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Name: Alyssa Smith
Age: 20
Height: 5'9
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Name: Alyssa Smith
Age: 20
Height: 5'9
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The thrill of the moment is hard to simply let go - often times, I would let mere adrenaline get the best of me and even overcome common sense. Blackjack, poker, or even slot machines - you name it. Was it a gambling addiction? I don't know really think so, it seemed to me that any kind of rush would get me to do things that I normally wouldn't...it simply more prevalent in activities involving stakes. Or maybe I'm just making excuses at this point. Whatever, it really doesn't matter to me.
I'm a medical student at Cornell University. Needless to say that the tuition in of itself was crippling, but I managed to keep it up due to scholarships. My parents were relatively wealthy, so I also got some cash on the side. That cash, perhaps could have been to better use - as more often than not, I would find myself in a small group of individuals who would use money to gamble. I think that I'm just really stubborn, because I would never admit that this was a problem.
This group was filled with mostly men - me being the only girl in. This said, while we would gamble, I was often watched by lustful eyes. If I had to describe my situation in other words; I felt as if I was constantly surrounded by wild animals who saw me as prey. Still, I never let such a notion get to me - I was here to gamble, nothing else. Hell, sometimes I'd even tease them, just to enjoy the reaction on their faces. But I never went further than that. Never.
I couldn't blame them, as I had that sort of effect on me. I was rather tall for a twenty year old woman, being at about 5'9". I had an attractive face, matched with bright brown eyes and long brown hair. My figure was to die for, apparently - my chest filling up a D cup and my fit stomach and long legs catching glances of many. My ass was nice and plump - its round nature got many to turn their heads.
Anyway, that's besides the point.
Today I found myself gambling with just one man...and today, stakes were going to go a little high.