Stephanie4play
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My eyes opened on their own as pain seeped through my bones. I couldn't stop the shivering. My neck was stiff and hurt as I cried out for assistance. The door to the chamber was almost shut. the nearly soundproof room would muffle most of my feeble cries. I could not feel my hands anymore, and my knees were burning. If here was any part of me that was not in pain, I could not name it. This was not good pain, this was the leftover remains of abuse I told myself. Fuck. I knew better.
It had started out wonderfully, he was tall, dark, and handsome and he knew just what to say to gain my trust. I told him ahead of time that it was just one scene and not sexual. He agreed, and when he ripped my panties off I was so hot I was almost into it, but I had my limits and some new guy I'd never met was going to have to earn this girls treasures.
I would have given it to him so good to, but I knew better and called my safe word. Suddenly he turned into a complete ass, if not a rapist, shouting at me and even threatening me as if I could possibly do anything about it.
I guess he figured if it turned criminal he might lose too much, so instead of raping me he just tightened my bindings to the posts and left. After at least an hour bound, and after what I had to admit was an extremely intense S and M scene I had been so deep. It was beautiful until somewhere in the fog I felt my panties torn away and heard him telling me he was going to fuck me senseless. What a horrible way to come back to reality.
*I think I cried. I was extremely deep in what some call subspace and I never could handle coming back from that much pain without the care of my dominant. I couldn't even talk.
I looked around. I couldn't hold myself up any longer and *the weight of my body pressed against the leashed collar on my neck. Somebody would come soon. I had been a member of this club for years and I had friends. Somebody would find me and free me. I needed to get off my knees. I knew my neck would be bruised. I couldn't see or feel my hands and hoped the bindings on my wrists weren't too tight. I was naked and defensless. How many times had I begged for this?
I shivered hard sending spikes of pain through my head, neck, and my legs. I hope Jason never hears about his, he'll kill that prick, I thought. Jason, owner the club and had been a friend for years. Jason was going to kick my ass for letting a newcomer bind me.
I cried out again when I heard voices outside the chamber, "It's Harmony. Help me please." I cried as more shivers wracked my body and my emotions took control. More of my dark black hair fell over my face and brushed against the floor, taking what little vision I had away from me.
I heard the door open, and I couldn't even look up as a wave of embarrassment and anger washed over me in the form of yet more violent shivers.
"Please untie me." was all I could say.*
It had started out wonderfully, he was tall, dark, and handsome and he knew just what to say to gain my trust. I told him ahead of time that it was just one scene and not sexual. He agreed, and when he ripped my panties off I was so hot I was almost into it, but I had my limits and some new guy I'd never met was going to have to earn this girls treasures.
I would have given it to him so good to, but I knew better and called my safe word. Suddenly he turned into a complete ass, if not a rapist, shouting at me and even threatening me as if I could possibly do anything about it.
I guess he figured if it turned criminal he might lose too much, so instead of raping me he just tightened my bindings to the posts and left. After at least an hour bound, and after what I had to admit was an extremely intense S and M scene I had been so deep. It was beautiful until somewhere in the fog I felt my panties torn away and heard him telling me he was going to fuck me senseless. What a horrible way to come back to reality.
*I think I cried. I was extremely deep in what some call subspace and I never could handle coming back from that much pain without the care of my dominant. I couldn't even talk.
I looked around. I couldn't hold myself up any longer and *the weight of my body pressed against the leashed collar on my neck. Somebody would come soon. I had been a member of this club for years and I had friends. Somebody would find me and free me. I needed to get off my knees. I knew my neck would be bruised. I couldn't see or feel my hands and hoped the bindings on my wrists weren't too tight. I was naked and defensless. How many times had I begged for this?
I shivered hard sending spikes of pain through my head, neck, and my legs. I hope Jason never hears about his, he'll kill that prick, I thought. Jason, owner the club and had been a friend for years. Jason was going to kick my ass for letting a newcomer bind me.
I cried out again when I heard voices outside the chamber, "It's Harmony. Help me please." I cried as more shivers wracked my body and my emotions took control. More of my dark black hair fell over my face and brushed against the floor, taking what little vision I had away from me.
I heard the door open, and I couldn't even look up as a wave of embarrassment and anger washed over me in the form of yet more violent shivers.
"Please untie me." was all I could say.*