Doing Something About It (Closed for choklatekoneko)

[Josu_T]

Shaun Davis left the apartment early in the morning after giving his girlfriend a kiss. He really cared for her. He was glad they were living together, it meant he could see her more often. He was fairly sure she was the one, but he wasn't ready to propose yet. Mostly because he didn't have the money to pay for a wedding, or even an engagement ring for that matter. It would just have to wait. His only problem was that she wanted to wait until after she was married before having sex. Shaun had met her and started going out with her before he'd slept with anyone else, and he didn't want to break her heart by cheating on her. So her waiting meant he had to wait. It was frustrating though.

Shaun went through his day at work just as he did every other day. He never thought too much about his lack of sex with his girlfriend. The only time he really paid much attention to it was when his buddies started bugging him, like Bill did at lunch.

"Hey Shaun, how's it going? You're not going to believe the night I had last night. This hot chick I met at a bar took me to her place. Both her room mates were there. It was awesome. Best night of my life. I'm surprised I have any fluids left in my body at all. So, how was your night? Oh, yeah, right. I forgot. You're being a gentleman and waiting like your prissy little girlfriend wants. At this rate you will never get laid. She will eventually dump you for being a lame wuss. Then you will be too old and ugly for any other woman to want you." He laughed as Shaun sighed and rolled his eyes.

"Shut up Bill. I really care about her. I don't want to push her."

"Shaun, you have no idea what you are talking about. Girls like a guy that is confident and knows what he wants. You need to be assertive. You know you want her, and as much as she says she wants to wait, you know she wants you too. She just wants to make sure you won't sleep with her and dump her.

Shaun, unhappy with how Bill was talking to him, got up and left to eat his lunch elsewhere. Yet he couldn't stop thinking about it. The rest of the work day he was distracted by wondering if Bill was really right. He finally made up his mind just before he went home as Bill sent him a text. Just do it. You know you want to. Be a man.

Shaun came to a decision and quickly formed a plan. He knew what he would do. He packed up his things and got in his car. Yet rather than going right home he stopped off at a store to buy what he would need for that night. He then stopped and picked up dinner. He got home and started setting everything up. He got the bedroom set up just as he needed it. He then made dinner and got it on the table. He just hoped that when she got home she wouldn't go into the bedroom until after dinner. If she did he would have to act earlier than hoped, but he was ready for that too. In any case, by the end of the night he would no longer be a virgin.

After dinner was on the table he got himself ready. He showered quickly, cleaning every inch of his 6'1", fit, broad shouldered, lightly tanned body. He dried and combed his short, light brown hair. His blue eyes gazed into the mirror, making sure he would look good for her. He smiled and got dressed. He wore a nice blue shirt and a pair of tan khaki pants. He then got himself settled at the table, waiting for her to get home. He knew it would be any moment. He was ready for her.

 

[choklatekoneko]

Adrienne smiled as her boyfriend kissed her before leaving for work today. She really loved him, and she had a smiling face the whole time she was getting ready for work.

She hopped in the shower, her jet black corkscrewed hair getting wet as she cursed under her breath. She washed her hair, and after getting clean, she dressed in her shorts and graphic tee- two of her best combinations.

She met some girls at the park as usual for their weekly talk. Two of her friends were married, while one had kids and the other a free spirit. The topic for today? Their sex lives. Adrienne felt herself groan as she heard what she hadn't even experienced yet.

"Adrienne," she heard one of her friends say. By this time, she tried not to listen to their sex escapades. She wanted to stay a virgin til marriage. She believed it was a precious thing that shouldn't go to waste.

"You really need to just do it, girl," They told her. Another eye roll.

Though she had fingered herself plenty of times, thats as far as she got. She knew her boyfriend was getting fustrated.

She sighed as her day was over-finally- and she walked to the house at the front door.

When she opens the door, her shock was evident.

 

[Josu_T]

Shaun smiled as he heard the door opening. He got up from his seat and went to the door to greet Adrienne. When she entered he let her take a look at the clean home. She was clearly surprised. He faked a pout. "Is it really so surprising that your boyfriend cleaned up and made dinner? Just because most guys wouldn't do that does not mean that I wouldn't." He grinned and pulled her in for a quick kiss.

