BDSM Radio dedication hour

[catalina_francisco]

And another which I love Bassey singing (sheesh, showing my age!!)...

If You Go Away

If you go away on this summer's day,
Then you might as well take the sun away
All the birds that flew in the summer sky
When our love was new and our hearts were high
When the day was young and the nights were long
And the moon stood still for the night bird's song
If you go away, if you go away, if you go away.

But if you stay, I'll make you a day
Like no day has been, or will be again
We'll sail on the sun, we'll ride on the rain
And talk to the trees and worship the wind
But if you go, I'll understand
Leave me just enough love to fill up my hand
If you go away, if you go away, if you go away.

If you go, as I know you will
You must tell the world to stop turning
Till you return again, if you ever do,
For what good is love without loving you?
Can I tell you now, as you turn to go
I'll be dying slowly till the next hello
If you go away, if you go away, if you go away.

But if you stay, I'll make you a night
Like no night has been, or will be again
I'll sail on your smile, I'll ride on your touch
I'll talk to your eyes that I love so much
But if you go, I won't cry
Though the good is gone from the word goodbye
If you go away, if you go away, if you go away.

If you go away, as I know you must
There is nothing left in this world to trust
Just an empty room, full of empty space
Like the empty look I see on your face
I'd have been the shadow of your shadow
If you might have kept me by your side
If you go away, if you go away, if you go away.

Catalina

 

[Bandit58]

(I Love It When You) Call Me Names - Joan Armatrading

I just wanna see you at night
Don't come round my house in the day
I love it when we start up a fight
And I love it when the fight ends your way

I love it when you call me names

I can't wait to see you again
I know you're gonna slap my face
you beat me up then beat me again
and over and over and over and over
And over and over

I love it when you call me names

Big woman
And a short short man
And he loves it
When she beats his brains out
He's pecked to death
But he loves the pain
And he loves it
When she calls him names

She's wearing heavy leather with lace
He dresses up in cowboy taste
They punish then they think up a crime
It's their way of loving not mine

I love it when you call me names

 

[Kajira Callista]

Cowboy Take Me Away - Dixie Chicks

I said I wanna touch the earth
I wanna break it in my hands
I wanna grow something wild and unruly

I wanna sleep on the hard ground
In the comfort of your arms
On a pillow of bluebonnets
In a blanket made of stars

Oh it sounds good to me I said

Cowboy take me away
Fly this girl as high as you can
Into the wild blue
Set me free oh I pray
Closer to heaven above and
Closer to you closer to you

I wanna walk and not run
I wanna skip and not fall
I wanna look at the horizon
And not see a building standing tall

I wanna be the only one
For miles and miles
Except for maybe you
And your simple smile

Oh it sounds good to me
Yes it sounds so good to me

Cowboy take me away
Fly this girl as high as you can
Into the wild blue
Set me free oh I pray
Closer to heaven above and
Closer to you closer to you

I said I wanna touch the earth
I wanna break it in my hands
I wanna grow something wild and unruly
Oh it sounds so good to me

Cowboy take me away
Fly this girl as high as you can
Into the wild blue
Set me free oh I pray
Closer to heaven above and
Closer to you closer to you
Closer to you
Cowboy take me away.
Closer to you

 

[Salvor-Hardon]

So Cruel... U2

We crossed the line
Who pushed who over?
It doesn't matter to you
It matters to me

We're cut adrift
We're still floating
I'm only hanging on
To watch you go down
My love

I disappeared in you
You disappeared from me
I gave you everything you ever wanted
It wasn't what you wanted

The men who love you, you hate the most
They pass through you like a ghost
They look for you, but your spirit is in the air
Baby, you're nowhere

Oh...love...
You say in love there are no rules
Oh...love...
Sweetheart,
You're so cruel

Desparation is a tender trap
It gets you every time
You put your lips to her lips
To stop the lie

Her skin is pale like God's only dove
Screams like an angel for your love
Then she makes you watch her from above
And you need her like a drug

Oh...love...
You say in love there are no rules
Oh...love...
Sweetheart,
You're so cruel

She wears my love like a see-through dress
Her lips say one thing
Her movements something else
Oh love, like a screaming flower
Love...dying every hour...love

You don't know if it's fear or desire
Danger the drug that takes you higher
Head in heaven, fingers in the mire

Her heart is racing, you can't keep up
The night is bleeding like a cut
Between the horses of love and lust
We are trampled underfoot

