Comforting Tutor

[musicankane]

Jake's father had been on another rampage. Four in the afternoon and already shitface drunk, and violent to boot. Jake had been dealing with it for eighteen years already, and he knew how to avoid it most of the time. But sometimes Jake got caught off guard like when he father was home early. Luckily his father only got violent toward things he saw, so if Jake keep himself in his room and his father never saw him, then it was a good day and he was left alone.

Today was not one of those days. His father walked in just as Jake was leaving to go tutor Sarah Ryan, the most beautiful and popular girl in school. Sarah was a vision on even the worst days. Jake had a mad crush on her, but so did every heterosexual boy in school.

Jake was fortunate enough to be pretty brainy and Sarah knew it. So when she needed help getting her grades up so she could remain on the cheer squad, she came to Jake who agreed to tutor her in return she had to be nice to him in school, and maybe help him get a girlfriend or something along those lines. If she talked to him in school, people took notice and started to wonder what was so interesting about Jake that Sarah Ryan would want to talk to him about.

Today Jake showed up at Sarah's house with a bloody lip and an eye that was turning blacker by the minute. His entire head hurt, and he didn't feel up to much tutoring but this was an excuse to be out of the house and away from his Dad until he could be sure his Dad was sleeping.

He reached up and rang Sarah's doorbell.

 

[w0ndergirl4]

Sarah glanced at the clock next to her bed and realized that it was almost time for her tutoring session with her classmate, Jake Walker. Sighing loudly with frustration, she closed the fashion magazine she'd been browsing through and tossed it aside. It wasn't that she didn't like Jake, he was actually a really sweet guy and had a good sense of humor. And it wasn't that Sarah minded studying. What frustrated her was that she needed a tutor at all. She was a smart girl, a really smart girl and a hard worker, but with her burgeoning modeling and acting career she missed a lot of school. Without someone to help her keep up with her assignments and the lectures she missed she would have been hopelessly behind. Her grades had already begun to slip to the point that Ms. Gardner, the cheerleading coach, had threatened to suspend her from the squad.

Luckily, she had found Jake. They'd barely known each other before he had answered her online post for a tutor, but after just a couple of weeks, she was already starting to catch up on her school work. And all Jake wanted in return was for her to be his friend at school so that the other kids in the school would think he was cool. Sarah kind of felt bad about that, but she honestly did want to help him fit in better, maybe even help him meet a girl.

Wearing a pair of faded jeans and a pink tank top, Sarah bounced down the carpeted stairs, her feet bare. Before she even reached the bottom of the staircase, the doorbell rang.

"Hi, Jake!" she said as she opened the door, a smile on her face. "Oh..." she started to ask him what had happened when she saw the purple, puffed up lip and the swollen area around his eye, but cut herself off, realizing that he probably didn't want to talk about it. "Come on in."

Sarah had noticed the bruises and the cuts that Jake always seemed to have, but she'd always been too shy to ask him what was going on. Not that it was hard to figure out, she thought to herself as she led him up the stairs to her bedroom.

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[musicankane]

Jake smiled weakly as he greeted Sarah at the door. His lip hurt too much to do more than that. He saw her look at his wounds and she paused but didnt say anything about them. He was greatful for that. On the bright side she did look incredible, no wonder the girl had a modeling career.

She led him to her room where they usualy did the work. Her parents werent home much and when they were they didnt seem to care that Sarah and he were shut away in her room doing god knows what. Though Sarah had a handsome boyfriend who was in the popular group at school as well so why would Sarah do anything with him.

He took the seat at her desk that he normally took and dug out the textbook he needed. Today was Thursday so it was math day. Jake was good with nunbers but math was not a fun subject to try and teach. He didnt think he was a good teacher at anything but Sarah seemed to grasp the things he taught her without too much trouble.

"Hey Sarah we left off on equations with three variables last time right?" He asked, his voice was rough mostly from his head hurting. The bruise on his eye was starting to throb and hurt.

 

[w0ndergirl4]

Sarah and Jake spent the next hour discussing fractions, and equations and variables, and going through two pages of sample problems. By the time the hour was up, Sarah was ready for a break. She flopped backward onto the bed, staring up at the ceiling, "Please tell me whatever we're going over next is more interesting than that was. I think Math was created just to provide a contrast to all of the fun things in the world."

