flashback(pm first)

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Maria

''Thanks'' She said as she took the books from him as he unlocked the door and let her in and then followed behind her. ''I'm okay for now thanks'' She said and smiled.

She watched him unknown to him as he got things situated and walked to his basement, for some strange reason this felt new to her yet she had been in house ten thousand times when his parents had not been home, was she nervous hell yeah, why she was 24 years old it was not as if she were never alone with a man before.

She laughed.. ''He enjoys it immensly.'' She said with a smile.. ''But he always tells you anytime you come home it will always be your room.''

She walked over to the edge of the sofa.. ''Its been years since... never mind.. I almost forgot.'' She said softly.

 

[RLA68]

He sits on the sofa but with a little buffer room between them.
“Well do you want to look through the books or what do you think?” he asks smiling.

“I can already see awkwardness being in the basement under different circumstances. Like I said, don’t worry I am not going to make any inappropriate moves Maria. A goodnight kiss is up in the air as far that goes.” He says and laughs.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Maria

She looked up at him considering she was on the edge and smiled tenderly at him. ''What good will it honestly do, we already know books can't change this.'' She said and looked at him kindly and smiled.

''I don't feel awkward.. I just wish it wouldn't have taken almost 5 years for me to come back to your house, well your parents anyway... when we meet, its a returaunt or a bar.'' She said and looked at him.

''I would never feel anything but safe with you.'' She said softly.

 

[RLA68]

“I don’t disagree Ria but I don’t what more to do. I am happy to of changed something so we can be together in some better in the future.” He adds and scoots closer to her.

“I know what you say but I can’t think of being content in the future without you being a primary part or…to be honest I think being the primary of my life. If you had asked me yesterday about us…I would have taken it for granted our friendship. Now…I really think I want more. I think it is the only way to keep you in my life as a primary focus as you should be.” He adds and takes her hands.

“So the question is why are you here? Has it been solved or what does it have to do with?” he asks and smiles.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Maria

''You know in most movies there is always something that sends a person back what if we get together now.. you know and I go back remember everything and you remember nothing...can you make me a promise if and when that happens... you will listen to everything I have to say when I come to you cause I will come to you.'' She said softly and looked at him, with a bright smile.

As he said all this she took a deep breath how long she waited to hear those exact words and she wanted to hear more and more... but the past still seemed to bother her as she sighed to herself and looked at him.. ''To not be together never made any sense to me what so ever honestly.. we have known each other for a lifetime..'' She knew why she never risked it and yet she never could tell him the truth.

She smiled back as he took her hands in his and she looked up at him.

''I don't think I care any more one way or the other it will all come together somehow.''

 

[RLA68]

He smiles and nods as she says she will come to him when she goes back.
“But…the future you go back to is already altered. We expressed our feelings and even went on a date. I plan on dating you…and not fucking it up. So, the me from the future is changed as you may be in the future.” He adds and smiles.

He continued to smile and listen to her.

“Of course it will come together.” He said and he raised a hand and brushed a piece of her hair from her face. He moved his face closer and kissed her lips with a peck. Then the second kiss was a much longer kiss and his tongue swirled tapping hers.

“I love you Ria…the future is ours.” He said and kissed her again.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Maria

She looked at him and wondered if he really knew how serious this all was, she was not pretending, there could be serious changes and she was not sure how serious any of them would be... but she knew her life was forever changed after this moment this time.. being here with him was more natural then anything she had ever felt before in her life.

His smile was amazing, he had the most amazing brown eyes she had ever laid eyes upon.

She looked at him and smiled hoping against hope he was right, as he touched her cheek and brushed a piece of her hair from her eyes, she looked at him as she had never really looked at him before.. she knew now she would have to tell him of why she never admitted to wanting something more than friendship but she was scared cause she had held prom kind of against him...

Then he kissed her and she felt a bolt of electricity surge through her, from just the simplest touch of his lips against hers, until the second kiss, where it lasted longer and his tongue slightly searched for her.

He loved her... but she knew he wasn't in love with her not in the way she was in love with him.

She returned his kiss leaning into him.

 

[RLA68]

They mutually kissed back and forth as Thomas laid her back on the couch and kissed her with more passion. He rotated from lips to her neck. He even had the advantage of her once saying her most sensitive spot when talking about boys she dated without crude details. Some clothing was loosened but mostly kissing and touching on top of the clothing was done for a while.

After a bit Thomas rolled off to the floor. He was breathing heavy.
“I am sorry…I didn’t mean to get overheated like that.” He said somberly.

“Maria…I want to be more than just a good boyfriend and do things right.” He added a little upset with himself for getting carried away.

