aussiegeekygal
Physical Poetry
- Joined
- Feb 21, 2014
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Hey pervs,
I'm back.
I didn't really leave, I just didn't really feel the need to write for a while there. And in a delightful turn of life events, that motivation has returned and I've needed some friends to talk to...
So come on in, let's chat. Because I've got a lot to tell you.
I've been married to Mr. Aussie for fifteen years (holy shit) and I've been here on lit for a decent amount of my marriage. Lit has helped me find the language and support to go have the hard conversations and ask for things I want to try. I've had a pervy army support me through some of the lowest moments of my life and y'all have contributed to the success of my marriage.
This week I had one of the hardest conversations of my life. Through sobbing tears, I told Mr. Aussie how scared I was to fall in love with another man. We both could feel it happening and although he'd already come to accept it, I very much hadn't. Things get very complicated because he's married to my husband's girlfriend.
I did not expect for any of this to happen.
Recently I softened to the idea of exploring a sexual relationship with Mr. Montessori. We'd become good friends over the summer and watched our relative spouses start to build a relationship. He's one cool dude who is so fun to hang with and I loved chatting about almost anything with him (including you guys. He's seen Chucks and Fucks). I just hadn't considered me also starting to see other guys. It has been seven years since Don Draper and I was humming along...
Well one day I was in a "why the fuck not?" mood and so I laid some thirst traps. Turns out that boy plays selfie chicken better than me and oof, I liked what I saw.
Damn it. It's the kind of game that can cause pregnancies in this place![Hot face :hot_face: 🥵](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f975.png)
So...
All that to say.
I'm going to be in here from time to time dropping my thoughts, sorting out what's going on and if anyone wants, asking questions about what it's like to be in an ENM relationship.
I'm back.
I didn't really leave, I just didn't really feel the need to write for a while there. And in a delightful turn of life events, that motivation has returned and I've needed some friends to talk to...
So come on in, let's chat. Because I've got a lot to tell you.
I've been married to Mr. Aussie for fifteen years (holy shit) and I've been here on lit for a decent amount of my marriage. Lit has helped me find the language and support to go have the hard conversations and ask for things I want to try. I've had a pervy army support me through some of the lowest moments of my life and y'all have contributed to the success of my marriage.
This week I had one of the hardest conversations of my life. Through sobbing tears, I told Mr. Aussie how scared I was to fall in love with another man. We both could feel it happening and although he'd already come to accept it, I very much hadn't. Things get very complicated because he's married to my husband's girlfriend.
I did not expect for any of this to happen.
Recently I softened to the idea of exploring a sexual relationship with Mr. Montessori. We'd become good friends over the summer and watched our relative spouses start to build a relationship. He's one cool dude who is so fun to hang with and I loved chatting about almost anything with him (including you guys. He's seen Chucks and Fucks). I just hadn't considered me also starting to see other guys. It has been seven years since Don Draper and I was humming along...
Well one day I was in a "why the fuck not?" mood and so I laid some thirst traps. Turns out that boy plays selfie chicken better than me and oof, I liked what I saw.
Damn it. It's the kind of game that can cause pregnancies in this place
![Hot face :hot_face: 🥵](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f975.png)
So...
All that to say.
I'm going to be in here from time to time dropping my thoughts, sorting out what's going on and if anyone wants, asking questions about what it's like to be in an ENM relationship.