BDSM Radio dedication hour

[Killishandra]

My last post until Monday

- Savage Garden

I Knew I Loved You


Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my best friend

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

 

[Ophelia_221]

He hit me....But it felt like a Kiss

He hit me and it felt like a kiss
He hit me but it didn't hurt me
He couldn't stand to hear me say
That I'd been with someone new
And when I told him I had been untrue
He hit me and it felt like a kiss
He hit me and I knew he loved me
Cause if he didn't care for me
I could have never made him mad
He hit me and I was glad
Baby won't you stay...
He hit me and it felt like a kiss
He hit me and I knew I loved him
Cause when he took me in his arms
With all the tenderness there is
He hit me and he made me

 

[Killishandra]

How sad, that two posts ago my tune was so different.

This song's dedication is to the Dom who released me from his care this past night.

I will always love you, and regret nothing. I still think we could have made it... but I respect your decision.

Adia

- Sarah McLachlan


Adia I do believe I failed you

Adia I know I let you down

Dont you know I tried so hard

To love you in my way

Its easy let it go...

Adia Im empty since you left me

Trying to find a way to carry on

I search myself and everyone

To see where we went wrong

cause theres no one left to finger

Theres no one here to blame

Theres no one left to talk to, honey

And there aint no one to buy our innocence

cause we are born innocent

Believe me adia, we are still innocent

Its easy, we all falter

Does it matter?

Adia I thought that we could make it

But I know I cant change the way you feel

I leave you with your misery

A friend who wont betray

I pull you from your tower

I take away your pain

And show you all the beauty you possess

If youd only let yourself believe that

We are born innocent

Believe me adia, we are still innocent

Its easy, we all falter, does it matter?

Believe me adia, we are still innocent

cause we are born innocent

Adia we are still innocent

Its easy, we all falter ... but does it matter?

 

[Marquis]

It was I who failed you. I wish I could be what you deserve.


Why did I think this wasn't going to be that hard?

 

[sincerely_helene]

BREATHING

I'm finding my way back to sanity again
though I don't really know what I'm gonna do when I get there
and take a breath and hold on tight
spin around one more time
and gracefully fall back to the arms of grace

cause I am hanging on every word you say and
even if you don't want to speak tonight
that's alright, alright with me
cause I want nothing more than
to sit outside Heaven's door
and listen to you breathing
is where I wanna be yeah

I'm looking past the shadows in my mind into the truth and I'm
trying to identify the voices in my head
God which one's you
let me feel one more time what it
feels like to feel and
break these calluses off of me
one more time

cause I am hanging on every word you say and
even if you don't wanna speak tonight
that's alright, alright with me
cause I want nothing more than
to sit outside your door
and listen to your breathing
is where I wanna be yeah
where I wanna be

I don't want a thing from you
bet you're tired of me
waiting for the scraps to fall off of your table to the ground
I just wanna be here now

cause I am hanging on every word you say and
even if you don't wanna speak tonight
that's alright, alright with me
cause I want nothing more than
to sit outside Heaven's door
and listen to your breathing
is where I wanna be yeah

cause I am hanging on every word you say and
even if you don't wanna speak tonight
that's alright, alright with me
cause I want nothing more than
to sit outside Heaven's door
and listen to you breathing
is where I wanna be yeah
where I wanna be
where I wanna be

 

[bronntanas]

For Snowy. (I wonder why Rick James never recorded this version!)

Supergeek

She’s a very brainy girl,
The kind you can take home to mother.
She will never let her grades go down,
Gotta get her out of the library someday, ow girl!

She likes the honor roll boys;
And she’s the teacher’s pet they say.
When I read over her shoulder at exam time;
My grades are sure to please.

{refrain}

That girl is pretty smart now;
The girl’s a SuperGeek!
The kind of girl you read about,
“most likely to succeed!”
That girl’s pretty geeky.
The girls a SuperGeek!
I really love to tease her,
Every time we meet,
Her bulb’s really bright, she’s all right,
That Geek’s all right with me!
She’s a SuperGeek, yeah!
She’s a SuperGeek (SUPERGEEK!)
She’s SuperGeeky, YOW...

SuperGeek, SuperGeeky!