After an awkward minute or two.
“I bet you never expected to make out on this couch in my basement. I am sure no one else ever bet on it…that is why my parents never cared when we were alone down here.” He said laughing softly.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Maria

His kiss was like nothing she ever felt before sure she might have the mind of a 24 year old but in this moment she was a 19 year old in body. As he kissed her neck, one of her most sensitive places on her body, she felt her heart race and heat rise to her body. It was as if she were made for him as crazy as that might sound. Wearing a tight brown tank-top and tight blue jeans, with a brown belt that was now almost off, she felt nervous yet safe with him.

She looked at him as he rolled from her to the floor, and part of her wondered if she did something wrong. She could see her breast rise and fall, no one had ever had that effect on her before.

She looked at him as he apologized and she smiled softly.. ''I was not complaining.'' She whispered breathlessly herself.

She took his hands in her own and smiled at him.. perhaps her keeping the past in the past was a smart thing to do... this was all she ever wanted all she ever hoped for.

''Don't be upset, I wanted that as much as you did.'' She sat up and straightened her cloths a little.

She sighed as it got quiet for a moment.

''No never would have thought of this a million years... my parents would be the same way.'' She said laughing lightly.

 

[RLA68]

He smiled as they got past the awkward moment talking about making out in the basement. Their parents with no concern going to the basement alone which his bedroom is around the corner. They talked on other subjects as the friend hat was securely on in place of boyfriend hat.

“You look tired. Wanna call it a night and see what tomorrow brings Ria?” he asks.

“I would love to walk you home…it seems to of stopped raining.” He adds.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Maria

She loved being here with him like this, and it was what she wanted all along, it just hurt that it took her being sent back in the past that he realized he wanted the same thing that she knew all along, but Ria was always good at hiding her true feelings on things.

She nodded her head she was tired it had been a long yet amazing day... and she wondered what would tomorrow bring.

''Please do.'' She said softly and stood from the couch, looking at him softly.

 

[RLA68]

He got up after her and walked behind her. He wrapped his arms around her after only a step or two. He kissed her cheek then neck. His hands raised up her torso as he kissed her shoulder and then neck again.
“Ummmm Ria….sorry you are so gorgeous and irresistable.” He groaned.

"I know this is inappropiate but I really want you." he whispers as his hands make it to her breasts and his mouth then reaches around to her lips after working on her neck.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Maria

As he walked behind her she felt a loss she wanted to be close to him... cause what if she woke up and this was all some kind of dream?

She felt his arms wrap around her and she sighed, he felt so strong and she felt so safe in his arms. She sighed deeply as he kissed her neck in just the right places. As he ran his hand along her torso, she felt shivers go throughout her as she leaned back into him.

''Don't be sorry... ever.'' She whispered huskily.

She moaned into his lips as his hands found her breast.

''I want you Tommy.'' She whispered.. not thinking about consequences.

 

[RLA68]

He was kissing her neck and lips with passion as he felt her amazing breasts. He barely was listening to her as his concentration was elsewhere in lust. He did however hear her say ‘I want you Tommy’, equating to green light.

He walked with her toward his bedroom. He kissed her more and more passionately for a bit once in his bedroom before he lifted her top up and off of her shoulders then to his bedroom floor. He removed his shirt and disposed of it the same way. He was making out with her on his bed for a bit before each of their jeans also made their way to the floor. She had her bra and panties as he had his underwear for all that was left.

His mouth was already all over her any skin around the bra before he unclasped her bra from behind while kissing her lips at the time.
“You know I am serious about wanting you…but I want to make sure this is truly what you want.” He whispered as one last question if she wanted to stop. He removed her bra and flung to the floor.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Maria

She realized she was now moaning into his kisses as he found her breast with his hands, with amazing skill she must add.

As he took her hand and led her to his bedroom, she felt nervous and excited at the same time, it wasn't as if this were her first time.. well not really, but it was her first time with Tommy. She found his tongue this time with her own and almost did not stop until they both stopped to remove there cloths. There cloths were at a heap beside them on the floor as they made there way to his bed, something she had dreamed of for so long and now it was minutes away from happening.

She leaned her head back in pleasure as he kissed around her bra, and then gently it fell from her skin.

She looked at him as he told her he wanted her but was giving her a option to stop if she wanted. He then removed her bra completely as she looked at him.

''No I don't want to ever stop.'' She whispered.

 

[RLA68]

He smiled as she said she didn’t want it to ever stop. He kissed her on the lips and then down to her neck and breasts as he lowered her panties kissing down her body. He dispatched of his shorts as well. He moved back up in between her legs.
“I never imagined we would be doing this…but making love to you has lived in my dreams for a while Ria.” He said and kissed her.

