cum in mouth?

I'm in my mid-50's and discovered a bi-side in about 9 years ago. Although I am bi and women are my primary sexual outlet, I get extremely turned on meeting another guy and take turns sucking each other’s dicks. I am a professional man, active in many community organizations, president of my church and have 3 kids. No one would ever suspect that I have occasional secret encounters with other men and the dirty, taboo aspect of it turns me on. We are taught from childhood that the most disgusting and degrading thing you could do was suck a guy's dick. The most insulting thing you could say in junior high? ā€œSuck my dickā€. Recently a local high school kid received a huge settlement as a consequence of a ā€œtea baggingā€ incident in the locker room. A kid dragging his balls over his face was so disgusting to warrant hundreds of thousands in compensation. Nevertheless, I liked to do it. I liked to get on my knees in front of a naked man, take hold of his dick, look up at him and say ā€œI want to suck your dickā€ and then guide it to my lips and then enthusiastically let it slide in and out of my mouth. Tea bagging? I like the way a guy’s balls feel in my mouth, the way they feel against my chin or across my nose. I have asked guys to drag their balls over my face
Despite the fact that I liked trading blow jobs, I had a hangup about cum - I never let anyone finish in my mouth. I couldn’t even stand the thought of tasting my own. After a couple encounters turned awkward when I abruptly stopped and turned away as my partner was on the verge of cumming, leaving him to finish himself off. I had been doing this for quite a few years and I had grown quite comfortable doing it. I liked sucking guy’s off because I liked giving sexual pleasure and I think I’m a pretty good partner. However, there were times when I wish I had given a complete experience. I t was time I tried to get over my hang up. If nothing else, I had to try it before deciding it was something I didn’t want to do.
Because I started same sex activities so late, all of my encounters were with guys fairly close to my age. I began to fantasize about what it would be like to experience a young man in his prime - someone with a firm body, a cock that could get hard fast and who wouldn't take all day to finish.
To make a long story short, last summer I managed to find myself leading a 23 year old twinkish guy into the woods so we could suck each other off. As we sought out a suitably secluded spot, I kept thinking about how someone in my position, with kids around the same age as this kid, shouldn't be doing this. However, I also couldn't stop thinking about how badly I wanted to discover what he had hidden away in his pants. Lust trumped logic and judgment and I continued on. Finally we found a place that we agreed would suffice. Without hesitation he lifted his shirt up to get to his belt. I told him I wanted to do that and I got down on my knees as he stood in front of me, holding his shirt up, exposing a smooth torso. He was wearing shorts and I opened them up and pulled them down to his ankles. His underwear was the only obstacle remaining and I felt a little dizzy now that I was on the verge of accessing this young guy's cock. I grabbed his underwear and pulled them down and his dick flopped out. It was very long, not too thick and capped off with a nicely shaped head. I liked thinner cocks since thicker ones made me gag when I took them deep. His was perfect.
He was starting to get hard and so I quickly reached over and took hold of it and guided it into my mouth. I reached my hands behind him and took hold of his young firm ass and pulled him close and took his cock in fully. My nose was in his little wispy pubic bush, his balls against my chin and his cockhead somewhere past my tonsils. On my knees, in the woods with the youngest dick I ever sucked buried deep in my face, my hands on his ass holding it there. He was getting hard fast and I couldn’t contain him anymore. I held the base of his cock with one hand and gently began sucking him and I loved the way his dick felt sliding in and out of my mouth and the way the head of his cock felt as I swirled my tongue over it. Once he became fully erect, its natural angle was almost vertical. I slipped one hand between his legs and up the crack of his ass and let my thumb rub against his asshole as I squeezed his firm ass cheek while I licked the underside of his cock. It had to be at least 8, maybe 9 inches from his balls to the underside of the tip. I then licked across the opening, checking for precum. After a few long slow licks, I tasted precum. It quickly began to flow in quantity and run down the side of his cock. He was bucking and moaning and I asked him if he was getting close. He nodded and then asked me where I wanted him to come. As always, something inside me told me to turn away but instead I grabbed his cock and pulled it down and returned it to my mouth signaling that I wanted him to cum in my mouth. With one hand quickly stroking the base of his cock and my mouth rapidly taking the rest of it in and out, he began to thrust and squirm and I knew it was about to happen. He grunted and suddenly a new taste arrived on my tongue announcing that he was now cumming in my mouth. The taste wasn’t bad at all. I slowed my rhythm as my mind was consumed with the realization that there was a dick in my mouth filling it with cum. I held his dick in my mouth until he stopped spurting and with my hand still holding it, I pulled my mouth back and swallowed. As I held his cock, I looked at its head – all wet from the mixture of saliva, precum and cum – and the slit opening at the tip. Just moments before, cum flowed out of it and into my mouth. As I watched, a white droplet emerged and I licked it off. I milked him and some more residual cum appeared and I cleaned that up as well. I thoroughly enjoyed sucking this kid’s dick but my task was now complete. I got back on my feet as he pulled his pants up and I watched his cock disappear back into his underwear. I bet he had no idea how awesome his cock was. After he pulled himself together, we headed out of the woods. My knees were muddy and I realized that a keen observer witnessing such an unlikely pair emerging from a secluded area would have no trouble figuring out that I had been on my knees sucking him off. Fortunately, no one saw us emerge from the woods and returned to the place we first met. We shook hands and went our separate ways .
I will play with you anytime
 
I had posted a story on doublelist of meeting a guy in his hotel room a few years ago.

