Caffeine Addiction

[LeChatNoir]

Yowza. Lovely new photos!

Never really been into yoga, myself. Perhaps I'll have to reconsider, if this is what it looks like.

-LCN

 

[Fflow]

Putting your foot down.

Fflow: We'll see my feet are the most unattractive part of me. They're calloused and fat because I got into the habit of not taking care of them and genetics weigh against me here.

We've already seen some glimpses of your feet and, from what I can tell, they look perfectly lovely. I don't know why so many beautiful women think their feet are ugly. You are beautiful everywhere, and your beauty is not the sum of your parts, but arises from a synthesis of them. Your earlobe, your elbow, the small of your back, the spot where your collar bone meets your shoulder... All beautiful. To favor one over another is politics, and we don't want to go there now, do we?

Anyway, I trust you to share yourself as you see fit, I accept your gifts without question, and with a deep, abiding, and heart-felt gratitude.

Thank you!

xoxo

srw

 

[whizzper]

You're beautiful...don't deserve to be on the fourth page

 

[downerbeautiful]

juan, I didn't know that he chews (although, he is a baseball player, so I could have just assumed). He smelled?tasted?looked? rather hygienic. At least the taste didn't linger like it does with cigarette smoke. Either that or he doesn't chew very often. Not like I analyze these things...

I don't know, what was I doing in his top bunk? His dorm-mate was right below us
Naw, I was his booty-call. It was so nice: no strings attached, no awkward conversations afterwards...

I have a lot of co-workers who smoke. I used to lecture them on the hazards of it whenever they went out for a smoke break; now then they see me they just summarize my rant and save me the breath. Sometimes I see the appeal of it, usually I do not.

Fflow seems rather genuine (and intelligent at that.) And, at that, I think women believe their feet are ugly because they cannot do much to change them. I mean, if we think we're fat, we jog; if we think our faces are too rosy, we apply foundation. If we think our feet are... we spend thousands upon thousands of money out of our own pocket (and three months in a wheelchair/on crutches) to fix our feet. Feet are hard to fix, compared to everything else.

EndCredits, I think I got that you were joking. I think too many people dismiss me as some dumb, chipper blond who only knows about the latest Hollywood scandals and listens to Rihanna and the Pussy Cat Dolls; I might get a wee bit defensive about that (from time to time).



While I agree, natural is so much better, self esteem and personal image trump that. I think that's all I'm going to say about that...

 

[jt78]

While I agree, natural is so much better, self esteem and personal image trump that. I think that's all I'm going to say about that...[/QUOTE]

Well I can tell you your image is by far one of the best I have seen ! For self esteem just come on here a couple hours a day & we will spoon feed all you can handle

 

[EndCredits]

EndCredits, I think I got that you were joking. I think too many people dismiss me as some dumb, chipper blond who only knows about the latest Hollywood scandals and listens to Rihanna and the Pussy Cat Dolls; I might get a wee bit defensive about that (from time to time).
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Sorry if I offended you. I tend to use sarcasm a lot and it doesn't translate well online sometimes. My apologies.

 

[412len]

hmmm

Very nice:
http://forum.literotica.com/attachment.php?attachmentid=819373&d=1201900174

 

[juan tractor]

...Feet are hard to fix, compared to everything else...

yeah, bad feet run in my family as well. i have such a... wonderful bunion that my big toe basically runs perpendicular to my other toes. i'm working up to making it point backwards on that particular foot. the other foot is normal- go figure

 

[downerbeautiful]

jt78: You have a point, to an extent. I know I look good (not in the egotistical way, but in the modest, healthy way). There are just some very personal reasons as to why I want implants/why I have already paid for the surgery (dances! with joy - can anything beat sedation? oh wait, yes. being awake to watch them would be such a treat). That and I hate false advertising and I believe I have been when I walk around with silicon inserts. I think to myself: "Ooo, I can't really have a one night stand with that guy. He thinks my breasts are incredibly big; he'd be rather miffed if I took my shirt and bra off to reveal that they're tiny."
But anyways...