He slowly entered her with his rock hard manhood. Her skin felt amazing as her lips were intoxicating with each kiss. As he entered her, she was so tight but yet he could feel her arousal in the form of her wetness. She did want this as much as he did. He waited for a moment after he was fully inside of her.
He groaned in pleasure, “You are amazing.” He then started pumping in and out with long deliberately slow strokes. He wanted to feel every stroke and the sensation of it. He pumped in and out very steady but very controlled. This may be their first time but their bodies were in sync as they were made for each other.

He kissed her in between strokes. It took a bit but his body betrayed him as the excitement was forcing him to pump a little harder and increase the tempo. Even as he pumped in and out a little harder and faster the rhythm stayed perfect the entire time. He was forced to keep increasing the tempo until he was in a frenzy of pounding rather just pumping.
“Getting close Maria.” He groaned.

He pounded with all he had in bodily strength until he got down to five hard slow strokes very distinctive.
“OHH MARIA YES I LOVE YOU.” He stated as he let his manseed flow. He collapsed next to her and kissed her lips.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Maria

His smile melted her heart, yet her body felt as if it were on fire. Every kiss he laid upon her body made her moan and want more, she could feel how hot her pussy was becoming and she wanted more and more of him. As he removed his own shorts she moaned once more. She looked up at him as he found his way between her legs once more. ''I have wanted this for a long time.'' She whispered as he kissed her her tongue once more searched for his.

She gasped slightly as his manhood entered into her tight pussy. He tasted so good to her, she loved the taste of his tongue in her mouth. She moaned deeply as he entered more of himself into her, and she wrapped her arms around his neck tightly. After he was completely inside of her she moaned more and more deeply as she held tightly against him, and found herself wrapping her legs around him tightly. ''Oh god you feel so good inside of me'' She moaned deeply. He was a amazing lover as much as she thought he would be after all.

No man had ever kissed her while they made love to her. She felt her nails digging into his back lust and passion often over took her entire body and this time was no different. He continued to pump her and before she knew it she was moaning and screaming in passion and lust and love all built up. It wasn't a very long session... but it was the best she ever had.

As he screamed he loved her something no man had ever really said to her, her heart swelled, and she felt him cum erupt within her as she moaned.

He kissed her lips and she was still trying to catch her breath.

 

[RLA68]

“Well if anything will change the future I am guess this will be close to top of the list.” He said and laughed.

He kissed her shoulder as he was hugging her. He kissed her neck and then breasts. He moved between her legs again.
“A 19 year old recovers pretty swiftly I guess.” He said and entered her again and started pumping with long hard strokes as their bodies were in sync with a perfect rhythm right off.

He slammed in and out for another 15 minutes plus before he arched his back again and flexed his leg muscles.
“YES OH MARIA…I LOVE YOU” he cried out again and collapsed after what was left of his spermbank was deposited inside of Maria.

He hugged her while both again trying to catch their breath.
“Forgot to ask…was or is 19 year old Maria on the pill or something? I want the future to change but am hoping tonight is not the changing point in a less than desirable way.” He states and kisses her cheek.

After some small talk they drift to sleep. What would tomorrow bring? Would it be 19 year old Maria and Tommy or 24 year old Maria and ?

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

MAria

She smiled at his comment, and looked at him... ''I am very sexual Tommy in the future, not that I have been with many but I am very open when it comes to making love.'' She said and smiled.

She smiled looking at him as he kissed her shoulder god this truly was everything she remembered. She sighed and moaned as he kissed her neck and then her breast once more, even though this was new and back then she was a little inexperienced she knew what she wanted. She watched him as he found his way between her legs again. ''I don't think it has anything to do with age.'' She whispered they were both a little shy when they were that age, but Tommy was no virgin back then he knew exactly what she wanted and how to give it to her. Once he entered her again she let out another long moan and sigh of pleasure as she finds her legs wrapping tightly around his waist.

She moaned deeply as he continued in and out of her as she clung to him her pussy muscles clenching his cock as another wave of orgasm overtook her. As he cried out in another long orgasm, she moaned feeling tired and drained although she could make love to him every day and every night.

As he hugged her and they tried to revive themselves so to speak. She laughed as he seemed to panic a little but was completely calm about it. ''Actually I take the depo shot until I am ready for kids I protect myself.'' She said softly and smiled.

When he kissed her cheek she smiled at him softly, still thinking about the past as she looked at him but then she decided not to think about that any longer.

They fell asleep in one another arms and she wondered to herself if or when she was 24 again if she would remember or would he.

