Guys, do you remember when you first got aroused by men?

[77shawn]

Video Store

I never thought about guys that way till my early 20's. I was at the local video store, one with a very large porn section. I'd been there many times and was minding my own business. There were a couple of guys in the porn section, nothing out of the ordinary. I finally noticed one guy was standing a little closer than normal, most guys keep their distance. I looked over and he was wearing gray sweat pants and was rubbing his crotch. At first I was thinking, "oh my god! what is this guy doing?!?" I looked back at him and he flashed me a little smile. Now I'm thinking "what's with this guy?" I quickly look back at the shelves and realize I'm looking at lesbo porn, ok no big deal I love tits.... but I'm also standing right next to the gay porn. "Oh crap!" I think to myself. I glance back to see if he noticed what I've just realized; he has. He graps he's cock thru his sweat pants and strokes it a couple times. Not only is it obvious he's not wearing any underware under those sweats, I can instantly tell his cock is huge under that fabric. He smiles looking me in the eyes. What happens next I still can't believe, I instantly get a hardon and uncontrollably horny. I'm so confused, and so hot I don't know what to do. I move a couple times around the room, but my new friend follows. I finally stop, look up, I'm back by the gay porn.... I grab the first gay DVD I see without even looking at it and walk out of the section and pay for the rental. My friend walks out behind me, "you want a ride?" he asks. "Ok" I said without thinking. I get in his car and he drives around the corner. "What am I thinking?!?" I thought at first but the sight of those sweat pants in the glow the streets lights reminds me, i need to see that cock. He stops the car and pulls out this huge cock, I'm in love! Without even thinking I'm sucking his tool and loving it. I feel him undo my pants and release my own hardon. We spend the next 15 minutes sucking each other off. After he dropped me off back at my car, mixed with a little feeling of regret was the thought that my life would never be the same. What would I tell my fiancee?!?

 

[wonderingdude]

I've been asked this about 20 times in the last week so I've been thinking about it. Really digging into the memories. It's a list of little things. One was sitting in my friend's bathroom flipping through a magazine, I think it was Hustler, reading the readers' stories. A couple were threesome stories where the guys ended up sucking a cock. Then there was the ads for local clubs and escorts, which had picture ads in the back showing shemales. Some were pretty damn hot, dick and all. Once, an ex told me she was sad because her vibrator died so I ordered a couple through the mail for her. I never bought sex toys before! I reposted and mailed them to her, but with my purchase came a few free dvds. One had all MMF bi scenes. Interesting. I'm an ass man. I love women's asses. But every few months or so, I would see a guy with an ass that had a shape that just caught my eye.
There's a few more things but I realize this post is probably THE most boring on the site, so...

 

[Kenneth19]

When I first got in to anal basically...Then after that, every hot guy I saw my asshole tingled. lmao! My girlfriend laughs about it too.

 

[fingermagic]

First time I was truly aroused by a man and not just fooling around with my buddies was when I was 16 and had my first real man (age 32). He was the first to ever enter my ass with his cock and he took care of me. Sucking his cock was a huge turn on and when he entered me, the pleasure and pain was all I needed. It was incredably exciting.

 

[haurni]

When I was a kid, around 10, I used to play doctor with a female friend down the street. She and I would play with each other, and my sister and my best male friend would play with each other, but I never really thought about him that way. In fact, I didn't really understand the sex play itself at the time except that it was fun.

A year or two later he stayed over at my place one night. I have no idea how it happened, but he ended up showing me his cock. I remember being fascinated by it because it was hard and stuck straight up parallel to his body and his balls had clear horizontal lines across them like the head-dresses the ancient Egyptians are often shown wearing. I asked if I could suck it but he was reluctant so I just put my mouth on it for a second or two and that was it. I've always wished that we would have gone further at that time.