A guy emailed saying he wanted to recreate it.

Set up to meet at his hotel, he greeted me in the lobby, small talk in the elevator. Go into his room, there is a pillow in the floor in front of a chair.

He strips down and stands in front of the chair, I took off my shirt and he told me to kneel. When I did he told me to get him hard, as I started to reach up to hold his cock he said no hands.

So I got him in my mouth and he said to get him hard, so I started sucking and licking his head in my mouth.



During our email exchanges I had told him that I don’t let anyone cum in my mouth, so he said he would cum on my face, to which I said I haven’t done that before. He said when he was going to cum, he would tell me he is going to cum in my mouth and I can say no.

And I had told him the best way to get me in the right mindset was to tell me what he likes, call me names and be firm. He listened…



After he was hard he sat down and told me to take him deep, and no hands…so I am bobbing deep, he was long and thick, bending deep into my throat when he pushed my head down.

As I am sliding up and down, as I am going down he suddenly grabs my head and shoves it all the way down in his cock, before I had a chance to take a deep breath, he holds me there, and holds me there, and holds me there, I start to struggle…he tell me to tap…so I tap on his thigh and he lets me up. I pull off and gasp for air, take a few quick breaths and go back onto his cock. He is telling me it feels good, telling me to keep going deep, how to suck him and calling me a cocksucker and faggot…



I needed a break so I go to lick his balls, which he enjoyed so I did that for a bit, then he said to go back to his dick so I did, he liked the whole thing sucked so it was always go deep, he put his hand on my head so I quick took a deep breath and he pushed me down, telling me to open my throat, he held me there as I gagged, then he wrapped his legs over my shoulders and squeezed me down… I tried my best to move my tongue over the shaft as he was deep in my throat.



When I tapped he let me up. This process was repeated several times, licking and sucking, holding me down till I tap.



There were a few times when I thought I was going to have to call it quits, but I didn’t.



Finally he stood up and fucked my face, then he grabbed his cock and held the head in my mouth while he jacked off, telling me he was going to cum in my mouth, he said it three times, I figured I would let him since the head was just at my lips, I could let it fall out right away…when I didn’t say or do anything he put his other hand o my head and pushed in half way while stroking, and started to cum.

I held my tongue up so it didn’t shoot into my throat, when he was finished he pulled back an and I quickly spit it into a towel and then started sucking again. Again spitting into the towel anything else.



He sat down and said that was great. I slowly stood up, my knees ached… he asked if I enjoyed it, I said I did as I put my shirt on. Then I left…
 
The best part is how hard cocks get right before they shoot off.
All that blood and lust makes them swell, go rock hard, and so hot it's like it's burning your tongue and lips.
Then that first spurt of cum, all mixed in with the precum to make it sweet and delicious.
Cocks need to be sucked. It is a very basic need.
It is a very human requirement. Every cock that we suck is easing that need.
 
I have found several men I have been with who were married. Really enjoy cumming in my mount or a facial… I call it their porn moments. We both agreed we wouldn’t be in this situation if the wife would be their porn star
 
I’ve enjoyed eating cum (my own) since way back in the day when I thought I was totally straight. At first it was just curiosity about the taste, but then it became an affirmation that I was engaged in sexual activity, even if it was just self-abuse. As I aged into my forties, I gradually realised that my growing cum addiction stemmed from the fact that I was bisexual. At first I resisted, but ultimately I realised that I needed to be fed by other men. It was something I craved — day and night — and I had to admit that I was really and truly gay. Now that I’m in my 70s I try to eat cum — either my own or another man’s — pretty much every single day. I also try to engage in cyber sex as often as I can because it drives me wild. Even if it’s only imaginary cum shooting in my mouth, it’s something I want and desperately need. And fortunately, I can still produce it in abundance.
 
I’ve enjoyed eating cum (my own) since way back in the day when I thought I was totally straight. At first it was just curiosity about the taste, but then it became an affirmation that I was engaged in sexual activity, even if it was just self-abuse. As I aged into my forties, I gradually realised that my growing cum addiction stemmed from the fact that I was bisexual. At first I resisted, but ultimately I realised that I needed to be fed by other men. It was something I craved — day and night — and I had to admit that I was really and truly gay. Now that I’m in my 70s I try to eat cum — either my own or another man’s — pretty much every single day. I also try to engage in cyber sex as often as I can because it drives me wild. Even if it’s only imaginary cum shooting in my mouth, it’s something I want and desperately need. And fortunately, I can still produce it in abundance.
They call masturbation 'self-abuse', yet it is a comforting form of self-love. We all do it, and it makes our lives richer. If we are fortunate, we get to enjoy it with a friend, a lover, a partner... or with a group.
 
They call masturbation 'self-abuse', yet it is a comforting form of self-love. We all do it, and it makes our lives richer. If we are fortunate, we get to enjoy it with a friend, a lover, a partner... or with a group.
When I use the term ā€œself abuseā€ I do so ironically. I would never degrade the most pleasurable activity in my life.
 
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