Juan, eight years of dance haven't done wonders for my feet. I've had ingrown toenails removed twice (from the same toes). I really understand the bunion predicament; my mother and her mother both have moderately bad ones. I know her mother had hers fixed. I hope I don't inherit their foot problems, granted I have my own (*poke, poke* oh wait, did I loose feeling in that part of my toe? probably just a bit)


On a much lighter note, I've been on a cleaning kick... work, my room, car, bathroom, et cetera... Juan, I think I have room to lie down on the floor and get a more complete self... Anyways, given this cleaning kick and my lovely Alice/maid outfit (mmm, modesty) I'll post something either on Thursday night or Friday afternoon.
Also, as Maximumtest requested, I finally have a bathing suit. It's a wee bit 'pin up' ~
Surfwabo, I've not forgotten your desire to have a more 'office' look... I'm thinking about how I'm going to put that together. I think, however, you'll have to settle with a dress or a pair of pants. I don't think that's exactly a bad thing...

Well, good night! Have a wonderful tomorrow~

 

[juan tractor]

jt78: You have a point, to an extent. I know I look good (not in the egotistical way, but in the modest, healthy way). There are just some very personal reasons as to why I want implants/why I have already paid for the surgery (dances! with joy - can anything beat sedation? oh wait, yes. being awake to watch them would be such a treat). That and I hate false advertising and I believe I have been when I walk around with silicon inserts. I think to myself: "Ooo, I can't really have a one night stand with that guy. He thinks my breasts are incredibly big; he'd be rather miffed if I took my shirt and bra off to reveal that they're tiny."
But anyways...

Juan, eight years of dance haven't done wonders for my feet. I've had ingrown toenails removed twice (from the same toes). I really understand the bunion predicament; my mother and her mother both have moderately bad ones. I know her mother had hers fixed. I hope I don't inherit their foot problems, granted I have my own (*poke, poke* oh wait, did I loose feeling in that part of my toe? probably just a bit)


On a much lighter note, I've been on a cleaning kick... work, my room, car, bathroom, et cetera... Juan, I think I have room to lie down on the floor and get a more complete self... Anyways, given this cleaning kick and my lovely Alice/maid outfit (mmm, modesty) I'll post something either on Thursday night or Friday afternoon.
Also, as Maximumtest requested, I finally have a bathing suit. It's a wee bit 'pin up' ~
Surfwabo, I've not forgotten your desire to have a more 'office' look... I'm thinking about how I'm going to put that together. I think, however, you'll have to settle with a dress or a pair of pants. I don't think that's exactly a bad thing...

Well, good night! Have a wonderful tomorrow~

i bet there's a lot of guys that would be miffed if they found out that you had beautiful small breasts and went and stuck those artificial funbags in them. my high school girlfriend had small breasts and it made me very appreciative of them and their sensitivity. also, there's a girl that has a 24 hour on-line web cam (ana voog) and she went from tiny to D, and now her nipples sort of point up and out. not necessarily a bad thing, just a little unusual

anyway, enough of my opinion. not trying to proselytize, just blithering i guess. looking forward to the new photos, and make sure you get some before and after photos for us in the event that you chose to share them with us. we are very appreciative

 

[lotusZZZ]

great pics

amazing pics and you have a smoking hot body.
keep the pics cumming .......................................

 

[usn0000]

Joining the Implant Conversation

I personally believe that a woman/ any woman does not need implants. If a guy only dates you and beds you because you have big breasts, are you sure he is the one that you want?? I realize that the pickings may be slim in Iowa, but I know a gal who was a friend of my wife many years ago. She got implants at her husband's request because he was always complaining. Within a year the guy left her anyway. You have a great body as you have shown in you photos. Why not just keep celebrating the body you have.

This is just my opinion. Please take it as such.

Please continue to post photos. If some of them do not meet Lit Forum standards, I would gladly give you an email address and provide comments on them for you.

 

[juan tractor]

jt78: You have a point, to an extent. I know I look good (not in the egotistical way, but in the modest, healthy way). There are just some very personal reasons as to why I want implants/why I have already paid for the surgery (dances! with joy - can anything beat sedation? oh wait, yes. being awake to watch them would be such a treat). That and I hate false advertising and I believe I have been when I walk around with silicon inserts. I think to myself: "Ooo, I can't really have a one night stand with that guy. He thinks my breasts are incredibly big; he'd be rather miffed if I took my shirt and bra off to reveal that they're tiny."
But anyways...

