Fear of Rejection

[Tammi]

As soon as Peter’s tongue had found her opening, pushing in, Amanda’s body trembled, making her reach out and grasp his hard cock. Her body contracted, her juices flowing, and her body shook feverently. Not being able to wait any longer, she pushed him back, then sitting up, she swung her leg over him, straddling him.

She took his cock in her hand and placed it at the entrance of her extremely moistened pussy. She gently eased down on him, allowing him to enter her slowly at first and then began to ride him slowly. His hands instinctively went to her hips and soon his rhythm began to match hers and she picked up the pace, riding him harder. Her hand rubbed against her clit, moaning, and she felt on the edge of another orgasm, as his cock pushed deep inside her.

 

[will68]

As Amanda slowly lowered herself onto his cock Peter just lost thoughts into a vortex of warmth, wetness and complete absorption of his being into a warm and welcoming channel.
He placed his hands on her hip and then moved one hand to her breast and rolled his finger around her nipple.
He gazed at her rising and falling on his cock and raised his hips in time with her movement.
He couldn't believe the feeling of completeness that overcame him. Harder and harder he pushed back at her. Then, without even thinking, he turned her over so he was on top. He plunged into her deeper and deeper, thrusting desperately. He leaned forward over her as he worked, kissing her frantically and pumping. He felt her legs lock around his hips, drawing him in deeper and deeper.
He could feel himself building........

 

[Tammi]

Peter thrust deeper inside her, she reveled in how sexy his body looked above hers. The heat intensifying inside her was sending rushes throughout her body, including her toes. With her legs wrapped around his hips, her lips on his, she met his deep thrusts ardently.

Her hands grasped his arms tightly. “ Peter, I’m cumming, fuck me, fuck me harder. “ She cried out as the waves of her orgasm hit her. Her head went back, her body shook and the walls of her pussy tightened around his cock, as he plunged deep inside her.

 

[will68]

As Amanda cried oput and tensed in her climax Peter felt his cock swelling even further and his balls start to send messages of impending orgasm. He gave one last lunge and felt the stream of semen pumping into Amanda. Tiome and time again he came and he stayed in shared ectasy for quite a time.
As they both relaxed and came down from the heights peter moved to the side of Amanda but still keeping his cock inside her.
he held her close and gently kissed and nuzzled her face.
"God, Amanda," he breathed,"that was amazing." I'm so glad that you could show me the joy of sex.

 

[Tammi]

" Peter you were fantastic. And that was only the beginning. "

She cuddled closer to him, enjoying the feel of his arms around her, holding her. Taking her hand, she brushed a strand of hair away from his eyes and kissed him.

" Will you stay with me all night? " She asked with a playful grin on her face. " Ever taken a shower with a woman before? "

 

[will68]

peter jumped at the invitation. "I'd love to stay the night"

He then thought a minute. "I've never showered with anyone else except in the football team locker room...and that was separate shower heads," he smiled. "But never with a woman and never under the one shower head. You'll have to teach me."

 

[Tammi]

Amanda giggles and taking his hand, she leads him to the shower.

" There's not much to teach, silly. The only difference is instead of washing your body, you get to wash mine and I wash yours. Oh, and with both of us in there it is impossible not to keep from touching. " She laughed and after adjusting the water tempeture, she stepped into the shower.

She let the water pour over her head, soaking her and moved slightly so Peter could get wet as well. She took the soap and starting at his neck and shoulders, began to rub the soap over his body.

She lathered his entire body, doing the insides of his calves and thighs right before she brought the soap to his groin. He leaned back against the wall some and moaned softly as she washed his cock, him until he was again hard.

" You're turn. " She said, a teasing smile across her face. She held the soap out to him.

 

[will68]

Peter took the soap and lathered up his hands. He turned Amanda around and gently washed her back, he allowed his hans to run from her shoulders, down to her waist and then acroos the globes of her buttocks. From there le ran his soapy hands down the back of thighs, back of knees, her calves and her ankles. he then ran his soapy hand up the inside of her legs right up to the crease of her butt and to the edge of her pussy.