A few years later (I think we were around 16) we were in my room one summer day being bored and horny. While he went to the bathroom I lay down on my bed and undid my pants and was playing with myself. When he came back, I had to quickly lie on my tummy so that he wouldn't see, but he came over and lay on top of me and began rubbing his cock against my ass. I turned over and we both got undressed and started playing with each other. The memories are pretty hazy after all these years but I think we sucked each other and came in each other's hands. On a few occasions over the next couple of years, when we got really stoned, he would let me suck his cock, though I never had him cum in my mouth.

I also met a guy at summer camp when I was 18 and we started talking, ended up finding out we'd both had MM experiences, then we went into the bushes and I sucked him then jacked him off and he sucked me and I came in his mouth. He had 8" and it was a beautiful cock.

At about the same time I visited another friend's house and we were watching porn. I got so hard I just had to masturbate. I asked him if it was okay and he said all right. I said if he wanted to as well I didnt mind because I didn't mind looking at cocks, but he didn't want to. Still, I masturbated in front of him while watching the porn film.

After that it would be over 30 years. Now I have a friend I met here on the forums who I've seen a few times. I love sucking his cock and having him cum in my mouth, and I am eagerly awaiting the experience of having him in my ass. We kissed for the first time the last time he was over and that was fun too - I'd never kissed a guy before.

I still prefer women, but he's a sexy looking guy and I do love making him cum.

 

[Kenneth19]

That was hot^ Thanks for sharing those stories.

 

[Phun4u2]

First time

I'm not sure when I first became aware that I was turned on by cock. You will notice that I said cock, not men. I am not turned on by men, but, I love cock.

When my wife and I would be watching porn, I became more and more turned on by the sight of women sucking cocks. I would instantly become erect and excited. What I didn't realize was that my beautiful wife was aware of it as well. I just assumed that she'd think that I was excited because I imagined that it was me getting the "head", but, she knew me much better than that.

She began to say things like "you wish that was you don't you"? I'd say "yes". "You'd like to do that wouldn't you"? "Yes". Then it became "you'd like it to be you sucking that cock, wouldn't you"? After a while, I was so into it and turned on that I'd groan out a "YES" and we'd have incredible sex. This went on for awhile with me getting more and more open with my responses, until one day she produced a strapon.

We had been watching a video that involved a lot of oral sex, she had been at me and had me begging for a cock to suck. She pulled out her new toy, a fairly respectable strapon and demanded that I suck it. It really turned her on when I dove right in. She eventually jacked me off, rubbed my cum on the head and had me suck that. I thought I'd throw up. This went on for a couple of weeks and I got very adept at sucking rubber cock and satisfying her after.

I came home from work one day and was shocked to find my wife sitting on the couch in the living room, naked, sipping wine and talking to an equally naked very attractive young man. "What the hell!"

"He's for you", she said, "you know you want to suck a cock, show me".

I was stunned; I didn't know what to do or say. Then I made the mistake of really looking at him or at his lap. He was sitting there on my couch, stroking a really nice erect cock. I was mesmerized. I'm not sure what happened, but, somehow I was on my knees with a man's cock halfway down my throat and all that I could think of was that I wanted him to cum in mouth.

My wife was down beside me with her face next to mine telling me to "suck it, honey, let him cum in your mouth". I did.

That was the beginning, I'm not sure when I first became aware of being turned on by cock, but, I know exactly when I first did more than just be turned on.

 

[txboyalone]

I've been asked this about 20 times in the last week so I've been thinking about it. Really digging into the memories. It's a list of little things. One was sitting in my friend's bathroom flipping through a magazine, I think it was Hustler, reading the readers' stories. A couple were threesome stories where the guys ended up sucking a cock. Then there was the ads for local clubs and escorts, which had picture ads in the back showing shemales. Some were pretty damn hot, dick and all. Once, an ex told me she was sad because her vibrator died so I ordered a couple through the mail for her. I never bought sex toys before! I reposted and mailed them to her, but with my purchase came a few free dvds. One had all MMF bi scenes. Interesting. I'm an ass man. I love women's asses. But every few months or so, I would see a guy with an ass that had a shape that just caught my eye.
There's a few more things but I realize this post is probably THE most boring on the site, so...