Juan, eight years of dance haven't done wonders for my feet. I've had ingrown toenails removed twice (from the same toes). I really understand the bunion predicament; my mother and her mother both have moderately bad ones. I know her mother had hers fixed. I hope I don't inherit their foot problems, granted I have my own (*poke, poke* oh wait, did I loose feeling in that part of my toe? probably just a bit)


On a much lighter note, I've been on a cleaning kick... work, my room, car, bathroom, et cetera... Juan, I think I have room to lie down on the floor and get a more complete self... Anyways, given this cleaning kick and my lovely Alice/maid outfit (mmm, modesty) I'll post something either on Thursday night or Friday afternoon.
Also, as Maximumtest requested, I finally have a bathing suit. It's a wee bit 'pin up' ~
Surfwabo, I've not forgotten your desire to have a more 'office' look... I'm thinking about how I'm going to put that together. I think, however, you'll have to settle with a dress or a pair of pants. I don't think that's exactly a bad thing...

Well, good night! Have a wonderful tomorrow~

i'd lie on the floor with you in a show of solidarity, but the last time i did that i got into trouble...

 

[ed0971]

hello there gorgeous hope all is well i just got caught up on your thread love the pic's x24

 

[Fflow]

Change

Fflow seems rather genuine (and intelligent at that.) And, at that, I think women believe their feet are ugly because they cannot do much to change them. I mean, if we think we're fat, we jog; if we think our faces are too rosy, we apply foundation. If we think our feet are... we spend thousands upon thousands of money out of our own pocket (and three months in a wheelchair/on crutches) to fix our feet. Feet are hard to fix, compared to everything else.

I'm a big believer that beauty can be found everywhere, and in everything. One does not need perfection to find beauty. In fact, there's a Japanese aesthetic called Wabi Sabi that celebrates imperfection, change, and impermanence.

Both philosophically and practically, I would say that your goal should be to develop a deep and abiding appreciation and acceptance of your body as it is. When you find that mental state fully flowering, you will radiate it outwardly, and those around you will see you as you truly are: Perfect and complete.

By changing your thinking about yourself, by expanding your feelings of acceptance of and gratitude toward your own body, you will eliminate the desire to make changes to it.

When I look at the pictures of your body, I do not see flaws. I see a beautiful human being whose mind, body, and spirit are aligned. I would not change one thing about you, physically.

jt78: You have a point, to an extent. I know I look good (not in the egotistical way, but in the modest, healthy way). There are just some very personal reasons as to why I want implants/why I have already paid for the surgery (dances! with joy - can anything beat sedation? oh wait, yes. being awake to watch them would be such a treat). That and I hate false advertising and I believe I have been when I walk around with silicon inserts. I think to myself: "Ooo, I can't really have a one night stand with that guy. He thinks my breasts are incredibly big; he'd be rather miffed if I took my shirt and bra off to reveal that they're tiny."

I truly do not understand why you would feel the need to enhance yourself, even with inserts. I know that sometimes clothing can be challenging but, practical issues aside, there are plenty of men who will love you for who you are, for your heart and mind, and for your body just as it is. These are the kinds of men you want in your life, btw. Guys who care too much about breast size are wankers, and you should tell them to fuck right off.

I'm done with my rant, now, sweetie.

I will love you for who you are, regardless of whatever changes you make to yourself.

*hugs*

 

[cutsdean]

Great to see you posting again, superb pictures again thank you!!!

 

[Nicodemus79]

Fflow, you talk like you know her personally and have for many years. How can you know how well-aligned her mind, body, and spirit are? Obviously they aren't THAT well-aligned according to her (and her reality is the only one that matters to her), or she wouldn't be wanting the surgery. I don't mean to be a jerk, but I mean, really.

I know that sometimes clothing can be challenging but, practical issues aside,

Challenging? There are women who are an A cup in one breast and the other is a D. That's beyond challenging. I don't know if her case is that severe, but that's hardly the point. Obvious asymmetry is more than just challenging.

there are plenty of men who will love you for who you are, for your heart and mind, and for your body just as it is.

But it's not about what the men want or will love her for. She has to love herself, and if having this procedure done is going to help her do that, then why are people so set against it? Let a person live their life. No one has the right to tell her what to do or what not to do.

 

[S4ndm4n]

Good lord, these are good pictures of a very pretty woman. I think, in order to help cement this point, we get more pictures posted ASAP.

You look lovely, dear.