Now he turned her around and kissed her. With tongues entwined and the water pouring over them Peter was thrilled by the feel of her brests as they moved against her chest.
He broke the kiss and lathered his hands again. Starting again at her shoulders he gently lathered from there to her breasts and then down her belly to her groin.

he felt her part her legs slightly and he cleaned along her valley and then his fingers slipped into her and he continued to rub her there, moving from entrance to clit and back again.

 

[Tammi]

" Who said you didn't know how to shower like this? " She whispered, her pussy immediately aroused by his fingers. She leaned back, spreading her legs more and enjoyed his touch as he washed her as well as stimulated.

Her desire mounted with his touch and watching the water flow over his body was appealing to her in more ways than one.

 

[will68]

Peter sensed Amanda was offering herself to him again and he knew that his erection was there to comply with her wishes.

He turned her around and pulled her back into him. His hands moulded her breasts from behind and he could feel her butt spooning into him.

He knew she would have to aware how hard he had got.

 

[Tammi]

With her hands up against the wall for support, she spread her legs further and leaned back towards Peter. In this position, her pussy met with the tip of his cock and she pressed against it, allowing him to enter her.

Her nipples grew harder as his hands cupped her breasts, and her one hand reached down between her legs, playing with herself as well as him.

She was overwhelmed by the feelings he was stirring in her, moaning softly, feeling him rubbing against right before he entered.

 

[will68]

As Amanda pushed back against him he entered her from behind.

Once again he was amazed by the warmth within her and how she appeared to be entirely welcoming him into her most personal places.

As she leaned forward, supporting herself against the wall he was able to reach her nipples from behind and squeezed them gently as he plunged his hard cock into her pussy. he could feel the cheeks of her butt against his hips and he could hear her murmers of encouragement.

This was even better than Peter had imagined in his exotic daydreams. A real live beutiful girl who seemed to be enjoying him just as much as he was enjoying her.

He pushed and withdrew, pushed and withdrew on and on. Then he felt himself cuming again.

 

[Tammi]

With his thrusts increasing and the feel of him cumming, her own climax peaked. Amanda felt herself losing balance, her climax overpowering her. She felt Peter’s arm around her waist, holding her tightly against him and supporting her. He put his other hand on the shower wall to support both of them until their bodies resumed control.

“ Oh Peter “ She finally managed to whisper, turning around to face him. She kissed him hard on the lips, expressing her affection for him without words. Having never experienced such pleasure from such innocence, Amanda felt consumed by Peter’s desire and love he had shown for her.

Returning to her bed, she snuggled close to him, her head against his chest. He held her tightly, both of them exhausted but fulfilled. It wasn’t long before she felt him relax. She looked up to see his eyes closed, sleeping. She smiled, kissing him softly on the lips.

“ Goodnight my love. “ She whispered very softly and then turned on her side. With her back now against him she felt his arm go around her waist, keeping her body up against his. She drifted off to sleep, warmed and comforted with his arm around her.

It was only a few short hours before she jumped, quickly turning off the alarm before it awakened him. She quickly, but quietly, put on a pair of jeans and a t-shirt for her early morning class, trying not to wake him as she did so. She stood for a minute watching him sleep, so peaceful, so handsome and again she was consumed with desire. She quickly jotted down a note to him.

Peter didn't want to wake you. Had an early class and will be in school most of the day. Will not have much time in between school and work for the next few days, but here's my cell phone number, call me anytime. I will be thinking of you until I see you again. Love Amanda

She left her number and then left for school.

 

[will68]

Peter woke with a start! He had that momentary feeling of disorientation and satup quickly. He then started remembering. He turned to see that Amanda was no longer in the bed beside him.
He then saw the note and quickly scanned it. He smiled and then laid back, gazing at the ceiling and remembering the past night.

His mind wandered through the dinner, the pier, the kisses, the unveiling of Amanada, the feel of her body, the thrill of climax and the contentment of sleep.

The note said she was busy the next few days. "Damn!" he thought. Then he remembered she had given him her cell phone number. That NUST mean she wants to see me again.