The feel of her near and the taste of her lips started getting him aroused. He had ways of focusing and getting himself under control, but it was different. That evening he was so focused on what he was going to do with her that he couldn't maintain control. He felt himself getting harder, but not quite enough to create a bulge yet.

He pulled away from her and let her fully enter the room. He closed the front door and locked it. He had also disconnected the phone. He didn't want any distractions. He just hoped her cell phone didn't ring and ruin the mood of the evening. He had everything planned. He just needed everything to go as planned.

He went to the kitchen and spoke to her as he went. "Do whatever you need to do before dinner, I'm going to get the food. I just have it staying warm in the oven." He put on the oven mits and got the food. He made sure he had everything and then turned off the oven. He plated the food, then took the plates back to the table so they could eat.

 

[choklatekoneko]

Adrienne smiled at her boyfriend. He was truly a keeper. She couldn't believe he had cleaned up and cooked dinner for her. She couldn't stop herself from grinning.

"Um, Okay." she thought to herself. "I might want to take a shower. It was hot as hell outside, " she told him, walking towards their room.

 

[Josu_T]

Shaun got to the table and noticed Adrienne wasn't there. He hadn't really heard her when he was in the kitchen. He put the plates down on the table and sat. He looked down the hall and spotted her just as she stepped into the bedroom. He cursed under his breath and quickly got up. Plan A would be officially destroyed in a matter of seconds. It was time for plan B. He hadn't put everything in the bedroom away and knew she probably wouldn't like what she saw.

He hurried after her, but it was too late. He sighed and followed her into the bedroom, locking the door. He gazed at her, searching his mind for any explainations he could give. He couldn't think of anything though. He moved in close to her, not sure what was going through her head. "Uh, I can explain this....stuff. It....it belongs to Bill. He asked me to hold onto it for him. So, uh, I missed you today." He got right up to her and pulled her in close, kissing her forcefully. He had hoped that things would have gone smoother, but he had no choice now, not if he wanted to have sex with her.

As he kissed her he took hold of her hands and held them in one of his hands. As he broke the kiss he reached over to the table by the bed and grabbed the pair of padded handcuffs. He quickly put them on her wrists with her hands in front. Once he had her hands restrained he pinned her up against the wall. Being so close to her had him hardening quickly and he felt a bulge pressing against Adrienne's leg. It was too late to turn back now. He gazed into her eyes lustfully. He needed her now.

 

[choklatekoneko]

Adrienne walked into their room, and what she saw left her speechless.
Handcuffs,restraints, ropes, gags. Her eyes widened at the site of everything. She couldn't believe what this could be about. Instantly, her eyes narrowed as she thought of her boyfriend.

"Shaun, what is all of this?" She asked loudly, her attitude getting the best of her. Her light brown eyes were now turning a darker shade of brown, almost black. She was not only upset, but more so in shock. Did he expect cleaning the house and cooking dinner would let him get into her pants??

She heard their door lock behind them, and her heart skipped a beat.

"Uh, I can explain this....stuff. It....it belongs to Bill. He asked me to hold onto it for him. So, uh, I missed you today." she heard him say, right before he kissed her.

The kiss felt...different. Stronger..more intense. She couldn't figure out why. Her cussing him out while they were kissing didn't help, and she felt his hand on her wrist. She yelped quietly feeling strong cloth being put where his hands were.
"Shaun! What are you doing?" she yelled, her heart now beating twice as fast.

She felt her whole body crash into the wall, and Shaun was right against her...his hardness evident against her thigh. She looked into his eyes and saw a whole new person.

"Shaun..what...," She felt herself trail off as she closed her eyes and attempted to get him off of her.

 

[Josu_T]

Shaun could tell that Adrienne was not happy with him. He had known she would be upset. He held he against the wall still as he used a foot to drag a piece of rope over that had been on the floor. He quickly bent down and picked it up. He held his hips against hers, keeping her against the wall. One hand lifted her arms above her head. He used the rope to secure the handcuffs to an anchor he had put into the wall. Once he was sure she was stuck there he stepped back. Her movements and fighting against him had got him even more turned on and now he was rock hard, his cock straining against his pants and wanting to get free.

