Rasping, I could feel my breath hot in my lungs. I was shaking all over. My GOD I couldn't believe this guy! Just, so glad to have Mel there to hold me, I kept my face tight against the side of her neck, burried in her hair, shaking my head quickly "No no no... Ah never been with a boy before. This is all wrong, it ain't supposed to go this way... Ah think this is a bad idea." I couldn't help but notice the way my knees were slipping on her thigh. I was tryng to... oh jeeze was I acting like a little kid or what, trying to crawl in her lap or something? Still, what am I supposed to do? It just isn't right for a fella to whip out his pecker and start whackin it where anyone could catch him, right? That's like, deviant... no matter how slick it might make me feel between the thighs, no matter how much I can't get the image out of my head... I'd rather just bury my head in Melanie's hair and make it go away... She can make it go away....