He wandered off to the shower again, all kinds of thoughts running through his mind. As the water washed away his confusion he decided that he would waste no time in contacting Amanda. He knew that he had been captured in love and nothing else mattered but being in her company.

Thinking his plan through, he decided to call her at lunchtime, knowing that was the most likely time she would be out of class.

When she answered the phone he asked, "Would the most beautiful woman in the world like to join me for coffee between school and work this afternoon?"

She replied, "I'll only have an hour, but I'd love to!"

"Great," he replied, "How about "Barny's Coffee Palace" at 4.30?"

 

[Tammi]

She arrived at the coffee shop before Peter, and sat down at a table that was more secluded from the rest. She looked out the window watching for him while contemplating whether she should tell him about her job.

After being with him and feeling the way she did about him, she knew it would be better coming from her than having him find out by accident. Besides she thought, if they were to continue their relationship, it all depended on his reaction to her job.

She smiled when he came in and walked to the table, kissing her before he sat down. They talked some and ordered their lunch.

" Peter, there's something I need to tell you. " She said looking directly at him. " I think it's important that you know I also dance at the place I work. " She finally got it out of her mouth, maybe not quite all of it, but that was the best she could do. She could see the confusion on his face.

 

[will68]

Peter looked at her quizzically. "And?" he said

 

[Tammi]

She looked at him and could see that he really had no idea what she was talking about. She couldn't help but shake her head slightly with a soft laugh.

" Peter you really are cute, you know that. " She took a sip of her drink while she thought over her words carefully, finally deciding to be as blunt as possible.

" I dance on stage while stripping down to my g-string. I keep that on so that anyone who wishes, can put tips there, as long as they don't actually touch me. There are bouncers that prevent that if someone gets out of hand. I didn't lie, I do waitress too, in just panties or a g-string. "

Having said all that, she waited for Peter's reaction.

 

[will68]

"You know, Amanada," Peter said, "I suppose I ought to feel shocked. But I don't. I guess I feel envious of everyone who saw how beautiful your body is before I did."

He paused and noticed that Amanda was looking as if she was uncomfortable.

"Look!" he said. "I know I have fallen in love with you." It doesn't depend on what you do. It depends on who you are. I think I would be proud to know that men admire your beauty and yet you are mine. Would that be possible?"

 

[Tammi]

Amanda stared at him for several minutes and then took out a piece a paper and wrote something on it.

" Peter, I believe you and I feel the same about you too. But I think you should come by the club tonight or tomorrow and see for yourself. You might change your mind. Here's the name of the club and address for you. " She handed him the piece of paper.

" It's best to wait until after 9:00pm and there is something you should know. It might be better if you don't sit in front of the stage. You can if you want to, but remember I am not dancing just for you when I'm working. "

Amanda looked at her watch and then stood up. " I'm sorry I have to run, but I have to be in class in a few minutes. I will see you at the club tonight or tomorrow. " She reached down and kissed him and then raced out the door.

 

[will68]

Peter took the paper and looked at it for some time. It was a place that he had heard of but had never been bold enough to visit. He decided he would go tonight.

When he got there he was almost overwhelmed by the beat of the music and the flickering lights. Although the place was not really dark it gave that impression.

There was a bar which was well lit and then an area with tables with a walkway stage running about halfway into the room. Against the walkway was a fairly narrow stage with cutains on each side. The didn't seem to be an orchestra so he guessed there must be a dj somwhere.

As peter got beer and a table near the outside wall he waited impatiently for the show to begin. His thoughts raced through his mind. How would he cope? Would there be other girls doing something similar.

"Can I join you," said the voice, breaking his reverie. It was was one ot the waitress/hostesses. "Will you buy me a drink?"

Peter was taken aback. He hadn't expected this. "No thank you," he said. "I'm waiting for someone."

"OK," the girl replied. "You wouldn't be Peter, would you?"

"How did you know?" replied Peter.

"Amanda told us you might come tonight and be a bit shy and taken aback. Don't worry! The way she talks about you I expected to see Superman!"

With a friendly smile she moved to the next table.

A sudden crash of drums took Peter by surprise. The MC took the centre of the stage and announced the entertainment.

