Confessions: What Are Yours? Part IV

[Gentledom45]

ICT I've bitched about this enough here, but here goes again... Yesterday I was reminded by my uber-fit hubby no fewer than 7 times (I counted) about how hard other women work to stay fit, how I am the least fit in our family (him, our son, our daughter, then me trailing quite a bit behind, so I'm told). A woman he works with has had 2 kids and is training for the CrossFit games, again. The women in the movie last night had visible abs. Blah, blah, blah.

I've lost nearly 15 pounds in the last month. Has that registered? No. Clearly, I need to just work out more... to be healthier, of course. Yeah, that's the way to motivate me.

Maybe all this being out of shape has just thrown my hormones into flux and I'm being perimenopausally overly sensitive. I probably should stop being a whiny little bitch and go do something productive.

IACT I'm not feeling very sexual or attractive as a result of dwelling on this and that self-pity is not an attractive quality, either.

You are very beautiful and sexy. Don’t listen to your husband he is crazy

 

[SassySheDevil]

ICT I've bitched about this enough here, but here goes again... Yesterday I was reminded by my uber-fit hubby no fewer than 7 times (I counted) about how hard other women work to stay fit, how I am the least fit in our family (him, our son, our daughter, then me trailing quite a bit behind, so I'm told). A woman he works with has had 2 kids and is training for the CrossFit games, again. The women in the movie last night had visible abs. Blah, blah, blah.

I've lost nearly 15 pounds in the last month. Has that registered? No. Clearly, I need to just work out more... to be healthier, of course. Yeah, that's the way to motivate me.

Maybe all this being out of shape has just thrown my hormones into flux and I'm being perimenopausally overly sensitive. I probably should stop being a whiny little bitch and go do something productive.

IACT I'm not feeling very sexual or attractive as a result of dwelling on this and that self-pity is not an attractive quality, either.

ICT-I firmly believe that, that is a form of verbal abuse, and anyone should know that, that is never going to help motivate anyone to want to lose weight or "work harder" shit, I'd be working harder at making my ass bigger so I could sit on my husbands big mouth.

You are beautiful just as you are. Beauty comes from within (I'm still struggling with this one myself) and no matter how much time changes our looks, we are still the same person inside unless we let assholes like that, change us.

 

[crashD]

ICT-I firmly believe that, that is a form of verbal abuse, and anyone should know that, that is never going to help motivate anyone to want to lose weight or "work harder" shit, I'd be working harder at making my ass bigger so I could sit on my husbands big mouth.

You are beautiful just as you are. Beauty comes from within (I'm still struggling with this one myself) and no matter how much time changes our looks, we are still the same person inside unless we let assholes like that, change us.

ICT was really well said Sassy. Negative motivation never accomplished anything

 

[SassySheDevil]

here's what I was thinking of kitty.

Sorry about the pic posting in this forum. I had to

 

[Kittyscave]

Thanks everyone for the kind words of support (and funny meme, Sassy!!! )

I feel better and back to my usual relatively unflappable confident self today. Your sentiments really do mean the world to me, especially since many of y'all have seen more of me lately than hubby has.

Happy Passover/Easter/April Fools day.

I U wonderful people.


K

 

[PNWKitten]

ICT... I am so in the mood.

IFCT is not an invitation, just a statement.

 

[RunningJib]

Me?

Thanks everyone for the kind words of support (and funny meme, Sassy!!! )

I feel better and back to my usual relatively unflappable confident self today. Your sentiments really do mean the world to me, especially since many of y'all have seen more of me lately than hubby has.

Happy Passover/Easter/April Fools day.

I U wonderful people.


K

As for me, I'd love to see your stunning silhouette again

Of course, I'd like to take you on an picnic where I would devour you

In other words, your hubby is a putz

 

[LizVegas79]

ICT I'm ready for spring break to be over and the kidlets to be back at school tomorrow.

 

[Imp1982]

ICT that I just want to feel good.

 

[wickedpanda]

ICT I've bitched about this enough here, but here goes again... Yesterday I was reminded by my uber-fit hubby no fewer than 7 times (I counted) about how hard other women work to stay fit, how I am the least fit in our family (him, our son, our daughter, then me trailing quite a bit behind, so I'm told). A woman he works with has had 2 kids and is training for the CrossFit games, again. The women in the movie last night had visible abs. Blah, blah, blah.

I've lost nearly 15 pounds in the last month. Has that registered? No. Clearly, I need to just work out more... to be healthier, of course. Yeah, that's the way to motivate me.

Maybe all this being out of shape has just thrown my hormones into flux and I'm being perimenopausally overly sensitive. I probably should stop being a whiny little bitch and go do something productive.

IACT I'm not feeling very sexual or attractive as a result of dwelling on this and that self-pity is not an attractive quality, either. [/QUOTE}

Well ICF what I'm seeing is a hot looking woman and congrats on the weight loss.

