AngelofyourNighmares
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To many thoughts were going on in Lilly's head, most of what could have happened had Mike not saved her and Kelly... Second were thoughts of Scott.. Please love don't give up on us she thought, maybe if he did it would be for the best maybe they weren't right together any longer so much had happened between the two of them. She refused to cry, she had shed so many tears she didn't think she had any left to shed in the first place.
Poor Kelly she thought to herself.. She had really gotten the worse of it, or at least Lillian felt as if she had. Relax love she whispered to Kelly when she jolted a but she didn't want her to stress herself out over any of this. Her head was spinning, she was so tired, so emotionally drained and so guilt ridden for Ted, for Mike, for Kelly, Scott's family, her parents, and even Kelly's brother.. Why couldn't you have just let me die she asked God in her head.
Her heart was pounding so hard against her chest that she felt as if she were going to have another panic attack, she didn't need that right now, Kelly and mike needed her to be strong. She felt like she was ruining everyone's life. She could see the pain on Kelleys face, everything is going to be okay Kelly you'll be safe soon and they will call Ted. She could feel Kelly grip her thigh yet she didn't mind, she would do whatever it would take to make Kelly feel safe.
She felt like crying not for herself but for her sister in law and even Mike. God please just keep them all safe I don't care about me but I care about them, she thought to herself. She couldn't get the image of what Eric had did to Kelly, the image of him knocking Mike out not once but twice..all of this was her fault. She rubbed Kelly's hair out of her face. She leaned down and kissed her head, Shh she whispered I'm here mikes here were all safe I promise, Lilly whispered.
It broke her heart seeing Kelly cry. She reminded Kelly that this was not her fault and that she had no choice but to do what the man wanted and that Ted would understand. Get some rest love. She was greatful when Kelly finally fell asleep. She sighed a sigh of relief. She looked up and admired mikes strength he didn't know if Eric still had a gun on him or not get he put his life at risk to save her and Kelly's life.
Mike was the only guy that had ever got remotely close to Lillian after Scott's death she felt guilty that she couldn't be with him..but at the same time it wouldn't have been fair to him when she couldn't move on from Scott... She still couldn't she doubted she ever would. She didn't want to push him away but she also didn't want to lead him on she wasnt that type of girl. She just wanted to get to the hospital and get Kelly and mike looked at, but she didn't want to go to her local hospital, she couldn't face Ted...
She shook her head, trying to shake all the thoughts that were going on in her head out. She smiled a half smile as she climbed into the front seat. Scott wasn't in the same hospital that they were taking Kelly to... He was at belview in the psyche ward. She looked over at him when she pulled the seatbelt around her. "I'm okay, but I have a request, can we drop Kelly off at the local hospital, but me and you go to one out of town, I just can't deal with my family or all the questions right now, but I want Kelly to be at Ted's hospital.. She's going to need him.. I just want you to get looked at.. " She said softly.
"I should be asking if your okay." She said her heart racing. She reached over and touched the gash in his head. She no to bed that they were getting closer to the hospital. "Go to the back.. And drop Kelly off.. I don't want to answer any questions, I'll leave a note with Kelly.. I don't want to wake her." She wrote a note telling her brother that she was sorry but for right now she'll needed time, Kelly was safe she was safe.. To tell mom and dad she loved them, and tell Scott that she loved him as well. She sighed, Ted would understand, but he had no idea what his sister had been through or what she still might be going through.
"ultimately it's up to you Mike.." She whisperes.
Poor Kelly she thought to herself.. She had really gotten the worse of it, or at least Lillian felt as if she had. Relax love she whispered to Kelly when she jolted a but she didn't want her to stress herself out over any of this. Her head was spinning, she was so tired, so emotionally drained and so guilt ridden for Ted, for Mike, for Kelly, Scott's family, her parents, and even Kelly's brother.. Why couldn't you have just let me die she asked God in her head.
Her heart was pounding so hard against her chest that she felt as if she were going to have another panic attack, she didn't need that right now, Kelly and mike needed her to be strong. She felt like she was ruining everyone's life. She could see the pain on Kelleys face, everything is going to be okay Kelly you'll be safe soon and they will call Ted. She could feel Kelly grip her thigh yet she didn't mind, she would do whatever it would take to make Kelly feel safe.
She felt like crying not for herself but for her sister in law and even Mike. God please just keep them all safe I don't care about me but I care about them, she thought to herself. She couldn't get the image of what Eric had did to Kelly, the image of him knocking Mike out not once but twice..all of this was her fault. She rubbed Kelly's hair out of her face. She leaned down and kissed her head, Shh she whispered I'm here mikes here were all safe I promise, Lilly whispered.
It broke her heart seeing Kelly cry. She reminded Kelly that this was not her fault and that she had no choice but to do what the man wanted and that Ted would understand. Get some rest love. She was greatful when Kelly finally fell asleep. She sighed a sigh of relief. She looked up and admired mikes strength he didn't know if Eric still had a gun on him or not get he put his life at risk to save her and Kelly's life.
Mike was the only guy that had ever got remotely close to Lillian after Scott's death she felt guilty that she couldn't be with him..but at the same time it wouldn't have been fair to him when she couldn't move on from Scott... She still couldn't she doubted she ever would. She didn't want to push him away but she also didn't want to lead him on she wasnt that type of girl. She just wanted to get to the hospital and get Kelly and mike looked at, but she didn't want to go to her local hospital, she couldn't face Ted...
She shook her head, trying to shake all the thoughts that were going on in her head out. She smiled a half smile as she climbed into the front seat. Scott wasn't in the same hospital that they were taking Kelly to... He was at belview in the psyche ward. She looked over at him when she pulled the seatbelt around her. "I'm okay, but I have a request, can we drop Kelly off at the local hospital, but me and you go to one out of town, I just can't deal with my family or all the questions right now, but I want Kelly to be at Ted's hospital.. She's going to need him.. I just want you to get looked at.. " She said softly.
"I should be asking if your okay." She said her heart racing. She reached over and touched the gash in his head. She no to bed that they were getting closer to the hospital. "Go to the back.. And drop Kelly off.. I don't want to answer any questions, I'll leave a note with Kelly.. I don't want to wake her." She wrote a note telling her brother that she was sorry but for right now she'll needed time, Kelly was safe she was safe.. To tell mom and dad she loved them, and tell Scott that she loved him as well. She sighed, Ted would understand, but he had no idea what his sister had been through or what she still might be going through.
"ultimately it's up to you Mike.." She whisperes.