 

[RLA68]

Thomas awoke to bright lights and a roller coaster type of sensation before he opened his eyes.
“Damn.” He exclaimed as he looked around at his master bedroom of his down town condo.

“Shit that seemed so real.” He was referring to a dream about his old friend Maria. A long time regret that he never made his move…but in the dream he did back when they were 19 years old and just after having relations he woke up to 2011. He kicked his feet out of bed and was sitting there rubbing his face.

He quickly grabbed his address book and was calling her cell. He let it ring once and hung up.
“What am I insane? What am I going to say…hey Ria I had a dream we slept together back when we were 19. I am a fucking idiot.” He said out loud and got up then dressed. The dream seemed so real and certainly captured what was in his heart feeling so empty over the years.

He was worried he was losing his mind. He went into a closet and pulled out his painting equipment. He got his paints ready as he painted from memory of his dream the face of Maria, which would have been 5 years ago. He took nearly all day to complete but had to complete as he was a bit obsesed.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

maria

Maria woke with a smile on her face and reached for Thomas, but she was reaching for air. In her still half sleep daze she walked to the bathroom and washed her face... as she looked into the mirror, and seen the self she was looking at was Maria.... no this was not happening.. why after they made love there wasn't enough time she wanted more time with him, she was only given a day a moment of bliss with the man she had loved for so long, and she did not get to admit to him that she was in love with him, or the reason she never told him.. in high school.

She felt tears spring to her mind as she looked around her house and found a note from the guy she was seeing.. Its not that I do not care, I do... but lets be honest your heart belongs to another.. please take care of yourself... if you ever need anything please let me know.. I will always be in your life. She smiled at the note and knew how true this all really was.

Maria quickly got a shower and got dressed she had to figure this out something, she had to find him however she met him through the years she had never been to his place... she could call but she needed to see him... she lived on the other side of town a hour away from where there parents lived, so she would head first to her mothers, and if she did not know she would go to his parents house, she loved her mother and maybe she could tell her mother, but surely her mother would think she lost her mind.

She sighed grabbed her purse and her keys and headed to her car as she bit her lip and headed to the car.. Maybe he will think I am crazy... but she didn't care she had to tell him at least how she felt.. she had to tell him everything how hurt she was at prom and the reason they were not close anymore she knew he resented her slightly for that now.. and even if he didn't remember she still had to tell him how she felt.

http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w113/Sofia_AMC_RP/Babe/Photoshoots/headshot02.jpgShe wore something she would have never wore at 19 considering how shy she was.. she headed to her mothers first.

 

[RLA68]

After he was done painting the picture of Maria…he added a pizza joint they frequented much less in the dream.

He went into his living room and grabbed an old yearbook from back in high school. It was strange but he had a sudden urge to revisit the past, mainly Maria. The one that got away as he thought more and more about her. She was his best friend for a long time but he had even stronger feelings that he never had the guts to act on.

He tried calling her this morning but only let it ring once. He smiled in embarrassment as what would he say? Then again, as he thought…did he like his life? Was his discontent with not having her in it? Not real hard questions as he kept thinking and pondering.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Maria

She headed to her moms house wondering why it took something like this to happen for her to go to him, why they only went out once every few months... it was not all just her after all, but there was no time, to really think about any of that.

She took a deep breath and realized she was in front of her own house, she always felt better coming home, and she did not know why she did not just call him but she had to see him... be near him.

She had a key to her moms house so she let herself in and called out for her mother, her mom yelled in the kitchen it was not unlike Maria to just show up.

''Mom do you by chance have Thomas address if not I can go to his moms.'' She said and smiled.

 

[RLA68]

Thomas looks through his last yearbook and grabs his jacket. He goes to the parking garage attached to his condo. He starts up his jet black Porsche. He aims it toward the interstate and 90 minutes later he makes a left turn and smiles seeing his parent’s house much less Maria’s parents house.

He parks in the driveway and strolls inside. He gives a hug to his mother and then even father.
“I am honestly so confused.” He says a bit emotional. He comes in and sits down to talk to them about his resurging feelings but nothing about his dream.

Even as a successful building designer with a downtown condo and Porsche at 24, he felt he was empty. He had stopped painting even. Speaking of...he had a painting in his trunk that he intended on giving to Maria's parents to giv to her.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Maria

Her mother told her she did not have the address... but to go ahead and head to his parents house and then come home for dinner...not before telling Maria she wondered why it took her so long... but was Maria really ready to admit her feelings.

She took a deep breath and decided to walk there, the last thing she needed was to drive a few houses down.. she noticed the car in the driveway.. dear lord she thought was this some kind of kismet off balance.

She took a deep breath and knocked on the door, waiting for his mom who often answered.