She’s a very brainy girl,
The kind of girl you want to know,
From her wire-rimmed frames to her toes,
To her packed book tote..
And she’ll wait for me at the library,
with her highlighters and her white-out.
In her volvo and her jeans.

Three’s not a crowd to her, she says,
I’ll meet you at the bookstore.
When I get there she’s got coffee, and fresh pencils, too!
It’s such a geeky scene!

{refrain}

She’s a very brainy girl,
The kind you can take home to mother.
She’ll never let your grades go down,
She’ll meet you back in the stacks, YOW Girl!​

If you need me, I'll be pushing up daisies in Boot Hill after she sees this.

 

[Killishandra]

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

[Chorus:]
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

[Chorus]
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

[Chorus x2]
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

 

[sincerely_helene]

"Chimera"

-Tea Party

you say it's all about intention
a chimera in disguise
its about your life, the greed
the loneliness it needs now
just to say you've claimed the prize
of letting go...

you say you're all about your virtue
but it's a harlequin of shame
you look around confused by the sound
of intention gone aground now
because it's all about the fame

and now you're letting go
but it's a little late
there's little time to show

so tell me now...
would you do it all again...
could you do it all again...

you say it's all about
forgiveness now...
well you can grovel if you'd like
but turn around,
do you hear that sound
that's integrity gone aground now
in the name of sacrifice

 

[snowy ciara]

For Snowy. (I wonder why Rick James never recorded this version!)

Supergeek

​

If you need me, I'll be pushing up daisies in Boot Hill after she sees this.

If there's enough left to bury. Your days are numbered bratboy! heading into Photoshop with the Infamous Surfing Lesson pictures.

 

[AngelicAssassin]

If there's enough left to bury. Your days are numbered bratboy! heading into Photoshop with the Infamous Surfing Lesson pictures.

i think ... not.

"Rikki-tikki- had sprung, jumped on the snake's back, dropped his head far between his fore-legs, bitten as high up the back as he could get hold, and rolled away. That bite paralysed Karait, and Rikki-tikki was just going to eat'em up from the tail, after the custom of his family at dinner, when he remembered that a full meal makes a slow mongoose, and if wanted all his strength and quickness ready, he must keep himself thin." ~ Rudyard Kipling

 

[bronntanas]

ROFL

You and what army, Lil Bit? Black belts are fine and all that, but only if you can reach the vital organs.

AA seems to think I'm safe.

 

[snowy ciara]

So what made you decide you didn't want to live to see 21 anyway?

 

[graceanne]

So what made you decide you didn't want to live to see 21 anyway?

I'll pin him, while you squish him.

 

[Kajira Callista]

I'll pin him, while you squish him.

is there a bug in here or something *stands on chair*

 

[graceanne]

is there a bug in here or something *stands on chair*

Yeah, and it's Irish.

 

[Sir_Winston54]

Yeah, and it's Irish.

Irish can be good, especially if you're talking whiskey and redheads... bugs, though? No problem... just lay out some potato slices, then squish 'em when they come out to feed.

 

[D's mariposa]

Bronn's blond. A tall, long-haired, marathon running, rugby playing, Male sub with a perfectly lovely





















Nose!

 

[AngelicAssassin]

AA seems to think I'm safe.

Call it an educated gamble.

Graceanne has a weakness for

http://www.clear-lake-reflections.com/GodivaChocolateAssortments1.jpg

D's mariposa runs at the mention of fruit with cleavage,

And one word turns snowy into Jell-O ...

 

[D's mariposa]

AA! I'm behaving! Of course, it's probably because I've been too busy working and wedding planning and panicking about mixing my kinked social crowd with my my non-kinked family at the party, and meeting in-laws, and alternately praying for rain to cool off the temps and praying for no rain because the ceremony and the party are both taking place outside....

*deep cleansing breaths*

I can do this, D loves me, I'm not going to go Bridezilla on Townsville...

*scratching any food item with any cleavage off the menu for Saturday*

Thanks for reminding me of that AA. Too many people at the party know the fruit cleavage incident, and since the Conservative Christian Contingent has allready rsvp'd...

Now then, ladies and gent. There is actually a simple and easy way to bring bronn in line. Opening bid is 10 bucks in a Godiva, Dom Depot or Ace Hardware gift certificate. I'll check back in tonight to see how the auction is progressing.

