Hard Lessons

[Destiny]

Sheila

I chewed my lip in consternation as I looked up at him. As he took my hand and kissed the back of it I could feel the tinglys sliding up my arm. I swallowed and slowly opened my lisp to tell him that we should wait, but something else came from my lips.

"I would love to William," I moved to step out of his car and waited for him on the other side leaning there a bit and looking down the road. A car was just pulling into the parkinglot. It looked alot like the car that had picked up Carmella earlier in the day. I hadn't told him that part of it, but I would later. NOw a couple got out and it wasn't her. But that had been a close call and I turned to look at him again. "Are you sure about this Will?"

 

[SmkyMtnRain]

Will

"More than anything I've ever done before" I replied huskily, my voice low and nearly growling with passion as I looked at her worried face. "I'm not ashamed, nor afraid anyone else will find out, tomorrow morning it will be apparent enough that I've made some changes"

Changes for the good, I said to myself as I looked at her and felt her tremble as we touched, was it cold...or fear?

"I've been too indecisive for too long, Sheila" I confessed to her "Let too many things pass me by and I don't want to miss my chance with you"

She nodded in the dark and we headed towards the light of the Inn, the door opening for us and a familiar face holding it.

"We've decided to look at that room Rick, for the evening if you don't mind" The words were eery...unfamiliar coming from my lips....but I was sure of thier meaning as well as what I wanted.



"It is yours as long as you want it Will and I mean as long as you want"

I looked hard at him as he replied, looking for a sign that he was jesting...or having fun with me and saw only a calm respect in his eyes and I nodded as he slipped me the key.

"Have a wonderful night, you make a great couple"

We moved down the hall and to the door that matched the keys number and paused, looking at each other.

"Your last chance to call that cab." I reminded gently, giving her a way out if she wanted it...

 

[Destiny]

An affair to begin....

I was trembling a bit as we walked up to the Inn again. Fear, no mroe then likely just reaction to all of this..

I hadn't told him everything and I suppose I could once we were inside...

Have a wonderful night, you make a great couple"

I was surprised by the man behind the counter's comment he must have known Will was married and most certainly not to me. As we stood outside the door to the room he looked at me and paused.

"Your last chance to call that cab."

I took his hand and guided the key with him into the lock and whispered as I pulled him into the room with me.
"And miss having a beautiful night with a man as sexy as you?" I was in his arms before the door could shut my mouth sealed to his in a passionate kiss. He turned and pinned me to the door of the room and held me there as his mouth left mine and began tugging up my shirt and kissing my neck and my cheeks and jaw. My shirts was lifted up and over my head before I could do more then moan. His hands went to my wrists and held them up and over my head, his mouth went immediately to one breast and began to suck on a nipple.

 

[SmkyMtnRain]

Will

*Pace yourself, control, be careful* The voice inside my head as the door closed *Be the Gentleman*

ANd even as the latch clicked I knew I was going to ignore the words, every single, solitary syllable.

I let my lips roam over the full breast, kissing, sucking, licking around the aureole over and over, enjoying the fragrance of her perfume and the heat of her skin. Her nipple I saved for last and felt her tremble as I nibbled at it, then drew it between my lips and sucked on it with lustful vigor.

careful? gentleman? control? maybe...out of control as I pulled her shirt further up to meet her wrists still trapped between my larger hand and then bent to kiss her now bare shoulder and neck, trailing the kisses down to her other breast.

All I could feel was heat, all I could hear was the roar of my blood in my ears, all I could smell was the scent of the woman I held to the wall and all I wanted to taste was her flesh.

 

[Destiny]

I was so hot for him as soon as he had me against the door. His lips all over my skin making me moan in soft gasps. Even as he had my wrists pinned to the door and his other hand was tugging on my pants. I chiuckled softly as I leaned in and bit his ear hard enough for him to feel it bit not to leave a mark. He yelped a bit and I whispered,"Just because we were playing at being teeneagers Will we don't have to take it to the extreme... Unless of course you are just looking for a quick fuck." My eyes sparkled half in lust, the other a mix of fear that was all he was looking for.
I trembled up against the door as he stared into my eyes and he leaned in and kissed me softly now still holding me to the door and he whispered,"it has just been so long Sheila since I have had someoen that was as sexy as you and in grasp of me making love to her."

I smiled against his lips as he spoke his lips still so close to my own,"I know Will and I promise I wonlt be running away form you."

 

[SmkyMtnRain]

Will

Two sides of the scale and I stood in between, trying to balance.

One side held too many years of unreleased passion, anger and confusion over hurts and unspoken slights, all mixed into a dangerous cocktail.

The other contained the warmth, appreciation, admiration for the woman in my arms, knowing she wasn't the cause of the other side...but still the key that might release it, tipping the scales and spilling out the past years of rage.

"Shiela" I struggled with myself and the words I needed "It's difficult....too long....too much"

Fear in her eyes, lust on her lips and again confusion and anger came to my mind as my body demanded hers.

And then it broke, the dam that was holding back years of lust and with qucik moves I pulled her clothing from her and my own trembling body and pushed my male need into her.

 

[Destiny]

I hadn't expected him to be that forceful. Ashe took off my clothing I felt his hands sliding along my body. He was already throbbing and hard and ready for me. As he came back up to look into my eyes I could see his need there and his lust and also a sort of remorse at rushing our first time. His angry was driving him a bit I could see, his anger at HER for him having to come to me for that release.

I was about to stop him when he pressed into me driving himself deep inside and I gasped aloud. MY body pressed up against the door pinned to it by his body, but he waited there pausing as if that was enought for now. To feel my tight grip around him. He finally began to move slowly at first his breathing hard and fast as he gripped my leg around his waist, his fingers digging into my tender flesh as he began to move slowly.

"She...la....gawd yes.." I was surprised it was my name he called out. I hadn't thought he even saw me now as he began to use my body for his release. Harder and harder he moved and I moaved loving the feeling of his need, but still a little hurt that he had begun to use just me.

 

[SmkyMtnRain]

Maddening moments of lust drove me on at a frantic pace, my body slamming into her, our flesh slapping into each other with a meaty smack each time it met, our breath coming in gasps as I continued to punish Sheila for the memory of...her.

"Nooooo" I cried out loud and with the words drove the memory of my grief away, far enough to know who I was with...and why.

"Sheila" I gasped, her leg still locked around me, my length still wrapped in her sex as I looked into her eyes...

"Not like this, not for....us" It wasn't a demand, it was a plea....for help to make this special for....us, as it was supposed to be...

Still quivering within her, my body demanding we continue...my heart fighting the adrenalin driven emotions...I asked again...

"For us?"

 

[Destiny]

I shivered as he paused and nodded slowly as I whispered,"yes Will for us.. please.." He finally released my wrists and I slid my hands along his cheeks as he lifted me boddily still lodged inside of me and carried me to the bed.

My lips sealed to his as he slowly knelt onto the bed and then fell/dropped me back onto the bed. He was still fully dressed but without taking his cock from my juicy wet pussy he tugged off his shirt and kicked off his shoes making me giggle a bit that he would go to such lengths not to be off of me... I wiggled under him working the muscles of my pussy alonghis cock as I looked up and into his eys his pants were off in a flash and he was slowly moving me up and along the bed to kneel between my thighs and slowly begin to make love to me.

"for us yes Will oh gawd yes harder for both of us..." My voice was a soft whimper and he began to move a bit harder again.