There was a long silence as the blond lay on the bed, her legs splayed out in front of her, her feet dangling in the air just past the edge of the bed. "You know, Jake, if you ever want to talk about...well...if you want to tell me why you end up with so many busted lips and black eyes...I'm a pretty good listener..."

Okay, Sarah, you offered, now just let him make up his mind whether he wants to talk about it or not, the teenager thought as she lifted her head up enough to risk a quick glance at the timid boy sitting across from her.

 

[musicankane]

Jake turned to a schedule sheet in his notebook and said, "Well tomorrow is anatomy which is science and science isnt usually boring." He told her. He glanced at her on the bed, het beautiful body just laid out there and the thought of a different kind of anatomy crossed his mind. He would love to explore the anatomy of Sarah, her flawlessness of her skin would be the perfect canvas for his fingers to explore.

He swallowed as she brought up his injuries. She offered to listen to him about them but what was he to say? His dad beat him and there was nothing he could do about it until he could move away from him. It was a choice of getting beaten or being homeless on the street. He had no other family to rely on so his only option was abuse.

"I uh, my dad has a drinking problem. Ever since my Mom died when I was like eight. He drinks and he gets angry and he hits me for any excuse he can come up with. He calls me a loser who will never have a good woman and whatever. It like he blames me for my mom dying, which happened when i was eight. She passed of cervical cancer." He hung his head, fighting back tears. "It's alright though because i just have to stay hidden from him. He doesnt bother me in my room if i dont make noise. Its like he forgets i am there if he doesnt see me." He explained. "He talks like it is my fault I dont have a girlfriend or something when no girl will even talk to me at school because I always look beaten up." He gave her a weak smile, "Except you."

 

[musicankane]

(This post is to resubscribe to the thread because my phone is a piece of shit and unsubscribed me by accident. You can ignore this)

 

[w0ndergirl4]

Sarah listened quietly as Jake opened up to her about his dad and the abuse he was dealing with, leaning on one elbow so she could look at him. The only time she responded to what he was saying was to murmur a soft I'm sorry when he mentioned that his mom had died of cancer. She could hear the breaks in his voice, and she understood just how difficult it was for him to actually tell someone about what he had been going through. She felt so sorry for him, and angry that Jake's dad could be such a fuckhead.

When he finished speaking and gave her a smile that seemed to quiver, Sarah didn't know what to say, but she knew that Jake needed a friend. She reached out to him with her hand, beckoning him to join her on the bed, "Come here," she whispered, her voice soft and warm.

 

[musicankane]

Jake looked at her and raised an eyebrow, unsire of what she wanted. Though it would make perfect sense that after hearing that she merely wanted to give him a comforting hug. The thing that gave him pause was her bed, he had been to her room countless times, but the bed is something he stayed away from. To him it represented something personal and intimate and to be invited onto a woman's bed had a special meaning. Perhaps the abuse he suffered meant that he held intimacy and comfort on a metaohorical pedistal but the point remained.

Her smile was kind and soothing and he rose from his chair very slowly as if afraid she would push him away or start giggling or something. He moved to the bed and gently sat on the edge of the mattress beside her. He looked into her soft sweet eyes and swallowed, suddenly his heart was beating so much faster than normal. "I uhh, dont know. Uh hi?" What did a guy say to a girl on her bed?

 

[w0ndergirl4]

As Jake joined her on the bed, Sarah sat up and wrapped her arms around his shoulders and pulled him into a warm embrace, letting his head rest against her chest as she stroked his hair. As she held him she tried to imagine the pain and frustration and humiliation Jake was probably feeling but it was difficult. "No one should have to be treated like that," she whispered softly.

Sarah held Jake for several minutes, wishing she could think of something she could say that would make him feel better, something she could do to help him with his situation. Finally she sat back and looked Jake in the eyes, her hands on his shoulders, "I'm here for you if you need anything, okay?"

 

[musicankane]

The last thing he expected was to be pulled into a hug. Her warm tender embrace caught him offguard emotionally and he weeped softly. He didnt even notice that his cheek was pressed to the top of her breasts. He nodded as she comforted him, gently he pulled away and gave her a soft smile. "Its alright, i should be used to it by now. My dads not gonna change so I just have to try and move on."

He yawned and asked, "I dont suppose you have any friend who need a boyfriend by chance?" He smirked a little. "I figure I should try harder to get a girlfriend you know. I mean i know having a girlfriend means so much more than sex, but if sex feels really as good as people say it does, then i need to have me some. I think that could like counter my Dads abuse. He hurts me and my girlfriend could make up for it by making me feel really good."

