An Artist's Request

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"Are you saying I should tell Raymond that we had sex?"
"I couldn't do that he would kill me or himself" I said

I'll just have to have another secret tucked away so deep that know one will ever find it unless I want them to.

"Whats one more "? right Paul" I asked
"Ive got somany now I cant remember them all"
" its like my life is one big secret, one big lie"

I was getting angry now but only at my self then I yelled

"Wanna hear some Paul, you van see what i'm realy like"?
"You think Ive been neglected, huh you dont know"
"and you say my husband doesn't pay attention to me"
"Wrong again,I should be kissing that mans feet,but no."
"instead I go out and fuck strange men or pose nude"

"Paul Im the one who is neglecting my family'
"Im the one who is wrong'' I said

"Did you realy beleive me when I told you you were the 1st"
"since Ive been married well Im sorry if you did but , i lied"

"Some day Paul, I'll tell you all of it because I think that is what I"
need to do, someway I have to purge and get it out"
"Get the dirt and the filth out of me and the sins oh god the sins"
"When your ready to listen Paul, when your ready........

 

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Paul

I listened as she broke down. To say she was hidding was putting it milddly. She was breaking down here and all I could do was confort her as she ranted on about how wicked she had been and how bad of a wife and a mother she was being and had been in the past. One side of me wanted to be the friend while the other wanted me to throw out the emotional woman and start over on a model search. I decided on the former as I craddled her in my arms.

"First your not a bad person dear. Not for sex and lies. Those are minor things that well can be worked through in time really. Second you have 'sins' you would like to confess them please I am your friend or would like to be a friend to you..."I gently tugged her closer. "If you want to call things quits fine with me but if you choose to stay enjoy it and do it to the fullest."
I stood up and walked around the room looking at her...

"Just confess bare all to me...I want to know and you need to tell it. After that we start off fresh."

 

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Slut Connie

"How can I tell you these things Paul"
"there so enbarrassing so wrong so Bad" I said'

"Just try" he said

"Im not the faithful wife I led you to beleive, Iv cheated many ,many times ohhhhhhh godddddd Im gonna burn in hell"

 

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Paul

"May as well unburden yourself then and tell me what troubles you so much. I doubt you will loose your soul but you have to be honest with friends Connie. I mean you know I will keep your secrets." I caressed your hair and looked in your eyes.

"So set to be miserable? Not to late to start over or at least feel good."

 

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When we were married abour a year I had an affair with one of Raymonds friends and ....
"Oh god I cant do this Paul" she said
" I cant im sorry, I cant let you know what I realy am"
"and I can't bear the though of what you will think of me when you do"

"You don't understand how my mind works" she told him
"My head is all fucked up, they say it was the drugs from"
" when I was younger, Oh i dont know"

 

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"What is it youc an tell me.....I want to like who you are and you seem to have such pain from these secrets you are keeping. I want you to feel releaved, and know that you can tell me anything."

I got up and sat down at the desk chair to give her some much needed space. "You had an affair and did drugs in the past these things don't make you an evil person. None of us are perfect honey. We just try to be better...and well you seem to be doing okay."