Guys, do you remember when you first got aroused by men?

I was 15 and looking at internet porn, straight at the time and I saw this video of a girl giving a blow job and having cum on her face. She was smiling and happy, saying how good it tasted. I was stroking and all of a sudden I thought, "I wish that was me." I came as hard as I ever had and it was a month later I had my first cock and realized I was hooked.
 
When I was 16 my best friend and another kid our age brought a sailboat back from Corpus up the intercostal waterway. We stayed in a marina one night in Freeport and heard a couple having sex in another boat. We decided to swim over and see if we could hear or see anything through the portholes. We all stripped down naked and slipped over the side of the boat. After treading water for a while and not seeing anything we headed back to our boat. When we returned to the cabin I was watching the two other guys. One was about 5” and circumcised like me, the other boy Jimmy was uncut. Although he had a thinner dick than ours it looked so cool with the hood over the head. I got a hard on watching him and the two of them noticed and started making fun of me. My best friend, who was really into being macho, made a joke about me being turned on by guys. Now that I think back I was turned on by everything but I was also fascinated with the male penis, mine and others. Like many other responses here, I tended to look at the guys in Playboy and there equipment more than I looked at the big teats and bushes. This was the late 60’s and it was not cool to be gay, so I never thought about it much. Wondered at the time if there was something wrong with me for getting a hard on when looking at guys. But hey! I didn’t stop looking wasn’t until my 30’s that I had my first experience.
 
Hi. The more that I explore the side of me that is attracted to men, the more I seem to be remembering. This came back to me the other day and I was amazed. I remember being in the men's locker room of a gym when I was 8 or 9 years old and feeling this excitement deep in my belly and groin. I didn't understand what it was all about then, but I sure do understand now.
 
I think the first that I realized i was attracted to guys was when I was 14 years old and me ans some of my friends would look at Playboy magazines that we found. We would gather in a circle put the spread the centerfold out in the middle of a circle and then just jack off. While everybody had their eyes focused on the mag, I would let my eyes glance at the cocks in their hands. Deep down I was imagining myself on my knees in the circle and them stroking in front of me.

I was always the first to cum, because of how hot I would get by watching my friends please themselves.
 
I think the first that I realized i was attracted to guys was when I was 14 years old and me ans some of my friends would look at Playboy magazines that we found. We would gather in a circle put the spread the centerfold out in the middle of a circle and then just jack off. While everybody had their eyes focused on the mag, I would let my eyes glance at the cocks in their hands. Deep down I was imagining myself on my knees in the circle and them stroking in front of me.

I was always the first to cum, because of how hot I would get by watching my friends please themselves.

Great memories!
 
I don't think it would be accurate to say that I'm aroused by men when what I'm really aroused by is cock. I love sucking cock. I wish that I could suck my own cock. I wouldn't call myself gay or even bisexual (not that there's any thing wrong with it). I'm just your average, friendly, neighborhood cocksucker.
 
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I was was 17 in the service at a bar, older black guy offered a ride back to my hotel. I was a little drunk, not very. He was in his 40s. Drove me to hotel, walked me to the door, said he had to use the head. I laid down while he used the bathroom. I had closed my eyes, he came out of bathroom, sat down on the bed, stroked my thigh, I got hard, he took off my clothes. We sucked all night. We kept seeing each oter. He was total gay, I wasn't. He loved me to tell him about the girls i got with, called me his young white slut. He taught me so much. Always had a thing for black cock after his.
 
Theater class up at college with a cast mate. I was in a method acting course...then one thing led to another:rose:
 
I wrote a story about my first time... Like to read it... here it goes

Acceptance

This is a true story about how I realized I was Bisexual.

Happy Reading

Joshua
 
The first time that I had sex with a man was on my 18th birthday. I think that my attraction was before that. I used to go to the adult theatre (this was in the pre-VCR days). I found the cumshots to be the most exciting part. I was more interested in seeing the man cum more than anything else. I used to have fantacys about sucking the man's cock in the movies. After my first experience, I came to realize that I was attracted to both men and women. With men, I love being the bottom. I would never try to change who I am. In fact in my life I have had sex with more men than women....
 
I first realized I was attracted to cock when I was 11 years old. My best friend John was 14 and we used to go skinnydipping in a pond in the woods behind the apartment complex we lived in. One day he came out of the water with a hard on (he had a really big cock) and he laid down and masturbated while I watched. I had never jacked off before and was fascinated and he told me to try it. I lay down next to him and we jacked off together. When he came I wanted nothing more than to drink it. We masturbated together many more times that summer and I really wanted to suck his cock - going so far once as to ask him if I could but he refused. One afternoon he fell asleep after spurting his load all over his belly and I got up my nerve and dipped a finger in it and then tasted it. I loved it! I leaned over and lapped some more of his cum off his belly but I was scared he would wake up and kick my ass so I didn't drink as much as I wanted.

Started playing football in middle school and loved showering after practice, seeing all that cock. Finally got to suck one when I was 15.

Drew
 
After reading through this forum, I started to recall some of my earlier thoughts of me being attracted to cock.