He looked into her eyes again and sighed. He took a moment to explain. "Adrienne, I love you. I really do, but I can't wait any more. I want to be your man forever, but this waiting to be with you intimately is what I can't stand any more. I've had it. You are going to be mine tonight. If that means that you leave me tomorrow, so be it, but I think I have more than earned this over the years. So tonight is my night to get what I want and need." With that he simply started to go about doing what he needed to do.

The first thing he did was gag her. He needed to make sure she didn't alert anyone to what was going on. He also didn't need to hear anything she said to try to get him to stop. He then spent a couple of minutes pulling off her shirt and bra. It required releasing her hands one at a time to get them off and then recuffing her. Once she was topless he admired her body. His hands went to her chest to explore the breasts that they had been denied for so long. He explored every last bit of them, focusing much of his time on the nipples. He even used some massage oil he'd bought. He wanted to really get to know her body.

After fully enjoying her tits he moved lower. He pulled her shorts down and off, tossing them aside. He knelt in front of her, wanting a good view for his first look at what she hid under her panties. His hands slowly pulled down the fabric, exposing her most private place to him. He smiled as he admired it. He stood up once more and his hands started to roam over her body. He explored every inch of her naked flesh. He got a good feel of her ass, then slid a hand between her legs. He moved it up very slowly before reaching the final goal. His fingers felt all over her pussy, rubbing the soft, warm lips. His thumb found her clit and he teased it. Then, as his final act, he pushed a finger up into her tight cunt. It was amazing. He couldn't even imagine how good it would feel when he got his cock in there.

He pulled his finger out and stepped back. He nearly tore off his own clothes, freeing his erection. It stood big and hard for her to see it. He paused for only a moment, then stepped in close again. He leaned in to her ear and spoke softly. "I know you wanted to wait, but this is happening tonight. I've gone too far now to stop. Before I do this though, I'll give you a chance to say one thing, but it you scream, you will regret it." He reached up and removed the gag from her mouth, ready to put it back in quickly in case she did try to scream. As he did this his cock tip brushed against her, leaving a trail of precum on her skin.

 

[choklatekoneko]

She simply stared at him, wondering what this was all about. Closing her eyes, which were not coal black, didn't help. She had to admit, she was scared. She saw nothing but lust and want in his eyes-something she had NEVER seen before in him. She wanted to fight him, to get away, but the more she fought, the tighter the grip, and before she even realized what was happening, she was completely restrained, and couldn't move. He stood back to admire her.

"Shaun...please..baby," She was getting more frightened by the minute."What did I do, please I'll make it up to you..anything...," her begs and pleas went unanswered.

"Adrienne, I love you. I really do, but I can't wait any more. I want to be your man forever, but this waiting to be with you intimately is what I can't stand any more. I've had it. You are going to be mine tonight. If that means that you leave me tomorrow, so be it, but I think I have more than earned this over the years. So tonight is my night to get what I want and need."

Adrienne felt herself swell with tears. She couldn't believe what was happening, what she had just heard. Her whole body grew hot, and the begging that was being done earlier quickly grew into screams. "No. No, no, no, Shaun..PLEASE!!" she yelled at the top of her lungs. Her cries were quickly muffled,as he placed a gag in her mouth. She felt her tears threaten to roll over as he did. She was wondering where this all came from-why he would do this to her.

Her screams were barely audible, until she couldn't scream anymore, and she felt her body grow weak. By this time, she was faintly aware that her bra was gone, and she felt him massage a sweet smelling oil onto her 38C breasts.Her dark skin was growing hot with embarassment. Next were her shorts, which she tried best to keep on, but his strength easily pried open her legs, tossing her shorts aside. Slowly, he slid down her red panties, as if her private place was a treat for him.

Her tears now flowed, slowly. She knew there was no stopping him now. She felt him grab her ass with both hands which made her jump. Her thigh was on fire, feeling him go up, and as he touched her lips, she couldn't help but gasp. The feeling of his thumb on her clit drove her nuts. She closed her eyes tightly, but cried out as he pushed a finger through her opening. She was tight, extremely, she knew. She rarely self pleasured herself, but when she did, it was amazing.

She watched him undress, and her eyes widened at the glimpse of his cock. It was certainly thick, and she was terrified. She felt him get closer to her.

