Being watched while used like a slut

[ClockworkFox]

No, I am a fake trained psychiatrist, not a fake trained psychologist, Jamminfun81. It's a totally different kettle of fish. I get to write out non-existent prescriptions for no kind of drugs whatsoever to treat my imaginary patients' imaginary disorders in my imaginary sideline, whereas a fake trained psychologist merely asks imaginary questions and, on receiving an imaginary answer, asks "And how does that make you feel?" again and again until the imaginary hour's up.

 

[melimelissa]

No, I am a fake trained psychiatrist, not a fake trained psychologist, Jamminfun81. It's a totally different kettle of fish. I get to write out non-existent prescriptions for no kind of drugs whatsoever to treat my imaginary patients' imaginary disorders in my imaginary sideline, whereas a fake trained psychologist merely asks imaginary questions and, on receiving an imaginary answer, asks "And how does that make you feel?" again and again until the imaginary hour's up.

If an hour's up is a patient down?
If asked to feel can she go to town?
Does she get a bus to imagine a train,
Killing her softly with a monotone aim
Of sidelining reality - it suits her grain
And grain is a seed he'd fill her with:
Disordered spread: it's all she can give
When it is so present - His to demand
A gift who's trained to fulfil each wish,
& the bliss of a miss is a kettle of fish;
He boils desire to ensure he'll corrupt
A patient who's down as an hour's up

*moustique*

 

[LeinadVirgo]

I feel under qualified. I'm basically a smooth brain. Horny = true. No thoughts

 

[ClockworkFox]

If an hour's up is a patient down?
If asked to feel can she go to town?
Does she get a bus to imagine a train,
Killing her softly with a monotone aim
Of sidelining reality - it suits her grain
And grain is a seed he'd fill her with:
Disordered spread: it's all she can give
When it is so present - His to demand
A gift who's trained to fulfil each wish,
& the bliss of a miss is a kettle of fish;
He boils desire to ensure he'll corrupt
A patient who's down as an hour's up

*moustique*

Very good!

 

[skadibound4u]

I have always had the desire to be watched while having sex even in college. My first experience was in college when my then boyfriend was fucking me in his car and i realised there were several of his friends who had sneaked up on us. Since then i have just carried on. If some one or several are watching me while i get fucked by a single man or group of men I am not worried. If the watchers are lucky they might get some of the action as well.

 

[redcaddydaddy_1]

I have this crazy kink of being watched when someone or a group of men fuck me like a cheap slut. I guess this became one of my kinks after watching porn or really to say the BTS of porn, where I realised the girls were getting fucked in front of a camera which is being held by one or many (if there are multiple cameras) and there is a crew working behind the camera which also gets to watch the girl getting fucked hard, cumming, orgasming and asking them to stop when she can take no more. Even in some scenes I've noticed where the girls ask for help, but they keep fucking her saying she just has to hold on for a little while longer (I guess it was a gangbang scene where the girl asks for water which seemed like she needed a break, and the black guys kept fucking her hard saying another guy will go and get her water).

When I process these scenes with my imagination I end up getting the desire to be watched as I am being used restless and pounded hard by a group of people when others watch and enjoy it or support the guys to go harder or show me what they can do to me.

I am a person who doesn't support violence against woman or even man. I don't want others to get hurt. But looking at these scenes from porn, is it bad for me to have a desire to get used roughly in front of a crowd. Is this normal for any woman to have this desire, or should I be worried about my mental health.

I do share my kinky desires to my friends and few have said they have the same desire, but I've never had the courage to say that I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me.

Can someone share your opinion on this and say if these desires are normal for anyone to have. Or should it think of it in another way that it happens only in porn, and there is no way any normal girl will go through this in real life.

Be assured- everyone who is on this site has some kind of kink/perversion/fantasy that they want to share or live out. You have a right to be as wild & perverse as you want; having those deliciously wicked ideas just add spice to who you are! Don't burden yourself with guilt, & just know that ' normal' doesn't actually exist! Also- find "I'm taking the plunge- 5 black man gangbang!" It's on this catagory, & the author's story will open up new fantasy vistas- HAF STORY!!