I've written in several threads about this but I think it fits here. My earliest encounter was with an older neighbor boy. Me and boys my age were camping out in my backyard tent and playing with our dicks when the older boy showed up. He pulled out the biggest dick any of us had seen. He started trying to get one of us to suck him but no one would. I wanted to but since my friends wouldn't I didn't. Out of nowhere and big thunderstorm blew in. My friends all went home leaving me and the older boy. The storm blew over and the two of us resumed dick play. Soon he was asking me to suck him again. I still was unsure so he began to bully me. Soon he had my mouth on his dick and his hand holding me down while he shoved his big dick in my mouth. He soon came filling my mouth. I thought he was peeing and spit it everywhere. He laughed, pulling up his pants and left.
I spent the rest of the night thinking about what had happened realizing I liked it. Early the next morning I was knocking on his door and was soon sucking him again.
If that hadn't happened would I have become bi and become the cocksucker I am today. It haunts me.
i WOULD SAY FATE HAD A HUGE PART IN YOUR SEXUAL JOURNEY. I WOULD BE GRATEFUL TO KNOW AT THAT YOUNG AGE THAT I WAS A COCK SUCKER.