Fear of Rejection

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Peter held his breath as the bra came off. There, in the spotlight, was the woman he loved.

he thought about things and finally came to the view that he was a very priveleged person. he held those enticing breasts in his mouth. He had seen and tasted what was behind the g-string.

"Watch on, suckers!" he thought. "You can't get what I can."

After these thoughts ran through his mind Peter relaxed. he thought that Amanda was a terrific dancer as well as a terrific girl. He hoped she might come out and see him after her act. he sure as hell wanted to go home with her. He had got REALhorny!

 

[Tammi]

At the end of her show, before walking off stage she finally looked over to where she knew Peter was sitting. She saw that he was smiling, and her heart raced. She smiled back at him and went back stage to dress.

Well, he hadn't left and he was smiling. All good signs.

She put her bra back on and a short gold dress that covered more than her costume. After fixing herself up she walked up to Peter's table carrying a beer for him and a glass of wine for her.
She put the drinks down and she stood in front of where he was sitting.

" Well? What did you think? "

 

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Peter stood as Amanda came to the table. As she put down the drinks and sat down he leaned close to her and said,"Is it OK to kiss you hello here or should I just think it?"
She smiled at him and said, "Not here, I guess. Save it for later."
"Do you have another show?"he asked.
"Yes, and then I'm free. But only to you!" she smiled.
"OK," said Peter. "your place or mine?"
"Better make it mine again," said Amanda. "I have an early class again tomorrow morning."
"That's fine," said Peter. "My first class is not until 10.30." Maybe we could have lunch together too?"
"Sure," replied Amanda. "Are you staying for my next dance?"
"You bet!" said Peter. Wouldn't miss it for anything."
Peter felt the glow in his groin as the thought of the night to come. He sat through a few more dances then Amanda again.
His heart skipped a beat as she was announced.

 

[Tammi]

Amanda entered the stage, this time wearing a black leather dress that fit her body tightly. She had on black leather boots that came up past her knees and a black leather cap. The music had more of a lively beat this time, her dance had more flair and excitement. Again she teased her audience, lowering the zipper of her dress very slowly and then removing the dress.

Now with just the boots, cap and a black leather bra and thong, she paraded around the edge of the stage, sometimes getting close enough to lift her leg over the customers heads, and one customer she removed her cap, putting it on his head. Finally after enough teasing and coaxing, she removed her bra and finished her dance, letting the customers put her tips in the front and back of her thong, keeping most of their hands from getting too personal.

After the dance, Amanda couldn't wait to grab Peter and go home. With her boots still on, she quickly threw on her coat, walked up to him and took his hand, quickly pulling him out the door. Before they even got to his car, she pulled him to her, giving him a heated kiss.

On the drive to her house, she couldn't help but notice the way he was smiling and she knew he was as turned on as she was. She smiled wickedly, then opened up her coat showing that all she hadn't bothered to put her clothes back on.

 

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As soon as they got inside Amanda's door Peter drew her into his arms and kissed her. Then he opened her coat and caressed her breasts and ran his hands over her body just as she had done in the dance.

Amanda fumbled at Peter's clothes and between the two they ended up naked. They raced to the bedroom where Peter pushed her back to the bed and started kissing her body...breats, nalvel, pusst, face, and then pussy again.

He could feel how wet she was and he lapped at her juices, runniong his tongue around her clit and then sucking it as hard as he could. Then he inserted his tongue in her entrance and tongued her completely.

When he felt her hand rubbinbg his cock he knew that it was now the time to let her guide it to her pussy.

 

[Tammi]

Oh Peter, you're making me so hot! Amanda moaned as his tongue licked at her juices.

Unable to control herself any longer, she stroked his cock, and guided it to her wet and wanting pussy.

Fuck me, Peter. I can't wait any longer.

 

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Peter knelt between her legs and moved forward, letting Amanda guide his cock into her warm and wet and waiting pussy. As he entered her he leaned forward, joing his chest to her breasts and his lips to hers.
He felt Amanda lock her heels around him and her join his motion, with her body moving deliciously with his and her mouth and tongue mixing frantically with hers. Her arms were also around him.
Peter felt the storm rising in him and as he plunged into her and slightly withdrew he whispered, "Amanda, I realy do love you!"

 

[Tammi]

Peter, I love you too! She moaned as Peter thrust into her again and again, the storm building in both.

Their lips meeting, their hearts racing, until both of them passed the edge and climaxed as never before. Exhausted, they collapsed, holding tightly to each other, whispering words of love. They fell asleep in each others arms.

 

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Some weeks have passed. Peter and Amanda have decided that they would move in together.

Peter was reasonably comfortable with Amanda's job, confident that the security in the place would look after her.

On the nights he didn't join her at the club because of study commitments he waited up for her and they went to bed together. They were in love and their lovemaking was intensely satisfying to both.

Then, one night.............