He blushed and blinked, "Whoops i was rambling. Sorry."

 

[w0ndergirl4]

"You don't have to apologize, Jake. I want to be your friend...I am your friend. You should be able to talk to me about anything you want," Sarah said, smiling at the cute, but awkward young man. "So, can I assume you are a virgin?" she asked hesitating slightly as she spoke.

"I mean, that's okay, it's not a big deal," she said patting him on the leg. "I just thought I should know more about you if I'm going to try to help you." As the blond looked into Jake's eyes, she couldn't help but feel sorry for him. She really did want to help him. There wasn't anything she could do about Jake's father but maybe she could help with his girl problems.

 

[musicankane]

Jake chuckled weakly, "Virginity is a problem for a guy though. I mean it shouldnt, but guys are judged as losers if they havent had sex. Even some girls will just laugh at a virgin." He nudged her gently, "You are just being nice, which is great. Thanks."

He looked down at his hands and wondered how other guys did it. "Maybe i should learn how to play a sport. Nobody on the football team seems to have any girl trouble....exceot maybe the kicker but hes from Germany and nobody can understand him." He said. He was just talking at this point. He glanced at the clock. It was early still, he needed to stay out of his house for another couple of hours so that he could be sure his father had passed out.

"What do you think? Should I try to get buff or something?"

 

[w0ndergirl4]

"Some girls do like a guy with muscles, but I really think you just need to learn to be comfortable with who you are," Sarah responded, seeing just how nervous Jake was acting. "You are a cute guy, and you're smart and nice...you don't need to change to get a girl, you just need to become a little more confident."

"I know you've never had an actual girlfriend, but you've kissed a girl, right?" Sarah asked as she scooted a little closer to Jake and reached for his hand, hoping that she could get him to relax a little. As she looked into his eyes she couldn't help but see the bruising around his eye was getting worse.

 

[musicankane]

Jake blushed and then chuckled at the memory. He took a deep breath and tried to relax. She had taken his hand and shifted closer to him, which put her now close enough that her perfume filled his lungs with every breath. It was wonderful to be this closer to her, she was so goddamn beautiful and looking at her made thing stir in his loins that made his body aware of how close she was now.

"Well i kinda have." He said, "Last summer my cousin and I snuck off to drink a bottle of Jack Daniels that we stole. We dared each other to do thing. One of those things was to kiss. But it was just like a closed mouth touch of lips not like a real incesty kiss." He explained.

 

[w0ndergirl4]

"Okay, first tip, don't tell any other girl that story," Sarah said with a giggle as she squeezed Jake's hand reassuringly. She was actually surprised that he had never kissed another girl. He was eighteen and it wasn't like he was unattractive, she thought to herself.

"So, I'm assuming if you've only kissed your cousin the one time that you've never gone any farther with a girl...you know...like touching them, them touching you?" Sarah asked, hoping she wasn't embarrassing Jake.

 

[musicankane]

Jake raised his free hand and smirked, "I swear never to tell anyone that again." He looked at her and blushed again as she asked him about doing anything else. "I umm," he took a deep breath and shook his head. He lifted the hand that she held, bringing her hand up with it to show her. "This is the most Ive touched with a girl that counted." He smiled softly.

"You know maybe Im too shy is all." He said, "I should try to be more out going." Nodding he put their hands down, but let his thumb gently stroke the back of her hand. Her skin was so smooth and so soft he wondered what it would be like to have her body rubbing against his.

 

[w0ndergirl4]

Sarah smiled at Jake as he stroked the back of her hand with his thumb, "Listen...you're really helping me out with school. Without your help I'd probably be off the cheer leading team at school, and my parents would have probably made me put modeling on hold until after school."

"I guess what I'm saying is, I want to help you out," Sarah explained. "Maybe I can help you become more comfortable with girls. If you can learn to be comfortable and confident around me then maybe you can do the same around other girls."

"Maybe I can start by showing you how to kiss," the teenager suggested. "But, if we're going to do this, you can't tell anyone, okay?"

 

[musicankane]

Jake chuckled, he thought she was kidding about this. The making him comfortable around her was fine, but kissing him. She couldnt be serious. She didnt move though, only looked seriously at him, though she kept her eyes soft. The smile.fell from his face and replaced itself by shock.