Thanks for sharing and it wasn't boring.

 

[sgettoit]

I'm not sure when I first became aware that I was turned on by cock. You will notice that I said cock, not men. I am not turned on by men, but, I love cock.

When my wife and I would be watching porn, I became more and more turned on by the sight of women sucking cocks. I would instantly become erect and excited. What I didn't realize was that my beautiful wife was aware of it as well. I just assumed that she'd think that I was excited because I imagined that it was me getting the "head", but, she knew me much better than that.

She began to say things like "you wish that was you don't you"? I'd say "yes". "You'd like to do that wouldn't you"? "Yes". Then it became "you'd like it to be you sucking that cock, wouldn't you"? After a while, I was so into it and turned on that I'd groan out a "YES" and we'd have incredible sex. This went on for awhile with me getting more and more open with my responses, until one day she produced a strapon.

We had been watching a video that involved a lot of oral sex, she had been at me and had me begging for a cock to suck. She pulled out her new toy, a fairly respectable strapon and demanded that I suck it. It really turned her on when I dove right in. She eventually jacked me off, rubbed my cum on the head and had me suck that. I thought I'd throw up. This went on for a couple of weeks and I got very adept at sucking rubber cock and satisfying her after.

I came home from work one day and was shocked to find my wife sitting on the couch in the living room, naked, sipping wine and talking to an equally naked very attractive young man. "What the hell!"

"He's for you", she said, "you know you want to suck a cock, show me".

I was stunned; I didn't know what to do or say. Then I made the mistake of really looking at him or at his lap. He was sitting there on my couch, stroking a really nice erect cock. I was mesmerized. I'm not sure what happened, but, somehow I was on my knees with a man's cock halfway down my throat and all that I could think of was that I wanted him to cum in mouth.

My wife was down beside me with her face next to mine telling me to "suck it, honey, let him cum in your mouth". I did.

That was the beginning, I'm not sure when I first became aware of being turned on by cock, but, I know exactly when I first did more than just be turned on.

That was hot! I wish my wife would have that response. You married well!

 

[lustatopia]

I never thought about guys that way till my early 20's. I was at the local video store, one with a very large porn section. I'd been there many times and was minding my own business. There were a couple of guys in the porn section, nothing out of the ordinary. I finally noticed one guy was standing a little closer than normal, most guys keep their distance. I looked over and he was wearing gray sweat pants and was rubbing his crotch. At first I was thinking, "oh my god! what is this guy doing?!?" I looked back at him and he flashed me a little smile. Now I'm thinking "what's with this guy?" I quickly look back at the shelves and realize I'm looking at lesbo porn, ok no big deal I love tits.... but I'm also standing right next to the gay porn. "Oh crap!" I think to myself. I glance back to see if he noticed what I've just realized; he has. He graps he's cock thru his sweat pants and strokes it a couple times. Not only is it obvious he's not wearing any underware under those sweats, I can instantly tell his cock is huge under that fabric. He smiles looking me in the eyes. What happens next I still can't believe, I instantly get a hardon and uncontrollably horny. I'm so confused, and so hot I don't know what to do. I move a couple times around the room, but my new friend follows. I finally stop, look up, I'm back by the gay porn.... I grab the first gay DVD I see without even looking at it and walk out of the section and pay for the rental. My friend walks out behind me, "you want a ride?" he asks. "Ok" I said without thinking. I get in his car and he drives around the corner. "What am I thinking?!?" I thought at first but the sight of those sweat pants in the glow the streets lights reminds me, i need to see that cock. He stops the car and pulls out this huge cock, I'm in love! Without even thinking I'm sucking his tool and loving it. I feel him undo my pants and release my own hardon. We spend the next 15 minutes sucking each other off. After he dropped me off back at my car, mixed with a little feeling of regret was the thought that my life would never be the same. What would I tell my fiancee?!?