Oh...love... You say in love there are no rules
Oh...love...
Sweetheart,
You're so cruel

Oh...love...
To stay with you I'd be a fool
Sweetheart
You're so cruel

 

[AngelicAssassin]

Thanks to campy Starsky and Hutch

Bill Withers - Use Me

My friends feel it's their appointed duty
They keep trying to tell me all you want to do is use me
But my answer yeah to all that use me stuff
Is I wanna spread the news that if it feels this good getting used
Oh you just keep on using me until you use me up
Until you use me up

My brother sit me right down and he talked to me
He told me that I ought not to let you just walk on me
And I'm sure he meant well yeah but when our talk was through
I said brother if you only knew you'd wish that you were in my shoes
You just keep on using me until you use me up
Until you use me up

Oh sometimes yeah it's true you really do abuse me
You get in a crowd of high class people and then you act real rude to me
But oh baby baby baby baby when you love me I can't get enough
I and I wanna spread the news that if it feels this good getting used
Oh you just keep on using me until you use me up
Until you use me up

Talking about you using me but it all depends on what you do
It ain't too bad the way you're using me
Cause I sure am using you to do the things you do
Ah ha to do the things you do

 

[A Desert Rose]

dedicated to MEEEEEEEE

My daughter and I saw Madonna a couple weeks back in concert and this has always been my favorite song because it's all about ME!!! LOL

Material Girl

Some boys kiss me, some boys hug me
I think theyre o.k.
If they dont give me proper credit
I just walk away

They can beg and they can plead
But they cant see the light, thats right
cause the boy with the cold hard cash
Is always mister right, cause we are

Living in a material world
And I am a material girl
You know that we are living in a material world
And I am a material girl

Some boys romance, some boys slow dance
Thats all right with me
If they cant raise my interest then I
Have to let them be

Some boys try and some boys lie but
I dont let them play
Only boys who save their pennies
Make my rainy day, cause they are

Living in a material world
And I am a material girl
You know that we are living in a material world
And I am a material girl

Boys may come and boys may go
And thats all right you see
Experience has made me rich
And now theyre after me, cause everybodys

A material, a material, a material, a material world

Living in a material world [material]
Living in a material world
(repeat and fade)

 

[A Desert Rose]

dedicated to CMG - holder of my heart

Keeping secrets will take it's toll on you, physically as well as emotionally. But I love you still.

Another Madonna tune...

Live to tell

I have a tale to tell
Sometimes it gets so hard to hide it well
I was not ready for the fall
Too blind to see the writing on the wall

A man can tell a thousand lies
I've learned my lesson well
Hope I live to tell
The secret I have learned, 'till then
It will burn inside of me

I know where beauty lives
I've seen it once, I know the warm she gives
The light that you could never see
It shines inside, you can't take that from me

A man can tell a thousand lies
I've learned my lesson well
Hope I live to tell
The secret I have learned, 'till then
It will burn inside of me

The truth is never far behind
You kept it hidden well
If I live to tell
The secret I knew then
Will I ever have the chance again

If I ran away, I'd never have the strength
To go very far
How would they hear the beating of my heart
Will it grow cold
The secret that I hide, will I grow old
How will they hear

 

[A Desert Rose]

This was my first game name (reasontobelieve)... when I started playing backgammon online. I love Rod and I love this song. I had the great fun, with my kids, of hearing him sing this in concert this year.

ahhhhhhhhh ... i love this one and hope someone else does too...

Reason to Believe

If I listened long enough to you
I'd find a way to believe that it's all true
Knowing that you lied straight-faced while I cried
Still I look to find a reason to believe

Someone like you makes it hard to live without
somebody else
Someone like you makes it easy to give
never think about myself

If I gave you time to change my mind
I'd find a way just to leave the past behind
Knowing that you lied straight-faced while I cried
Still I look to find a reason to believe

If I listened long enough to you
I'd find a way to believe that it's all true
Knowing that you lied straight-faced while I cried
Still I look to find a reason to believe

Someone like you makes it hard to live without
somebody else
Someone like you makes it easy to give
never think about myself

 

[shy slave]

Thanks ADR

I think Rod has one of the sexiest voices on the planet. I could listen to him, Meat Loaf or Van Morrison all day long (and often do ).
Sadly, imo, Rod does not have the body to match his voice.

 

[pierced_boy]

Arh Sweet Desert Rose such a song

of pain and and lies but still sweet

Here is one I like from a different view point.