 

[graceanne]

http://www.clear-lake-reflections.com/GodivaChocolateAssortments1.jpg

*drools*

 

[snowy ciara]

For Betticus and Xelebes and Chris and the rest of the Wrenchers...

Cars that go BOOM (L'Trimm)

So many kinds, where can we start?
we like them dumb and we like them smart.
I like the ones with the pretty eyes,
Well i like all kinds of guys.
Stop. What happened, how about the ones we especially like?
Which ones?
You know the ones with the cars that go..
I hear you..
Hit it!

{beat...............}
It was me and the possy with Bunny (D)
We were cruising in the Jag or the Lambourgini,
When low and behold there appeared a mirage,
He was hooking up a car in his daddy's garage.
We stopped short, did a double take,
He was looking so fly, I thought I wasn't awake.
He was obviously hooking up bass, I asume,
But then he turned a little button and the car went boom.

We like the cars, the cars that go boom,
We're Tigra and Bunny and we like the boom.
We like the cars, the cars that go boom.
We're Tigra and Bunny and we like the boom.

We like them short, and we like them tall,
We like them one, and we like them all.
They're always adding speakers when they find the room,
Cuz they know we like the guys with the cars that go boom.
And see my boyfriend really knows where it's at,
He's got 50 inch woofers all along the back.
He makes a comment on going to my room,
But I'd rather stay out with his car that goes boom.

We like the cars, the cars that go boom,
We're Tigra and Bunny and we like the boom.
We like the cars, the cars that go boom.
We're Tigra and Bunny and we like the boom.

Now if your car ain't got it, go out and get it,
We like the boom and don't you forget it.
So turn down the treble, and flaunt your bass,
So your car can be heard almost any place.
Cuz when you're in the street you can't go far,
Without hearing the boom pouring out your car.
So if your speaker's weak, then please turn it off,
Coz we like the cars that sound so tough.

We like the cars, the cars that go boom,
We're Tigra and Bunny and we like the boom.
We like the cars, the cars that go boom.
We're Tigra and Bunny and we like the boom.

Everybody just beep your horn
Everybody just beep your horn if you hear us,
Now clap!
Hit it!
Beep, beep beep beep beep!
Come on everybody!
Hey, hey hey hey hey!
Beep, beep beep beep beep!
{beat continues......}
​

 

[Killishandra]

Lmao!

 

[AngelicAssassin]

Pink ~ Oh my God

Put me on the table
Make me say your name
If I can't remember
Then give me all your pain
I can sit and listen
Or I can make you scream
Kiss it and make it better
Just put your trust in me

Oh my God, go a little slower
Oh my God, what was that again
La da da, let me feel you baby
Let me in, 'cause I understand
Let me feel you baby
'Cause I understand

I understand all
Now climb my sugar walls
Problem solved it's dissolved
with the solvent known as spit
Lickity lick not so quick it's a
Slick ride make my mink slide
'Cause were all pink inside

This can be really easy
It doesn't have to be hard
Here baby let me show you
I'll have ya, climbing up the walls
You got all the problems
I think that I can solve
Why don't you come in here baby
Why don't we sit and talk

You like the top and the bottom
You make 'em drop and then caught 'em
And when you rock then you've got 'em
Oh my God 'em oh my God 'em​

 

[Bandit58]

I bought this CD off eBay because the blurb said it was a band similar to Rammstein (who I've loved ever since I first heard them in the mid 90s). The band is an Austrian band called Stahlhammer, the album is called Feind Hort Mit. I was looking up the English translation of the lyrics and this one kind of slapped me over the head. German lyrics first then in English:

Schlag Mich (Beat Me)

Bitte, bitte, bitte schlag mich
Bitte, bitte, bitte schlag mich doch
Bitte, bitte, bitte schlag mich
Bitte, bitte, bitte schlag mich doch

Mit der peitsche, mit der riemen
komm und schlag mir tiefe strienen
Mit der peitsche, mit der riemen
Bitte, bitte, bitte schlag mich doch

Stich in die wunden meiner seele
Scließ die augen und genieß es doch
Tief in die wunde meiner seele
Scließ die augen und genieß es doch

Schlag auf schlag
Tief in meine wunden
Schlag mich, schlag mich
Schlag mich, denn es solllte liebe sein

