Am I a Sugar Baby? Older friend is offering me an "Arrangement"

[BillyWalrus]

One thing I should be clear on is I never felt upset or angry or creeped out by him proposing this. First off, he did it in a very careful, respectful way.

But mostly just because I ain't judging anyone else. Like I said, I got a friend who does escorting sometimes.

i aint the Morality Police. I gotta figure out what is ok for me, i aint got time to tell anyone else what to do.

I seem to recall someone saying, "Judge not lest ye be judged." No one else including his alleged followers seem to remember it though.

 

[ebony_pussy]

Ok reality sets in

Sure it sounds like a good idea yeah why not

Gotta lottta encouraging advice

Now getting high and lying here thinkin about it

Back and forth

 

[ebony_pussy]

Ok reality sets in

Sure it sounds like a good idea yeah why not

Gotta lottta encouraging advice

Now getting high and lying here thinkin about it

Back and forth

And asking myself:

IS THIS WHO I AM,

 

[Jaws82]

And asking myself:

IS THIS WHO I AM,

Puff puff ponder

 

[ebony_pussy]

Can i really do this?

I gotta do sumthin. I was thinkin the other day about going back to stripping again. I need more fuckin money, abd truth is I made a lotta money as a stripper

Do it at night, do gigs during the day

Dig outa my money troubles and save some and get ahead

 

[ebony_pussy]

Maybe only do it for a few months.

Ok BUT: if i'm willing to do that...

is it really that much worse to fuck a guy i kinda like and be his

SUGAR BABY

 

[BillyWalrus]

And asking myself:

IS THIS WHO I AM,

True. I don't think any sugar baby (or daddy) has to apologize for their actions. Still, your actions are a reflection of who you are or who you want to be.

 

[BillyWalrus]

Can i really do this?

I gotta do sumthin. I was thinkin the other day about going back to stripping again. I need more fuckin money, abd truth is I made a lotta money as a stripper

Do it at night, do gigs during the day

Dig outa my money troubles and save some and get ahead

Ok, here is the question. Will you have more self respect as a stripper or a sugar baby?

 

[ebony_pussy]

Monetizing my body

Gettin paid for being desirable

Guys stare at me all day anyway

Thinkin bout my legs, my ass, my tits

Wonderin what it would be like to FUCK ME

 

[ebony_pussy]

Ok, here is the question. Will you have more self respect as a stripper or a sugar baby?

I don't know. I had really mixed feelings when I stripped before

I felt weird and a little sick but also it was a turn on.

Toward the end i got scared and knew i had to get out. It's ADDICTIVE to have guys wanting you so much they'll drop a lot of money just for you to dance closer or talk to them for awhile

When I did lap dances sometimes I came

 

[Jaws82]

Monetizing my body

Gettin paid for being desirable

Guys stare at me all day anyway

Thinkin bout my legs, my ass, my tits

Wonderin what it would be like to FUCK ME

Would he be your only. Or would you have other clients?

 

[BillyWalrus]

To support ourselves, we all have to monetize something, our looks, our brains, our skills, etc. Somehow we have to find a way to get people to give us money. For something!

 

[ebony_pussy]

Grindinding on a guy's hard cock

Hard for me but he can't have me

And i just move my pussy on him like we're fucking but we're not

Sometimes the guy cums, sometimes I cum

 

[ebony_pussy]

Would he be your only. Or would you have other clients?

Don't know. Havent gotten to the details. He seems chill. I would ask that i have my own life ansmd he just gets to have me certain times

 

[ebony_pussy]

Would i turn tricks outa the place he gives me? Nah probly not but i could see other guys yeah

 

[BillyWalrus]

Would i turn tricks outa the place he gives me? Nah probly not but i could see other guys yeah

He would be ok with that?

 

[Dill_the_Dog]

Monetizing my body

Gettin paid for being desirable

Guys stare at me all day anyway

Thinkin bout my legs, my ass, my tits

Wonderin what it would be like to FUCK ME

We can't even see you, and we wonder...!

 

[ebony_pussy]

It just feels weird it's just. Trying to recincile these different thoughts and visions

 

[Dill_the_Dog]

And asking myself:

IS THIS WHO I AM,

Remember the song

I am what I am
And what I am
Needs no excuses
I deal my own hand
Sometimes the ace
Sometimes the deuces

 

[ebony_pussy]

He would be ok with that?

I dunno. I think so. But i think we talk about it in Vegas this weekend.

I'm gonna put a fucking on him like he NEVER had before. Gonna bend his cock and his WILL until it snaps

Gonna give him something he gonna feel like he CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT

And THEN we start negotiating

 

[ebony_pussy]

Remember the song

I am what I am
And what I am
Needs no excuses
I deal my own hand
Sometimes the ace
Sometimes the deuces

Yeah i hear you. But it aint excuses or what anybody else thinks

It's, can i live with it

 

[Jaws82]

I dunno. I think so. But i think we talk about it in Vegas this weekend.

I'm gonna put a fucking on him like he NEVER had before. Gonna bend his cock and his WILL until it snaps

Gonna give him something he gonna feel like he CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT

And THEN we start negotiating

Girl with a plan. I respect that

 

[ebony_pussy]

We can't even see you, and we wonder...!

You see a little bit. You see those legs.

Those legs gonna pay my rent...if thats what i want

 

[Dill_the_Dog]

Yeah i hear you. But it aint excuses or what anybody else thinks

It's, can i live with it

You're an incredibly strong girl. Whatever you decide, you got this.

 

[ebony_pussy]

Girl with a plan. I respect that

Or i go up there have a fun weekend he probly buys me a lotta nice stuff

And i say thanks for the weekend, i cant do the "arrangement"and move on