Confessions: What Are Yours? Part IV

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ICT I am lost in my past. The present is so horrible I don’t want to live it and can’t see a door to the future.

The future has no door. See the sledge hammer in the corner? Wield it as you may. Knock down any wall you see fit. Make your own fucking door.

You can do it, get it a good swing.
 
ICT even though I post pictures of myself in various stages of undress I am quite self-conscious. This is not due to any outside influence, just my brains way of fucking with me. I'm on YouTube listening to random songs and came across this one: https://youtu.be/WfEhyi8N__Q and it resonates even though I do not have brown skin, I woke up with my skin and I cannot wash it away.

So, IFCT I shall try and remember that it's mine forever and I have to love me for me.
 
fucked a former boss.

fucked a guy who moved in downstairs after he's been flirting with me.

caught fucking my friend's father.

went topless at a club.

I think there's apartments available in my building if you're looking. Hint hint.
 
ICT I saw 2 hairy pussies this weekend.
IACT I didn’t realize that the natural look was back in
IFCT I like it
 
ICT I needed it rough last night. And by 'rough', I mean where his pleasure is all that matters and my consent, or lack there of, doesn't, and that he can use any means he needs to make me do what he wants.

IACT Hubby is never as rough as I want when I really want rough. It's just not in him. I love him for that, and so many other things, but I needed more than he could give last night. And I feel really shitty for even thinking that. :(

IFCT I haven't felt this way in some time (more than two years), and I'm not sure what brought it on. Maybe being back on here did it. Maybe it's something else. I don't know.
 
ICT after reading "how many sexual partners have you had?" I should probably be embarrassed by my total I'm not.. all but one experience was worth it.

I also confess my Hubby's list made me chuckle such a dirty pervert :devil:
 
ICT that i would like to chat with a married women,flirt and have some fun with her
 
ICT last night/this morning was much more satisfying for me than Wednesday night (see my confession above). Last night, hubby strapped me to the bed, gagged me, and gave me the most intense multiple Big O I've ever had, using tongue, fingers, and at one point my bullet vibe (the kiddo woke up during our fun, and hubby shoved the vibe inside me and went and took care of him). Then he fucked me to three regulars Os. This morning, I tried to suck him off, but he put me on my hands and knees and fucked me to two more. I did manage to give him a BJ before he went to work though, and I swallowed like a good girl. A very happy but also very sore good girl... ;)

IACT I am getting our regular babysitter to stay overnight with the kiddo tonight and have made a reservation at a hotel for me and Hubby.

IACT Hubby is getting his cock worshipped, hopefully interruption free. :D

IFCT my original plan was to make him keep his suit on (he almost always wears a suit to work, and he did today) and for me to wear just a collar when I worship his cock. But then I thought of this devil costume set I saw at the Halloween store. It has red wings, a red tail, and red horns. I have red fishnets and red panties that would go perfect with it (and a red bra, but I'm thinking that won't be part of tonight's costume ;) ). I also have a red leather collar and wrists cuffs--they, along with me collared and cuffed under the tree--were a Christmas present for him one year back before we got married. So, I'm now thinking him in his suit and me, on my knees, a collared and cuffed little devil for his pleasure. :devil:
 
I confess that one evening, about twenty years ago now, my roommate invited a long-time platonic male friend of hers to visit her at our college. We all hung out that night, and eventually my roommate spent the night with her boyfriend down the hall. That freed up her bed for her friend to sleep in. It is probably no big surprise that I am confessing that I ended up fucking her friend that night. I did have the foresight and good taste to do the deed in my bed, but we also knew that we would have to keep this secret from my roommate. It was not as if I had previously sworn to keep my slutty paws off of him. It was simply unspoken. He felt the same constraints about me. The problem was that we were both alone and horny as hell. We did actual make it to our separate beds in the dark, but it didn't last too long. At some point he got up to change something on the stereo, and I was able to see in the minimal light that he was at least semi-hard in his undies. On his way back to his bed, I bade him to come hither. "I just want to confirm something," I said right before I gave his bulge a gentle squeeze. He was actually startled by this, but soon we traded oral pleasure and eventually a good long fuck. And then we slept in our respective beds.

I was gone before anyone else got up the next morning, but by all accounts, there were no accusations to confirm or deny later. I never even saw him again.
 
ICT I am wayyyyyyyy to excited about a guy who I met last week. We are going out this Saturday and I’m so nervous already.

We have talked each day since we met and I don’t think I have made an ass of myself yet though.
 
right now

ICT I'm watching old homemade videos from a nudist resort from 1984 (I wasn't even born) and masturbating
 
ICT I'm super glad that Hubby's trial is over. It went half a day longer than expected, which meant real sex was delayed until last night (I was expecting it Wednesday night).

IACT I know he's always distracted when he has a trial, and I'm happy to give him BJs to help him relax, but damn, I was getting tired of my fingers and my bullet. I came seconds after he rammed it in me last night. :devil: :D :nana:

IACT I received a couple of PMs after a post on Monday telling me it was not okay that he expected BJs everyday while he has a trial going on while I get nothing. That's not fair to my Hubby. He doesn't ask for the BJs. It's something I do for him because I love him and know trials are stressful for him. If I didn't offer, I don't think he'd even ask.

IACT today is my birthday! Hubby gave me a nice slow, intense love making session this morning. Tonight is dinner with friends, then carnal fun when we get back home (and get the kiddo to bed)!:devil: :heart:

IFCT I enjoyed this morning, but I want to be tied up, spanked, and used hard tonight. Hubby said that's more of a present for him than me, but it's not, and he knows it. I enjoy that kind of thing more than he does. :devil: :caning: :)
 
ICT this confession is really soon after my last one, but I am super fucking excited! The friends we're going out with just texted me. They have a son just a couple months older than our son (and an older daughter too). They are offering to take our son for the night. It'll be his first sleepover, which is cool, but more importantly [drum roll...]

NO KIDDO TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D

Hubby's gonna have to man up and ravish (or some other 'r' word not as politically correct) me tonight! I'm not gonna let him get away with any of that not wanting to hurt me or degrade me bullshit either. It's my birthday, after all. :devil: :D
 
ICT this confession is really soon after my last one, but I am super fucking excited! The friends we're going out with just texted me. They have a son just a couple months older than our son (and an older daughter too). They are offering to take our son for the night. It'll be his first sleepover, which is cool, but more importantly [drum roll...]

NO KIDDO TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D

Hubby's gonna have to man up and ravish (or some other 'r' word not as politically correct) me tonight! I'm not gonna let him get away with any of that not wanting to hurt me or degrade me bullshit either. It's my birthday, after all. :devil: :D

Seriously hoping you had a happy birthday. Hoping to hear more details about that 'ravishing'!
 
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I confess that my niece is here and I’m fantasizing about making her cum while I lick her... confusing for me too.
 
ICT being a Serial Thread Killer. Across several Forums. The last one was last night. Stop me before I post again!
 
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