 

[Tammi]

Amanda was backstage getting ready for her performance when Tina, one of the hostess’s came back and handed her a note. It let her know that Peter was out front and at which table he was sitting at. Suddenly she felt butterflies in her stomach, almost as if this was her first night on stage.

All sorts of questions ran through her head. What would he think of her? How would he feel watching other men trying to give her tips? How would he feel watching the other girls?

She then heard Johnnie the announcer, introducing Sherri. Amanda smiled, thinking about what Peter’s reaction would be watching Sherri.

Sherri was 5’8”, 115lbs, brown teddy bear eyes, auburn hair that hung down to her waist, a very dark tan and her costume tonight was all white, not only adding to her sexiness but accentuating her breasts tremendously. She had on a cowboy hat, a very tight fitting, midriff shirt that was tied just above her belly button, a short leather skirt, boots that came up above her knees, and underneath was a very skimpy lace bra and g-string.

Amanda wondered if Peter would like Sherri’s performance. Sherri flirted a lot more than the other girls when she danced. She also allowed some of the men to brush against her legs or breasts when they gave her tips, almost with a promise of something not spoken. Although the management had warned her of the dangers of this, Sherri had not discontinued.

Then a thought struck Amanda.

What if Peter liked Sherri, or even one of the other girls?

Attractive as she was, other girls like Sherri, were much more appealing than she thought she was. Amanda was the next one to dance and she quickly got ready. She then went to peak from behind the stage to watch Peter’s reaction while he watched Sherri.

 

[will68]

Peter watched the stage as the first girl came on to a fanfare and a loud encouraging announcement. She was dressed in white in cowgirl style and this costume was accentuated by her tan skin.

As the dance progressed peter watned for a while and then, as the dancer undressed, leaned back in his chair and picked up his drink.

he gazed around the room, amazed that some men were offering money and in trying to tuck money in her g-string were copping a sly feel.

"I wonder if Amanda has to put up with that?" he mused.

In a short time this dancer finished and left the stage.

 

[Tammi]

As Amanda watched, she was relieved that Peter wasn’t totally shocked. He actually seemed very laid back and was enjoying himself, she thought, and this helped her relax more.

Now that Sherri was finished, Amanda heard Johnnie announcing her. The music she was using tonight, began and the lighting was dimmed a little more. Her music was soft and erotic for her dance trying to express something of a slow teasing seduction. She took a deep breath and walked on stage.

She was dressed in a gold wrap around skirt that tied at her hip. It was beautifully laced throughout, as was the gold shawl that she wore as a top. Her top was tied underneath one arm, leaving one shoulder bare other than the thin strap of her bra. The material was not completely see thru, but gave a hint of the metallic gold bra and g-string she wore underneath. She had on 4inch spiked heels and she also had gold glitter on her eyelids and around her navel, which would flicker in the light. The gold highlighted her long blonde hair, blending nicely with her tan as well.

She did not look to find Peter when she walked on stage, afraid she might become distracted by his reactions. She began her dance, keeping back from the edge of the stage and very slowly began to remove the shawl first, teasing her audience as she did this. Eventually she dropped it on the stage and was dancing, her hands caressing her body seductively for a while. Then she began the slow tease of removing her skirt.

 

[will68]

Peter watched carefully as Amanda came to centre stage. God! She looked beautiful!

He felt so proud that he had made a relationship with her that held so much promise.

He leaned forward in his chair and drank in the vision as she slowly but enticingly started to remove her clothing.

 

[Tammi]

Slowly she danced, swaying closer now and then to the edge of the stage until she finally left her skirt around the neck of one of the men sitting in front of the stage. The man smiled ecstatically, even trying to reach out to touch her, but being experienced, she moved back quickly not letting it disrupt her dancing.

She played her seduction to the watching audience, continuing to caress her body. Her hands played with the material of her bra and the straps for sometime and finally with the urging of the audience, she removed her bra.

She danced, moving closer to her audience, but without letting them touch her. She was on her knees on the floor and her legs spread some, her head leaning back, giving a good view of the thin material covering her pussy. Soon she was allowing the customers too put the money in her g-string while trying to avoid their roving hands.