Mit der geißel, mit dem leder
Mit der rute, mit dem eichenstock
Mit der geißel, mit dem leder
Bitte, bitte, bitte schlag mich doch

Mit der peitsche, mit der riemen
komm und schlag mir tiefe strienen
Mit der peitsche, mit der riemen
Bitte, bitte, bitte schlag mich doch

Please, please, please beat me
Please, please, please, just beat me
Please, please, please beat me
Please, please, please, just beat me

With the whip, with the belt
Come and beat deep welts on me
With the whip, with the belt
Please, please, please beat me yet

Stab into the wounds of my soul
Close the eyes and just enjoy it
Deep into the wounds of my soul
Close the eyes and just enjoy it

Beat for beat
Deep into my wounds
Beat me, beat me
Beat me, because it had to be love

With the scourge, with the leather
with the rod, with the oak wood stick
With the scourge, with the leather
Please, please, please beat me yet

With the whip, with the belt
Come and beat deep welts on me
With the whip, with the belt
Please, please, please, just beat me

 

[Marquis]

I Try - Talib Kweli

[Talib Kweli]
Yeah, yeah
New Talib Kweli
Yeah, you know what it is
Come on, come on, yeah
Hey yo *repeats*

[Hook: Mary J. Blige]
I try, I try (that's all we can do)
I try, you know I try
I try, I try (yeah)
I try, you know I try

[Verse 1: Talib Kweli]
K. West! Kweli!
Got searched on the plane, Arabic first name
Disturbed by the fame just like Kurt Cobain
Breath of life, kiss of death, my lips pursed the same
You flirt 'til she came
Nothin' hurt like the pain and torture
Daughters of the dust lookin' for a vein
Something to take in vain like the Lord's name
Put your hands together, got 'em all sayin'

[Hook: Mary J. Blige]
I try, I try
I try, you know I try
I try, I try
I try, you know I try

[Verse 2: Talib Kweli]
Yo, it's all ghetto in gear higher, the floor settle
More metal for beef that we don't let the law settle
I try to navigate the treacherous waters of
America's ghettos that set up the slaughteres
But there's more of us
Although we speak in different languages
We all pretty familiar with what anger is
Young and dangerous, ???
Get up on some gangsta shit
Guns to bang ya wit'
And we put it on records to entertain ya wit'
I'm grown with pains way deeper than my receivers
Our uniforms is white sneakers and white T-shirts
On top of wife beaters
We like to light reefers
The 'hood need us for rappers, just ain't the right leaders
I put a lot into it
This is my product and I gotta move it
Stop the industry but you can't stop the music

[Interlude: Mary J. Blige]
An upside down kingdom where life is just not fair (upside down kingdom)
Some many sufferin' cuz deep inside they're scared (so scared)
Fear pumped into their veins to keep them from their destiny
Where would they be if you and I don't care?

[Hook: Mary J. Blige]
I try, I try, you know I try
I try, I try, I try, you know I try

[Verse 3: Talib Kweli]
Yo, the things I'm seein' on the news is insane
A stock broker shoot his kid and throw himself in front of a train
A mother leave her baby home for two weeks all by himself
Three years old, eatin' ketchup and mustard, cryin for help
Tryin' to bring your struggle to life
The label want a song about a bubbly life
I have trouble tryin' to write some shit
To BANG in the club through the night
When people suffer tonight
Lord knows I try

[Hook: Mary J. Blige]
I try, I try, I try, you know I try
I try, I try, I try, you know I try

[Interlude: Talib Kweli]
Life is a beautiful struggle
People search through the rubble for a suitable hustle
Some people usin' the noodle, some people usin' the muscle
Some people put it all together, make it fit like a puzzle
Come on, say it now
Life is a beautiful struggle
People search through the rubble for a suitable hustle
Some people usin' the noodle, some people usin' the muscle
Some people put it all together, yeah

[Outro: Mary J. Blige]
I try, I try, you know I try
I try, oh Lord I try
Everyday I

{*Mary J. Bliges harmonizes with the beat*}

Upside down kingdom
Oh, they're so scared
Everyday on the news we can't look around with
something somewhere
I try, I try, you know I try
I try, I try, I try, you know I try
Lord knows, Lord knows we try
Yeah