 

[Tammi]

Amanda sat in the car looking out the window, having let Tina drive her home. They hadn’t spoken since they left the club. Tears ran down her face, streaking her make-up and Tina handed her another tissue. Amanda took the tissue, but said nothing, lost in recalling the events of the evening.

She had been unaware that Tom, her ex-boyfriend, had come in the club until she was on stage. She didn’t mind that he came in and watched the shows, but it irritated her after their break-up that he would insist on sitting directly in front of the stage.

During the end of her dance, receiving tips from customers, she felt the hands reach around her and before she knew it Tom had pulled her off stage on to his lap. The bouncers were on him at once but Tom’s hands were quick, squeezing her breasts roughly. They had finally gotten Tom under control while he swore and cursed Amanda, calling her the same nasty names he had when she had broken up with him. Right when they went to drag him away, his arm got free and he slapped Amanda hard across the face knocking her into the customers that had gathered around. Luckily, one of the other bouncers reached for her, preventing any more problems, and escorted her to the dressing room, Tina had followed.

Now sitting in the car, she wasn’t sure if the tears were falling because of the humiliation she had felt, or having to face Peter. She knew he wouldn’t be angry with her, but she worried that this might hurt him even more than it did her because of their feelings for each other. And as much as she wanted to let him hold her in his arms the moment she got home, she decided it would be better to be strong about it and not make a big deal.

When they pulled up in the driveway, Tina insisted she come in the house with Amanda just to make sure everything was okay. Amanda didn’t answer, but Tina followed.

Peter you know Tina. I got off early. I'll be out in a few minutes.

Amanda spoke just as quickly as she walked down the hall and to the bathroom, not looking at Peter. She could hear him ask what was going on and she knew Tina would explain because that’s how the girl was. At this point though, she didn’t care. She wanted to clean up and regain her composure.

Amanda undressed and looked in the mirror. Her face seemed slightly pink, maybe puffy but she didn’t think there would be any bruising. The rest of her body although sore, would be fine. She turned the shower on and let the hot water pour over her body.

 

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Peter listened intently as Tina explained what had happened with mounting anger. As Tia left he assured her he wouldn't do anything silly, but he had reservations about what he might do.

He went into the bathroom and opened the shower door. He was shocked by the bruises on Amanda's face and body.

"Come on, sweetheart," he daid. "Let me dry you off and help you dress."

As he dried her her, patting her dry and offering words of comfort, taking particular over her bruised breasts and face.

He found himself thinking about retribution. he would find this Tom and deal with hime, 'good and proper!' he knew his army training would stand him in good stead.

He escorted Amanda to bed, gently covering her with the bedclothes. He bought her some aspirin and undressed and fell into bed himself, his mid churning with plans for revenge.

 

[Tammi]

Amanda fell quickly asleep, comforted with Peter's arm around her. She was relieved that he had not asked her anything about what had happened. His gentle touch while helping her, told her once again his love was real.

She woke up and moving slightly, not wanting to wake Peter up just yet. She slowly turned her body to his, relieved that she was not hurting much from the night before. She gently caressed Peter's shoulders with her fingertips, and stirred, but did not awaken.

She leaned her body more against him, the silk material of her nightie brushing against his chest. She kissed his chest, lightly and slowly kept moving lower, her head eventually going under the covers.

She could feel him moving and was well aware of his eager erection while she playfully kissed his belly and all around his groin area without touching his hardness.

" Mmmmmmm " She heard Peter mumble and she smiled. She brushed her lips against his erection.

 

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Peter woke with the feeling of delight as Amanda played with his cock. He also enjoyed the feeling of her supple and shapely body move against him under her silken nightie. He ran his hands over her back and then over her breasts. Her hair was brushing against his stomach as she continued to kiss his erection and he found it almost impossible to lie still as she ministered to him.

At last he moved and drew her up to his face. "Are you OK?" he asked.

She nodded and lay down in the crook of his arm. "Just a little bit sore but not too bad," she said.

Peter threw back the bedclothes and lifted her nightie so he see the harm done. There signs of bruising around her thighs and across her breasts. "Sore?" he asked, moving his fingers over the hurts.

 

[Tammi]

" Yes, Peter, just a little sore. It looks worse than if feels. " Amanda shivered at his gentle touch, and saw the concern in his eyes.

" Tina explained what happened, didn't she? "

" Yes, she did. " Peter said.

Her body now tingling by his touch, yet she sensed there was something else from the look in his eyes. She kissed him softly.

" Do we need to talk about it then? "

 

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"yes, I think we do," said peter. "I am not jealous of you doing your dance. I think it is absolutely beautiful. But I am concerned about your safety. Would you mind if I spoke to your boss about security?"
He held her in tight as she thought about her response.

 

[Tammi]

Amanda felt the warmth Peters arms gave her, as he held her. She also thought over the words he spoke. This was usually where her relationships ended, and she didn't want that for them.
She took a deep breath.

" Peter, that is unneccesary. We have lots of security. Sometimes things like this do occur. " She looked at him, trying to read the expression on is face. His eyes seemed to still hold concern.

