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Getting into it

Perhaps it's been watching some sissy porn or watching T-girl porn, or maybe it's a curiosity about crossdressing that has brought me to this. I am a married, masculine, straight guy on the outside. Secretly, I have become aware of a growing desire to explore and express feminine desires, and fortunately I have begun chatting with a local total top who is supportive of my desires. Our chats become quite erotic, and have admitted to him of my submissive, feminine desires.

This isn't just a top/bottom or dom/sub scenario. We're talking about playing the male/female roles as much as we can to include the wearing of panties, bra, etc., make up, calling me a feminine name (in private, of course), and ultimately playing the female role during sex.
There is no such thing as “straight on the outside”! Either you’re straight, or gay/bi pretending to be straight. Thats cool, may need to be that way for a number of reasons, but being honest with yourself about your ability to swim before you jump in the deep end is critical.
 
I don't know if I agree with your last paragraph. I don't know how many years ago I discovered shemale porn, but for me it has been a steady progression from occasionally viewing it (mixed with straight porn) to more shemale/cross dresser/sissy/fembois porn and less and less straight porn and even occasionally some gay stuff. I began dressing in panties even playing with some anal toys and dildos. I looked forward to business trips because I was able to dress and play with the toys I had acquired. I craved alone time at home so I could dress and jerk off. I had none of these feeling or cravings when I first started. Now I always want to be the girl or gurl performing the blow job or being ravished anally when viewing pics or videos of these acts. On trips I would visit the local ABS, but never thought about performing at a glory hole, but now that thought crosses my mind frequently. At first my fantasies were kind of limited to almost hetero sex with trannies or shemales. I would never have even considered giving oral to another man, but now I think about it every day. For me at least, viewing has put me on a path to a bicuriousity that is getting stronger by the day. Maybe I am internally wired this way, but I feel that sissy porn did more than just open my eyes to it.
You are correct, we know that our porn addiction leads to behavior that we may not have exhibited otherwise. Straight, gay, bi…I believe we are who we are and the more I learned about my father from family the more I feel that so many of our traits are genetic. Maybe not our sexual preferences, but our predilection for certain sexual thoughts and actions. The porn fuels that internal fire, sometimes driving us to do things that we probably would not have done otherwise, and what at one point we would not have found sexy or arousing now becomes our new craving…nastier, kinkier, etc.
 
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Looks like someone started without us...as long as we finish together it's all good!
 
You are correct, we know that our porn addiction leads to behavior that we may not have exhibited otherwise. Straight, gay, bi…I believe we are who we are and the more I learned about my father from family the more I feel that so many of our traits are genetic. Maybe not our sexual preferences, but our predilection for certain sexual thoughts and actions. The porn fuels that internal fire, sometimes driving us to do things that we probably would not have done otherwise, and what at one point we would not have found sexy or arousing now becomes our new craving…nastier, kinkier, etc.
An articulate a well-argued thesis, luv23way, which provokes certain responses. Because we are cross-dressing cocksucking cum-sluts does not necessarily follow that our fathers or grandfathers had similar or identical predilections. Or maybe they did, but the tenor and prohibitions of their times did not allow them the freedom to think or act upon those impulses? We will never know. Yet we are fortunate to be alive in more tolerant and permissive times, where the internet and the invaluable service provided by the Literotica Forum allow us to talk among ourselves in a supportive and positive way, and express our gender tastes in all their wonderful diversity without fear of censor...
 
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One of My all time fav Hott Babes!!! Kendra Sinclaire!!!

Now, the downside....I think she "Retired", anyone know?????
Btw...lost many a load watching her!!! Lol!
I’ve always been impressed with her ability to take VERY LARGE COCKS (real or fake) in her pussy. Not to mention the fact that her clit is awesome 😎…large, perfectly shaped love muscle
 
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