"I know you wanted to wait, but this is happening tonight. I've gone too far now to stop. Before I do this though, I'll give you a chance to say one thing, but it you scream, you will regret it." she heard him say, and after a moment, her mouth was free from the gag,and she took in deep breaths. His cock felt like fire against her skin.

Shaun..please don't...please,"" she heard herself say, in a voice that was different from her own normal loudness. "I,I-I don't want this right now," she sobbed quietly. She suddenly needed help from someone, anyone. She let out the most deafening scream she could muster before she once again was silenced.

 

[Josu_T]

Shaun heard her begging. He ignored it. Her scream was loud, but he cut it short. He frowned at her. She clearly didn't realise that things could be worse. He could have just taken her right away. He'd at least made an attempt to get her feeling better. She still wanted to fight him though. So be it. He moved so that he was right in front of her. His hands slid slowly down the sides of her body. They came to rest on her legs. He gripped them and lifted them up, spreading them apart in the process. He shifted so his cock rubbed against her pussy lips. Despite her fighting he was fairly sure her body was ready. She felt very wet.

He leaned in and kissed her cheek softly, speaking a few final words to her before proceeding. "Just remember, I do love you, with all my heart." While the words seemed to contradict what he was about to do, he hoped that they might mean something to her. So with that he pressed his tip against her tight opening and pushed forward. She almost seemed to resist him as he slid gradually deeper and deeper into her. He soon met her maidenhead. He paused for a moment. He knew it could hurt her when he pushed through, but he just couldn't stop. She felt amazing.

He pushed forward, breaking her hymen. He thrust forward as far as he could go and stopped. He waited there for her body to get used to him. He wanted this, the sex, but he didn't want to cause her pain. Only after he was sure her cunt had become used to him inside did he start to move slowly in and out of her. The pleasure was unlike anything he could have ever imagined. He moaned with each thrust, fully enjoying the experience.

 

[choklatekoneko]

Instantly,the gag was back in her mouth. She doubted the scream had been long enough to hear. She shook her head silently, and he frowned at her. She closed her eyes tightly, the water spilling out to her flushed cheeks. He gripped her legs, lifting them up and spreading them, then adjusting til his cock was at her entrance. She felt herself instantly tense up. Her attempts to say anything went unnoticed, and she felt she was losing her battle to get away.

"Just remember, I do love you, with all my heart." she heard him say after kissing her cheek. She pulled away as much as she could, her heart hurting more than she could muster. She begged through the gag for one last time, before she felt his cock break her innocence.

She felt him push past her tenseness, till her hymen he touched and she KNEW this was going to hurt. She prayed he would take it easy on her- that he wouldn't be too rough. She couldn't believe what was happening to her.

The moment he broke her hymen, she felt pain she had never experienced before. Tears formed in her eyes again, and quickly rolled her cheeks. He had stopped, but the burning sensation hadn't stopped, at least not immediately.

After a moment, she felt him move once again, his pleasure obvious. The pain had lessened greatly, but was still stinging. She bit her lip until she tasted blood and then some. Her body was beginning to get used to it, after a while, and eventually the pain was no more, and she felt something grow inside her. It felt good, but the fact that her innocence had been taken away greatly distracted from the pleasure she could have been having.

 

[Josu_T]

Shaun continued to move inside her. He went slowly, trying not to lose control. He saw the tears in her eyes and the blood coming from her lip. He felt sure that it would be over between them as soon as he was done. It was the thing that kept him from releasing inside her. The negative feelings about raping his girlfriend kept him calm enough to keep going. He was sure that the only thing he could do to have even a remote chance of saving the relationship would be to make her feel even better than he was feeling. With those thoughts in mind he worked hard to get her to enjoy what he was doing.

He let go of her legs, moving one hand to her chest to play with her tits. His other hand slid between their bodies to rub her clit. He'd read and watched enough to have a good idea of what to do to make her feel pleasure. He thrust into her, trying to find and hit her hot spots. Every time he got near to climax he stopped moving and just used his hands on her. Once he calmed down again he would resume his movements inside her. He was determined that no matter how long it took, he'd make her feel good and make her orgasm. His eyes stayed locked on hers, searching for any sign of pleasure.

 

[choklatekoneko]

By now, the pain was completely gone, and with each thrust she felt him fill her. Her own body was betraying her, clinching against his dick as she felt herself get wetter.

