Dream a little (closed)

AntonTovaras

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Nicolas Williams finishes his notes and leaves the office late, nobody else on the floor but the cleaners. He greets them by name, and they smile and wave at him. They are used to seeing him here, and he makes a point to be friendly. So many of his colleagues see the cleaning crew as beneath them, worthless, somehow subhuman. They may not be rich, but what they do is essential, and Nicolas always treated them with respect. Some of his colleagues wondered why his office always seemed a little fresher and nicer, but he never told them his secret.

He was a lawyer at one of the city's bigger firms, handling corporate accounts and well on his way to making partner at the age of thirty. Of course, that was only because his work was his life. He seldom left the office before midnight. He rarely saw his family, just an hour outside of the city, and his last girlfriend – well, he wasn't quite sure when she had left. He had been too busy to notice. He missed her, sometimes, but not as much as he should.

She had been perfect for him on paper, beautiful, intelligent, charming and almost as driven as he was, but from the start, she had tried to control every facet of their relationship, until it was very like being at work, vying for power and control, more adversarial than affectionate. The worst of it was that he'd have given her everything she wanted if she hadn't tried to force him to. He didn't do well sharing power, he knew that now. He just had to find someone who understood that.

He rode the elevator down to the building's lobby, and walked across, his footsteps echoing in the cavernous, empty space. He waved to the security guard at the desk and pushed out the revolving doors into a sharp, cold night. He turned up the collar of his overcoat against the wind that the steel and glass skyscrapers sharpened to a razor edge. He walked down the empty street.

His apartment was only a half dozen blocks away, and even on a bitterly cold night like this, he liked to walk. It was one of his few opportunities to breath real air, and he listened to the sounds of the city, sirens and car alarms echoing from far away, trains rumbling underfoot and the general hum of life and movement. The neighborhood was safe enough, for the most part, and there was a bar halfway home where he stopped to warm up and drink a scotch.

There were women there. More than one eyed him, and as he sipped his drink he dismissed them. Men called women like that easy, but they were only easy to get into bed. They would be good for an hour or so, but then they'd still be there, and they'd want something he couldn't give them. They'd want him to like them. It would turn ugly, and he'd have more trouble getting rid of them than he had getting them in the first place. He brushed off the first to approach him, and finished his drink quickly before she or one of her flock took a second run at him.

He left money on the bar and made sure the bartender saw before he stood up, but he paused for a moment when the speakers played the opening notes of Ella Fitzgerald singing “Dream a Little Dream” Almost worth staying for, he thought, but he could hear it at home, without being interrupted. He went back out into the night, and the wind early stripped his overcoat off him before he turned his back to it and buttoned up.

When he reached his building, the doorman was standing just inside the door, his cheeks and ears red from the cold. He jumped when Nicolas knocked, but smiled when he saw who it was. He opened the door, and they traded greetings. Nicolas wasn't the kind of man who would complain that the overnight doorman was getting warm, though he knew some of his neighbors would. He walked across the lobby to the mailboxes, skimmed through the mail quickly and threw it away. Nothing worth keeping.

He pushed the button for the elevator, and as the door slid open, he heard the howl of wind from the street as the front door opened again. He stepped onto the elevator and turned to look.

The woman coming towards him was breathtaking. Absolutely beautiful. He couldn't help but stare as she walked across the lobby. The elevator door started to close, but he caught it with his hand, holding it for her. He gave a polite smile and stepped all the way into the elevator as she reached it.

“What floor?” he asked, as he hit the button for the top floor, where he lived. He punched the button for her floor, and leaned against the wall of the box as it started up, admiring her.

“Pardon me for saying so,” he said, “but you are gorgeous.” His voice was a soft baritone, but he spoke lightly, playfully. He gives her a wicked grin and lets his eyes take her in, slowly and shamelessly.

Just as the elevator slows, reaching her floor, he leans close.

“I think I'm going to make you mine.” His voice is soft but serious, sure. It is a promise.

“Dream of me,” he says, as the door slides open. His voice is playful again.
 
He watched her closely as she absorbed his words, saying nothing. She was pretty enough that she certainly used to men making passes at her, and he was surprised by her non-reaction. She'd simply stared into his eyes as though expecting something, and then shaken her head and stepped off the elevator. He stepped to the door, tempted to follow her, watching her walk down the corridor to her apartment, but when the doors began to slide closed he hopped back inside. There had been nothing resembling an invitation, and he had too much to do. Nicolas was, strangely, a bit of a romantic. In matters of love, he was a believer in fate.

While he amused himself with the memory of her beauty as he got ready for bed, he didn't have any particular expectations. A chance encounter with a beautiful woman was all it was. To think there was more than that to it was foolish. Even if there was something in the way she looked at him when he told her he was going to make her his. He had meant it, and her response had been ... intriguing.

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Three days went by, long days, as he raced to get the final package put together for the Anderson merger. Saturday came, and he met with the clients and the opposing counsel. It went quickly. When Nicolas Williams brought a contract, it usually went quickly. He was a firm believer in taking care of the details, making sure everyone could walk away feeling like a winner.

Sure enough, the Anderson's invited him out to celebrate. As they were his clients now, there was no polite way to refuse, and considering the amount of money they'd bring in, the firm would be likely to fire him if he offended them in any way. So he went with them. They were exactly what he expected them to be, filthy rich with no class. Only the very best steak and potatoes, with forty dollar a shot bourbon that tasted very much like any other bourbon. Then, of course, to some suburban titty bar, where they shoved twenty dollar bills into g strings and were whisked away to a private room where they amused themselves.

