Being watched while used like a slut

Hi!


I’m Robert’s wife Jan. We share this userID, anything you write to me here or DM, he sees and vice versa. This is on purpose. He likes to watch me, and I like "performing" for him. We have regular threeomes with our best friend. Usually Robert just watches the two of us, but I am way into CNC and gngbangs-tied up, blindfolded and used roughly b a room full of men. Of course this is a fantasy, not something I want to relly happen.


Both my guys are gentle, considerate lovers, but sometimes I can get them to gang me together. They are both more "into it" now that hey see how turned on I can get. We are always safe and sane. We have a safe word and any violence is ritualistic. I’vo only had to “safe out" one time. It was a bathroom emergency, not the play.


I can Jill off for a week on one good session.
My wife's lover is flying in tonight to spend the weekend with us. He's my best friend. He slept with her before we were married, We worked it out. I said to myself, “why the hell not?" and married her anyway. He was our best man.

We'll meet him at the airport. I always look forward to watching them greet each other. It's not just the sex. They sincerely love each other. They’ll sit in the back seat on the way home.

I'll do my best to keep my mind on my driving, my hands on the wheel, and my snoopy eyes on the road ahead. I’ll have the XM on his favourite playlist and the volume turned low enough so I can hear them kissing and the soft sounds she makes when she gets really aroused. Hopefully I won't cream my pants.

I took off work this morning to stop by the liquor store and then to get our “playroom” ready. We don't do “real" BDSM but my wife totally gets off on light bondage so I have to check the cuffs and restraints and toys.
 
I have this crazy kink of being watched when someone or a group of men fuck me like a cheap slut. I guess this became one of my kinks after watching porn or really to say the BTS of porn, where I realised the girls were getting fucked in front of a camera which is being held by one or many (if there are multiple cameras) and there is a crew working behind the camera which also gets to watch the girl getting fucked hard, cumming, orgasming and asking them to stop when she can take no more. Even in some scenes I've noticed where the girls ask for help, but they keep fucking her saying she just has to hold on for a little while longer (I guess it was a gangbang scene where the girl asks for water which seemed like she needed a break, and the black guys kept fucking her hard saying another guy will go and get her water).

When I process these scenes with my imagination I end up getting the desire to be watched as I am being used restless and pounded hard by a group of people when others watch and enjoy it or support the guys to go harder or show me what they can do to me.

I am a person who doesn't support violence against woman or even man. I don't want others to get hurt. But looking at these scenes from porn, is it bad for me to have a desire to get used roughly in front of a crowd. Is this normal for any woman to have this desire, or should I be worried about my mental health.

I do share my kinky desires to my friends and few have said they have the same desire, but I've never had the courage to say that I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me.

Can someone share your opinion on this and say if these desires are normal for anyone to have. Or should it think of it in another way that it happens only in porn, and there is no way any normal girl will go through this in real life.
I think a lot of women in particular have fantasies of things that they really wouldn't want be done in real life.
 
I had a girlfriend for several years who decided she wanted to try out her fantasies for real. No BDSM or water sports, but pretty much everything else. She tried FMF, MFM, MFMM, swinging, and orgies. The most exciting time for me was seeing her have sex with two men while a crowd of people watched.
 
I had a girlfriend for several years who decided she wanted to try out her fantasies for real. No BDSM or water sports, but pretty much everything else. She tried FMF, MFM, MFMM, swinging, and orgies. The most exciting time for me was seeing her have sex with two men while a crowd of people watched.
What happened to her/you?
 
She was a good Jewish girl from Brooklyn. She broke up with me to marry a nice Jewish man, and raised a family. I doubt he knew anything about her sexual adventures. We would have married except her family would not accept her marrying a non-Jew.
 
She was a good Jewish girl from Brooklyn. She broke up with me to marry a nice Jewish man, and raised a family. I doubt he knew anything about her sexual adventures. We would have married except her family would not accept her marrying a non-Jew.
Do you think she ever ventured into “wild sex” again? Or did those adventures satisfy her?
 
As a nice Jewish boy my impression is that Jewish girls are open to a lot of partners, but don't talk about it or treat it seriously
Boy o boy, so I have apparently missed out on an entire “sub genre” of wild women/girls!!

I don’t believe I’ve ever played w a Jewish girl!?
 
Boy o boy, so I have apparently missed out on an entire “sub genre” of wild women/girls!!

I don’t believe I’ve ever played w a Jewish girl!?
I grew up Jewish and all my first girlfriends/lovers were Jewish. It would be interesting to hear if others have had the same experience
 
I have this crazy kink of being watched when someone or a group of men fuck me like a cheap slut. I guess this became one of my kinks after watching porn or really to say the BTS of porn, where I realised the girls were getting fucked in front of a camera which is being held by one or many (if there are multiple cameras) and there is a crew working behind the camera which also gets to watch the girl getting fucked hard, cumming, orgasming and asking them to stop when she can take no more. Even in some scenes I've noticed where the girls ask for help, but they keep fucking her saying she just has to hold on for a little while longer (I guess it was a gangbang scene where the girl asks for water which seemed like she needed a break, and the black guys kept fucking her hard saying another guy will go and get her water).

When I process these scenes with my imagination I end up getting the desire to be watched as I am being used restless and pounded hard by a group of people when others watch and enjoy it or support the guys to go harder or show me what they can do to me.