She was still crying, outof emotional hurt probably more than anything. She wasn't crying nearly as bad though. After a while, Shaun let go of her legs, playing with her tits and clit. She knew her body loved it-she felt her clit swell at being played with and touched.

She refused to offer an signs of pleasure to him though. She felt her pussy began to throb, and she knew it was enjoying it. He still had done the unthinkable though, and her mind still wouldn't get over that fact.

She felt him thrust, and with each one, he became concentrated on her g-spot. She resisted the urge to moan out each time he did, and when he paused to focus on her other spots, her body seem to ache with the need for him to start again.

 

[Josu_T]

Shaun didn't let up. Her body was telling him everything he needed to know. While her face still showed that she was upset, her body was enjoying every moment. He gradually thrust harder and deeper into her, pushing her up againt the wall. He was going to make her cum, no matter what he needed to do. At times he was barely able to hang on and avoid reaching climax, but he did. He kept control of himself, at least enough to get nearer and nearer his goal.

When he was sure she couldn't deny what her body was feeling he leaned in close and spoke softly in her ear, still thrusting in and out as he did.

"I'm sorry. If that makes you feel any better, I'm sorry. This was stupid, but it is too late now. It is done. You are enjoying it though. I know you are. Your hot little pussy is squeezing me tight and covering my shaft with your juices. Your clit is swolen and your nipples are hard. You can't deny that you are loving every moment of this. Your body is giving in to the pleasure. I'm going to make you cum. So just give in. Don't resist. Let me see how much you are really enjoying this. Cum for me. Do it. I won't stop until you do, because I know you want to. So...Just...Cum."

His lips brushed against her earlobe with every word. Between sentences he kissed her neck. He just hoped it worked, because he could feel that he would be unable to hold on much longer, even with the strategies he had been using.

 

[choklatekoneko]

Shaun looked into her eyes, and she looked back at his, showing she was STILL upset. He knew she was, it was evident on her face.

Gradually, Shaun begin to thrust even harder, his body pressing up against hers... She withheld everything in her to keep from cuming for him, even though when she played with herself, she never brought herself to climax. Always on the very edge. She never really knew what cuming what even feel like. She imagined it felt amazing,and she knew she was on the verge of exploding.

"I'm sorry. If that makes you feel any better, I'm sorry. This was stupid, but it is too late now. It is done. You are enjoying it though. I know you are. Your hot little pussy is squeezing me tight and covering my shaft with your juices. Your clit is swolen and your nipples are hard. You can't deny that you are loving every moment of this. Your body is giving in to the pleasure."

With each word, she felt his breath in her ear, and his lips brush against her lobe. By the time he was onto the tenth sentence, she was bucking back against him. His voice drove her crazy, especially when he was in her ear, feeling everything. He began to thrust deeper, constantly hitting her g-spot, and her whole body began to shake.

"I'm going to make you cum. So just give in. Don't resist. Let me see how much you are really enjoying this. Cum for me. Do it. I won't stop until you do, because I know you want to."

At his words, her defense was becoming weaker and weaker as she reached her climax... she felt her back arch repeatedly. At the words, Cum for me, she heard herself let out a delicious moan, then another, until she kept saying his name repeatedly through the gag.

"So...Just...Cum."

He emphasized each word with a powerful thrust to her gspot, and she felt her whole body explode. She arched her back, letting out the most pleasurable scream she had ever experienced.She felt her body grow instantly weak as she felt her wetness drip down between her thighs.

 

[Josu_T]

Adrienne's body was driving Shaun wild. He knew as he spoke in her ear that it was working. She had started moving against him. It was soon no longer him fucking her, it was the two of them together. They were making eachother feel amazing. He even heard moans through the gag. It was working. He was making her feel good.

As the last word left his lips her body reacted in the most wonderful way. She pushed hard against him, driving his cock fully into her. Her pussy clamped down tightly, gripping his shaft. At the moment he was lost in the pleasure, but afterward he wondered if he could have physically pulled out of her if he had wanted to at that instant.

