Blood Ties (closed)

[jc199123]

'Maybe because I care about you and I don't want to see you hurt in any way!... Did you ever stop to think that someone could actually like you and want to get to know you or is it that your going to let your fear control you... I'm sorry for trying to care for someone other than myself I guess I should have been like the other humans in your eyes and care for only myself and that is it!" Alexander said With anger and frustration in his voice. He really did want to get to know her but now that she is threatening him with violence is it worth even trying anymore. He knew if he didn't leave now he would end up saying something that will get him hurt or even worse killed.

Without saying a word he turns around and walks to the door. He hated that her one chance to transcend her humanity and become something more and she still lets her fear control her like a human. He needed to go home and cool off and think about things put everything he just saw and learned into prospective before he made any rash decisions.

 

[MzSeductress]

"Alexander...wait!"she said moving and grabbing his hand so he couldn't leave. She frowned slightly and looked at him relaxing. She was taking things all wrong with Alex. She was hurting his feelings for her own protection and fear of loss .

It was not easy being alone for years at a time then make friends with people trust and love them like family and then watch them grow and die. That's why she was scared to know Alex.

"I'm sorry Alex.."she said looking away as tears began flowing. She hadn't cried in 50 years and even shocked herself as she did and admitted her fears to him." Your right.. I am scared.. I'm terrified actually... You know why?.. Because of Death. I guard myself... I guard myself because I don't want to see anybody else die who I care about. It's very selfish yes but it's a defense."she chuckled through her tears.

"If you cared about me you should have told me if you wanted to know me Alexander and snooping through my files just upset me more.." She took his hand and walked him to her large living room and let him sit with her.

"I'll tell you everything I if you'll listen Alex...ask me anything "

 

[jc199123]

Alexander looks at her when they sit on the couch and says to her “ Trust me it was better I snooped than someone else done it because they wouldn’t have took the time to investigate it themselves… and since people used dead people for voting fraud having a dead mother and father from 200 years ago looks a little strange to say the least.” whipping the tears from her face. “Who knows if I like you well enough maybe I’ll let you turn me so you won’t lose me.” he said to her pulling her chin up so she could see his face and see the smile on it.

“I really don’t know where to begin… how about you just start explaining and I’ll start to ask questions.” he was glad that she was letting him in her life now and was glad to be getting the truth so that she wouldn’t be investigated by the school and they wouldn’t get kicked out of the collage. He really didn’t know where to start with his questions because he had never encountered a woman like this a vampire and he really didn’t think that the whole vampire thing has even set in yet.

 

[MzSeductress]

Allison smiled at him as he offered to be turned into what she was. If she does turn him it would be hard for him.He would have to leave his family to live a hidden life with her and she wanted to be sure he could handle that,

She looked at him as he wiped some of her tears and said "My turning was not a pleasant one Alexander...I was changed in France in the 1500's by a serial killer who took advantage of me. While I was fighting him he bit me and actually tried killing me but I managed to knock him out and escape from him near death.I found out what was happening with me a few days later... I would appear places just thinking about it in the blink of an eye... my breath was different...I felt like I had died for about a week... normal food was impossible to eat everything had made me ill. I was starving not knowing what to do until I heard a heartbeat one day. I feel bad about this to this day but my first feed was a kill. I didn't know how to control it yet. I fed on a poor suffering family who were near death and frail because they couldn't afford much food or supply so one night when they were without heat and shivering I returned to where i heard the pulsing andnfed on everyone. I was upset about it for a while but thats when I realized that I needed blood to survive. My parents and siblings had died of plauge and soon many I knew started to die as well so I left France for the England for 300 years and then America and have been here since. Thats how I know so much history Alexander because I have experienced it and witnessed it happen. Some of it harsh some of it inspiring but ive seen alot in my 598 years of living."

 

[jc199123]

The only Alexander could do was just sit there and listen. He couldn't believe that Allison was changed into a vampire against her will. He reached over and gave her a friendly hug and said "I'm sorry you had to go through that." When he released her he have her arm a rub hoping he wasn't going too far.

"What if you changed with someone who you liked or even loved do you think it would have been as bad? "he asked really wanting to know what she thought about it.

 

[MzSeductress]

Allison smiled as he tried comforting her and shook her head at his question "Honestly Alex I don't think it would have been. I went through the process all alone and scared but if I did decide to Change someone I loved I would take care of them through the process and from some vamps I met in England if you feed who you change your blood for a while it can fasten the change.

