his first.
However, his words made something twist in her gut, something that brought on the sensation of being an imposter. His adoration for her was born from inexperience- all he had ever known before now was a constant cycle of scaring children and feeding on fear.
There was a nod, “yeah, we can take a break for a while. And to answer your first question... I'm not perfect. I'm just... your first." Andrea’s eyes closed as she spoke, her voice sounding a bit more quiet than usual, though one might think it was due to the exertion of their earlier romp.
"Everyone has a first love that they fall head over heels for, someone who at first seems like they were made just for you." She explained, "Every moment with them seems exciting and fulfilling, like your heart might actually burst. Sometimes it's like you can't think of anything but that other person. You didn’t-“ Andrea stopped herself.
You didn’t really choose me.
"I mean, they call that 'looking at someone through rose-colored glasses," she finished in a casual tone.
Andrea was just the one fate had placed in his lap, and she imagined that he had simply been so lonely that he latched onto her quickly, regardless of who she was. He had nothing to compare her to, so obviously he would idolize her. While some might have been happy with such a thought, she wasn't sure how she felt. She liked knowing that Vanta felt very positively toward her, but it bothered her that he was putting her on a pedestal when she was far from the glorious image of perfection he seemed to see. It didn't feel like she deserved such praise. She was only special by merit of being his first.