Her scream of pleasure came through the gag, meeting his ears. Less than a second later he lost control. He moaned loudly and felt his dick swell. He reached his climax. The most amazing orgasm he'd ever had, made that way by his constant denial of release, but mostly because of Adrienne. Shot after shot of his semen pushed its way into the depths of her vagina.

His cock softened slowly after he came down from the wave of pleasure. He took a deep breath and slowly pulled out of his girlfriend's body. He had two hopes at that moment. The first was that she would not leave him, and the second was that she would not be angry with him for cumming inside her. He reached up and untied the cuffs from the wall and then released her hands from the cuffs. He took off the gag and waited to see what she would do or say to him.

 

[choklatekoneko]

She sighed slowly, the color and the world slowly coming back to her. For a short moment, she had blacked out, and it seemed like she was on cloud nine. She finally remembered to breath once again, and she sighed slowly.

Then she remembered.

She felt her face grow hot, and her brown eyes once again turned a shade of Jet black. She felt him pull out of her, his cum still inside. She faintly realized that he had cum inside her, though at that point the problem was miniscule-Adrienne had been on birth control to help with her hormones, and now she was EXTREMELY happy she had been, and never missed a day.

He undid her restraints, slowly, it seemed, and once she was finally free, she gave him a hateful stare as she walked into the bathroom, starting the shower water. She couldn't believe what had just been done to her. Though, she knew it felt absolutely amazing.

 

[Josu_T]

Shaun watched Adrienne as he saw the pleasure fade from her face and anger begin to show again. He saw the look of hatred as she simply walked to the bathroom. He almost wished she had said something. Yelled at him, hit him, anything. The silence felt worse. He stared at the floor and sighed. After a few minutes he put on his clothes and went to eat dinner alone while she showered.

As he ate he thought about his options.... He could kidnap her...but he cared too much for her to be able to go through with it....plus he'd probably get caught..... He could.... no... that wouldn't work..... He could let her leave and be miserable for the rest of his life. He could also just turn himself into the police, if she didn't call them first.

Shaun finished eating and simply lay his head on the table. What had he been thinking? He clearly had not thought about the consequences of his actions. All he could do now was wait to see what Adrienne would do. He was sure that any romantic gesture he made would fall short of being able to make up for his stupidity. Maybe if she saw how much he regretted forcing himself on her, and how sorry he was, she might take a little pity on him and not call the police. Though being in jail may take his mind off of not being with her, which he was sure would soon be his situation. Alone. Missing her every moment of every day of his worthless life. Worthless because she wouldn't be there with him.

 

[choklatekoneko]

Adrienne slowly walked into the shower, her tears already starting to flow down her cheeks. She hated to cry, when anything happened, and she was glad she had the nearly scorching shower water to conceal all the tears she was sure were gonna flow

She sat in the back, trying not to make a alot of now. She half-expected Shaun to follow her in here and beg for forgiveness. And she had had a plan ready- beating him, anything she could do to get away from him. As much as she wanted to hate him, she couldn't, and she found her mind replaying the pleasure she had felt between her legs only moments earlier. The thoughts caused her to cry all over again, as well as a moist feeling between her legs. She couldn't figure out why her body was reacting the way it was. It was betraying her-loving every minute Shaun was raping her.

She took a deep breath when she realized no tears would come anymore. She was completely dried up, and she stood in the shower to finally get clean. She was sore as hell, especially between her legs, and she took careful care, yet on other places, she nearly rubbed her skin raw to attempt to get rid of the dirtiness she felt. She must have washed herself top to bottom at least three times, before she felt their water start to turn cold. With a sigh, she turned it off, wrapping her favorite black bathrobe and walking back into the bedroom where the scene had occured.

Everything was still there, and she couldn't help but feel another chill, as she freshened up. She got dressed in a pink and white bra and matching boy short panty, and slipped on her favorite big tee shirt-it was slightly worn and comfortable- just the way she liked it.

She slowly made her way downstairs, hungry now, and saw Shaun sitting with his head down. She quietly made her way to the food, which she realized he had made her favorite, and began preparing her own plate, ignoring him completely.

 

[Josu_T]

Shaun didn't look up as he heard Arienne entering the room. He didn't move at all. He only mentally prepared himself for hearing her say that she was leaving. When it didn't come he wasn't sure what to think. He hadn't looked at her so he couldn't see any expression of her face. He had no clue what she was thinking. He didn't try to figure it out either. He simply sat there, feeling bad. Yet as time went on and she didn't say anything he felt a little hope. He figured that if she was leaving she would have said so and left already. He decided to try making things better, if possible.