"You serious?" He asked suddenly feeling his heart race. "That would be amazing. You'd really teach me how to kiss. Am i going to practice on a teddy bear or something?" He still couldnt believe that if she was going to teach him, she would do it personally. Though if he was going to become confident around girls then Sarah would be a good person to start with. Especially since most girls werent nearly as hot as she was.

 

[w0ndergirl4]

Sarah smiled at how naive Jake was. It was cute. It was part of why, despite his awkwardness, she found him charming and endearing. It was part of why she was willing to help him out.

Placing a finger on his lips to quiet him, Sarah leaned forward and slowly pressed her lips to his, her head tilting slightly to the side as her eyes closed. It was a gentle kiss, her lips closed at first, then parting ever so slightly. Nothing too intense or too wet, she thought, not wanting to overwhelm Jake with his first real kiss.

After a few moments she pulled back to gauge his reaction, "So? How was that?" she asked, her hands resting on his thighs.

 

[musicankane]

Jake's eyes went wide as she leaned in and kissed him. Her soft lips pressed gently against his, the feel of her on his lips a pleasant shock to his system. Her mouth parted slightly, and Jake found himself kissing her back lightly, instinctually.

When she pulled back he shook his head and smiled, "Wow that was great." He licked his lips without realizing it and winced lightly as his tongue touched the swollen corner of his mouth. "I never thought I'd get to kiss you." He told her.

 

[w0ndergirl4]

"Just remember, you can't tell anyone, okay?" Sarah cautioned him again. "Now if I'm going to get you ready for a girlfriend, we've got a lot of work to do. I'm going to kiss you again, but this time I want you to...push back a little, don't be afraid to be a little aggressive, okay?"

Sarah leaned forward again and pressed her mouth to Jake's and waited to see if he would take her advice, her hands still resting on his thighs.

 

[musicankane]

Jake swallowed as she told him to be aggressive. That was the last thing in the world he could be, or even wanted to be. His father was aggressive, Jake was a push over. But he nodded and she leaned in to kiss him again. Her soft lips were welcome against Jake's again and he pressed his mouth back against hers.

He thought about aggressive and he pushed his tongue forward, working his mouth against hers. His tongue past by his lips and pushed against hers, to his surprise she didn't fight him or pull away. Instead he was given free reign it seemed to taste her. And boy did she taste good, sweat and wet. Her taste made him grow more bold and he pushed his tongue into her mouth completely.

 

[w0ndergirl4]

Despite the fact that she had told Jake to be aggressive, Sarah was still surprised when he actually took her direction and leaned into the kiss, his tongue pushing into her mouth, gliding somewhat awkwardly against her own tongue. Nevertheless, she let him do what he wanted, let him take control, her lips welcoming his, her tongue dancing against his.

Even though she wasn't attracted to Jake, Sarah could feel herself warming slightly to the feel of his mouth against hers, so much so that she actually caught herself moving her hands up Jake's thighs toward his crotch. Quickly stopping herself before she managed to get herself in trouble, the attractive blond pulled away from the kiss.

"Okay, not bad," she said wiping her bottom lip with her finger as she smiled at Jake. "How was that for you?"

 

[musicankane]

Jake felt his head spinning. The kiss had left him with this pleasant warmth running through him, from crotch to head and he was a bit heady from it. Her hands on his thigh were a bit close to his now hard as a rock cock, but he hoped she hadn't noticed that.

He smiled lightly and looked at her, "That was the single best experience of my life. Kissing is...I mean wow. I can't even begin to imagine what sex might be like! I mean the thought of someone other then myself touching my....you know...I mean even that is just unimaginable." He blushed, "Though I guess not anymore. You are amazing and beautiful Sarah. I can't thank you enough for taking me on like this."

 

[w0ndergirl4]

As Sarah listened to Jake gush about how wonderful the kiss had been and how wonderful he imagined sex might be, she happened to glance down and was greeted with the sight of a bulge in the front of his pants. She was sure that what she was seeing wasn't just a trick of the light, Jake was erect, and just from a couple of quick kisses.

She felt sorry for him, not only was he forced to endure regular beatings from his father, but he had never kissed a girl until a few moments before. He'd probably never seen a woman naked, at least not in person. He'd certainly never slept with a girl. The way he was talking, Sarah wouldn't have been surprised to find out that Jake had never even masturbated.

"We're helping each other out, right?" she said as she smiled at him. "Do you want to practice kissing some more? I mean, if you want to take a break and catch your breath...just calm down for a minute first, that's okay too."