 

[newhere2learn]

ICT this latest bout of her depression is really testing my love for her, the acting out and being a cunt, is exhausting.


IACT when we fucked the other night, it was just that. No love, tenderness or concern for her pleasure. Just a wet hole attached to a BBW body, that was once a beautiful woman.


IFCT when I came, it was all for me. I couldn't give a fuck whether my wife did or not.

 

[Imp1982]

ICT that I'm welcoming this current depression. I like the hurt...I deserve it. It reminds me that real life is a bitch and to get back to reality.
IFCT that A Fine Frenzy is the perfect music for my mood.

 

[Gentledom45]

ICT Depression is tougher to deal with then I thought. I feel like I’m trapped in my head and can’t get out.

 

[SassySheDevil]

ICT that I'm welcoming this current depression. I like the hurt...I deserve it. It reminds me that real life is a bitch and to get back to reality.
IFCT that A Fine Frenzy is the perfect music for my mood.

ICT Depression is tougher to deal with then I thought. I feel like I’m trapped in my head and can’t get out.

first. I offer you both hugs. Depression is a bitch. I have dealt with it for a long time, and for the first time I can say that therapy is finally helping. That I know that it is pretty much a never-ending battle. So I do hope that you both find some peace.


Secondly... ICT- I am alone in a hotel tonight, on my way over the mountains to see my daughter. I am pathetically Snapchatting my daughter. My first night alone in a hotel in a very long time and that's what I'm doing.

 

[Gentledom45]

first. I offer you both hugs. Depression is a bitch. I have dealt with it for a long time, and for the first time I can say that therapy is finally helping. That I know that it is pretty much a never-ending battle. So I do hope that you both find some peace.


Secondly... ICT- I am alone in a hotel tonight, on my way over the mountains to see my daughter. I am pathetically Snapchatting my daughter. My first night alone in a hotel in a very long time and that's what I'm doing.

Thank you for the kind words. I feel like I’m fighting a losing battle but talking to people does help when you find someone to lend a ear.

 

[newhere2learn]

Thank you for the kind words. I feel like I’m fighting a losing battle but talking to people does help when you find someone to lend a ear.

Never alone, millions have similar struggles. That's the cruel thing, the isolation and paranoia.


Always happy to lend an ear.

 

[SassySheDevil]

Ict-I am doing everything in my power not to freak the fuck out on a friend of mine who won't stop depending on me to watch her child For her every time she goes to do something. Because the first couple times I told her it gave me my baby fix. Well now its not cute anymore when she talks to me in a baby voice and pretends like Netflix and chill day with her child is for me, and not so she can go do stuff.
Ifct- It would be fanfuckingtabulous if she'd at least give me the one weekend that I've been waiting to spend with my own child, all year since she started college, of peace before sending me the next two weeks of dates. You know... for snuggling cause now my damn mind won't shut off, and I'm wide awake, while my beautiful daughter sleeps above me.

I swear that beautiful girl and my amazing son are the only thing that keep me sane some days.

 

[Kittyscave]

ICT I feel ya, Sassy. My boy is graduating in a few weeks, too. It's a bit challenging emotionally.

But, I figured the "Sassy" in your moniker was there for a reason! Employ that sass, sweetheart

(One good meme deserves another)

http://img.picturequotes.com/2/307/306913/no-one-can-take-advantage-of-you-without-your-permission-quote-1.jpg

 

[Gentledom45]

ICT I wish cats could really talk I need someone to talk to more to get out of my own head I’m trapped.

 

[Imp1982]

ICT that I'm feeling much better than before. Thank you to everyone who reached out and offered support and a kind word. It really did mean a lot.

 

[SassySheDevil]

ICT I feel ya, Sassy. My boy is graduating in a few weeks, too. It's a bit challenging emotionally.

But, I figured the "Sassy" in your moniker was there for a reason! Employ that sass, sweetheart

(One good meme deserves another)

I'm still working on that "too nice" part in therapy.

 

[islandjoe2]

ICT I am way too forgiving. As my therapist once said, it's probably one of my greatest literal faults.

IACT when someone crosses that line, which is completely arbitrary and in perpetual flux, there is essentially zero chance of forgiveness.

 

[barefootgirl69]

ICT I've been posting under the "fake it til you make it" theory, when I really just want to watch things.

IACT I'm weary and emotional, but I know I need to get my act together, hence my actions in my first confession.

IFCT I can't keep pretending.

 

[islandjoe2]

ICT I've been posting under the "fake it til you make it" theory, when I really just want to watch things.

IACT I'm weary and emotional, but I know I need to get my act together, hence my actions in my first confession.

IFCT I can't keep pretending.

 

[Downundergirl79]

ICT I reach out and and the one word well two words reply hurt a little