Do you masturbate to your own published stories?

Not the more recent stories, but a few of the first ones I wrote still arouse me. Maybe they evoke the younger person I was then, with all this erotica new to me.

Or maybe it's because I forgive the occasional gaffes I encounter, chalking it up to inexperience, while I use a more critical eye on my later ones.
 
Yes I do. I love to masturbate reading gay male stories. I love blowing men and have for years now. I've written 15 stories here on Lit all in the gay male section. My latest title is "A cure for Pain" that I have not finished yet but will soon. My username is PG564E. Would love for porn lovers to read them and leave comments to let me know what they think.

I used to be straight and loved sex with girls. Now, I'm a cock sucker and I love doing it and love the taste of cum.
 
I might get turned on, but I don't masterbate to what I write. I don't even like doing it, honestly.
 
When I read one of the stories that have been published for a while, it turns me on, but seldom to the point where I wank to them.
 
Let me just say I never masturbate, not ever. Not to my stories, other stories, while talking to Jo on the phone, not even in the bathtub with the little shower head thingy down at my yo-yo, do I masturbate! Since you all believe that, does anyone want to buy the vacation spot I have? It's a lovely four-acre in a scenic area here in Oklahoma. The swamp water doesn't smell that bad.
 
Let me just say I never masturbate, not ever. Not to my stories, other stories, while talking to Jo on the phone, not even in the bathtub with the little shower head thingy down at my yo-yo, do I masturbate! Since you all believe that, does anyone want to buy the vacation spot I have? It's a lovely four-acre in a scenic area here in Oklahoma. The swamp water doesn't smell that bad.
I went about a year or two not doing it.
 
I went about a year or two not doing it.
You were talking about masturbation.
if you're buying swamp acres every year or two, or as you're implying more often now, maybe you should talk to someone
He was talking about buying swamp land.
Let me just say I never masturbate, not ever. Not to my stories, other stories, while talking to Jo on the phone, not even in the bathtub with the little shower head thingy down at my yo-yo, do I masturbate! Since you all believe that, does anyone want to buy the vacation spot I have? It's a lovely four-acre in a scenic area here in Oklahoma. The swamp water doesn't smell that bad.
While I was being totally a smart ass.
 
No. There are passages that I've written that I enjoy and reread, but in much the same way that one might narcissistically reread an email that they've sent. Sometimes I do get in the mood, sure, but I guess you could say that my suspension of disbelief has been shattered by the writing process.
 
An anonymous user once said, "Typical crap written by a chronic masterbater for chronic masterbaters. Get a better hobby". First I thought, "Well, that's kind of rude." They weren't wrong, though. 😜

Sometimes when suffering from writer's block, it's the best way to get the creative juices flowing, and I suffer from a LOT of writer's block.
 
I don't so much masturbate, to my own stories, but I often get so worked up writing them that I suddenly have an entire page of gibberish to delete and rewrite after a timeout or two, or three.

If I can mentally edge myself for a while it actually helps the words flow, but then I hit the rapids again and gibberish kicks in.

All in a day's work I suppose.

WB
 
My stories down as they come from three sources: my life, my fantasy life, and the lives of my friends and colleagues. Prior to writing them out as complete stories, I would masturbate to images and snippets of these stories that I would build in my head as I worked by rabbit vibe. To enjoy them better, I started writing them down, creating backstories and embellishments, and, best of all, creating new erotic elements along the way.

My process is simple and fun. I have a list of all my lovers going back to high school. I started this list in my mid-20s. I note the name, the number of dalliances, how far we got, and any other unique notes about the connections (first-time anal, thick cock, hairy chest etc). I even include the dates of the hookups when I can recall them.

I've highlighted the best of the best of these connections, which then become the basis for my stories. I've written 7 stories on LE, but in most cases, there are numerous sexual connections in those stories, so I estimate I've used about 13 of my best sexual encounters.

I have been active for 20 years now and pull out the list when I want to create a story. So far, in every story I've written, the sex is real.

Once the story is done, I use my computer to read the story to me while I lie on my office couch and listen. While I know the story already, hearing it read to me (I do like having it read in an Australian accent) creates the mood, and I join in hand to try and finish with my characters.

So, to bring it back to the question, do I masturbate over my own stories? Yes, yes, I do. As for my favorite scene? It's in my story PORTMANTEAU: GONE HOLLYWOOD on page 3 when my character, Maurillia, hate fucks her neighbor Danny in their parking garage. I wrote this exactly as it happened in real life, and no matter how often I read it, I can always get off.
 
Arousal, not masturbation. And not when reading, but when I'm recalling individual small bits, usually during a bout of insomnia. Usually the short bits between actual physical events (of which I have a lot in my stories).

I don't recall re-reading any of my stories.

And what @Euphony said.
 
Yes I do. It's wonderful to "see" my real life gay gifts I have so gladly given to many men. I stroke it slowly, trying to feel a big cock so warm in my mouth, so thick and masculine. Makes me feel wonderfully young. Makes me wish I would become a cock sucker many years ago, I love gay sex now, it's the best of all. I cum in the palm of my left hand and move my mouth to it, and strongly sip my cum up and swirl it in my mouth, over my teeth, and swallow all of it slowly. I like checking big dicks out on gay video's, truly wishing I could blow these men in the images. Seventeen years now I've done this, and I will never stop. I can't. Just love it so much to make men cum in my mouth.
 
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