I am a person who doesn't support violence against woman or even man. I don't want others to get hurt. But looking at these scenes from porn, is it bad for me to have a desire to get used roughly in front of a crowd. Is this normal for any woman to have this desire, or should I be worried about my mental health.

I do share my kinky desires to my friends and few have said they have the same desire, but I've never had the courage to say that I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me.

Can someone share your opinion on this and say if these desires are normal for anyone to have. Or should it think of it in another way that it happens only in porn, and there is no way any normal girl will go through this in real life.
I've never had the courage to say that I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me.

It's perfectly simple, sexysluttyyyy - you work yourself up to it. Every day when you wake up, you say to yourself, I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me. Before you sit down to lunch, you say to yourself, I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me. Before you sit down to dinner, you say to yourself, I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me. Before you fall asleep, you say to yourself, I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me.

After a few days of that, you write down I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me, copied twenty or thirty times and printed out on paper. You cut all those I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of mes out and start leaving them in newspapers at the library, in people's mailboxes, surreptitiously on your boss's desk, on the washhand basin in the ladies' toilets etc.

Little by little you train yourself to pluck up that go-slut-go courage, and you will probably be surprised how soon you will be accosting a group of strangers in a bar you've never been in before, sidling up and whispering I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me in someone's ear.

Perhaps you'd care to tell us all how you got on, if you follow my advice. I am a trained psychiatrist and sex therapist, by the way, with qualifications that are as extensive and comprehensive as they are suspicious and fictitious. The doctor is in.
 
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The doctor is in, then he's out:
And, in again, member so stout:
His movement is brisk,
And I cannot resist
Surrendering all to your clout

*moustique*
You must not kick or squirm or fight,
While Doctor tries with all his might
To probe for problems deep,
Or spots that leak or seep
Where he couldn't see with just his light!
 
You must not kick or squirm or fight,
While Doctor tries with all his might
To probe for problems deep,
Or spots that leak or seep
Where he couldn't see with just his light!
Some doctors are rather too keen
For me to undress behind screens
They like to dispense
With such excess expense
And such touches may well make me scream

*moustique*
 
The doctor is in, then he's out:
And, in again, member so stout:
His movement is brisk,
And I cannot resist
Surrendering all to your clout

*moustique*
Needs a bit of polishing on the metrics, but still, jolly good show, honey bunch. There's a poetry section, you know. Maybe you're already there, who knows.
 
Needs a bit of polishing on the metrics, but still, jolly good show, honey bunch. There's a poetry section, you know. Maybe you're already there, who knows.
I am well aware - you will find
there are many verses I wrote
in that section, but here I remind
myself of the patronised kind
thoughts I encounter - in fact
watch as these words so dilute
mindless filth on some ugly pages:
verse can encourage astute
takes on erotica - lit
is open house - let the brute
enjoy verses in his way, I care;
And you'll find I am very aware.

ps: you evidently know f' all about metrics.
If you be bothered you will find my work in poetry -
on second thoughts - please don't bother

smiles sweetly.

toot toot

*moustique*
 
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Saperlipopette! That's more than a little harsh, Melissa. The word brute, for instance, and that's just to start with. Plus, I hope the mindless filth you refer to is not mine. My filth is definitely more mindful and thoughtful.

And it's still wildly out of sync.
 
Boy o boy, so I have apparently missed out on an entire “sub genre” of wild women/girls!!

I don’t believe I’ve ever played w a Jewish girl!?
There was a period in my life where just about any woman I hooked up with turned out to be Jewish. I wasn't seeking them out, the women just turned out to be Jewish. I even did a FMF threeway with two Jewish girls.
 
There was a period in my life where just about any woman I hooked up with turned out to be Jewish. I wasn't seeking them out, the women just turned out to be Jewish. I even did a FMF threeway with two Jewish girls.
Some of that “luck” might be location. Growing up in Indiana, and living my entire adult, professional life in Tennessee, I simply haven’t been exposed to as many Jewish women
 
Some of that “luck” might be location. Growing up in Indiana, and living my entire adult, professional life in Tennessee, I simply haven’t been exposed to as many Jewish women
You're right about that. I lived in the DC area.
 
I've never had the courage to say that I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me.

It's perfectly simple, sexysluttyyyy - you work yourself up to it. Every day when you wake up, you say to yourself, I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me. Before you sit down to lunch, you say to yourself, I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me. Before you sit down to dinner, you say to yourself, I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me. Before you fall asleep, you say to yourself, I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me.

After a few days of that, you write down I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me, copied twenty or thirty times and printed out on paper. You cut all those I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of mes out and start leaving them in newspapers at the library, in people's mailboxes, surreptitiously on your boss's desk, on the washhand basin in the ladies' toilets etc.

Little by little you train yourself to pluck up that go-slut-go courage, and you will probably be surprised how soon you will be accosting a group of strangers in a bar you've never been in before, sidling up and whispering I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me in someone's ear.

Perhaps you'd care to tell us all how you got on, if you follow my advice. I am a trained psychiatrist and sex therapist, by the way, with qualifications that are as extensive and comprehensive as they are suspicious and fictitious. The doctor is in.
Hmmmm. A trained psychologist and we'd therapist lol say????
 
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