She was glad Alexander hadn't ran off or called a psychiatrist for her because he thought she was a lunatic or crazy. Some reactions she got over the years were far worse than this some people even thought she was possessed.

 

[jc199123]

Alexander looked at Allison and said to her "If I change I hope it is with you helping me through it." He sat there for a moment and relized what he had just said and started to blush with . He couldn't believe what he ha just said and hoped that she wouldn't think he was weird in any way. He didn't know what it was but he felt like she was the woman for him he sure enough felt comfortable with her.


"You have any questions for me Allison?" he asks trying to give her a chance to get to know him a little better.

 

[MzSeductress]

Allison smiled at him as he mentioned being turned and hoping that she helped him through it. She saw him blush and couldn't help but laugh because she hadn't mentioned that sex was involved in the turning yet and he was blushing already.

"We'll see if I do Alexander ...lets just take it one step at a time"she smiled. "How about you tell me about your life..your family.. Your lucky to still have them and If I change you it means you would have to stay away and I want to be sure you are ready for that I don't want hating me for it" she said.

 

[jc199123]

"There isn't much to really tell...if I had to say it was the typical family ." Alexander didn't know exactly what she wanted to know.He couldn't take his eye off of her for a second. he was drawn to her mir now that she had told him everything. The stuff she told him coupled with what she is onlt brought out her natural beauty in his eyes.


"Why don't you ask what particulars you want about my family the I answer ok because I find it hard to talk to other people about stuff like that." He didn't know whu but now he was being shy around Allison.

 

[MzSeductress]

Allison chuckled softly at Alexander being the shy one now. She grabbed his hand saying "Are you close with your family? Do you have siblings? Where did you grow up? Would you miss how your living now Alex?" She asked and blushed deeply seeing how he was staring at her it was not sexual just admiration and if she changed him she knew exactly how amazing he would look the change gave you more enhanced features and strength as well as other things she'd help Alex control of it came to that with them because the change also involved intercourse and she was not ready to be intimate with him so soon.

She softly rubbed the back of his hand looking at him and was amazed at how well he was taking the information on what she was and who she was. Her "family" hadn't even taken it that well.

 

[jc199123]

Alexander looked at Allison and said to her “I’m close to my family and I’m an only child…I wouldn’t miss the way I’m living now because I missing something in my life so I want to change it…. I grew up out in the country near not far from our school.” He could feel where her questions were going and he liked it. He could feel that there was some connection between them now besides the face he knew about her secret.

He looked at her in her eyes and said “I think I know where you are going with this and yes I would miss my parents but if you change me or not I will still miss them… don’t worry if you change me I will not resent you Allison if you change me if that is what you are afraid of.

 

[MzSeductress]

Allison blushed realizing he was so willing. She learned that he was an only child and he was close to his parents and he grew up on a farm. She smiled saying "I want us get to know each other better before that Alexander... How about a ummm date? I have not been on a date in about 64 years..and there is a lot you need to know about the change yet so I don't want us to jump into so quickly"

She got up grabbing some glasses for them and poured two glasses of wine. " umm do you want to stay here tonight Alexander? There is no lighting over here and I know that the estate is a very far drive....".

 

[jc199123]

"Yes I will take you on a date and if you don't mind me staying her I will stay if you promise me two things one: you hold my hand while I am here and two if you will let me go one a second date you stay the night at my place." Alexander said with a grin on his face as Allison sat down again. He did know how to tell her that he didn't drink so he just said "sorry Allison I don't drink.". He sat there waiting for her to answer him and he hopped he didn't make her mad at him for not taking her drink offer.

 

[MzSeductress]

Allison smiled at him saying he'd take her out and she nodded " it's a date.." She blushed thinking about staying over at his place. It would be different staying at his place but being with Alex would be all she wanted.

She held his hand again smiling and said " I'll get you something else Alexander.. I have bottled water if that's ok?"

 

[jc199123]

" That would be ok but lets not worry about that now lets sit here and talk." Alexander said still holding Allison's hand. "Where do you want to go out to a date at?" He asked her kissing the top of her hand.

He was so happy to be able to take her out in a date. He was happier that she let him in and had some feelings for him.