He got up from the table and went into the kitchen without looking at Adrienne. He got the dessert he'd made and brought it out to the table. He put it down and then left the room, still avoiding looking at her. He didn't want to know what she was feeling, in case there was an indication she was going to leave. He was just starting to get hope again.

He went into the bedroom with a garbage bag. He looked around and found everything he had bought for the evening. He put it all in the garbage bag and then placed the bag by the front door. He returned to the room and picked up Adrienne's clothes. He carried them to the laundry room and put them in the washing machine. He finally finished by cleaning the bedroom so it was spotless. When all of that was done he found where Adrienne was. He stared at the floor and spoke the first words to her since it had happened. "I'm sorry. I'm going to bed now. I'll sleep in the spare room. You can have our bedroom." He turned and went to the spare room, collapsing onto the bed and laying there, trying to fall asleep. A few tears of worry and a little self pity crept down his face.

 

[choklatekoneko]

Adrienne felt herself tense up as he rose from the table and left into another room. She didn't know why, and instantly felt bad. It was obvious he was sad about the whole situation. She just needed time though.

She sighed, watching him put the dessert on the table. He hadn't looked at her once, and she knew he thought she was packing up her bags and heading out the door.

She couldn't though. Her heart wouldn't let her. It just, stayed with Shaun, the more she thought about it. Yes, tonite was bad. She lost her virginity forcefully, but Shaun... she loved him. She loved him with every bone in her body.

"I'm sorry. I'm going to bed now. I'll sleep in the spare room. You can have our bedroom." she heard him say quietly, and as she looked up, she saw his head facing the ground. She felt tears come to her eyes as she watched him go away.

After a few moments, she got ready to go to bed, turning off the lights and making sure everything was prepared in the morning. She went into the bedroom, prepared to clean up, and when she found it spotless, she smiled slowly, knowing he did it to make her feel better.

She attempted to sleep, but it didn't work out at all,and she found herself tossing and turning. Usually, Shaun was right by her side, hugging her waist. She frequently had bad dreams, but all it took was him whispering in her ear to get her to sleep soundly again.

She sighed, walking down the hallway. She knew he was probably sleeping by now. She carefully creaked the door open, walking in the spare room as quiet as she could, and crawled into bed with him, feeling his warmth against her body.

 

[Josu_T]

Shaun lay in bed, not moving. He couldn't fall asleep. The shame of what he'd done and the worry about losing Adrienne plaguing his thoughts. He both wanted and didn't want to know what she was planning to do, but he figured he'd find out in the morning. He also wondered if Adrienne was able to sleep or if he had somehow messed that up for her. He hoped not. He hoped she'd be able to sleep well.

He was about to fall asleep when he heard the door to their bedroom open and footsteps coming down the hall. When he heard the door to the room he was in open he fully expected her to simply say goodbye to him and then leave. He didn't expect her to climb into bed with him and lay next to him. It brought a smile to his lips. He waited for her to get settled, then he rolled over to face her. He gazed into her eyes, a clear look of regret on his face.

He looked into her eyes for a minute before speaking softly. "I love you Adrienne. I made a mistake tonight. A big one. I didn't think of the consequences before doing what I did. Our first time should have been a very special, very loving, wonderful moment. I shouldn't have done what I did. I am very sorry for that, and I understand if you are upset with me. I deserve anything you say or do. Just know one thing. I don't know how I could live without you." His hand moved up and rested softly on her cheek. He really did love her, and hoped that her presence in the room meant she wasn't leaving and still cared about him.

 

[choklatekoneko]

She got comfy, when she felt the other side of the bed moving, and knew he was awake. She managed a faint, sad smile at him, her light brown eyes looking his face, full of regret.

"I love you Adrienne. I made a mistake tonight. A big one. I didn't think of the consequences before doing what I did. Our first time should have been a very special, very loving, wonderful moment. I shouldn't have done what I did. I am very sorry for that, and I understand if you are upset with me. I deserve anything you say or do. Just know one thing. I don't know how I could live without you." he told her, resting his soft hands on her cheek. She closed her eyes, missing the feeling of perfection before everything happened.