That's a fucking great nonfiction, dude. You rock as a writer!

 

[suckcurious]

When I knew I liked men? I was at my then girlfriends house and my jeans zip bust.Her father offered to drive me home rather than get a bus. On the way home I felt his hand on my thigh then slowly working to my hard cock,felt so turned on. I opened my jeans and he started wanking me as he drove. He pulled over and gave me a slow hand job and it felt so good. He must have felt I was cumming as he got out a hankerchief and collected my cum as I shot a load into it. He took the hankerchief up to his nose and sniffed it then dropped me off. He took me home another night when I felt his cock while driving but he couldnt get hard. Sadly me and his daughter split up later and I never saw him again. His cock felt very thick and cut though ,pity he was impotent at the time ,viagra would have cured him nowadays.

 

[FloridaCouple]

I was 15 or 16. My brother had Playboy mags I routinely jacked off to. My mom had a Playgirl mag hidden in her closet. Was curious so I looked through it and one guy struck me in particular. He was hairy-chested with a nice sized cock. Jacked off to him for many many months.

 

[cockdork]

I was 16. I was at summer camp and I had become friends with this one boy. On the last day of camp we ended up in the shower room together at the same time. I had showered with boys before and it wasn't a big deal to me, we all had cock and balls and various states of pubes or shaved. I was showering and looked over to see my friend showering a couple shower heads over and for some reason that got me. I was instantly hard. From that day on I have like both boys and girls.

 

[evanwired]

never mind

 

[jackielicker]

It's funny. I did alot of cock play before I knew I liked cock. It was just something we boys did.

Every December, Playboy would do a "Sex Stars of (whatever year it was)." You could see all the nude scene clips and cheesecake shots of that year's stars. There was a shot of some Australian actor. He was chunky, bearded and fully nude (though soft). As soon as I saw that shot, all I could think of was putting my mouth on his cock and making it hard. I don't know that I even knew what cumming was, then, I just knew I wanted his cock in my mouth.

 

[jackielicker]

Why is there a "thumbs down" icon on this? Did I accidentally click something?

 

[MatthewJudeBrown]

Looking back, the first clues were how I got aroused when I was a little kid looking at my comic books; it was generally the men I was interested in, and even at the age of six or so I could get a tiny erection. Didn't really have any clue what it meant except it happened when things were exciting.

No interest in women in that way when I was very young, though I wanted to be them and wear their clothing. Early sign of the slightly transgender side of my makeup that never really did get a chance to come out -- unfortunately I got put in a body that could never look better than stupid trying to look feminine, so I never really tried.

Unfortunately severe emotional and sexual bullying in what would be the junior high years, over here, and sexual abuse from a much older man, had me very messed up about it in my teenage years. Didn't really come to grips with it until I was in college.

 

[SexyLitForAll]

I certainly remember!

Wrote about it here...
http://forum.literotica.com/showpost.php?p=35466660&postcount=1713

 

[scandium357]

I had a childhood friend who was from wealthier parents than I. He was an only child and his parents spoiled him rotten. There was a free standing 'tree' fort that we'd have overnight sleep outs in and it was about six hundred yards from his house.

When we were thirteen we'd gotten some skin mags and were jerking away, stripped bare, inn the middle of the night. I don't recall exactly how it happened but we wound up jerking each other and it felt so good. Then we were looking at a magazine we'd found down by the railroad tracks called INCHES and all of a sudden we were both so hot and hard. He dropped right down and started sucking me and eventually, with visual aids from the magazine, we were sixty-nining. We came like crazy, sputtering and freaked out.

All night long we looked at that mag, all others discarded, and did lots of experimentation; we kissed, licked nipples, sucked and stroked and we got so hot, we rimmed each other, all sweaty and full of lust.