 

[MzSeductress]

Allison shrugged blushing"Im not really sure where I'd like to go Alexander...I don't really go out much except for school... I have never seen an actual movie except for the classics...I read... alot.. umm I have been to a club and few times but never really enjoyed it much I have gone just to feed because, my supply here was low but there have been a lot of blood drives lately so I've been getting there...." she ,smirked realizing she was rambling and said "Umm how about dinner and a movie" she smiled saying softly feeling a bit embarrassed about not knowing much.

She was sure he would make sure she was comfortable with wherever he took her.

 

[jc199123]

“I know of a place we can go for dinner that is dimly lit if all kinds of light bothers you… you will have to pick the movie you want to see.” He said to her hoping he wouldn’t offend her with the restaurant suggestion. He sees that she was blushing and he leaned over giving her a kiss on the cheek giving her something real to blush about. “I could see that something besides me was making you blush so I figured that I would give you a kiss so that it will be me making you blush.” He said blushing himself. He couldn’t believe that just a few minutes ago she was about to hit him and now he was going on a date with her.

 

[MzSeductress]

Allison giggled and blushed harder at his kiss and smiled seeing he was blushing as well " I'm just a bit embarrassed by not knowing much about movies.. I guess I'll see what they have when we get to a theater.. The restaurant seems fine as well "she smiled hearing him project his thoughts.

She held his hand smiling and said " I can get you something comfortable to change into and you can stay in the bedroom beside mine...there is of course plenty of room here so you can make yourself comfortable."

 

[jc199123]

Alexander couldn’t help but to chuckle a little bit at Allison. HE could feel himself fall even farther for her. He felt so comfortable around her but he also felt like he couldn’t stop blushing around her as well. He loved this feeling and hoped that it would never end,

“What are you going to do while I sleep?” H asked her wondering what she really was going to do while he was sleeping.

 

[MzSeductress]

Allison smirked not sure how to take that question. " I'll probably sleep as well or do my normal and read " she smiled. She normally did read whether it had been history,drama and she recently had been dabbling into more erotic books but she of course would not let Alexander know she was reading that unless he asked.

She grinned seeing him watching her and she smiled back studying his features closely admiring the man. He was way different than any man she had been with over the years and she loved it.

 

[jc199123]

"If you get lonely and your up you could always come to my room and set on the bed and read while I rest my head on your lap." Alexander said with a grin and somewhat jokingly. He didn't think she would disturb him while he slept but hr was a guest in her house so he didn't want to be rude to her.


He loved the fact that it looked like she was enjoying herself with someone else. He couldn't get over the fact that that person was him. "Well beautiful are you going to tell me more about the transformation or are you holding that for another day?" He asked before he kissed the back of her hand again.

 

[MzSeductress]

Allison smiled " I won't wake you Alex but I'll join you in the room"she said hoping that he did not take that the wrong way."

She blushed thinking about the transformation. The way she was turned was not pleasant but she had read up on it and she smiled "I won't tell you until your Actually ready for it Alex.. Some of it I will let be a surprise...What do you want to know?"

 

[jc199123]

"I won't mind if you wake me I go back to sleep in no time at all so like I said before you can set in bed with me while I rest my head on your lap." Alexander said running his thumb against her hand. He hopes that she takes what he said on face value .

"Why don't you tell me what you think I'm ready for the Ill go from there." he said to her. He didn't really know where to start.

 

[MzSeductress]

She smiled at his kindness and figured she might take Alexander up on his offer to relax with him. She smiled saying "The change its self is supposed to be intimate and spiritual. The way I was changed was forceful but if I were to change you I'd do the willing sex Alexander much more romantic pleasing and intimate the only thing that would be hard for me is to drain your life force and give you mine by injecting my blood into you."

She was scared that if she did the ceremony wrong she could kill Alex and if she did she knew she wouldn't be able to stomach the fact of taking his life so he could live with her.

 

[jc199123]

"I'm sure you will do the ritual or ceremony right Allison I trust you completely." Alexander said hoping to get her to stop doubting herself. "I do have one question Iwanted to ask. Have you ever... I want to... h-have you ever wondered what it's like to kiss a human now that you're a vampire ? I want to know what's like to kiss a vampire do you think I could experience that before you turn me?" He asked blushing because he didn't know how the turning process. will go and how uneducated about vampires he sounded.


He scoots closer to her not to get close so he can kiss her but comfort her from her thoughts about changing him he could feel her get a little sad.