The girls were pretty enough, but they had bad titjobs, wore perfume that stank like bubblegum and their hair was badly bleached. Not to mention the atmosphere of a frat house for forty year-olds was souring him. The Andersons were handing out key-cards to their hotel suite and making plans to continue the party there when Nicolas excused himself. He heard how he couldn't hang, how he was going to miss out, but they wouldn't remember in the morning, anyway. He took a cab home, and nearly fell asleep on the way.

He grunted to the doorman, handing him a twenty as usual, and walked slowly across the lobby to the elevators. The doors pinging, and he looked up. Someone was getting on. He saw red hair, and grinned. He was a believer in fate.

"Hold it, please," he called out, managing a slow jog, the soles of his wingtips scuffing across the floor. Sleepy, drunk, stinking like cigars and cheap perfume, he slipped on board.

"Nice to see you again," he said, grinning. "I don't think I caught your name last time. Nicolas Williams." He held out his hand to her.
 
He burst out laughing.

"My God, you're petty, aren't you?" His hand shot out, pushing the buttons for each of the floors below hers. The elevator stopped on two, the door opened. He gave her a cold smile and took a step towards her, backing her towards the corner.

"You're out of your mind if you think I'd forget your name," he said. He was drunk, to be sure, but she wasn't the kind of woman one forgot.

"So," he said, as the elevator door slid closed. He stepped close and put his fingers under the hem of her skirt, sliding it up over the tops of her stockings, feeling her bare skin. "What happened to your date? You didn't put these on for nothing."

The car stopped, the bell dinged. Three. He leaned closer, smelling her perfume, the shampoo in her hair, a faint hint of cooking. She'd gotten all dressed up for dinner and nothing. "You didn't fuck and run. That's good, except...."

The elevator door slid closed.

"Except you need someone," he said. He let her skirt go and lifted her chin, looking into her eyes, a cold smile. "You don't have time for a full, long courtship." Nobody did in the city. He'd learned that lesson well enough.

Ding. Four.

He stepped away and turned his back to her.
 
"You're wrong." She told him, her voice soft and firm as the doors opened on the fourth floor. "I have plenty of time for something worthwhile." Her hand went to the panel pressing the button keeping the doors open. "... being subjected to drunken rambling, however, would come under a waste of my time ... " She stepped out of the elevator having decided to walk up the stairs to her floor above. " ... I think it's you, rather than I who had the disappointing evening ... "

He watched her walk off the elevator, shrugging her shoulders, and he smiled to himself. Before the doors closed, he gave her a parting shot.

“You're not disappointing me in the least,” he said, as if the encounter in the elevator had been his whole evening. For the most part, it had been. The rest of his night had been spent entertaining clients, but she did make a good point. He did have a tendency to ramble a little when he was drunk. Still, she should have slapped him instead of just snubbing him.

He stepped off the elevator when the door opened, and froze in confusion for a moment. He was not on the right floor. He jumped back on as the doors slid shut, and laughed at himself. He had pushed the button for the fifth floor, after all. Just because she got out, the elevator still stopped. When it reached his floor, he trudged to his apartment and fell into a deep sleep.

The next morning he met his clients for brunch and was not surprised to find them in far worse shape than he had left them in. He doubted they'd gotten more than an couple of hour's sleep, and they barely spoke a word as he walked them through the last details. He collected the signatures he needed without bringing them to the office, and treated himself to an afternoon show. A few hours was all the reward he allowed himself though. Then it was back to work.

Weeks passed. He had a short affair with a writer for a feminist rag who was disappointed that it seemed to be selling out its core principles, but it was short-lived. Despite her progressive and enlightened attitudes in print, in person, she still wanted to be treated like a Victorian lady. Things came to a head when she blogged about his busy schedule as though it were a personal affront. It became a bit of a joke around the office, but he said nothing about it until she demanded a response from him one night over dinner. His answer came as a comment on her blog's feed, and she was outraged that he would discuss their relationship in a public forum.

He had no idea that the elevator snob was her editor, and it occurred to him one morning when the elevator stopped on five that it had been quite a long time since he'd seen her. The man that got on wore a Fed Ex uniform and gave a polite nod before looking away. Nicolas nodded back and smiled, thinking of the way she smelled.
 
He tapped out a text to Carol, his assistant. She was on vacation next week, and had been talking about the trip she was taking with her husband for what felt like months. He didn't begrudge her the fun, but a package cruise simply wasn't something he could get excited about. He wanted to let her go as soon as possible today, so she could start her vacation early, so he was sending her a list of everything he absolutely needed her to take care of before she left, so that she could get it done as soon as she wanted to.

The elevator doors opened on the fifth floor and she got on. His eyes took in the casual outfit in one quick glance. It was Friday, he supposed, and many companies relaxed things on Friday. To him, it was a working day, and he wore a suit, the same as every other day. His lips quirked in a ghost of a smile as he tried to imagine Carol in jeans. She was a big woman. While many of his colleagues liked to surround themselves with decorative staff, he preferred to hire talented people and avoid the inevitable distractions.

“It's your time,” he murmured softly. “Remember to enjoy it.”

He tapped the words into the phone and sent the message, then dropped the phone back into his pocket.
 
He glanced up, hearing her sigh, and rolled his eyes. If merely being in the elevator with him was such a trial, she should have waited for the next one. He'd barely even given her a thought until now.

"Don't worry, sweetheart," he said. "You're not worth the trouble, dressed like that."

The car slowed as they reached the lobby, and finally came to a full stop. The fraction of a second between when it stopped and when the doors opened always annoyed him, but today it was nearly unbearable. He took a step forward, moving around little miss casual Friday, and as the doors slid open, he walked out past her.
 
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