We stayed friends all through high school and were smart enough to be discreet and confidential. We never fucked but fingered and licked each other like crazy. *sigh*

 

[bblobby]

cock

i used to wank an older boy off ,when i was quite young we would be in his shed and he would lay me down undo my short and rub my little cock and get it stiff, he would then undo his jeans and his big hard cock would poke out and i would play with it untill he cum, he wouls say lets play willie willie, and he would tell me how hard to squeeze it and how fast to pump it. i loved the feel of it its like nothing else

 

[pualcr2112]

my first time was on here

 

[HerLittlePiggy]

My first realization that I was turned on by cock was an epiphany.

My ex girlfriend and I loved to talk, text and chat sex because we were separated by 3000 miles. Long distance relationships can suck but we made the most of it. She was bi and she loved the idea of an FFM threesome so we joined a swingers website and tried to find another girl to play with. What we found was that finding a single girl at a swingers site is about as easy as finding Bigfoot so we started expanding our search to include soft swap couples where the girls would play together. The problem there was that she wanted us both to have sex with the girl but neither of us wanted another guy inside her.

We had other intersts too such as BDSM and Femdom scenarios and we often talked about strapon play. The strapon play often began with me sucking her strapon and it would progress to her fucking my ass. At the time we both said that guy/guy stuff did nothing for us and while I was being totally honest about that I suspect that she liked it but was trying to warm me up to the idea.

One night we were chatting on the computer and as usual the chat got dirty. She was testing my limits and talking about making me suck her "girl cock" while another couple watched. I loved that kind of thing because I am a bit of an exibitionist and also because it adds to the humiliation in a Femdom scenario.

"Baby," she asked, "would you ever suck my girl cock if it was on someone else?"

"Yes," I replied as I pictured her friend Shelby, who was a gorgeous girl next door type with big natural breasts and a deliciously curvy body, wearing my girl friends black leather harness.

"Even if it was on another guy?" She asked.

That was certainly a curve I hadn't expected but I knew exactly what she was getting at. How could I not, right? "Holly," I said hestitantly, "do you want to see me suck another guy's cock?"

"Yes," she answered quickly. "I mean I know we both said that guy guy stuff did nothing for us but I have been thinking that in the right situation it could be hot. Would you do it?"

"What's the right situation?" I asked.

"Well he'd have to have a great body and be totally shaved," she responded." Like this guy," she continued as she sent me a link to a athletic muscular and shaved guy from the swingers site. His profile listed him as bi and he was about 20 miles away from me. "So would you do it?"

"Yes baby," I replied honestly. "Does that surprise you?" I asked her.

"Kind of but not really," she said. "Rember I know you better than anyone. "So do you want a real cock?"

"Yes," I said as I stroked my hard dick.

"What kind of cock do you want Piggy?" She asked playfully.

"A big hard throbbing cock." I replied

"Would you let him cum in your mouth?" She asked.

"That could be hot," I replied.

"Would you swallow his cum?" She asked.

"I don't know," I answered honestly. "Would that turn you on?"

"God yes. Would you let him fuck your ass?"

"Maybe, do you think that is hot?" I asked.

"Yes," she replied. "Because you are hot and you sucking and being fucked by a hot guy is...crazy fucking hot."

Our fantasies continued to grow from there and the MMF threesomes replaced the FFM threesomes when we fantasied together.

Sadly we broke up before we could live them out and I still have never even seen a life hard dick much less touch or suck one. The idea is still very hot to me. I usually thin about a MMF threeson because there is something about having a girl there who is totally into it that makes it that much better. My wife isn't into it at all and while I am friends with a gay guy who would love to make my fantasy a reality he lives 9hrs away and I don't want to cheat.

The desire for cock ebbs and flows and at times I think about throwing cation to the wind but then I real it back in and live throu my writing and other.

My wife has come a long way though. She is open to my eating my own creampie. She is not into playing with my ass though and she would freak if I mentioned sucking another guys dick. Firrst she would wonder if I was gay, then she would accept that I am bi but she would be fearful that I would leave her for a man or that I would cheat with a man and bring home a disease.