Artist: Waifs, The
Song Title: The Haircut
Album Lyrics:
[B u y " " CD]

This is more than a haircut I'm wearing on my head
I thought I'd dye it red but got it cut instead
And maybe I could send you my long blond locks
Cause you were always after something baby
something I’m not

See I’m darker underneath, I'm darker by far
I’m dark as hell – you know who you are

My eyes, I always, I wished they where green
My skin is so damn brown but the sun, it don’t see
And fingernails I could’ve stuck them on
The hair on my lip I should’ve waxed it off

Yeah I know my lips could do with a little more pout
The mole on my chin I can do with out
And my cheekbones, they never sat real high
I’ll get some bone put in, they can take it from
My thighs

I’m darker underneath, I'm darker by far
I’m as dark as hell - you know who you are

So now when I make love I make love to myself
I got no disease so it's good for my health
I got my hands in my pants – down my calvin kleins
I don’t need you no more baby, I can come every time

I’m darker underneath, I'm darker by far
I’m as dark as hell – you know who you are

Don’t you ever show your face here again
To me or any of my friends
'Cause I’m glad I found out what you're all about
When I finally fell down off my cloud

Cause baby when you ran away
You broke my heart
You kept my Kerouac books and that old guitar
And I am darker underneath, I’m darker by far
I’m as dark as all hell, you know what you are
I don't need to tell you, you know what you are
I don't need to tell you, you know what you are
I don't need to tell you - I don't need to tell you, no
You know what you are

This is more than a haircut I'm wearing on my head
I thought I'd dye it red but got it cut instead.


H

 

[catalina_francisco]

I am sure this one will appeal to more than a few....lol, even apart from the cover shot, this album might be even more D/s etc., flavoured than some of her previous albums which also seem to be heavily influenced...guess it is no secret what she meant when she said Jermaine had shown her things sexually she never dreamed of before and totally blew her away and wanting more ....

Discipline - Janet Jackson

I misbehaved,done some things I know I shouldn't do.
I Touched myself,Even though you told me not to.
You commanded me to wait for You.

I tried, But I can smell you on my sheets
Taste you on my skin so Vividly
Daddy.. I Disobeyed you
Now I want you to come punish me

(Babe)
I need some discipline tonight
Don't hold back
I've been very bad
Make me cry
(oooo ooo ooo)
Daddy Make me Cry
(ooo ooo ooo)
(Babe)
I need some discipline tonight
Don't hold back
I've been very bad
Make me cry
(ooo ooo ooo)
Oh Make me cry
(ooo ooo ooo)

I misbehaved
And my punishment should fit my crime
Daddy do something, Take off all my clothes
Daddy I want you to take your time
(ooooo) Scared
My heart is beating fast
Shiver as He grabs my neck
(mmmmmm)
Daddy, Blind fold me Daddy
It's better when I don't know what to Expect
(Hey)
I need some discipline tonight
Baby Don't hold back
I've been very bad
Ooo Daddy Make me cry
(oo oooo ooo)
Daddy Make me Cry

(ooo ooo ooo)
(Babe)
I need some discipline tonight
Baby Don't hold back
I've been very bad
Daddy Make me cry
(ooo ooo ooo)
Daddy Make me cry
(ooo ooo ooo)

Ohh Ohh Ohh

Did I Upset you daddy?
Take out Your frustrations on me
Oo ooo ohh
Did I make you mad??
Take out Your frustrations on me

You be the teacher I'll be the student
Tell me to do it and I will do it
You be the teacher I'll be the student
Tell me to do it and I will do it

I need some discipline tonight
Don't hold back
I've been very bad
Make me cry
Daddy Make me Cry
(ooo ooo ooo)
Daddy Make me Cry
(ooo ooo ooo)
(Babe)
I need some discipline tonight
Baby Don't hold back
I've been very bad
(ooo ooo ooo)
Daddy Make me cry
(ooo ooo ooo)
Daddy Make me cry
(Babe)
Take out your frustrations on me.. (X3)



Catalina

 

[Kajira Callista]

Unwritten

So I took one of those facebook quizes and it told me that my lifes theme song was this :

"Unwritten"

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, oh, oh

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten




So I posted it to my page and just commented "i dunno?"
People who I havent spoken too in years (since like grade school ) replied say how absolutely me that song was. Then my sister said she could just now notice "that" me coming out again and was glad to see me again.
If I were to pick a song that defined me it would be something dark and depressing lol.
So what I really need to figure out is how do I find the me they see?

 

[Kajira Callista]

miss this one