"Doctor Who: Powers of Ten" (OOC)

[ChasNicollette]

got the keys today.

moving all the crap in tomorrow.

will loose internet tomorrow, have it back Thursday night

wish me luck

Good luck, Alpha Wolf. Good luck.

 

[Varshanka]

if it would help, you can spank me Chas.

 

[ChasNicollette]

if it would help, you can spank me Chas.

 

[Varshanka]

is that NO, it won't help.

or NO, you're afraid you'd like it?

 

[Abraxas Winterlight]

ok.

waiting for THAT answer!!!

 

[ChasNicollette]

is that NO, it won't help.

or NO, you're afraid you'd like it?

"NO," I'm pretty creeped out that that's where you went with me feeling glum.

 

[Abraxas Winterlight]

*huggzz*

thanks for the good vibes. rest of this week is going to be very very busy

 

[ChasNicollette]

*huggzz*

thanks for the good vibes. rest of this week is going to be very very busy

:: hugs :: You guys wished me luck when I moved this summer, least I can do.

 

[Varshanka]

some people need to hit things, break things, wreck things when they feel like shit/glum/bad. not trying to be creepy. just wishing you weren't feeling glum.

 

[ChasNicollette]

some people need to hit things, break things, wreck things when they feel like shit/glum/bad. not trying to be creepy. just wishing you weren't feeling glum.

The last thing I'd ever want to do is feel better by hitting a person.

Ever ever.

 

[Varshanka]

well, hauling off a clenched fist and slugging me would definately be bad, but ineffectually wailing on my shoulders might help. My shoulders are kinda big. Especially since i'm still alive after this past year of my own personal hell.


hopefully you don't take everything i say the wrong way, and understand i'm just wanting to help you.

 

[ChasNicollette]

well, hauling off a clenched fist and slugging me would definately be bad, but ineffectually wailing on my shoulders might help. My shoulders are kinda big. Especially since i'm still alive after this past year of my own personal hell.


hopefully you don't take everything i say the wrong way, and understand i'm just wanting to help you.

Did I help you?

You didn't say word one after we talked about God's answers the other night.

 

[Varshanka]

Did I help you?

You didn't say word one after we talked about God's answers the other night.

yes and no. I just gave up. She didn't want me, no matter how many times she said the three words, no matter how many times she said she wanted to be with me. it didn't matter, she chose someone else. So I gave up on caring. It doesn't help me, caring just hurt me even more.

God will do as he wills, whether we like it or not.

 

[ChasNicollette]

yes and no. I just gave up. She didn't want me, no matter how many times she said the three words, no matter how many times she said she wanted to be with me. it didn't matter, she chose someone else. So I gave up on caring. It doesn't help me, caring just hurt me even more.

God will do as he wills, whether we like it or not.

Yeah.

'Fraid so.

That's the place I had to find myself before I could climb out to a modicum of contentment.

Kind of in a sad little anomaly right now.

It'll pass. Everything does.

 

[Varshanka]

i stopped being content a long time ago. now my life is shit, and it'll never be better. why bother trying for happiness when i get shit on for the effort.

It's like making a cake, and then having every last thing that could be defined as wrong, being pointed out.

 

[ChasNicollette]

i stopped being content a long time ago. now my life is shit, and it'll never be better. why bother trying for happiness when i get shit on for the effort.

It's like making a cake, and then having every last thing that could be defined as wrong, being pointed out.

How the fuck could you possibly know that it'll never be better?

 

[Varshanka]

i don't, but when everyone seems obsessed with telling me how bad/stupid/emotional/retarded/ugly i am, why fight.

 

[ChasNicollette]

i don't, but when everyone seems obsessed with telling me how bad/stupid/emotional/retarded/ugly i am, why fight.

Fighting is often self-defeating.

But that doesn't mean that when they say those things, they're not as wrong as they could possibly be.

Things hardly ever turn out how we want.

But they turn out all the same.

That's the difference. That's what I've been trying to tell you.

 

[Varshanka]

well, since i'm not fighting, or trying to win, hell i'm not even on the playing field anymore. I'm a bystander in the game of life. no cheering, not scoring, no winning or losing. I'm just watching everyone else have fun.

 

[ChasNicollette]

well, since i'm not fighting, or trying to win, hell i'm not even on the playing field anymore. I'm a bystander in the game of life. no cheering, not scoring, no winning or losing. I'm just watching everyone else have fun.

"They also serve who only stand and wait."

 

[Varshanka]

perhaps.

 

[ChasNicollette]

perhaps.

Stand and wait and see.

 

[Wyldfire]

 

[Wyldfire]

 

[Wyldfire]