I think a seminary would have been sorta fun. One big gangbang. Why isn't it called a semenary?
Does the risk of being outed turn you on?
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Hmm if it was there might be too many applying, instead of taco Tuesdays they could have cum dump Wednesdays!
I read an article years ago about a young man in a seminary who was basically hazed by the older priests. He was used sexually. I was totally turned on reading that - especially when he described being on a kneeler and one priest after another using his mouth. So hot
Now you're just teasing me, lol, although I must be honest there was one priest at my church when I was an altar boy I well might have thought about kneeling and opening my mouth for as well as another altar boy I would have done the same for too.
This article wasn't supposed to be arousing. I think it was meant to shine a light on abuses within the church but I felt that rush of arousal. There was a lot of shame, too. I wasn't supposed to have those feelings. I was in all the church activities and not once did anyone behave inappropriately with me. I was cute, too
I went to a Catholic high school which had several monks teaching there. Decades later it came out that they had molested some of the boys I went to school with. I was never molested and I wondered, hey, what am I? Dog meat? Why wasn't I molested?
Well I don't know if I was cute, lol, but no I mean there was noting inappropriate either, although I may have had some of those types of thoughts in my mind but never did they ever come out.
Hmm I don't blame you I might have felt the same way, LOL
I got in trouble for lighting matches during EE week (environmental education). My punishment was to gather my stuff and stay in the priests' cabin. No joke! I wanted to be with the guys; not with the priests. Anyway, it worked out okay but looking back, they could have taught me a lesson or two
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And ironic.
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No not as a mature man with a wife and family to lose....be my worst nightmare.
However when I was a teen going kut with this girl I had every opportunity to fuck her and lose my virginity but even as a rampant hormone driven teen wanted her to take my cock out and lead...once I was meeting her at lunchtime in a park where the toilets were a magnet for gay men so got there hour early and cruised a bit reading messages....had a wank...then started writing on a piece of paper what I was going to write on wall....bottom sub cock loving etc etc...she came early and snatched paperout of my shirt pocket...."ooh look you have written me a love letter!!!" I was so scared she would read and tell my mates etc but wjth hindsight exciting
However when I was a teen going kut with this girl I had every opportunity to fuck her and lose my virginity but even as a rampant hormone driven teen wanted her to take my cock out and lead...once I was meeting her at lunchtime in a park where the toilets were a magnet for gay men so got there hour early and cruised a bit reading messages....had a wank...then started writing on a piece of paper what I was going to write on wall....bottom sub cock loving etc etc...she came early and snatched paperout of my shirt pocket...."ooh look you have written me a love letter!!!" I was so scared she would read and tell my mates etc but wjth hindsight exciting
It is A HUGE turn-on for me to imagine being outed about my submissive sissy old daddy fantasies. For family and others, I know to know about my cuckolding and my submissive sissy faggot thoughts. I think and can picture some of them watching me being a cleanup cuckold sissy in panties sucking cocks and taking it up my ass cunt.
Yeah, reason why we're reluctant to involve a closeted curious first timer. Don't want someone that could snap and turn violent after some post nut clarity.
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Very well said. It's not their fault and most of them are very eager when they're horny, but once they cum they suddenly remember they're straight and want only pussy. And they take it out on us. The death of their manhood by sticking it in another man.
A good reason not to involve an inexperienced woman who is curious about MM sex for the first time too - you don't really want her to take over your sex lives (unless you're looking for that sort of domination), or finish masturbation and call you disgusting faggots.
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I was absolutely mortified when it happened. Took me half a day to face her again.
Good thing it wasn't the nuns bringing you in there, you might have been introduced to a new love, BDSM
No that would have sucked
A half day it would have taken me a lot longer possibly days at least maybe weeks I would have been horrified!
The nuns were nice to me but there was one named Paula who was known to beat student's butts. My classmate's older sister was punished in front of her class. That would have been awesome
LOL I said that only because I had a friend who went to Catholic grammar & high schools who once as a teen had the yardstick spanking cause of something stupid he did in school, he was mortified when he had a full on erection right in the nuns lap!
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I am out to my wife and would not mind if my bisexuality became more widely known. However she prefers that our friends and relatives not know. I respect that. I can see why that might embarrass her, and I do now want to do that. If she ever changes her mind I would not advertise my bisexuality, but would not mind if people knew it. It would be interesting to see how people react.
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I had an online (and voice) relationship with a guy in a neighboring town. He like to talk about having a look through my phone -at pictures of my wife- while I sucked his cock. He often teased and dared me to give him the power of knowing my real name and I found the idea of giving him that information impossibly sexy. I was very close to going through with it -sharing my full identity, and sucking his cock while he looked through my camera reel. The risk was a massive turn on.
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When I was younger? No, where I lived it was a death sentence. Made my teen years very stressful and screwed me up for a long time. Now? Again, no. It's who I am, and I don't feel the need to hide it. I never really came out to a big spectacle and all that, I just quietly slipped into my new life, one stocking at a time.