"I love you too,Shaun, I really do...," She bit her bottom lip, not knowing what to say. "I just didn't understand..why. Why, Shaun? Why did you do that to me?" She left the question hanging in the air, and she nibbled on her lip waiting for his answer.

 

[Josu_T]

Shaun smiled happily at her as she told him she loved him. He was glad she wasn't going to leave. Then she asked the question he knew was coming. Why? He looked at her, not sure what to tell her. His hand moved to just rest between their bodies. After a few moments he finally tried to answer her.

"I...I don't know anymore. I think I had a reason before, but now I am not sure. I guess I just talked myself into it. As for why I did it the way I did....I think there was a reason I had for doing that. I think I probably figured you would leave me after seeing all that stuff, so I figured I may as well do it first if you were going to leave me anyway. I don't have a better reason for that. I was stupid and tired of my friends bugging me. Plus, I think your reasons for waiting were no longer valid. I mean, you're the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with. So why wait for the ceremony. My mind and my feelings are not going to change."

He gazed into her eyes, hoping she saw the sincerity of his last few statements. He knew then that he would marry her. He didn't care about the cost. The fact that she hadn't left him made him love her even more. He just hoped she would accept when he asked her. It wouldn't be right away though. He needed to plan it, and make it perfect for her. He owed her that much. He couldn't just ask her as if asking how her day was. She deserved a romantic proposal.

 

[choklatekoneko]

She stared at him for a long time, as he thought of what to answer. She couldn't help but let tears fall into her eyes. It was hard to think about what had happened just a few hours ago, and she knew it would be alot for their relationship to mend.

"I...I don't know anymore. I think I had a reason before, but now I am not sure. I guess I just talked myself into it. As for why I did it the way I did... he told her. He cleared his throat, taking a few more moments before continuing. "....I think there was a reason I had for doing that. I think I probably figured you would leave me after seeing all that stuff, so I figured I may as well do it first if you were going to leave me anyway. I don't have a better reason for that. I was stupid and tired of my friends bugging me. Plus, I think your reasons for waiting were no longer valid. I mean, you're the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with. So why wait for the ceremony. My mind and my feelings are not going to change." he finished.

She stared into his eyes- she knew he was searching for reassurance. She wanted to give it to him-needed to. Yet, her heart wouldn't let her do it quite yet. It was still completely hearbroken, even though she loved him to death.

She sighed hard, turning completely on her back, staring at the ceiling. She thought about alot of things- how they met, their arguements, good times... It just seemed so surreal that their relationship had come down to this. She tried to look at it from his side, knowing he was just a man. Even though it wasn't an excuse, it made her feel slightly better, thinking he couldn't have helped himself.

She sighed once again, sitting up on her elbows, looking directly at him.

"Shaun...," she bit her lip, pausing," Did you like what you did to me? And don't lie. I'm not...leaving you. I just need to know some things." she said quietly.

 

[Josu_T]

Shaun watched her eyes, but saw that he wasn't going to hear any forgiveness or reassurance yet. It made sense though. He put himself in her shoes and knew that what he had done would take some time to get past. He would just have to wait and avoid doing something stupid until she felt better about what had happened.

He watched her as she lay there. He wasn't sure what she was thinking about. He wished he could go back in time. Go back in time and stop her from entering the bedroom. His plan A would have had a better chance at getting her to agree to it first. It was too late though. Nothing he could do to change it.

When Adrienne asked him if he liked what he had done he thought first of how amazing it had felt. Then he thought of how bad he now felt and how she felt. He looked down at the bed sheet, avoiding her gaze. He didn't know what to say. He decided to just say the whole truth.

"Emotionally, no, I didn't like what I did. I know it hurt you. I don't like hurting you. However, I really did enjoy it physically. It felt better than I could have imagined." He paused, not sure if he should say the next bit, but decided to say it anyway. "And...well...I did enjoy the control I had over you. The power was thrilling. If I am being honest. Still, the bed feelings caused by hurting you far outweigh the nice things about it."

He eventually looked into her eyes again. He felt an urge to reach out and touch her. To softly caress her arm or side, but he didn't know how she might react. He didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable.