CocoaBeachChick
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- Sep 12, 2023
- Posts
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My soon to be ex has just closed the door to the bedroom. I'm settling in on the sofa....
My blood is electric with anxiety, fear, worry.
I lay here looking at the ceiling. The walls feel like they close in a little bit. I can hear every sound, I smell everything.
I am wired.
To try to take my mind off things I pull out my phone. I find my way to reddit and begin down a rabbit hole of sexual depravity. My search history is as follows:
-huge loads
-cumshots in public
-car blowjob
Each search sends me down so many rabbit holes.
My cravings take over and my anxiety melts away.
I turn to kik and begin watching streams on Kik. On there guys flash themselves for 10 seconds or so until they get banned. I love the exhibition of it. The excitement of the men when they are all of a sudden on display and begin to stroke rapidly.
As each guy jumps into view a lot of them time it right and cum in that short moment. This makes me forget who I am in that moment.
Tonight I went farther and a user named patrick321florida was streaming. He works the reflections of his sunglasses so he doesn't get banned. He strokes for a solid 5 minutes.
As he strokes I propped the phone up. My 2 thumbs reach under the blanket on the sofa and hook my gym shorts elastic band. I pick my hips up as the nylon slides down my soft skin and around my ankles. I feel the cool air touch the wet folds of my pussy and I glide my index finger over the soft folds. I press against the clit each time pauses.
Tonight. I took things farther and I jumped in his box of the stream. I jumped in and said hi and flashed my breasts that were exposed with my tank top lifted. To see myself on display was such a rush. The world could see me! The comments went crazy in the stream and I jumped out of his box.
I was dripping at this point. I rubbed my clit with one hand and squeezed my left breast with my other. I felt so......bad? Not sure the feeling. My husband paid for these 36D implants and now my Kik messages were being flooded.
I felt like a porn star.
I pressed my index finger against myself....catching the bottom edge of my pussy but not quite penetrating.
I pressed again....
Then again...
Thinking about the craziest things in this horny moment....
Everyone thinks I'm so innocent....and here I am telling this guy to cum on me.
I'm rubbing as I write this and just need to see the look in a man's eyes as he's about to explode.
I've been married 17 years.
How do I start dating?
Ohhhhh I rub with my right and then my left hand index finger pushes in....
Oghhhhh
I bite my bottom lip and slowly pull my finger back....
As I get to the last nuckle I thrust back in...
Then slowly put
BAM back in again
My right leg trembles....
My mouth opens in a gasp as I maintain my silence....
I go cross-eyed as the sound of water spraying against the leather sofa breaks the silence. My legs straight out at a 45 degree angle. Muscles flexed. The gym every other day shows. I hold them up and flexed as the sound continues.....
Swoooshhhh
Swooshhhhh
Swooshhhhhhhhhhhh
I relax my legs. My legs lay into the wet puddle I left. Breathing heavy.
Thinking about who this new man will be
This first person I date that will then pull out of me and unload....
Ugggg.
If you are him, please message and tell me where your going to cum. I have such a cum fetish.
I'm going to get a towel hehe
Goodnight
-Berkley
My blood is electric with anxiety, fear, worry.
I lay here looking at the ceiling. The walls feel like they close in a little bit. I can hear every sound, I smell everything.
I am wired.
To try to take my mind off things I pull out my phone. I find my way to reddit and begin down a rabbit hole of sexual depravity. My search history is as follows:
-huge loads
-cumshots in public
-car blowjob
Each search sends me down so many rabbit holes.
My cravings take over and my anxiety melts away.
I turn to kik and begin watching streams on Kik. On there guys flash themselves for 10 seconds or so until they get banned. I love the exhibition of it. The excitement of the men when they are all of a sudden on display and begin to stroke rapidly.
As each guy jumps into view a lot of them time it right and cum in that short moment. This makes me forget who I am in that moment.
Tonight I went farther and a user named patrick321florida was streaming. He works the reflections of his sunglasses so he doesn't get banned. He strokes for a solid 5 minutes.
As he strokes I propped the phone up. My 2 thumbs reach under the blanket on the sofa and hook my gym shorts elastic band. I pick my hips up as the nylon slides down my soft skin and around my ankles. I feel the cool air touch the wet folds of my pussy and I glide my index finger over the soft folds. I press against the clit each time pauses.
Tonight. I took things farther and I jumped in his box of the stream. I jumped in and said hi and flashed my breasts that were exposed with my tank top lifted. To see myself on display was such a rush. The world could see me! The comments went crazy in the stream and I jumped out of his box.
I was dripping at this point. I rubbed my clit with one hand and squeezed my left breast with my other. I felt so......bad? Not sure the feeling. My husband paid for these 36D implants and now my Kik messages were being flooded.
I felt like a porn star.
I pressed my index finger against myself....catching the bottom edge of my pussy but not quite penetrating.
I pressed again....
Then again...
Thinking about the craziest things in this horny moment....
Everyone thinks I'm so innocent....and here I am telling this guy to cum on me.
I'm rubbing as I write this and just need to see the look in a man's eyes as he's about to explode.
I've been married 17 years.
How do I start dating?
Ohhhhh I rub with my right and then my left hand index finger pushes in....
Oghhhhh
I bite my bottom lip and slowly pull my finger back....
As I get to the last nuckle I thrust back in...
Then slowly put
BAM back in again
My right leg trembles....
My mouth opens in a gasp as I maintain my silence....
I go cross-eyed as the sound of water spraying against the leather sofa breaks the silence. My legs straight out at a 45 degree angle. Muscles flexed. The gym every other day shows. I hold them up and flexed as the sound continues.....
Swoooshhhh
Swooshhhhh
Swooshhhhhhhhhhhh
I relax my legs. My legs lay into the wet puddle I left. Breathing heavy.
Thinking about who this new man will be
This first person I date that will then pull out of me and unload....
Ugggg.
If you are him, please message and tell me where your going to cum. I have such a cum fetish.
I'm going to get a towel hehe
Goodnight
-Berkley