I wouldn't mind watching her fuck another guy and maybe move into the cleaning up of him and her whe they are done. I can dream where it would go from there too.

 

[Mr. Briggs]

My first realization that I was turned on by cock was an epiphany.

My ex girlfriend and I loved to talk, text and chat sex because we were separated by 3000 miles. Long distance relationships can suck but we made the most of it. She was bi and she loved the idea of an FFM threesome so we joined a swingers website and tried to find another girl to play with. What we found was that finding a single girl at a swingers site is about as easy as finding Bigfoot so we started expanding our search to include soft swap couples where the girls would play together. The problem there was that she wanted us both to have sex with the girl but neither of us wanted another guy inside her.

We had other intersts too such as BDSM and Femdom scenarios and we often talked about strapon play. The strapon play often began with me sucking her strapon and it would progress to her fucking my ass. At the time we both said that guy/guy stuff did nothing for us and while I was being totally honest about that I suspect that she liked it but was trying to warm me up to the idea.

One night we were chatting on the computer and as usual the chat got dirty. She was testing my limits and talking about making me suck her "girl cock" while another couple watched. I loved that kind of thing because I am a bit of an exibitionist and also because it adds to the humiliation in a Femdom scenario.

"Baby," she asked, "would you ever suck my girl cock if it was on someone else?"

"Yes," I replied as I pictured her friend Shelby, who was a gorgeous girl next door type with big natural breasts and a deliciously curvy body, wearing my girl friends black leather harness.

"Even if it was on another guy?" She asked.

That was certainly a curve I hadn't expected but I knew exactly what she was getting at. How could I not, right? "Holly," I said hestitantly, "do you want to see me suck another guy's cock?"

"Yes," she answered quickly. "I mean I know we both said that guy guy stuff did nothing for us but I have been thinking that in the right situation it could be hot. Would you do it?"

"What's the right situation?" I asked.

"Well he'd have to have a great body and be totally shaved," she responded." Like this guy," she continued as she sent me a link to a athletic muscular and shaved guy from the swingers site. His profile listed him as bi and he was about 20 miles away from me. "So would you do it?"

"Yes baby," I replied honestly. "Does that surprise you?" I asked her.

"Kind of but not really," she said. "Rember I know you better than anyone. "So do you want a real cock?"

"Yes," I said as I stroked my hard dick.

"What kind of cock do you want Piggy?" She asked playfully.

"A big hard throbbing cock." I replied

"Would you let him cum in your mouth?" She asked.

"That could be hot," I replied.

"Would you swallow his cum?" She asked.

"I don't know," I answered honestly. "Would that turn you on?"

"God yes. Would you let him fuck your ass?"

"Maybe, do you think that is hot?" I asked.

"Yes," she replied. "Because you are hot and you sucking and being fucked by a hot guy is...crazy fucking hot."

Our fantasies continued to grow from there and the MMF threesomes replaced the FFM threesomes when we fantasied together.

Sadly we broke up before we could live them out and I still have never even seen a life hard dick much less touch or suck one. The idea is still very hot to me. I usually thin about a MMF threeson because there is something about having a girl there who is totally into it that makes it that much better. My wife isn't into it at all and while I am friends with a gay guy who would love to make my fantasy a reality he lives 9hrs away and I don't want to cheat.

The desire for cock ebbs and flows and at times I think about throwing cation to the wind but then I real it back in and live throu my writing and other.

My wife has come a long way though. She is open to my eating my own creampie. She is not into playing with my ass though and she would freak if I mentioned sucking another guys dick. Firrst she would wonder if I was gay, then she would accept that I am bi but she would be fearful that I would leave her for a man or that I would cheat with a man and bring home a disease.

I wouldn't mind watching her fuck another guy and maybe move into the cleaning up of him and her whe they are done. I can dream where it would go from there too.

DAMN such a hot post. Thanks for sharing

 

[pualcr2112]

sitting on here reading all these posts have me aroused