" If it helps any, this generally only happens from ex boyfriends, angry spouses or lovers. That's why it is encouraged that they do not sit at the front of the stage. Not everything can be prevented, and I can't promise this won't happen again. "

She watched him take several deep breaths, his eyes looking directly at hers, and she wondered about his thoughts.

 

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"Look, Amanda, you are the most precious thing that has happened in my whole life. I don't want to stifle you, I just want to sure that you won't get hurt ever again."

Peter paused. "I won't make a scene with your boss. I just want to suggest to him that he not admit ever again people who have broken the rules"

"I know the job is important to you while you are at school. I know we couldn't both survive on my army allowance. But the truth is, I want to marry you after we graduate and I want you to be safe while we wait."

He leaned over her and kissed her slowly and gently. he was amazed at her reaction.

 

[Tammi]

" Mmmmmmmm " She whispered, tenderly returning Peter's kiss. She leaned more to him, softly running her fingers through his hair. She thought about his words and more than that, she felt his concern.

" Okay, babe. We will both go talk to him and see if anything else can be done. " She immediately saw his eyes change, relieved at her decision. Peter kissed her again, harder this time, while her hand traveled down his chest caressing him. She could feel his erection against her leg and she pressed her body closer.

" I don't have classes this morning. Do you? " She said with a teasing smile.

 

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"I do," said Pter. "But I ain't going nowhere!"
He kissed her agin and gently touched her breasts. he couldn't imagine how one girl could be so perfect. he noticed her nipples harden so he gently kissed each one, being careful not to further damage her bruising.
Now he sat up and gazed at her, lying there dressed only in a smile and wanting him.

"Wanting him!" he thought. "how lucky am I?"

He kissed her again and let his cup her breast while the other slid along her insde thigh. As she parted her legs to give him access she sighed deeply.

 

[Tammi]

"I do But I ain't going nowhere!"

Amanda giggled with excitement hearing Peter's comments. Her body warming to his touch. She couldn't help look at him with open desire and want, his eyes telling her that he was more than pleased with her.

She put her hand on top of his which was caressing her thigh and she gently urged his hand to her pussy. Peter felt her moisture and the pressure of her hand on his and rubbed.

" Peter, I want you so much. " She moaned.

 

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As Amanda pushed Peter's hand to her pussy peter in turn took Amanda's hand down to his erection.
He shivered with pleasure as he felt her hand circle his cock and rub up and down gently.
Now he let his fingers slide up and down her moist crack, hovering around her clit and sliding gently inside her. he loved the look on her face as she lay there with eyes closed, savouring the moment.
He moved his fingers in and out of her vagina, enjoying her movement against him and the increased pressure from her hand fondling his cock.

 

[Tammi]

Amanda moaned louder as Peter's fingers moved inside her. She was grasping at his cock, stroking up and down. Her hips rocked, pressing herself hard against his hand.

She could feel the heat inside her building, her eyes closed, and her breathing becoming more rapid.

" Yessss, Peter, yesssss! "

 

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Peter gathered Amanda in his arms and manouvered his erection into her pussy. gently he stroked in and out, engulfed by his emotion and love for her. They both came together and then laid together enjoying the commitment they have to each other.

Later that afternoon Peter and Amanda went to the club together...............

 

[Tammi]

Amanda had a good idea what her boss would say to Peter, as others had at one time or another come and talked to him. She was slightly nervous on the drive over, because she was afraid Peter would be dissappointed with how this meeting would end up.

When they walked in the club, Amanda could tell instantly that something was wrong. Herald, the owner of the club was there. He was very angry at what had happened and apparently had been getting more complaints than he cared to about these things happening.

Before they went in to talk, Amanda was told that Herald was considering firing her boss over this, but wanted to talk to her first. He had already fired several of the bouncers that were suppose to be watching the stage.

Amanda was surprised by this, and shocked that Herald had come in. She had never met him before and had actually thought he didn't care about what went on. She could tell that Peter was already pleased to hear this, as was she.

" Maybe this will go better than I thought. " Amanda thought to herself as they went into the office.

 

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Peter was impressed with Harold's attitude. He obviously cared that his dancers were protected.

He asked him how he was going to cope with the rowdies if he had fired the bouncers.

Harold looked Peter over and asked, "What about you...would you like a job?"

"Sure," said Peter.

"Have you done this type of work before?" asked Harold.

"No," said Peter , "But I was in a commando squad in the military and I'm sure I could handle any situation that might arise."

"OK," said Harold, "what about you working the same shifts as Amanda.

"That'd be great," the pair chorused.

Peter and Amanda headed off back home feeling very pleased with the outcome.

"I can't imagine you as a commando," said Amanda. "You are so gentle with me."

"Of course I am," Peter replied. "I love you and never want to see you hurt. But my military training will enable me tp protect you if the need arises again."

They arrived home and Amanda turned tp Peter with a smile. "Ok, wuld you like to try some of your gentle commando stuff on me right now?"