**Confessions of a Wife**

Good evening,

About me:
Age 31
Married for 8 years
From UK


About my life:
Married but unhappy. I have been unhappy for about 2 years now. I love my husband of course, however, we don't have the same relationship we used to.

I have been looking for a home of sorts online. This is the 3rd site today. I will see which site is best for me as I don't have any interest in juggling multiple sites.

What's going on in my life:
For the first time I cheated on my husband 💔

Saturday 23rd.
Christmas party.

We went to a place where multiple groups seem to be having a late Christmas party. Probably because it fell on a weekend.

About 30 mins into the evening, I noticed a guy to my left about 20 feet away. He was in a large group of guys who. I noticed him because as the group as loud, he was the only one who was quiet. He was sipping on a glass of red wine, and I noticed him glancing over at me.


I looked away pretty sharpish and continued my night.

As the evening wore on and the drinks flowed, periodically I noticed him glancing over at me, the glances becoming longer and more lingering, I must admit, on both sides.

For the first time in ages, I felt something in the pit of my stomach. A feeling of raw attraction.

He was dressed in black Chinos and a light blue smart dress shirt, a sliver watch was glimmering in the light as he picked up his drink, looking at me.

As the night wore on, the glances turned to looks to staring. Then it happened, he smile at me.

My god, at the moment, I had to gather myself. I looked away without smiling back.

I resisted the urge to look at him again. I needed the bathroom.


I got up and made my way up the stairs of the venue towards the bathrooms. As I approached the door, I heard footsteps behind me. I instinctively, held the door open, as you do, I looked back. It was him,. He smiled again. I looked back as quick as I could.


The hallway was long, it seemed like forever but I made it to the bathroom. My heart was pounding, and more so, I was soaking wet. I shook my head as I looked at myself in the mirror, trying to compose myself.

I cleaned up. I was good. I made my way to the exist, he was standing in the hallway.


My heart started beating again. As I had to walk past him I heard him say excuse me.

I stopped and he asked me if I was having a good night. I replied politely, trying not to make eye contact with him.

As I opened the door, he asked my name. I turned around and said I was married. And walked out the door as fast as I could.


My knickers were getting wet again. I couldn't believe what was happening. ...
Heart beat pulsating! How I would love to experience that again!
 
Awe, that's so kind. Thanks for the sweet words
I have a lot to say to you and about this thread but I won't post here anymore. because Its not cool towards you and those still enjoying this thread. Come look at the one I'm about to start.
 
The way you are sprinkling yourself around all over this thread is perfectly brilliant. A+ so far and I'm only halfway through this thread and you've got my full attention.
I agree Servant. Masterful. But here I am scanning through pages of this thread to see if I may have missed another open shirt pic, and those 👄 God!… and the rest of the story. I haven’t missed it have I? Yep, masterful.
 
It is definitely lacking something. I've learnt I am not the only one though.
Nope, you are not.

Often in a relationship we just get used to it. Just like the ritualized mechanical love making our evenings have become. It feels like a comfortable routine. Realistically though, how long can you feel the butterflies in your stomach for a new lover? What about after you have discovered everything about them?

Do they just feel like comfort food?
Is it the settling that bothers us?

Why does the stranger feel like they would be a nice distraction? A shiny new object that has caught our attention! Why am I getting hot and heavy for someone I don’t even know?

Soldering on to a single lover for life is, to put it plainly, hard!

We love each other’s company but we have a gnawing feeling that something is not like it used to be. What should we do about it?

Living your feelings honestly is a good start.

Please note, I am not advocating here for infidelity here, just courageous honesty.
 
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I agree Servant. Masterful. But here I am scanning through pages of this thread to see if I may have missed another open shirt pic, and those 👄 God!… and the rest of the story. I haven’t missed it have I? Yep, masterful.
Thanks so much for the extremely kind words ☺️
 
If I'm honest, and I may regret saying this ......I'm not attracted to my hubby anymore
Hopefully you don’t regret saying it but if this is how you feel the kind thing would be to find out if it’s permanent and if so you should let him know. You both seem young, so plenty of live to live. You deserve to feel that lust and passion and he deserves to have somebody that wants him.
 
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