 

[downerbeautiful]

But first and foremost it's about me loving myself.
Expensive and life changing decisions aren't made lightly; I have contemplated this for far too many months.
When I was much younger, larger breasts was the number one thing I looked forward to about growing up. It's a part of how I define myself. (My bra size/cup size is so small is doesn't exist... hell, I don't even have enough of the glands and ducts that allow women to nurse)
Every woman is different; we all have, I believe, our own personal 'things' that make us female. For some, it may be the hair, or the slender fingers, or the ability to wear dresses in public and have it be a 'social norm,' for me, it's having breasts.

If nothing else, it is reversible.

Juan, that's the single most creative use I've seen of beer bottles. Were your companions just as smashed as you were when they came up with that?

 

[Fflow]

Fflow, you talk like you know her personally and have for many years. How can you know how well-aligned her mind, body, and spirit are?

Sometimes it feels better to affirm something than to focus on its absence.

 

[Fflow]

More importantly, Happy Valentine's Day!

http://www.sanderis.com/pix/stvday.jpg

 

[usn0000]

But first and foremost it's about me loving myself.
Expensive and life changing decisions aren't made lightly; I have contemplated this for far too many months.
When I was much younger, larger breasts was the number one thing I looked forward to about growing up. It's a part of how I define myself. (My bra size/cup size is so small is doesn't exist... hell, I don't even have enough of the glands and ducts that allow women to nurse)
Every woman is different; we all have, I believe, our own personal 'things' that make us female. For some, it may be the hair, or the slender fingers, or the ability to wear dresses in public and have it be a 'social norm,' for me, it's having breasts.

If nothing else, it is reversible.

Juan, that's the single most creative use I've seen of beer bottles. Were your companions just as smashed as you were when they came up with that?

From your comments I gather that you have at least one child and were unsuccessful trying to breast feed that child. I had a friend years ago in the military who had a wife that liked to get pregnant just so here breasts would get bigger. They had at least 3 children at the time.

 

[downerbeautiful]

From your comments I gather that you have at least one child and were unsuccessful trying to breast feed that child.

No, but I have had a slue of tests and mammograms/ultrasounds, et cetera, to show that nothing but a few small fat pockets developed more than ten years ago and then just stopped halfway through the cycle.
I was told I could either live with it, get pumped full of estrogen, or get implants. Shall we say the middle option didn't seem all that safe..?

Aww, thanks Fflow. Happy Valentine's Day to you as well. It is my hope that, despite our different opinions, we can still be on good terms

I might be taking your

Sometimes it feels better to affirm something than to focus on its absence.

out of context but...
Implants last 10-15 years, on average. I think I'd rather take the chances to live with something I hate for a decade than to never know if I will be happier with them. I've come quite a long way, but I do earnestly believe that I will feel better with myself.
Once I got used to wearing enhancers out in public, I became happier with myself and much more confident. I walk with a straight back as opposed to all hunched over and I wear more feminine clothes because I'm proud of the figure I have when I wear them. I don't think that's necessarily a bad thing. What I do believe would be unhealthy is if I keep going back for larger implants. People who can love themselves fully for who they are either very self-assured or are very ignorant. I don't think it's necessarily bad to want to change or enhance a part of the body provided that it's done for 'personal reasons' as opposed to 'everyone else will love me more reasons.' I don't really see how it's much different from an overweight person wanting to loose weight and either doing it through diet/exercise or a combo of that and surgery or pills. Sometimes things need that extra push, and I don't believe that is necessarily bad.

 

[juan tractor]

...Juan, that's the single most creative use I've seen of beer bottles. Were your companions just as smashed as you were when they came up with that?

yeah, i was going to say, "i wish that was me," and then i realized that i didn't know why i would wish something like that. it's just some dorky pic that one of my friends sent me...

 

[Fflow]

DB, I hope you know that I'm speaking in a larger, philosophical sense, and completely respect your choices, and trust that you will do what's best for you both practically and emotionally.

I feel compelled, however, to point out that the comparison you made between breast implants and dieting seems problematic to me. Being overweight has significant short and long term health risks. The benefits of losing weight, especially if one is morbidly obese, via surgical methods can actually outweigh (no pun intended) the risks of that surgery. Unfortunately, there are no medical health benefits to breast implant surgery, and there are significant risks. I'm sure you've considered them, however, and obviously feel that the emotional benefits you expect to derive from the surgery outweighs those medical risks.