I remember finding an oral sex book in my Dad's stash that had lots pictures, stories, and how-to's. It had sections in for hetero, lesbian, and gay men. When I first saw the men sucking dicks, I remember being repulsed. After going through the book many times, I would look at a picture and say to myself who I'd be. For the hetero stuff, I was the guy. For the lesbian stuff, I was the one eating the other out. For the man stuff, I was the one receiving.

Over time, I recall thinking that I'd like to be the one getting and would have some powerful orgasms thinking about sucking dick.

Later in life, I remember reading Letters to Playboy where a reader asked what Snow Balling was. I was too naive to know myself, but when they explained it, I nearly blew my load.

Now, with all that's on the web, and here in Lit. There is no shortage of discussions about men sucking dicks. I can't wait to get my first one.
 
I thought about this a lot in high school and college, but never had the opportunity until my 30's when a friend and I shared a room at a conference. We talking about girls, sex and blow jobs laying there in the dark in our separate beds. Both of us, with hard ons and wanted it but couldn't or wouldn't be brave enough to say, " Would you like to try it?"
The next day at the conference all I could think about all day was what it would be like to hold John's cock. That night he came out of the shower with his towel around his shoulders sporting a hard on. He looked at me with this longing in his eyes and I said, " Why don't you come over here and let me help you with that". God I was hot all over with excitement, anticipation and fear. We played with each other for a while. Feeling the power and hardness in each others cocks and then I just had to see what he tasted like. It was so unbelievable. We sucked each other and kissed all night long. I couldn't believe I had wasted all those years not doing this. Still love to suck a hard cock and taste a guys spunk. Mark :kiss:
 
not really attracted to men but I am to cock. Would love totry sucking my ifrst cock with a woman watching, also curious about receiving anal
 
Im not really sure when the first time I got aroused by men was. But I do remember that when I was younger than I care to admit, and friend and I would touch each other, and not ever really think anything about it. I moved away a little while later, and never really thought about it again.

I do remember when I started actually thinking about getting with a guy, I was 17 and hung out with a group of friends when one of them came out to the rest of us that he was gay. We were all okay with it, never really thought much of it since we were all good friends. I did notice then that I was starting to think about getting with a guy.

Finally, one day after I had crashed at his house, his roommate was gone and we were sitting in the living room talking. It had been on my mind all night and into the next day that I was going to work up the courage to talk to him about it. Finally I just said to hell with it, and asked if I could give him a blowjob, because I've had these thoughts about getting with a guy.

Needless to say, my first time sucking cock was less than spectacular, I had no idea what to do. It was only my second sexual encounter ever. But he made me cum so hard, and afterwards I felt really guilty, like I had done something that I really shouldn't have done. It took me a long time to come to terms with the fact that I had sex with a guy, and liked it.

Since then, I've had random encounters here and there, all have been pleasurable.
 
mine was when I started reading group sex stories, and found myself getting more aroused when some of them had mm going on, now I only read bi and gay stories
 
It's been a while guys, but I'm back. I actually did suck my first cock about a month ago. I just went ahead and posted on Craigslist. The experience was a bit of a mixed bag, due mostly to a tremendous sense of awkwardness I felt. I am definitely what you would call a private person, and it was very difficult to accept intimacy from a complete stranger.

My partner was everything I could have hoped for: he was chill, young, lean, and had a fine cock and firm ass. I sucked him off in about thirty seconds, and I'm not sure if that was due to his prematurity or my being overeager. The sudden spurt of semen caught me totally by surprise and I almost missed it. I managed to catch a fair amount regardless. The initial taste, I have to admit, was a bit unpleasant. However, in a very short time the flavor mellowed out. I was left with a lingering aftertaste that, in all honesty, was rather tasty.

He wanted to reciprocate, but I'm afraid to say, I couldn't get hard on account of my nerves. I left soon after. At least now I don't have to keep repeating the fact that I have never sucked dick before, and I am still dedicated to enjoying cock.

I can't go through another internet hook-up however. When I suck cock again, I want it to be within the context of a friendship. Hopefully, if I hang around on certain social sites, I just might find a compatible suck-buddy.

It was a long interval from when I first got aroused by cock until this recent episode. I'm glad I am able to appreciate dick, and don't see why anyone wouldn't want to see if they can find the same feeling for themselves.
 
1st time

i went to my friend Gary's house to borrow some musical equipment and when i walked into his apartment he had just gotten out of the shower and was wearing only a towel. he said he was going to get dressed so i went to look at his cd collection and he ended up walking past me, slowly, without his towel on. i was surprised to see him naked and also surprised that i was turned on by seeing his cock. he said 'let's sit down and talk'. so, we went to his living room and sat down and were chatting and he ended up rubbing my feet and calves with his feet. he offered to give me a blow job but i was too nervous. damn! i wish i could have followed through because i know it would have lead to much more...
 
why

why is it always referred to as Gay sex when it involves two men. Yes, I know the definition of Gay. But, what if a guy is attracted to women and sucking a cock is just something on the side. What's with all the labels.
 
Totally agree with you monkey, about the labeling people and have said as much in previous posts. I am married over 20 years and now find myself wanting to experience a cock whether it mm or mmf doesnt matter but I certainly do not consider myself needing to be labelled
 
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