Curiosity - My earliest experience that still haunts my fantasies

I've written in several threads about this but I think it fits here. My earliest encounter was with an older neighbor boy. Me and boys my age were camping out in my backyard tent and playing with our dicks when the older boy showed up. He pulled out the biggest dick any of us had seen. He started trying to get one of us to suck him but no one would. I wanted to but since my friends wouldn't I didn't. Out of nowhere and big thunderstorm blew in. My friends all went home leaving me and the older boy. The storm blew over and the two of us resumed dick play. Soon he was asking me to suck him again. I still was unsure so he began to bully me. Soon he had my mouth on his dick and his hand holding me down while he shoved his big dick in my mouth. He soon came filling my mouth. I thought he was peeing and spit it everywhere. He laughed, pulling up his pants and left.
I spent the rest of the night thinking about what had happened realizing I liked it. Early the next morning I was knocking on his door and was soon sucking him again.

If that hadn't happened would I have become bi and become the cocksucker I am today. It haunts me.

i WOULD SAY FATE HAD A HUGE PART IN YOUR SEXUAL JOURNEY. I WOULD BE GRATEFUL TO KNOW AT THAT YOUNG AGE THAT I WAS A COCK SUCKER.
 
i WOULD SAY FATE HAD A HUGE PART IN YOUR SEXUAL JOURNEY. I WOULD BE GRATEFUL TO KNOW AT THAT YOUNG AGE THAT I WAS A COCK SUCKER.
It really set me on a path. Once I had sex with girls I was hooked on pussy. The one night with no pussy available I hooked up with a male friend and remembered what I was missing and since have enjoyed both female and male in all forms.
 
I’ve thought about it a lot…

My first experience was when I was 18. I was already curious and working an after school job… a customer, probably in his mid fifties, started talking to me about how a coworker of mine looked like she knew how to suck cock… I was a bit uncomfortable, and said something about her being shy… he looked me up and down and said I had a better ass than she did, and started groping my ass. I didn’t say anything at all, just stared at him… and led him to a somewhat hidden spot behind some racks of clothing. It was close to closing, and the store was mostly empty.

He had a hand full of my ass and we were alone. I started to rub the growing bulge in his jeans. His hand slid down the back of my pants, rubbing my bare ass. As he groped me I could feel how hard he was and I unbuttoned and unzipped his pants, working my hand down into his boxers… I started to stroke him and could feel how much precum he was leaking… I pulled my hand out and tasted it… and I couldn’t help but moan quietly. He told me to come help him in the dressing room and I told him I should get back to work… he zipped up and walked away… I thought I’d never see him again and went back to work trying to hide how hard I was.

We closed less than an hour later and he was outside, just standing by a minivan . I stalled and walked out as slowly as I could, watching my coworkers as they left. There were only two of them who hadn’t driven away when I went to talk to him, but they were in their cars, so I figured they would leave before they could see anything. I asked him why he was still there, and he said he was waiting for me to finish what I started.

I was still so turned on from before but so nervous… like an idiot I asked why. He said I was sexy and he wanted to see how much sexier I look with his cum on my “cocksucking lips”… I barely even thought about what I was doing, out in a mall parking lot, under the streetlights, unzipping his pants… this time I wanted to see his cock, so I pulled it out and stared at it. He was soft and floppy in my hand as I started rubbing him… he laughed, told me I looked like I was in love.

As he got hard he got me into his minivan’s back seat. He was sitting on one side with his pants down, I was laying on my belly across the seats… he had me yank my pants down so he could feel my ass and I was stroking his cock slowly, staring… I was shocked, his dick was a little shorter than mine, but so much thicker! He groped me for a moment and told me to lick him… told me it would taste better than licking it off my hand… and I started to lick under the head. I never actually sucked him, but kept licking around the head while stroking him… until he suddenly stopped me… and had me get out and kneel… and jerked off on my lips, telling me to keep my “sexy mouth” open so I could taste how good it made him feel.

When he was done, he told me I looked so sexy covered in his cum and that I should leave it on my face as I drove home… and he drove away as I walked to my car, licking his cum off my lips.

It was almost 20 years later that I finally sucked cock, but I felt so sexy that night… I still think about that dirty old man who got to cum on my face.
So sexy
 
My first experience was in college. I like to cross dress and I wanted to try something different. I had a guy I talked to and met up with.

I was terrified when he pulled down his pants and took him into my mouth. We both got nervous but he wanted my little bubble butt and I could cum from my toys so we went to the couch. I bent over for him, and it felt weird. Like a hard but soft sausage that opened me and filled me. I felt ashamed as he was chubby and breathing on my neck.

We were kneeling so there really wasn't anywhere for me to go if I changed my mind. I closed my eyes and found enjoyment and then I had cum from him fucking me. He came soon after. Grunting, breathing on my neck. He got dressed, we never saw each other or talked again.

I was nervous about it. Regretted it but tried later on after college to explore.
 
My first experience was in college. I like to cross dress and I wanted to try something different. I had a guy I talked to and met up with.

I was terrified when he pulled down his pants and took him into my mouth. We both got nervous but he wanted my little bubble butt and I could cum from my toys so we went to the couch. I bent over for him, and it felt weird. Like a hard but soft sausage that opened me and filled me. I felt ashamed as he was chubby and breathing on my neck.

We were kneeling so there really wasn't anywhere for me to go if I changed my mind. I closed my eyes and found enjoyment and then I had cum from him fucking me. He came soon after. Grunting, breathing on my neck. He got dressed, we never saw each other or talked again.

I was nervous about it. Regretted it but tried later on after college to explore.
Love this
 
My first experience was in college. I like to cross dress and I wanted to try something different. I had a guy I talked to and met up with.

I was terrified when he pulled down his pants and took him into my mouth. We both got nervous but he wanted my little bubble butt and I could cum from my toys so we went to the couch. I bent over for him, and it felt weird. Like a hard but soft sausage that opened me and filled me. I felt ashamed as he was chubby and breathing on my neck.

We were kneeling so there really wasn't anywhere for me to go if I changed my mind. I closed my eyes and found enjoyment and then I had cum from him fucking me. He came soon after. Grunting, breathing on my neck. He got dressed, we never saw each other or talked again.

I was nervous about it. Regretted it but tried later on after college to explore.
I got to point I love it so much
 
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